Chapter 4 【Chapter Four】

Closed eyes, the world is a dark, complete darkness. There is no space, no color, only the anxiety that fills the heart. She couldn't help holding his hand tightly. When she went downstairs, she could only hear the creaking of the wooden ladder under her feet. Every time she stepped down, she could feel the wooden ladder sinking slightly due to the weight it carried. After finally going downstairs, I felt the breeze and the warm sunshine as soon as I left the cloud building.She closed her eyes strangely?At the beginning, for the first time, I clearly felt that the sun can be so warm and pleasant, as if it can warm the heart.

Song Qingyun was still leading her forward, Xiaoyue followed carefully, whenever there was an obstacle ahead, he would remind her. After walking all the way, she discovered that there were so many up and down stone steps and gazebos in this seemingly unobstructed courtyard, as well as obstacles caused by branches of flowers, plants and trees. This feeling is so weird, she closed her eyes but knew when she walked under the shade of the trees, when she walked by the artificial lake, and when she passed outside the kitchen; because she could feel the shadows caused by the branches and hear the thin sound of running water, she could also smell I could hear the slight aroma of willow and lotus, as well as the smell of delicious food from the kitchen, and of course I could hear the sound of the cook cooking and chopping vegetables.

After passing the kitchen, she knew that the two were walking towards the back garden.Just when she was walking smoothly, she suddenly stepped on a fruit, her foot was unstable and she was about to fall; Song Qingyun hurriedly hugged the beauty's slender waist, this time he hugged her in the right place and pulled her into his arms. Xiaoyue's face turned pale with fright, she thought that she was going to fall into a bruised nose and a swollen face. Are you all right?He asked with concern, still holding her waist with one hand, feeling her pulse beating so fast. It's okay, my eyes are still closed.She took a few deep breaths to ease her tension, but she smelled the masculine breath on his body, panicked, and hurriedly took a step back.

With both eyes closed, all perceptions became so clear.His hands on her waist were still warm through the fabric, and the sound of his breathing was in front of her, so slow that people could hardly feel it. There was an inexplicable impulse that made Xiaoyue want to open her eyes to look at him, but she still endured it. Song Qingyun felt a little reluctant to see her backing away, and liked the feeling of her cuddling in his arms just now. So he couldn't help but pull her back again, and took her up onto the huge apricot tree branch with ease. ah!You were carried up by him, she immediately let out a soft breath, this time she was really scared and opened her eyes.I saw him bowing his head to her, with a faint smile on his handsome face.

close your eyes. Xiaoyue froze again, and had to close her eyes again. Any idea what tree this is?His gentle voice echoed in Xiaoyue's ears. apricot.Although she has never seen such a tall apricot tree, the branches can make people stand firmly on it, but even if she didn't open her eyes just now, she can still distinguish it from the unique fragrance. Thinking about it, she was just picking the fallen apricot fruit. How did this apricot tree grow so tall?Although the branch was thick and strong, she still didn't dare to leave his embrace for fear of falling. Uncle Ge said that the tree is hundreds if not thousands of years old.

Yeah?Xiaoyue couldn't hide her surprise as it was very rare to see such a large tree with hundreds of years in Chang'an. you listen.He hugged her closer without any trace, the corners of his mouth slightly raised. What are you listening to? tell me what did you hearwhat do you feel? Xiaoyue leaned intently in front of him, feeling a cool breeze passing by, bringing the fragrance of various trees and flowers, and even making the branches and leaves of the apricot trees rustle.The sound of wheels on the street and the sound of children playing can be heard in the distance, and the chirping of birds and cicadas can be heard closer, as if you are right in front of you.

The breeze blows off a few apricot leaves, which slowly fall on the two of them. how?He called out to bring her back to sanity. She really didn't know what to say.From closing her eyes to now, although there is a lot of inconvenience and panic, other senses can feel the breath of life more, which seems to make her pay attention to things that she had neglected in the past. She was almost convinced by him, but only almost. Xiaoyue opened her eyes and looked at him, you plan to live like this for the rest of your life? What's wrong?After a hundred years, it will all turn into dust, so what difference does it make if these eyes can see?What's more, it is much better to have a clear eye but not a clear mind than to have a clear mind and a blind eye.

