Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven All I Can Do

(1) Minhyung failed to catch Yoojin who rushed outside. He didn't realize what he had done until a while later.The words "I love you" may to Youzhen just force her to accept her feelings. Jiang Junxiang, another person that Youzhen already has in her heart. Minhyung doesn't know Junxiang well.However, he is no longer in this world.Although he didn't know Junxiang, what kind of person he was, what he liked, how he laughed, and what he said, but he was going to use his love to erase him from Youzhen's memory. From a certain moment, when Minheng saw Youzhen's face, he couldn't help feeling numb in his heart.Then, her frown and smile kept filling her eyes.

Every time I see her struggling like a drowning person in the water, my heart hurts so much that I can hardly breathe.What's more, her words and deeds stabbed his heart bit by bit, and at the same time penetrated into his atrium. Even if she was laughing, even if he was crying, everything about her turned into heartache in Minheng's eyes. Zheng Youzhen, she finally became the pain of Minheng's life and occupied his heart. Youzhen is not like Minheng prepared to come back after calming down a little, right?Similarly, after rushing outside, it took a long time to come back. The sound of the blizzard with fierce winds grew louder.Minhyung who couldn't wait any longer opened the door and went out.However, the eyes could not be opened smoothly.I only feel that the blizzard is white and filling any space that can be seen in front of my eyes.Minheng's heart sank suddenly.

In front of my eyes, there seemed to be the figure of Youzhen, who was running around aimlessly and crying like a fool in the snowy night.Minhyung began to run in the dark while being attacked by the blizzard.A terrible blizzard with gale companions. However, he had to find Youzhen.I have to find her who is like a fool, and find her who is suffering in the snow world that is colder than the real cold. He called Youjin's name tearing his throat.However, her name, which was finally separated and scattered in the blizzard, just landed on the bottom of Minheng's heart.I can't see where Youzhen is.

How long has he been looking for her aimlessly? Exhausted, Minheng took a few breaths, looked around, and finally stopped at the door of the western restaurant.There are human footprints there.Yes, Jane is back. Minheng rushed inside in one breath.Yoojin who was sleeping on a chair in front of the fireplace came into view.Minheng stepped forward and took off his coat and put it on for Youzhen. Youzhen didn't even seem to be sleeping peacefully.He could no longer just watch her from the sidelines.Because she seems to cry.Minhyung felt that even just looking at her made his heart ache.Is the so-called love so heartbreaking?

He used to think that to love someone was to be full of emotions, elation, and happiness. He thought that was the true face of love.Is it so, then, because that love is not true love? Minhyung is lonely.Even in front of the person he loves, he feels lonely. The love that he can neither touch nor get close to, and can only watch from the sidelines makes Minhyung feel more lonely than the fierce snowstorm. Under the light of the faintly approaching sunlight, Youzhen opened her eyes.After confirming that the clothes she was wearing belonged to Minheng, she looked around.Did not see him. Youzhen who opened the door and walked outside sighed deeply.After the ferocious blizzard subsided last night, it seemed that even his heart had calmed down.

She felt that her mood last night was probably as chaotic as a frenzied and uncontrollable blizzard.However, Youzhen's heart is not completely calmed down now.Youzhen is between Junxiang and Minheng, her mind is in a mess, and she is not mentally prepared to accept Minheng. She moved.In the opposite direction of the particularly elongated Minheng's footprints, she turned and moved her steps.Every time she moved her footsteps, the original footprints sank. Junxiang in Youzhen's heart began to stir again.I was about to remember what seemed to be his voice.Youzhen who looked back at the sunken footprints slightly, the corners of her mouth trembled slightly.The memory of Yu Junxiang has finally become a trace that cannot be erased.It looked like footprints sunk deep in the snow.

Youzhen started to move again. Youzhen moved her feet like that, and finally reached the top of the mountain.A strong wind blows here, slightly stronger than below.Youzhen stood there facing the wind for a long time.If Minheng didn't come over, she didn't know how long she would stand there. Minheng was about to walk into the western restaurant, but found a series of footprints following him.Because he knew whose footprints it was. Do you know how worried I was last night? Minheng moved a little closer to Youzhen.In fact, if you get lost in the deep mountains, it is difficult to find your way again when no one is around.That's what Minhyung was worried about.

