Chapter 8 7

The weather is fine, but the teacher is listless. Except for visiting my room at a fixed time, she is almost locked in her room.Even when I fell down while practicing walking, she couldn't get up to see me. Mr. Xiaoliang was also missing.Near dawn, I heard the sound of a car driving away.That must be Mr. Xiaoliang going out. Teacher, where did Mr. Xiaoliang go?After noon, when the teacher came to my room, I mustered up the courage to ask. I think you already know the inside story.The teacher said with a tired face.Xiaoliang betrayed me.He siphoned off our working expenses and smuggled the difference into his own pocket.That kid loved to do those little tricks since he was a child. He also worked in a pretty good company, but unfortunately he was fired because of the malicious embezzlement of public funds.I really can't learn well.The teacher let out a long sigh.

Is he not coming back? Actually, I wanted to tell him to walk.But he is my brother after all.This time I made an exception and forgave him. Oh okay.I breathed a sigh of relief. This time things will explode because I messed up my work, so I don't want Mr. Xiao Liang to be kicked out. He said he hid his passbook in a safe in Tokyo.I told him to get it.I clearly told him to go again in the morning, but I didn't expect him to leave before dawn. He must have wanted the teacher to know that he had completely repented. I feel that I seem to be able to understand Mr. Xiaoliang's mood.We must be with the teacher to survive, and if we lose the trust of the teacher, we must do our best to restore it.Mr. Xiaoliang and I will definitely be like this.

I didn't sleep until dawn yesterday, and I was really sleepy.I'm going to lie down, just ring the bell if you need anything. After a while the teacher said so, then yawned and went back to her own room. No mention of you being in the white room at all.It's incredible. Then I was left alone. In the past, I only knew to do what I could do.Look at picture books or listen to the CD that the teacher helped me set over and over again, that's all. But now I can secretly practice walking, or practice stacking blocks. Reluctantly inconvenient body movements are actually not fun at all, but as long as I see a little progress, I am very happy.After breaking through ten steps, the next challenge is fifteen steps, and then twenty steps.I have practiced repeatedly, and now as long as my physical condition permits, I can already walk around the room by myself.If I keep working hard, maybe one day I will be able to walk like I was in that room, I secretly think so.

But that day did not come.Because the time has come when everything should end. That happened in the evening when the beautiful full moon rose over the forest side. At that time, I was a little tired because I was too focused on practicing walking, and suddenly felt dizzy, so I sat on a chair by the window and looked out the window casually. The moon loomed above the forest, goosebump-red at first, then a soft blue-white as it rose into the sky.The light shines on the courtyard of the house, making the courtyard seem extraordinarily quiet. Then, I saw it. She was already there at some point.When I came back to my senses, I found a woman standing beside the fountain in the courtyard.I think she looks very familiar.

There was a big red rose corsage pinned to the chest of the white pinstriped shirt, and the shaking head was supported with both hands, and the slender neck was strangled like an hourglass by a slender belt. I've been looking for you. She smiled at me showing her bloodstained teeth. Nice to see you again. I can hear her voice, but I can't answer it. She should have been clipped out of the white room by the teacher, stuffed into a memorial tablet, and enshrined in a certain temple! This is impossible, the soul sealed by the teacher can never move freely again. For the first time I rang the summoning bell next to my bed.

What's the matter, Run? After a while, the teacher ran into my room sleepily.She must be taking a nap in bed. I nervously pointed out the window. The previous work object, the woman in the courtyard. What did you say?The teacher also looked out the window nervously.No, no one. Beside the fountain is the woman with the rose on her chest. I looked out the window with the teacher, but the woman was gone. You must be mistaken. It was clearly there just now.Still talking to me, she said she's been looking for me. To be on the safe side, the teacher closed his eyes and tried to concentrate.This way, she said, she could tell if there were spirits nearby.

Still not there.The teacher looked at me with pity.Run, are you practicing walking again?The teacher slowly looked around the room and said. I just pouted and nodded. I told you last time that you are not a normal person. Excessive use of the body will have a bad impact on the mind, so you will see the soul that does not exist.The teacher sat on my bed and said.Are you trying to be normal? I didn't answer a word. For that girl, you want to be normal, right?It has nothing to do with Xiaoliang, you are actually in love with that girl.The teacher took my hand and asked me to sit next to her.Seriously, what's so good about a gorgeous girl?I just can't understand it.