She frowned slightly, and said again: You don't want to see this world anymore?If it can be cured, why not try it?Don't you want to trouble others for the rest of your life? Song Qingyun's smile faded away, and he fell silent again. Seeing this, Xiaoyue's heart twitched slightly, but she still continued with her hard heart. Besides, are you sure that your heart is as clear as a mirror? His expression grew more distant.Xiaoyue felt that if the two of them were not still on the tree, and she didn't know any martial arts, he would have left her where she was, turned around and left.

let me tryShe held his hand that was about to withdraw, and spoke softly. do you know what you are doingWhat if I said that doing so might cost you your own life?Even so, do you still want to try?The corners of his mouth raised again, but he was not as kind as before, only mocking. If you are willing to cooperate, I have 60% certainty.She wasn't intimidated at all, she just looked at him firmly, and I definitely knew what I was doing. The wind suddenly stopped, and the air suddenly became a little stuffy. Damn it!It didn't take long for Xiaoyue to realize that she had done something wrong, she pushed him too hard.The man's face sank, and he suddenly used his lightness kung fu to leave, leaving her standing on the tree alone.

It seems that she still misjudged his gentlemanly demeanor.Xiaoyue could only lean against the tree trunk and get angry secretly. Just as she looked down at the century-old tree, thinking about how to get down to the ground safely, another figure suddenly appeared on the tree. Brother Jin.Seeing Jin Lei, Xiaoyue was really relieved.To be honest, the number of times she has climbed trees since she was a child is one of the few. If she can really get down the tree safely, it will be regarded as a miracle. Jin Lei easily brought Xiaoyue back under the tree, Xiaoyue looked down at her feet on the solid ground, and felt quite secure in her heart.

