Chapter 11 chapter Ten

Mrs. Wenna didn't think it was good news for her to move to another room.Her husband wouldn't even let her know beforehand, and Quinlan wished someone else had done this nasty task.He knew she would feel sad, and wanted to explain to her in private to avoid her embarrassment, but her mistress kept thinking about her missing clothes, so Kunlan had to tell her the news in front of Connor's stepmother. Mrs. Wen Na was furious and heartbroken by Connor's order.Kunlan felt sorry for this lovely woman, and he tried hard not to mind her grief.The lord's behavior was really indifferent. He was very angry and wanted to tell Kang Nuo that he would rather be tortured than do such things to torture Mrs. Wen Na again.

She saw the sympathy in Kunlan's eyes, which made her no longer feel humiliated.Euphemia took her leave graciously, saying that she had something to do to go back to her room.Mina is struggling to regain control, can I help, ma'am? She didn't answer, Wen Na guessed that she might not have heard, then she turned to talk to Kunlan, thank you for telling me about it. He didn't know what to say to make her feel better, but he still wanted to comfort her, so he pretended to be happy and said, look, ma'am, you are relieved that your things have not been thrown away as you suspected. Bar?

Of course, I am very happy.Connor tell you, why did he let me move out? No, ma'am, he didn't tell me. where is he now Went out on errands with his brother. When did he leave? About a minute ago. So it's still possible for me to catch up with him? If you hurry up. She ran to the door to open it, but the door was too heavy to open, so Kunlan hurried over to help. Kunlan went out, but did not follow.He guessed that she must want Connor to take back the order. It's a pity that he guessed wrong, Wen Na never thought of begging her husband.She just wanted to tell Connor what she thought of this decision.She ran all the way to the barn, calling out the weather, ladies, as she passed a group of mothers with their babies in their arms.

She was out of breath from running, and when she saw that Kang Nuo was about to mount the horse, she was too anxious to take a breath to say hello, and immediately waved to him to get his attention. It was dark inside the stall, and when she saw her husband, she forced herself to smile.Connor was standing next to the horse he had just chosen to ride, adjusting the reins.The groom is trying to appease the lord's favorite stallion.It was kicking restlessly at the fence, which looked like it would break the fence if it didn't stop, but her husband ignored it. She deliberately stood at the exit so that he would have to pass by her if he wanted to leave.She is slowly approaching, can I take a moment of your time, lord?She smiled and said in a sweet voice.

He didn't even bother to look at her, can't wait until I get back? I'm not sure, lord.Can you come back at dusk? can't come back. It would have killed her to keep smiling, but the groom was watching her, and she didn't want him to know what she was really thinking.Of course she didn't want Connor to know, unless he could concentrate on talking to her.She didn't want him to drop every word she said. Davis, what's wrong with my horse?he asks. I don't know, lord.He was fine when you weren't here. I think he was a little disappointed.she shouted. We know he's disappointed Mina.

His condescending attitude made her fight back, of course, of course you know.He is disappointed because you refuse to pay attention to him.She added silently, so did she.Your horse doesn't want to be left behind.If you can just walk over and grab his reins, then I'm sure he'll be quiet. I'm curious to see if this actually works.Davis grinned at his mistress.Madame may be right. I do hope so.She continued to answer in a cheerful tone, which made her feel sick. Mina, are you feeling well?Connor asked.Your voice tightens. I'm fine, Connor, thank you for your concern. Her face was starting to hurt from trying to smile all the time, but she took comfort in the fact that she'd make it all worth it later.

I don't have time to chat with you, muttered his husband.He did as Mina suggested, and found that, just as Mina had predicted, his horse immediately quieted down, and put its mouth against his hand, eagerly wanting his petting. You should take him, she said, or he will be sad. He needs to rest, and besides, horses are not sad at all. Does he always feel the need to be right with her?She struggled to control herself, suppressing the urge to yell at him. Connor dropped the reins and told Davis to lead his chosen horse out, then leaned against the corral, arms folded, and finally condescended to look at her.

He waited until Davis was out before speaking, what the hell do you want.he asked impatiently. I'm wondering why you won't say goodbye to me.Have you thought about it? It's a pity that she couldn't hide the tremor in her voice, which made her very disappointed. He thinks he knows why.She must have thought he would apologize this morning, but he didn't, and she, being smart, finally understood that he would never apologize at all.Of course, she was right in her conclusion, and while he knew he was sorry for being a wild man to her last night, he didn't want to tell her.Asking her to move to another bedroom was his way of apologizing.A wise wife will surely understand what he means, and feel grateful and relieved.