The teacher smiled as he spoke, a cruel smile I had never seen before.For the first time, I felt that the teacher was like a boa constrictor that had just swallowed its prey. I already told you last night, it's not good for you.Just forget about that girl as soon as possible. The teacher said in a casual tone. To the teacher, this matter must be insignificant. Hearing what the teacher said, I suddenly felt that there seemed to be hot water rising in my chest.It feels like I've never had it before. Is it because my ability to be a ghost will be weakened?I suppressed my fear and asked the teacher.Is it because I won't be able to work?

When I said this sentence, my heart was full of surging excitement.I don't know what people call that?Does the so-called anger refer to this kind of emotion?Or is it sad? I then said out loud: Do I lose value by not being able to work?Am I not normal enough to keep my precious things?If so, I might as well The teacher's beautiful eyebrows moved as if in a cramp, and then she quickly stretched out her fingertips to touch my eyebrows. That doesn't sound like anything you would say, Jun.It doesn't matter, you don't have to worry about anything, as long as you get rid of the garbage in your heart, there will be no more inexplicable troubles.The teacher continued to press my fingertips between my eyebrows and pushed me down on the bed.You're just a little out of sorts right now, but don't worry, just a little cleaning and you'll be back to normal in no time.

The teacher then sang the usual mantra. My body responds with the strength of the teacher.No matter how I resisted, the scene in front of me gradually became blurred, then it was dark, and finally white spots appeared quietly, and after a while, a white room appeared. Sure enough, you still stay in there like that day.When you see me, you smile happily. Quick, run away!Immediately I rushed into the room and yelled at you. What a fool I said.The room had no entrance or exit at all. What's wrong?Xiaorun.You tilted your head in bewilderment. It will be fine soon, Run. The teacher's voice sounded from above.At this moment, the big pliers broke through the silver ceiling and rushed in.