Even though Minhyung spoke to Youzhen in a gentle way, Youzhen still kicked up without any response and prepared to return to the western restaurant. There is Miss Jane!I don't intend to apologize for what happened yesterday.Although I know that I have made Miss Youzhen sad, but I am still going to tell you that I do not regret it. Yujin stopped walking and looked at Minhyung sadly.It seems that Minheng's misunderstanding was caused because he had a problem expressing Minheng's feelings. Youzhen is always curious.About what it would be like if Junxiang was still alive.Youzhen only knows eighteen-year-old Junxiang.She was very ready to know what it would be like if Junxiang became twenty-eight years old like herself.However, it can only be said that it was by chance that she saw Junxiang who looked exactly like him.So she admitted that she was very happy that she could see Junxiang through Minheng.

But the wrong way of expressing joy seems to be the culprit of the misunderstanding, so it seems that Youzhen should apologize. Sorry if I misunderstood you, I don't have any special feelings for Mr. Minhyung. After finishing speaking, Youjin was about to slip past Minhyung, but Minhyung grabbed Youjin's wrist.Then ask seriously: Did you never like me once?Not for Jiang Junxiang, but for Lee Minhyung, did you never like him once? Yujin was confused by Minheng's serious eyes.She had to say something, but had nothing to say.Because she has lied.Not having the slightest bit of emotion for Minhyung would be deceiving.Because she felt a certain emotion from Minhyung who was not Junxiang.

I haven't.I never liked Lee Min Hyung. Youzhen tells a lie again.Minheng's eyes seemed to realize that Youzhen didn't mean what he said, so they shone even more intensely. Is it because of this that Youzhen's firm eyes began to shake.In order not to be shaken by seeing him, she hypnotized herself.No one can replace Junxiang. Minhyung knows everything.Youzhen is not ready to wake up from self-hypnosis. So, what is Xianghe? Youzhen shut her mouth.Hypnosis is undone. Who is the person Miss Youzhen loves now? Minheng seemed to realize that Youjin's self-hypnosis had been completely released, and he grabbed Youzhen's shoulders forcefully.

