Chapter 30 30 My Her

She, on the authority of my parents and superiors, was born before me.And whether they're right or not, all I know is that there hasn't been a day in my life when I haven't been subject to her and felt her control over me.She never left me day and night, and I never expressed my intention to leave her, so the bond was solid and firm, but please don't be jealous, young female reader!This touching union has done me nothing but misfortune.First of all, my she stays with me day and night, preventing me from doing serious things.She prevents me from reading, writing, playing, and enjoying the natural scenery. I have only written a few lines, and she keeps touching my elbows, and every second is luring me to bed, no less than the ancient Keri Opaetra seduced the ancient Antony [Note: The last queen of Egypt was Caesar's mistress first, and then with the Roman commander Marco.Anthony fell in love and got married. 】.Second, she's like a French whore and has cost me everything.For her attachment I sacrificed everything for her: my fortune, my honor, my comforts, I lived in cheap lodgings, I wore rags, I ate badly, and I wrote in pale ink.She devours everything, everything, this insatiable thing!I hate her, I despise her I should have divorced her long ago, but I haven't divorced her yet, not because Moscow lawyers charge four thousand for divorce and we have no children at the moment. Do you want to know her name?Well the name is poetic, it brings to mind Lilia, Lelia, Neri

She called Lin lazy.