Teacher, please, please don't!I squeezed between the pincers and you and yelled. That's not the real her, it's your imagination, it's just a phantom! I understand this. But for me now, that phantom is more precious than anything else: if I lose it, I lose something important in the bud.If I lose this thing, I am afraid I will also lose the meaning of my existence. The pincers opened their jaws and searched for you around the room, and I protected you from fleeing. However, after all, it is impossible to escape the great power of the teacher forever.The teacher has let the big pliers search the room dozens of times. Based on her experience and intuition, even if she can't see the inside of the room, she can catch the prey without fail. Your thin shoulders are finally gripped by the pliers. Xiaorun!help me!You cry. There is only one way.I quickly put my arm in the pincers to stretch it wide enough for you to pull out the shoulder.The next moment, the pliers quickly grabbed my head. The pliers gripped my head vigorously and gradually tightened.It was not pain, but a strong heat. Now let me help you clear out the trash. said the teacher.It looks like she thought it was you she had caught. The pincers slowly rose towards the ceiling, and my legs could no longer touch the ground. What would this room look like if I was pulled out?I looked down at you out of the corner of my eye while thinking vaguely. With the teacher's power, it should be easy for me to return to my body. But I think, the me at that time must not be the me now, but another me that has been completely wiped out and can't remember anything.This is where I am now. I think that's fine too. The new me won't remember what I've done now, will I? But that doesn't matter anymore.Because this is the path I chose. It was dark. The souls who have been to the white room must have left like this, I began to think vaguely. ah! Suddenly a scream pulled me back to the real world. Opening my eyes, the white room has disappeared, and what I see is the painful and distorted face of the teacher.Her mouth was opened wide open and she made a sound that didn't sound like words at all. In her wide-open eyes, she could only see the eyeballs were spinning at an incredible speed. After a while, a sticky red liquid flowed from between her bangs.The liquid was divided into two streams by the nose, and divided into more streams when it flowed to the cheeks, some flowed into the mouth, and some dripped from the teacher's chin to my face. Obediently obey your orders, you think you are great! The teacher's blood-stained face was pulled away suddenly, and Mr. Xiao Liang, who was flushed, came into my eyes instead. This is not enough! Mr. Xiao Liang grabbed the teacher's long hair and pushed her to the floor, holding a small ax in his hand. You fat woman!Fat woman! Mr. Xiao Liang yelled frantically, and at the same time he took an ax and slashed at the teacher's body several times. The first cut to the back of the head seemed to be a serious injury. The teacher almost didn't resist at all. He only stretched out his right hand weakly once, but Mr. Xiao Liang swung the ax and chopped it away immediately. The little finger and ring finger connected at the root snapped violently to the wall of the room. The teacher was silent, but Mr. Xiaoliang kept swinging the axe, and the disgusting sound of chopping meat and bones echoed hysterically for a while. Finally, Mr. Xiaoliang finally stopped.Panting with excitement, he looked at the mangled teacher on the floor with satisfaction. Oh, Run, sorry to disturb you.Mr. Xiaoliang turned his blood-splattered face to me and said with a smile. Why did Mr. Xiaoliang do such a terrible thing? I was lying on the bed unable to move, and finally got up the courage to ask him.My voice was so high-pitched that I could hardly hear myself. Huh, what?Is it possible that you made up with her again?However, I already guessed that you would be brainwashed by that fat woman. As Mr. Xiaoliang said, he waved his bloody hand and threw the blood onto the wall of the room.I clearly saw many souls attached to his back, as many as the backlight behind the Buddha. All of them are familiar faces.The woman with the rose corsage was among them.When she made eye contact with me, she gave me the same smile as before. Mr. Xiaoliang, after work, did you take the memorial tablet to the temple for offering?I asked nervously. Mr. Xiaoliang just shrugged exaggeratedly at me as usual. At first I followed this guy's advice, but lately temples aren't cheap anymore.Since they can't get out, why spend more money? When Mr. Xiaoliang mentioned this guy, he stepped on the teacher's face hard.As a result, the teacher's teeth broke a lot, just like icicles break in winter. So I put them in the bank safe with my passbook.It's no big deal.Mr. Xiaoliang laughed loudly, and the countless souls behind him also laughed in a low voice.Anyway, I burned them all today. I didn't expect him to do such a terrible thing. Mr. Xiaoliang should have taken out the memorial tablet that was put together when he went to the bank to get the passbook hidden in the safe.It seems that he must not know how to deal with it, so he found a place to set a fire and burned all those tablets. If the sealing thread is blown and the temporary tablet is lost, the souls will naturally find someone nearby to sneak into his body. By the way, it's up to you next. Mr. Xiaoliang pointed the bloody ax at me.Suddenly a cold and numb feeling rushed up my back. Anyway, if the eldest sister becomes like this, you will never be able to move.Then sell you to an antique store, or throw it in the fireplace and burn it. Mr. Xiaoliang said, shaking his body happily and laughing.I really can't understand what he means. What are you talking about? Hey, can't you?Mr. Xiao Liang's blood-stained face showed large whites of eyes.You don't really think you're human, do you? He threw his head back and laughed, and at the same time approached the bed, grabbed my arm and pulled hard.Suddenly I heard the sound of something breaking, and it was my arm being pulled away from my shoulder. see clearly!Is this a human arm? Mr. Xiaoliang raised my arm in front of my eyes and shouted.It was a doll's arm with ball joints exposed. You are a puppet!puppet! In the next moment, Mr. Xiaoliang swung the ax in his hand towards me. I couldn't dodge it in time, and the ax was embedded in the center of my eyebrow impartially. It doesn't hurt at all.I didn't feel pain at all. It won't bleed if you get cut like this.It's a matter of course, because you're made of wood! Get it, idiot!Marionette!Mr. Xiao Liang said so after pulling out the axe. Indeed, nothing has changed in my body. You were originally a puppet left in this house.Probably it was the special taste of the rich family in the past.Hahaha, it's really perverted fun.Why make it a huge one?I don't know if it's to fill up my wife's dissatisfaction, or Mr. Pervert likes to watch women have sex with dolls. In any case, you are that kind of doll! While Mr. Xiao Liang was talking, he was still playing with my torn arm. I heard that the gentleman died of madness