What do you think.who is it? Youzhen began to perform hypnosis again.While performing a more intense hypnosis than before, she shook off Minheng's hand.However, Minhyung grabbed Yujin's shoulder even harder.He asked Youzhen to say that he pressed Youzhen who was in her heart.Youzhen's eyes began to shake.Hypnosis was not performed. You should let go. At this time, a cold voice full of anger came.Xiang Hyuk was standing aside and staring at Min Hyung.Both had to be taken aback.Xianghe also saw the footprints of the two and followed them. In the morning, Xianghe took the earliest cable car to the western restaurant with Cailin, and began to look for the two who had disappeared.Although they searched the western restaurant thoroughly, they couldn't find them.When Xianghe walked outside and was feeling tricky, he saw the footprints of the two people connected in a long line. Even if the two of them were just together and nothing happened, Xianghe's anger kept coming up.Then, seeing Minheng force the person who is about to marry him to answer, it made him feel very uncomfortable. Xianghe took Youzhen's hand.He is ready to leave this place as soon as possible. I haven't heard Youzhen's answer yet.Please answer me.Who does Miss Youzhen like? Minhyung said to Yoojin's back who was gradually moving away from Hehe.Seemingly unable to bear it any longer, Xianghe walked towards Minheng. Why should you worry about that? Because I love Miss Youzhen. Minheng's answer was exceptionally firm.Although Xiang Hyuk rushed over and grabbed Min Heng's collar, Min Heng remained unmoved.And one more thing to add, who is the person Youzhen really loves? Min Hyung was so righteous that Xiang Hyuk was speechless.What should I say.At least warn him in the name of a man who loves a woman.Xianghe gritted his teeth and said angrily: Don't let me get closer to Youzhen, I won't allow it. After Xianghyuk let go of Minheng's collar, he took Youzhen's hand and gradually left Minheng's sight. Anyway, Minheng finally breathed a sigh of relief.fine. During the heated conflict between Minhyung and Sanghyuk, Yoojin didn't favor anyone.Minhyung just needs to know this. After going down the mountain, Xianghe returned to the place where Youzhen lived, and swept all of Youzhen's clothes into the suitcase.He couldn't let Jane be here anymore.Xianghe ignored Youzhen's begging, and still packed his luggage. However, it seemed that he had a weird feeling about Youzhen's pleading appearance, Xianghe stopped his hands and looked at Youzhen sharply. Why? Xianghe's brief questioning was asking Youzhen why she couldn't leave here. This job is very important to me, don't you know that too? Youzhen thought that Xianghe should be able to forgive.However, the words that came out of Xianghe's mouth turned into an unimaginable dagger, piercing Youzhen's heart. Could it be that you are going to stay by Li Minheng's side? Xianghe continued to press Youzhen as if he was not interested in Youzhen's face change.From Xianghyuk's standpoint, the more he thinks about what Minheng said, the more it stimulates his nerves.How could he say that he loves Youzhen in front of Youzhen's fiancé? Xianghe believes that Youzhen is also at fault, he has no doubts at all.See what kind of appearance she showed and what kind of behavior she made to make Minheng say that. Youzhen can't say anything about Xianghe's arbitrary behavior.No matter what she said, she thought, it would only be a sophistry for Xianghe. Xianghe pulled Youzhen's suitcase to the parking lot.Although Youzhen begged desperately to stop him, Xianghe couldn't change his mind.But even if it was all right, she couldn't just be pulled away by him like that. Youzhen grabs Xianghe.Because it seemed time to talk.Useless.Xianghe didn't pay any attention to Youzhen's saying that he wanted to talk, he just threw Youzhen's luggage into the trunk, and then desperately urged Youzhen to get in the car. Youzhen could only yell.For Xianghe's ears who couldn't hear anything, there was no other way except to yell.Only then did Xianghe pay attention to what Youzhen said.Youzhen felt that time was running out, so she asked decisively: can't you trust me Yes, I can't believe it, you've clearly shaken your heart by now. Youzhen wanted to confidently tell Xianghe that it was not like that.But, strangely, that sentence could not be turned into a sound and spread into the air.Youzhen just looked at Xianghe sadly. Also, why didn't you answer just now?When Lee Min Hyung asked you who the person you love is, why didn't you answer? Xianghe asked with twinkling eyes. (2) Youzhen didn't say a word.No, there is no way to say.Because she never thought about, because she never thought about who she loves except Junxiang.Junxiang is Junxiang.Because he is neither Minhyung nor Sanghyuk. Faced with Youzhen who had no answer, Xianghe swallowed the teardrops that had enlarged at the corners of his eyes and asked again: Is the person you love really me? At the same time that Youzhen's eyes flickered, and Xianghe let out a moan of grief.Xianghe