Looking at Wen Na's current appearance, she seemed neither grateful nor relieved, and he thought it meant that she hadn't understood his magnanimity.He didn't want to waste time explaining now, Ariel was waiting for him.If she needed this explanation so much, he would satisfy her when he came back. I rarely say goodbye to people before I leave. You are married now, so you should say goodbye to your wife. Any other pointers? Are you planning to come back? I live here, Mina.Of course I will be back.Is this why you want to keep me? No, I want to tell you something else.I wish I could finish, don't interrupt me.I would be very grateful.

Are you going to talk now?he asked annoyed. He looked like he didn't want to bother me anymore, and she replied through gritted teeth angrily, I just found out that you asked me to move to another bedroom, I think you must want to know what I think about this matter.I want to get the right to speak freely in the first place. When we are alone, you can talk freely without asking my permission.Say what you want to say, and finish quickly. OKJust one click.She promised hoarsely. Can't you thank me when I come back?What happened to your eyelids?It's twitching. She was going to ignore her husband for now.She turned her head to measure the distance to reach the door safely, and saw that the door was behind her, so she felt relieved.She took a deep breath and told herself that it was about to begin.Since she was going to run away as soon as the meeting was over, she raised the hem of her skirt to get ready.

Her smile disappeared. I don't want to thank you, Connor.I just wanted to tell you my thoughts on moving to another bedroom.I think you are disgusting, you are a hateful, vile, arrogant, heartless, shameful pig.How can you hurt me like this?After such a passionate and satisfying evening, you should humiliate me like this, I must be married to a goat.Well, what you did this time is such that I will never be able to recover from your insult.You broke my heart again and I will never forgive you. She should have stopped in the first place, at least the look on his face when she called him a pig should have made her realize that it would be wiser to shut up.He gritted his teeth, which was enough to show that he didn't like her evaluation.She couldn't remember what else she said that was nasty, because she couldn't seem to stop, but she remembered that she seemed to imply that he was a horse's ass.The damage he caused gave her the urge to whip him, and while she thought it was childish to become as low as him, she just couldn't help herself. It's useless to say anything now, only keeping a distance from him can ensure her safety.Conor's eyes had widened in disbelief when she mentioned pigs, and now they were half-closed in warning. He didn't even give her time to escape.She turned around only to find that someone had closed the barn door secretly behind her, which completely disrupted her previous plan.She had to let go of the skirt in her hands to open the door, but at this moment Connor grabbed her hand and pulled her back.The speed with which he moved was beyond her comprehension.One second he was by the corral, and the next he was beside her. She immediately prayed sincerely, God, please give me mercy. If you must pray aloud, do so in the same language.God would prefer Gaelic. She snorted disapprovingly, which must have upset him because he gripped her hand tightly.He dragged her to an empty stall around the corner, and closed the door behind him. Seeing the look in his eyes, she backed away until her back touched the wall.She realizes her cowardice, but she doesn't want to leave the wall.All she could do was clasp her hands and try to stay calm as she waited to die.It would have been nice to be able to escape, but he blocked the only exit. Connor seemed relaxed now, but she knew it all too well.She can't leave until he's done venting.No doubt her husband was angry, but he would never lift a finger from her.He will use his words to achieve his goal.But at the moment, it also made her feel quite scary. Want to repeat what you just said?He spoke lazily in a calm, bewildering voice. no thank you. I insist, Mina.I want to hear every word you just said again.He told her that no matter how long he would wait for her to speak.He leaned against the wall, one hand against the door. She didn't like him forcing her like this, but she couldn't blame him either.After she said those unforgivable things, he was right to be angry, and she couldn't blame him for it.But she wasn't about to apologize, either, that he had hurt her so deeply when she had just believed he wasn't really emotionless. I'm afraid I can't satisfy you, I've forgotten most of what I just said.But I remember mentioning how you let me down.She nodded to show that she was telling the truth. He wasn't fooled, I remember you calling me a pig. Yeah? You know it very well, Mina.You call me a pig in two languages. Yeah? Yes. I may have spoken too quickly.Definitely was too hasty and said the wrong thing. You are not too anxious, but too angry. You gave me the right to speak freely. His voice was sharp and I didn't give you the right to insult me.Don't talk to me like that again, you hear? Will you hurt me again? Are you making a deal with me, woman. His anger made her