You are pushing him too hard. This was the first time Xiaoyue heard Jin Lei speak, which made her startled, and hurriedly looked up at him.She thought Jin Lei was going to chase Song Qingyun after he put her on the ground, but unexpectedly he stayed this time. I originally thought he wouldn't be so stubborn.Xiaoyue said lightly. Jin Lei stared at the woman in front of him who seemed to be blown away by the wind.At the beginning, he did doubt her ability, but after observing for the past few days, he found that she might really be able to heal the third master's eyes. And she was the first time in so many years that the third master cared so much for a woman -- she followed the third master for twelve hours a day, and he had seen clearly the strange behavior of the third master.Jin Lei changed his mind and decided to help her. The memory of the third master seemed to be recalled for a moment eight years ago. Xiaoyue lifted her spirits when she heard it, and hurriedly asked: What happened at that time? A gang of thieves are robbing Hejiazhuang, and the third master and I happened to pass by.It just so happened that a child covered in blood was kicked out and just jumped on the grandfather. The child was severely wounded and called for his father desperately, and he died after a while.Then Master Jin Lei couldn't help frowning his thick eyebrows when he said this. What's up with him? He raised his sword and beheaded the bandits, completely losing his mind.He paused, thought for a while, and then said: I have been with the third master for so many years, and I have never seen him kill someone. That was the first time.Since then, the third master has never touched the sword again. Xiaoyue was startled when she heard the words, she lowered her head and thought about it, as if she had grasped the key point vaguely.But she just had an idea, she had to go back and analyze the newly obtained information. However, she had to force him to accept the purpose of her existence first.The psychological level can be sorted out slowly, but the external eye treatment must be carried out as soon as possible; if you can manage both, that would be even better.And to get Song Qingyun's cooperation, the first helper he looked for was Jin Lei. Xiaoyue raised her head and smiled slightly at Jin Lei. I want to heal his eyes, and I hope you can help me. How to help? Leaving Fengyun Pavilion for a month. leave? Jin Lei understood what she meant after a while.It seems that Miss Bai intends to isolate the third master, but I will not let him out of my sight.Xiaoyue saw the hesitation in his eyes, and promised.Besides, he still needs some medicine to heal his eyes, I want you to get it. What medicine? Poluxiang, this medicine is only produced in Jiaozhou and Linyiguo in the south, please invite Brother Jin to come over. Without further ado, he nodded in agreement. Song Qingyun never imagined that when he returned to Yunlou, what greeted him was the fragrance of medicine in the room and Jin Lei's leaving without saying goodbye. He never thought that he would experience this kind of betrayal in his lifetime. He trusts senior brother and sister-in-law so much, and Jin Lei so much, and he believes that he has not treated those around him badly. Unexpectedly, the people of Fengyun Pavilion would unite and let the woman punish him. She moved to live in Yunlou graciously, and slept next to him; she changed all the furniture arbitrarily, so that he often bumped into it like this; she followed him instead of Jin Lei, but only let him Even more awkward and embarrassing. She didn't even allow any servants to bring food over.Want to eat?Okay, he has to figure it out for himself. His first thought was to go to the street to eat, and when he got up, she said, "Do you want to beg for help all your life?" This sentence immediately dispelled his thoughts.Even though he has been blind for so many years and made a lot of compromises, the tenacious arrogance deep in his heart still exists. Especially for her, he just didn't want her to take him lightly. If he didn't care, then everything would be easy, but only in front of her, he couldn't maintain his usual indifference.She hit him time and time again, pointed out all the inconveniences of blind people time and time again, and watched him make embarrassments again and again, cruelly injuring his dignity. Originally, he thought he was very gracious, that he could stand aloof from the world, that he could accept being blind for the rest of his life, that he could treat everyone and everything calmly, but this woman broke his belief and stabbed him repeatedly. Wound. Ten days, ten days like this have passed, and his patience has almost reached its limit. Why did he let this little girl mess around in his place?He can throw her out-- With a bang, he hit the chair she had moved again. Damn it!What a gentleman's demeanor, what a teacher's fate is hard to do, he must drive this woman out of Yunlou! Picking up the fallen chair, Song Qingyun made up his mind and went out the door. As soon as he opened the door, he heard her footsteps and found that she was about to enter the door. In his arms, he almost sat back and fell to the ground. Song Qingyun stretched out his hand to stabilize her. Looks like I'm not the only one who is blind. Xiaoyue ignored his ridicule and only asked: Where are you going? I was looking for you. Her eyebrows? , you decided to let me heal your eyes? He said calmly: No. Then we have nothing to talk about.She took a step back and walked past him into the room. Miss Bai, this