because of business failure, do you know that?At that time, he took his wife and children with him.It's like this, hacking everyone with an axe. Mr. Xiao Liang swung the ax a few more times as he spoke, and the souls behind him whispered excitedly. Next, I heard from my elder sister that the murdered wife seemed to be pregnant.Poor mother's will is really not to be taken lightly.The moment she was hacked to death by her husband, she only wanted to save the child in her womb.That intention was so strong that the soul of the child in the womb actually got into your body beside you.But although you have a soul, you are also a primitive soul with no distinction between left and right. I thought of the painting downstairs behind the closed door.The title of the painting of the woman proudly displaying her protruding belly, and the creepy figures with eerie expressions around her, seems to be Hope. That soul slept within you until we entered this house.I probably mistakenly thought that I was still in my mother's womb, hahahaha! Mr. Xiaoliang kept swinging the ax while speaking.He must not have realized that the souls attached to his back have dominated his heart.The souls constantly injected malice and hatred into Mr. Xiaoliang's heart. It would be nice if the eldest sister didn't mess around.Who knew that she would fall in love with you as soon as she saw you, and even train you to be an obedient pet. It's really a perverted development game. Wait a minute, but I have a memory in my head.I said.There are memories of my mother and sister, and memories of walking freely in the past.If I am a puppet, whose memory is this? I also want to know that it is the memory of those souls that have entered your body.Mr. Xiaoliang said nonchalantly.Don't you have a lot of nightmares after work every time?Just like those dreams, you regard the good memory fragments left by your soul as your own memory.Most of the things you think are memories are just your own illusions.However, in this era, there are also many people who just read books or TV and feel that they know everything.Thinking about it this way, I think you are quite modern.Mr. Xiao Liang thought it was ridiculous, and laughed again while shaking his body.However, those memories should become more and more blurred. After Mr. Xiaoliang said this, I quickly and seriously recalled the figures of my mother and sister.However, as Mr. Xiaoliang said, I can't recall clearly.The face, figure, and the pattern of the yukata were all blurred as if separated by fog. You sometimes sleep with your eldest sister, right?Mr. Xiaoliang also touched my cheek like the teacher.His fingertips were bloodstained and sticky.That's not just to meet the elder sister's needs.Although half of it is for this reason, you have to get your sexual power through your big sister, otherwise you can't move or speak, and of course you can't remember. Mr. Xiao Liang gently stroked the center of my brow that was cut by the ax with his fingertips. When his fingertips touched the inside of my open wound, it made me so sick that I almost screamed. Once upon a time when I was an office worker, a stupid new recruit accidentally turned off the power of the computer at work. Of course this is a thing of the past, but thanks to him, all the data disappeared.So are you.If you cut off the relationship between you and your eldest sister, you will lose your power, and everything about you will be reset to zero. Don't talk nonsense! I was terrified.My memory is indeed fading.But as time goes by, will I just forget everything? Run, what kind of animal is a cat?Mr. Xiaoliang asked me mockingly. I have absolutely no memory of what he was referring to. What about dolphins?I just bought it for you last time, right? dolphin dolphin.What exactly is a dolphin? Now I finally understand what Mr. Xiao Liang meant when he said that I will not be able to move soon.The teacher hates me practicing walking, presumably for this reason, because meaningless movements will only exhaust energy early. I'm the exact opposite of who you are without a soul.I am a puppet with a soul but no life. Got it, Run?Do you know what you are?Mr. Xiaoliang said, and stood at the feet of the teacher's corpse.Ah, damn it, it's not enough to kill! As Mr. Xiaoliang said, he chopped the teacher's leg with an axe.After many blows with the ax at the same place, it finally severed the part below the knee.He held that part of the leg and laughed wildly inexplicably. The person in front of me is no longer Mr. Xiaoliang, but a demon who has transformed into Mr. Xiaoliang, which is formed by a far more ruthless and cruel attachment than human beings. At this time, I suddenly heard that quiet and soft voice. The moon is singing. Above such a tragic tragedy, the moon is singing an elegant and beautiful song. I suddenly had an urge to cry.But I happen to be a puppet without tears. Kill me no, hack me.I said to Mr. Xiaoliang. If this continues, I will forget even you.So, I hope at least to disappear with your memory. Mr. Xiaoliang raised the ax indifferently. No, wait a minute, let's play a fun game.Mr. Xiaoliang stopped the hand that was about to wave down, shook his shoulders and smiled.What's wrong with me? I want to kill people so much. Killing one or two is not enough. I want to kill more people. That's because the soul behind him dominates his heart.They are all alone, in which all sorrow, hatred, and madness are twisted. To them, that is all they have, and to them, everything alive is an enemy. I heard that you have been practicing walking recently.will go? I shook my head, but Mr. Xiaoliang turned a blind eye and continued to speak: There is a kindergarten under the mountain, right?Tomorrow morning, I will go in with this thing and kill all those children.Mr. Xiaoliang's eyes glowed with excitement, and he raised the ax to his head.However, assuming you can walk from here to the gate of that kindergarten, I will give up.How about it? That's impossible!Even if I can walk, the distance is limited. To make matters worse, my physical strength is gradually disappearing.How can I walk this distance even if it takes twenty minutes by car? How about it?It's up to you to gamble or not. A very, very annoying smile appeared on Mr. Xiaoliang's face. Have you heard the Song of the Moon? No, I didn't mean to scare you, nor did I mean to say something amazing, the moon is really singing. I was walking on the dark mountain road while listening to the song of the moon. How far has it come?How much time until dawn? I will never look back. Looking back and seeing the lights of the house not far away, I must not be able to help but cry, right?Although as a puppet, I have no tears. Most of my memory has become blurred, honestly, I can't even remember your smile.But the desire to let you hear the song of the moon is not dead. Anyone has a vocation given by God, who taught me this?Although I can't remember clearly, I think it should be true. Human beings have missions that they must complete. I was originally a puppet, and maybe when I complete this mission, I can become a real human being. I want to go. I want to go. to go.