cringe, and she tried her best to say something that would calm him without angering him, and if I remember what I said, I would take it back He interrupted her, I remember every word, in what language do you want me to repeat it?Yours or mine?When you spoke just now, it seemed that you were not sure which one to choose. i really don't want to hear She stopped protesting because he had already started.When he talked about pigs and goats, she wrung her hands in extreme anxiety, and when he finished speaking, she lowered her head in shame and embarrassment. I shouldn't have said that about you. Yes, you shouldn't. Why do you want me out of your bed? After what I did to you last night, do you still want to be with me? Why do you think I don't want to? Can you stop coping with my problem with another question? Well, I mean right, she shouted, I'm your wife, not one of your entourages. I hurt you.Now recalling what happened last night that he failed to control himself, it still made him very angry with himself. Yes, you hurt me.I've said it several times.Didn't you notice?I know you have a good memory and you can repeat all the humiliations I have given you.How could I not get hurt?I just realized how much I have how much what? She shook her head.She didn't intend to admit that she had begun to care about him, so she abruptly took back what she almost shouted. I think it's an insult to me to know about your decision from Kunlan. What do you want to say now?he asked in frustration. She put her hands into fists at her sides.How dare he pretend not to understand.Did he think she was so naive and easy to deceive?Or was she really unimportant to him, and he had already forgotten what he had done? You mean to annoy me, don't you?Now I understand, you found out that I'm in love with you, so you want to use this method of hurting me to make me stop, don't you?But, let me tell you, it doesn't work at all.No matter what method is used, I will let you pay attention to me, unless I am killed by your cold attitude first.If I'm miserable, God knows, you can't escape either.That's only fair, Connor.I'm not a normal woman, and I don't want to be seen as that.If my mother knew what happened to me, she would cry for a whole month.You didn't even want to notify me yourself, you asked Kunlan to notify me.And now that you're leaving, you never thought of letting me know.Didn't I give you a pendant, hoping that you can send someone to send it as a token when you need me?You don't know how to wear them, do you?Because you think it's an insult to need me, don't you?Yes, I remember what you said when I showed you my pendant, you ordered me to throw it away because it insulted you, and it broke my heart that something so important to me, It's worthless to you. She vowed not to say a word again, but then reversed the vow ten seconds later, I have something to say, and when I'm done, I'll go back and pretend I'm not married to you.Husbands say goodbye to their wives before leaving and always kiss their wives goodbye. She didn't realize that she was crying until she felt the tears on her face.This lack of self-control made her sick, and she felt ashamed to say such terrible things to her husband, God forgive her, she really called him a pig.But she had a breakdown to say such a thing. Like this, she looks like a shrew for a while, and a coward for a while. How could she make him care about her? She's screwed up, and now it's all over. Ariel's cry came from afar, which saved her.His brother grew impatient and urged Connor to hurry up. I have delayed you for too long.she whispered. He didn't speak, and didn't leave, he just stood there and stared at Wen Na.He looked at her as if she had just grown two horns on her head. Dear God, she confused him.She began to recall what she had just said.She knew she was out of control again, but sure, oh well.Well, she was almost sure that she didn't seem to call him a pig or a goat just now. Did she say something worse?She wished she hadn't, but if she did say it, then God help her three brothers, Jillian, William and Arthur, they were all to blame.The next time she sees them again, she will scold them, she shouldn't have spoken foul language in front of her before.They had done it on purpose, for fun, because they knew she was too young to understand, but old enough to repeat what had been heard.She was very worried about the mistakes she might have made. Connor, if I said something nasty, it was just careless, because when I was young, my brothers she stopped, because she found herself shaking, so she decided to give up explaining, why don't you go?You look like you're going to eat people, and if that's what you're thinking, then go ahead.This torment of waiting is killing me. Don't you remember your words? His questions made her feel worse.I remember some, but not all.I know I should control my anger, but I just can't.I said something I shouldn't have said, didn't I? Lord, it seems too conservative to say that. In fact, from the moment she stepped into the stall and opened her mouth, there was not a word that should have been said. I have to go. Yes.She breathed a sigh of relief. He opened the door and motioned her to go first. As she passed him, she could feel his gaze never leaving her.But she kept her head down, not wanting to see his angry