reluctantly stuffed his shaking body into the car and started it.Although Youzhen, who was at a loss, called Xianghe's name, the car was far away from Youzhen's sight. What made Youjin, who was staring blankly at the place where Sang Hyuk disappeared, turn her head was because she felt someone else's gaze.Minheng stood there.Youzhen approached Minheng with a teary face and said harshly: You ask me who I love, right?I will answer you.The person I will definitely love is Sang Hyuk. As the cold wind blew, Youzhen passed by Minheng's side.A strong cold wind began to blow in Minheng's heart. Minhyung returned to the room.Cailin who was sitting on the sofa immediately stood up and walked towards Minheng. Waiting for you is the only price? Cailin heard what Youzhen said to Minheng on the top of the mountain in the woods, so she pursued it with Minheng irresistibly.Minhyung, who was sitting on the sofa, looked at Cailin's face after he walked past Cailin and took off his coat.As if asking when you will come. Even now, Cailin wants to convince Minheng to make him her own.But Minhyung already knew everything about Cailin.He already knew that Cailin was not looking at him, but looking at Junxiang through himself, so he couldn't hear anything.No matter how much I persuaded him, Minheng remained unmoved.Cailin asked Minheng like crazy, why did he do this. Minheng just looked at Cailin speechlessly.Where should I explain it?What can I say to defend myself?Minheng felt very embarrassed.Minheng hopes that Cailin can try not to be too sad and sort out her feelings as soon as possible.For people, they are often untied by someone without realizing it.Also, there is no way of knowing where the end of the rope will go.But what is certain is that once untied, it cannot be tied again.Now for Minhyung, that person is Yujin.Although he can't guarantee whether he can touch Youzhen according to his will, the rope is as irreversible as Minheng's feelings for Youzhen. He couldn't bear to tell Cailin, please forgive me.But he hopes that Cailin can understand that his heart that can no longer be tied, that he can no longer control the heart that has reached out to Youzhen. Minhyung drew the knife from his heart.Not a sharp knife, but a dull knife.Although he couldn't cut it smoothly like cutting a carrot, even if it would hurt her, he had to cut it. Cailin, let's break up! Jin-sook was worried since she never saw Xiang-hyuk and Yu-jin.Where did they go?She was looking at Yong Guo worriedly when someone opened the door and walked in.It was Cailin with moist eyes. Cailin went to look for Youzhen like an irrational person.He even yelled at Jin Shu who asked the reason.The moment Zhenshu was about to say that she didn't know, Youzhen, who looked weak all over, walked in.Cailin strides towards Youzhen.Then he slapped Youzhen without saying anything.With tears in her eyes, Cailin settles accounts with Youzhen who looks at her in surprise. You vicious woman, you told Minheng to break up with me, right?Let me tell you, no matter what tricks you use, I will never give up on Minheng, absolutely not.You have taken Junxiang away from me, and I will not let you take anything away. Cailin walked out without listening to Youzhen's explanation.The surprised Yongguo and Jinshu ran to Youzhen's side, but Youzhen just closed her eyes tightly.Why did everything backfire? Hearing that Yoo Jin said that Sang Hyuk had gone to Seoul first, Yong Gook and Jin Sook hurried to take the bus, and at this time Yoo Jin immediately went back to the room and called Sang Hyuk.Xianghe called several times but still didn't answer, Youzhen had no choice but to leave a message, I'm really sorry, call me back as soon as you hear my message, I will always wait for your call. After Youzhen put down the phone, she waited for a long time, but the call still didn't come. Youzhen went outside.She was walking alone on the empty road. At this moment, Minheng who was standing in the distance saw Youzhen, and he walked towards her.He seems to have been there waiting. After lighting the fire with branches, Minhyung is working hard to add wood.For Yujin who seems quite unnatural, where should I start.He prepared a little. I broke up with Cailin today. After Minheng finished speaking, he hesitated a little.Will this kind of topic cause Youzhen to be confused?Such worries flashed through his mind. Youzhen didn't show any expression.He wanted to say it was really dangerous. In fact, when he realized that he would never truly love anyone again, he felt that he had to hurry up and get the words out.Although the pain he felt at that moment cannot be expressed in words, he felt that doing so would at least save Cailin from getting hurt a little bit. However, when he turned around after telling Cailin, he realized that this was not the case.That wasn't for Cailin, and it turned out that all of this was just for herself.In order to lighten the burden on my heart. Telling Youjin that he likes her, isn't that what Minhyung said to make himself comfortable?Because if he didn't say it, he would