is my room, please observe the etiquette. If you care about this, don't forget that senior Qi has already made an engagement for the two of us, and I don't mind getting married tonight.The old god Xiaoyue took out the four treasures of the study from his cabinet, and continued to write the half-finished pharmacopoeia these days. Damn it!Song Qingyun stood where he was and began to curse Master. He turned around with a cold face and walked out.If she doesn't go out, then he should go out to the head office!Regardless of his face, pride, and dignity, anyway, in the past few days, he has already lost all these things in front of her. etc!Seeing this, Xiaoyue stood up and called him, but only saw him walking towards the street without looking back. She hurriedly chased him out anxiously, but Jin Lei was not there, how could he just run into the street like this?No matter how strong his martial arts are, he is still blind! I didn't see him on the street, so Xiaoyue could only try to find him; but God's master changed his face at this time, and after a while, it began to rain. It's bad!Xiaoyue sighed and bought an umbrella with the peddler, and continued to search for him along the streets and alleys. The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the bean-like raindrops seem to pass through the umbrella.She found inns, restaurants, and teahouses one after another. Her skirt was already wet with mud from the rain, and even her shoulders were soaked by the rain. When the strong wind blew, it brought another burst of rain, and Daoxia Xiaoyue was almost half wet.She couldn't help shivering from the cold, but she only remembered what she had promised Jin Lei.She once said that she would not let Song Qingyun out of her sight. If something happened to him, how would she explain to the people in Fengyun Pavilion? Because of this, even though she was already cold, wet and tired, she still searched all the streets in Chang'an City step by step, not letting go of any place where people could take shelter from the rain. Her body was already weak and weak, and she couldn't bear such a toss; a burst of dizziness hit her, and she passed out on the street. The heavy rain continued, and thick clouds piled up on the sky. It won't stop for a while. What about Qingyun people?Haven't found it yet?Qin Dongyue anxiously turned her head and asked the others. All the people lowered their heads, looking terrified. If no one answered, it was not found.She frowned and asked again: What about the doctor?Are there no other doctors in Chang'an City? Really, Meng Zhen just happened to be summoned into the palace by the emperor again, and the dead Song Qingyun went somewhere, and the only person in this room who knows medical skills is lying unconscious on the bed, his whole body is shaking with cold, his face is so pale Like a dead person, it drove her crazy. Already asked for it, but it hasn't arrived yet.A servant hurriedly answered. Really slow, when he arrives, everyone is dead!Qin Dongyue cursed furiously, thinking about changing Xiaoyue's clothes first, and warming her body.Is the hot water ready?Bring it in as soon as it's cooked.The others go out first, and it's good for Mrs. Chen to stay and help me. OK OK.Everyone finally found something to avoid being scolded by Hai, and hurriedly helped to bring in the wooden basin and hot water. Bucket after bucket of hot water was poured into the tub, and after a while, the room was filled with white steam. That's enough, let's put the rest aside.Seeing that the water was seven or eight full, Dongyue called to stop, and then said: If the doctor arrives, tell him to wait outside the door first.Also, send a few more people to find the third master and come back. knew.Everyone responded and retreated one after another. After the door was closed, Dongyue and Mrs. Chen worked together to take off Xiaoyue's clothes, and soaked her in a wooden tub to let the hot water raise her body temperature.Anyway, we are all women, so there is nothing to be ashamed of, besides, human life is at stake, saving people is the most important thing. Finally, Xiaoyue's lips were not so purple, and her body stopped shaking, so the two of them worked together to dry her whole body, then put on the underwear for her, and helped her lie back on the bed. But among them, Xiaoyue didn't even wake up, which made Qin Dongyue even more worried. Asking someone to remove the fuck basin, she sat by the bed and watched Xiaoyue who was still in a coma. She is so thin, maybe she can't afford to be sick like this--peh, pee, what kind of crow's mouth is she! Didn't Xiaoyue stay with Qingyun these days?How could you go outside?Even Qingyun didn't know where he died. The closed door was suddenly opened, and Qin Dongyue saw Song Qingyun coming in as soon as she turned her head. Sister-in-law, she--he rushed back as soon as he heard about this situation. Do you know it's urgent?Qin Dongyue kept thinking unhappily, where did you go, why did you let Xiaoyue pass out on the street alone in the heavy rain?If I hadn't happened to pass by and saw her when I came back from Buxing, she would have gone to see Hades a long time ago. Song Qingyun moved the corner of his mouth with an ugly expression, Ren Qin Dongyue thought for a long time, he only noticed Xiaoyue who was lying on the bed and still in a coma. Thinking about it, Qin Dongyue finally knew to give way.As soon as Song Qingyun sat down by the bed, he stretched out his hand to feel for the pulse at her neck -- no way, as his sister-in-law couldn't stop reading, he could