face. She didn't want to see him go, knowing she'd lose what little self-control she had left and howl like a sinner.That's not a good way to get her husband to remember her. goodbye.She whispered, standing in the middle of the stall, God bless you. He didn't say anything, just walked past her silently.He glanced back, still cautiously.Of course he was aware of her loneliness, and probably took pleasure in it. Then he left.She stayed in the barn and listened to the sound of the drawbridge being lowered.Then there was the clink of swords being sheathed and the clatter of horses' hooves on logs.She could imagine that his husband must be riding next to Ariel, and he must be very happy now, instead of thinking about his wife who never knew when to shut up. She took another minute to pray to God to keep him safe, then wiped the tears from her face, forced a smile, and walked out.She tried to pretend to be in a hurry so no one would bother her. She had just climbed up the hill and was walking towards the yard when she suddenly heard a thunderous sound behind her.She looked up at the sky, and instinctively quickened her pace, but suddenly stopped, and there was no dark cloud in the sky at all.She was so mad that she didn't pay attention to everything around her.She has ruined everything, she can no longer expect to have a husband who loves her, and she can no longer expect to have such a happy life.What else is worth thinking about and caring about now? The soldiers shouted to her to be careful, and the patrols in front of her suddenly ran away.The thunder was still behind, and now it was getting closer.She felt as if the ground was shaking under her feet, although she thought it was impossible. Wen Na guessed that a horse might have come out of the stable and was now galloping along the road.She hurried to a clump of trees, hoping to stay away from danger, but at this moment, the ferocious animal came to her. She couldn't escape.She was terrified and screamed when someone grabbed her from the ground. Connor lifted her up from the ground.He leaned to one side on the horse, continued to let the horse run wildly, reached out to hold her waist tightly, and lifted her onto his lap. He really frightened her. He heard her scream as he lifted her up, but knew she would reply in a moment.Her fear vanished as soon as she found herself sitting on Conor's lap, in his arms.She didn't even put her arms around him, she dropped her arms against him.The expression on her face was lighthearted and as charming as her innocence.His hand was on her back, and if he let go, she would fall down immediately.She trusted him completely, and she gave her all to him. His wild wife is not bothered at all.Arching her body back, she raised her arms so that their palms were facing the sky, and she leaned her head back and closed her eyes. Connor was stunned, longing for such happy moments in every moment of his life.He looked at her, wanting to laugh, which startled him.Oh, how she made him happy.He slowed the horse and stopped on the slope. Relaxing his grip on her waist, he waited for her to open her eyes. She hugged his neck and leaned forward.Calling his name in a low voice, kissing his throat lightly, her lips were as soft and sweet as butterfly wings.He was shocked by her affection.His smile faded, and he stared warily into her charming blue eyes. A minute of silence passed.The atmosphere between them became tense.His eyes came to her lips, then fixed on it, and said goodbye to her in a low voice.Then he pulled her up, supported her head, and kissed her thoroughly.It was a kiss he wanted her to remember and he would never forget.He made love to her with his lips, told her with passion that he had forgiven her, let him know with his tender touch that he wanted her forgiveness too. It took a lot of effort for Connor to regain his self-control, remembering that Ariel was still waiting for him.He looked up to find a group of astonished spectators around him, all of them had witnessed the astonishing behavior of his lord. No one had ever seen Connor show his affection like this.The men were dumbfounded, but the women were delighted that the lord was really like a husband now.The behavior of the lord today will definitely change their husbands. If their lords will kiss their wives goodbye, then of course those married men under him will do the same. Connor glanced across the crowd, and found that Donald and some other soldiers who were going to go out with him had also returned, with a ridiculous expression of disbelief on their faces.He thinks now is the best time to introduce Mina to everyone. He raised his hand to silence everyone. Mrs. He is now your mistress.You have to keep her in your heart, protect her with your life, and serve her as you serve me, because she is my wife. He put his hands down and watched the crowd cheer with satisfaction.He then assists Mina to dismount. Mina hasn't recovered from the kiss just now.She staggered back and would have fallen to the ground if the two women hadn't held her up. Connor left her staring at his back, then paused to talk to Quinlan, who was standing by the barn waiting for him, grinning like a madman. Wen Na couldn't help sighing, for the first time in a long time, she felt very satisfied. It looks like things are going to get better soon.