feel bored and uncomfortable, and his whole heart would be blocked by a certain feeling, so he said it.However, he did not expect that those words made Youzhen feel so uncomfortable. I'm really sorry, I said I love you in front of Xianghe, I didn't mean to hurt you at all.Although my feelings for Miss Youzhen are absolutely true, in the future I will never let my feelings make Miss Youzhen feel bad.So, can you take it easy on me?can you? Minhyung no longer wants to see Yoojin feel pain because of what he said.Minheng can't let people who have been living in pain for a long time add pain because of himself.Minhyung decides to hold back all the feelings he has.He didn't want to see Youzhen sad again. Youzhen, who got up from her seat first, turned around.Minhyung, who was still sitting in front of the fire, caught her eyes.Her whole heart seemed to be breaking down.After Youzhen looked at Minheng with sad eyes for a while, an inexplicable grievance welled up in the corner of her eyes. Minhyung turned around after parting with Deputy Chief Kim, but Youjin's voice came from the corner of the corridor.It was Jingya's voice.Hurry up and untie Xianghe's knot and come back. Youzhen, who walked outside, tried hard to run towards the bus, but the bus still left.Youzhen looked at the rear of the bus with a disappointed expression when the horn sounded.After Youzhen confirmed that it was Minheng's car, she just looked at Minheng with unnatural eyes.Minheng felt that Youzhen was still uncomfortable in the car, so he dropped a sentence: What's wrong?Are you upset because I can't drive you to Seoul, but only to the bus station?I would love to drive you to Seoul, but I have a meeting to attend. After hearing Minheng's cheerful voice, Youzhen immediately felt relieved.Until she saw him sitting alone by the fire, she had the feeling that she could no longer see Minheng's cheerful face.However, he still jokes now. But Youzhen couldn't ignore it.Because she knew how much pain Minheng had suppressed in order to become cheerful.Because so is she herself.Even though she knew that he was in pain, she still had no choice but to prepare for this Youzhen's heart sank again. Minheng even told her not to call Xianghyuk first when she arrived in Seoul, but to go directly.He said that if he suddenly appeared in front of him, even if he was going to be angry, he would not be angry. After buying the tickets, Minheng went to Youzhen and handed the tickets to her.Then, Jane must make an appointment with him, and when she comes back, she must have a smiling face. Then Youzhen finally saw what she was worried about.She finally saw that Minhyung, who had been waving to greet her until she left the station, turned around with a complicated expression on his face.Youzhen's heart ached to the point of being paralyzed.She keeps feeling the pain coming from Min Hyung. Youzhen is waiting for Xianghe on the radio.She finally saw Xianghe walking out while discussing the concert with others.When Xianghe, who was about to say something, fixed his eyes on Youzhen, his face immediately became more and more gloomy. Yujin who came to the coffee shop observed Sang Hyuk's expression and asked in a cheerful voice: Are you upset to see me? If it was the former Xianghe, of course he would be happy.Just knowing that Youzhen, who is busy, deliberately finds time to find him, can make him jump up happily to meet her.However, Xianghe is not the former Xianghe. Even though he knew why Youzhen came, he still deliberately sneered at her.How can you run away from your important business at the ski resort? Xiang Hyuk felt very unhappy that Min Hyung knew that Jin had come to Seoul, and that he had come to meet him. He asked her: Is your relationship going to report who you're going to see every day?Then, words that shouldn't be said start to tear Yujin's heart apart. Xiang Hyuk said he would change.He will no longer be just a person who knows how to endure, he will yell for happiness, and a person who will fight back when he is injured.Xianghe has changed a lot.Although she knew that he must be very angry, she never imagined that Xianghe would be like this.Xiang Hyuk told You Jin about having dinner together, but he also said that he had to make a recording and rejected it.Then, after coming out of the coffee shop, he didn't even say a word of caution, let Youzhen see his car first, left her alone and disappeared.Seeing Youzhen watching his expression while being at a loss, the angry Xianghe wanted to bully Youzhen even more.It's just that Youjin, who has been watching Xianghyuk's back becoming more and more blurred, feels sad.Does it take time?Xianghe, who was drifting away, didn't seem to know the end of the painful time, and just ran forward with all his strength.Sang-hyuk, who was walking behind Youjin, watched Youjin walking further and further away without energy.Sang-hyuk is tormented by the feeling of being ready to rush forward and grab Yoo-jin.But he didn't even have that courage.How did he treat Youzhen just now, and how can he catch Youzhen now? Xianghe