only guess her approximate location by relying on Xiaoyue's weak breath. If you reach out to find her wrist which is not known where it is, if you are afraid that you will accidentally touch the wrong place, it is safer to take the pulse from the neck. But as soon as he touched her skin, he found it was cold and tight, almost no temperature, and even his pulse was extremely weak and slow; her condition seemed to have stepped into a coffin, which suddenly made him flustered . Now Song Qingyun didn't care about any etiquette, and stretched out his big hand directly to her chest, with luck protecting her heart first. Wow!Qin Dongyue, who was at the side, saw it and quickly asked Mrs. Chen to leave first, so as not to spread any gossip. The heavy rain that had been falling for several days finally stopped. Although the clouds were still thick, they gradually dispersed, and a ray of sunlight seized the opportunity to descend on the land again. Feeling the warm sunshine, Song Qingyun breathed a sigh of relief.If the weather continued to be so cloudy and cold, he was afraid that her situation would worsen. Fortunately, the sky finally turned sunny. Staying by her side these days, he was afraid all the time, afraid that she would not be able to hold on, so he could only keep protecting her heart veins with long-lasting internal strength, not daring to leave for a moment. He knew that she was very thin, as light as a feather, but it was in these few days that he really felt her frailty.From the day she moved into Yunlou, he almost forgot that she was just an eighteen-year-old girl. Her cold words, never angry tone, and her indomitable steel will, which were almost comparable to soldiers, were all invincible. Make him forget that she is just a little girl. She didn't say anything aggressive, she just told him to face it with a calm demeanor, a soft tone, and damn calm.The two of them fought a nearly silent war during those ten days, but he lost completely, and was forced by her to get out of his temper that he thought he had withdrawn long ago. So many years of self-cultivation seemed to be just a waste of time; The second senior brother found out, and he must not have believed that he was still angry. He smiled wryly, and sighed secretly that his own morality was not enough, and he could not transcend the world like his master. The person on the bed groaned suddenly, Song Qingyun hurriedly leaned towards her forehead, and found that her temperature had risen again, hurriedly changed a cold cloth towel and put it on her forehead. After these days of getting along, Song Qingyun knew that she was someone who would persevere as long as she believed that she was right; just like she believed that she could cure him, she would definitely let him see the light again. As a doctor, he believed that she was well aware of his physical condition.Born with yin deficiency and frailty, such a body could not withstand the cold at all, but she was willing to brave the heavy rain just to find him. He heard her calling behind him that day, but he ignored it. He didn't expect her to chase him out to find him. He really didn't know what to do with her.He has never had such a deep feeling for any woman, the feeling for her is sweet and sour Both bitterness and hotness, wanting to keep her by my side, but also wanting to hide from her far away, it seems that there are two forces pulling in my heart, one wants to tell him to leave, and the other wants him to stay. If he leaves, can he really let go?If he stays, he may bear the consequences of releasing his memory? He didn't even know her!Why can she have such a big influence on him?The weight of her in his heart is even increasing bit by bit. The belief of one or twenty years has gradually broken in these few days, and it is impossible to tell whether he actually agrees with her deep in his heart. ?Can he really live like this for the rest of his life? Frowning his eyebrows tightly, Song Qingyun began to feel uneasy. It was dusk again, and the day passed like this; this night, Xiaoyue's fever finally subsided. Fengyun Pavilion, East Wing Study. Looking at the ledgers stacked as high as a mountain, Qin Dongyue, who was so busy that she was almost dizzy, really wanted to run back to Yuquan Town with Meng Zhenluo.She really couldn't figure out why things turned out like this, why everything in Fengyun Pavilion fell on her head?She just came to Chang'an, what did she come to Chang'an for? ! Oh, she remembered.Meng Zhen came to work, but she just came to Chang'an to play!Now that Meng Zhen's affairs have been settled long ago, she and he should be able to go back to Yuquan Town. Why is she so busy here now, while all the people in charge have disappeared? Meng Zhen has been called into the palace by the emperor recently, and Qing Yun is busy taking care of Xiaoyue, so what about the mustache? Well, even if she forced Mustache to take care of the aunt, it's already summer now, why doesn't that damn guy come back?Obviously, I received a letter last month saying that the matter between the aunt and the king of the desert has been settled!It caused her to work as an acting boss in Fengyun Pavilion alone.She married an ordinary hunter back then, not a big boss, why did she still manage these ghost businesses! Also, how can there be a newlywed who suffers as much as her, half a year has passed, and she still hasn't spent her honeymoon yet! No matter!She must cry to Xianggong and tell him to call Xiao Huzi back quickly, or she will simply let go and let Fengyun Pavilion fall down!