entered the tavern.He was going to use wine to comfort his painful heart.How much did you drink?Xianghe, who was so drunk that he couldn't even support his body properly, began to wander around the street staggeringly. He didn't even know where he was.Then what stopped him was the railing that Youzhen often climbed up.Xianghe, who barely dragged his body, which was difficult to even support, climbed to the railing, and was about to open his hands to grab the railing, but his body was not obedient. Then, no matter how much he stretched out his hand, no one let him grab it.Jane was not with him.Youzhen, whom he could grab as long as he stretched out his hand, was not there. Xiang He, who got off the railing, showed a meaningless smile.Then, he took out his phone from his pocket and leaned against the railing. Youzhen, it's me.Sorry really sorry I seem to be losing my mind.Actually, I was so happy to see you today!I was so happy, but I ruined everything.I'm really sorry why am I so mean?I'm really a bitch.Kim Sang-hyuk, you really are a big jerk, aren't you?Jane, I'm sorry Xianghe's eyes were filled with tears that seemed to come out at any time. After he finished leaving his words, he suddenly looked at the phone for a while and pressed another button. Message has been deleted. With an incomprehensible sense of exhaustion on Xiang He's face, he stared at the night sky.Only Youjin's name, which had no answer no matter how much she called, hovered in the night sky and then fell to the bottom of Xianghe's heart. You have to make an appointment with me, and when you come back, you have to come back with a smiling face. Minhyung appeared in Yoojin's memory while sitting on the bus and then disappeared.Unconsciously looking at the glass window shining on her face, Youzhen smiled faintly.But in fact, she couldn't smile on her face.Tears welled up in her eyes. Jane drew the curtains.Because she wasn't ready to see her own face. As soon as Yujin arrived at the ski resort, Minhyung was already waiting for her.Although she was about to try hard to smile, she couldn't.Seeing Youjin like that, Minhyung stepped forward and gave her a faint smile. Go to the cafe on the slopes of the ski slopes and sit face to face.While showing a cheerful smile, Youzhen said that she did as Minheng taught, and Xianghyuk was so happy in the end. Minhyung had guessed it when Yujin entered the ski resort.Although her face was smiling, her heart was crying.But even then, Yoo Jin is still ready to try hard to keep the promise she made with Min Hyung, which makes Min Hyung's heart tingle unbearably.Youzhen held back the tears that flickered in the corners of her eyes. Miss Youzhen, what are you most prepared to do now? To Minheng's sudden question, Youzhen just looked at Minheng carefully without saying a word. I'm just going to make Miss Youzhen happy, if I can do it. Youzhen, who was still watching Minheng carefully, asked why Minheng treated her so well? Because I like Miss Jane. Minheng kept his gaze on the slope outside the window. Although I like Miss Youzhen, the person Miss Youzhen is looking for is not me.Then, helping Ms. Youzhen to do what she was planning to do, to fulfill her wish, seems to be the only thing I can do. Yujin who has been watching Minhyung's heart began to drop again.She seemed to hear Minheng moaning in pain as he couldn't control it but barely suppressed his liking for her. Minhyung with a lonely smile drank the rest of the tea and went to the place where the snow-making truck was throwing snow.Minhyung said to Yoojin who was looking at him like he knew everything. Is this the kind of place Miss Youzhen is planning to come to? Youzhen wanted to say what this meant. Isn't Miss Youzhen ready to cry now? Youzhen's expression began to change. If you are ready to cry, this is the best place.No one can hear.Miss Youzhen, please cry as much as you want.No one will hear you cry.You know what I mean? Seeing Minheng walking further and further away, Youzhen turned her head and walked forward.Yujin stopped near the snow-making vehicle, and looked up at the white snow falling from the snow-making vehicle. At that moment, the tears that had been borne and endured mixed with the falling snow and flowed down Youzhen's face. Everything is sad.Even exhaling is so difficult.It is also difficult to prepare to accept everything about oneself and hug Minhyung's heart, the unforgettable memory of Junxiang is also difficult, and even the figure of Sang Hyuk standing beside him is also difficult.I wish it was all a dream.If it is a long dream. If it's the kind of dream that I don't remember anything after waking up.Yujin's long and painful tears will not stop easily. Minhyung, who was silently waiting for Yujin in the back, began to cry.He felt unbearably sad at the sight of Youzhen crying.Minheng could no longer bear the feeling of suffocation like someone strangling his neck. When will Youzhen need such a place again?And how long can he protect Youzhen? Minheng feels like a thousand-foot cliff separates him from Youzhen.