Chapter 17 bamboo green

A long time ago, in a certain county in Hunan Province, there lived a poor scholar named Yu Rong.For some reason, since ancient times, most of the scholars in Jufan's stories were poor.This Yurong originally came from a fairly good family background, with good looks and a leisurely and elegant appearance. Although he is not a maniac in reading, he is smart and eager to learn since he was a child, and has good conduct. Why, always bad luck.His parents passed away very early, and he was brought up in several relatives' homes. The family wealth has been divided up and wiped out. Now the relatives think he is a burden and will only bring trouble to the family.Among them, an uncle who loves to drink, when he was drunk, forced a black, thin, illiterate servant girl to marry him as his daughter-in-law on a whim. This is a godsend.Although Yu Rong was reluctant, but because of his uncle's kindness to him in nurturing him, Youdao said that family love is as deep as the sea, so Yu Rong could only swallow his anger and full of bitterness to marry this younger than him. A dark and thin ugly girl two years older came in.Not to mention the ugly appearance of this woman, her heart is not kind, and there are rumors that she is actually my uncle's concubine.In her eyes, Yu Rong's knowledge is worthless at all. When she heard Yu Rong muttering about the university's way to stop at perfection, she immediately snorted and said: "Compared with what to stop at the best, you should spend more time thinking about it." Where does the money come from? Don't always ask people to treat guests to dinner.Then he said in a very impatient tone: Please take all the clothes here to wash, you should help with some housework anyway.She stared at Yu Rong and threw the dirty underwear to him casually.Yu Rong reluctantly came to the river with his dirty clothes in his arms, and murmured a Tang poem in a low voice: The horse neighs in the day and the sun sets, and the sword blares in autumn.While washing his clothes, he lamented his fate. There was no joy in living in this world. Although he was in his hometown, he was in a daze, wandering on the Heyuan with a sad and lonely appearance like a lonely guest in the end of the world.

Yu Rong thought in her heart, if things go on like this for a long time, how can she be worthy of her ancestors.Thinking that I am nearly thirty years old, why not work hard and achieve great fame.So, he went home first and beat his wife up, and then went to the township test with full confidence, probably because he had been used to living in poverty for a long time, was so hungry that his answers to the written test were chaotic, and he took it for granted It is named Luosun Shan.On the way back to his hometown, he couldn't help feeling sad, and he was so hungry that he couldn't walk anymore.Just passing by the Wuwang Temple by the Dongting Lake at this time, Yu Rong climbed up the verandah, his body was already exhausted, and then he fell to the ground with a thud.

He looked up to the sky and sighed: Ah, the world is just a place where people suffer.I have been alone since I was a child, studying the ways of ancient sages and sages, and learning from time to time. Although I have no friends from far away, I endured the unbearable humiliation of ordinary people every day and night, and cheered up to take the provincial examination. Unfortunately, I failed , Is it possible that only those thick-skinned villains can be domineering, and weak and poor scholars like us can only be eternal losers and be ridiculed by everyone?It's good to beat your wife and leave home quickly, but when you come home after falling behind, what kind of virtue will you be scolded by your wife?Alas, living is so painful, it is better to die!Due to extreme fatigue, Yu Rong began to fall into a state of confusion and acted in ways that a person who learns the way of a gentleman should not do. He kept uttering evil words, cursing the world, and lamenting his unfortunate experience. Looking up at a large flock of crows flying by with narrowed eyes, he whispered: Crows are not divided into rich and poor, what a blessing!After speaking, he closed his eyes.

This Temple of the King of Wu, located by the lake, is dedicated to Gan Ning, the general of Wu during the Three Kingdoms period. He is worshiped as the patron saint of the waterway. Will definitely worship respectfully.There are hundreds of crows living in the woods beside the temple. When they see a boat approaching, they will fly out together, making hoarse noises, and flying around the mast. The boatmen regard them as the errands of King Wu, so I respect them very much, and I will throw mutton slices to them. As soon as the crow sees meat to eat, it will immediately fly over to take the meat. It has never failed.As a failed scholar, Yu Rong saw this large group of crows flying happily in the air, and felt very envious in her heart, and muttered to herself in a sad tone: The crows are so happy!While he was half asleep, a man in black appeared and said to him: Hey, wake up!

Yu Rong thought he was still dreaming, and replied in a daze: Ah, I'm really sorry, please don't be angry, I'm not a suspicious person, please let me sleep here for a while, please, please don't be angry.Because he was often scolded by others when he was a child, and he was very cowardly by nature, so whenever he saw someone, he would subconsciously think that the other party was going to scold him.At this time, he seemed to be talking in his sleep, and kept saying: Sorry, sorry.He turned over and closed his eyes. I don't mean to scold you.The man in black said to him in an unbelievably hoarse voice: King Wu ordered, since you hate the world so much and envy the life of crows, it just so happens that there is one person missing in the black team, and you will make up for it. Come and put on this black suit. clothes!After finishing speaking, the other party gently draped the thin black clothes on the lying Yu Rong.

In a blink of an eye, Yurong turned into a male crow.He blinked and opened his eyes, stood up, stood upright on the railing of the veranda, smoothed his feathers with his beak, and took off with his wings trembling. Ships at sunset.He mixed with a large group of hundreds of god crows who were noisy and grabbing the meat slices. He turned to the right and then to the left, skilfully grabbing the slices of meat thrown by the boatman, and immediately felt a sense of fullness that he had never felt in his life.He flew back to the shore, docked on the treetops, rubbed the branches with his bird's beak, looked at the sparkling golden sunset on Dongting Lake, and recited touching poems like a magnanimous gentleman. Thousand pieces of yellow.

Hello, are you satisfied?A beautiful female voice sounded in his ears, and upon closer inspection, it turned out to be a female crow standing on the same branch, talking to Yu Rong. I'm sorry, Yu Rong bowed to her, because she felt very light after leaving the world, please don't be angry with me.Yu Rong accidentally said the mantra again, and added an extra sentence at the end of the sentence. I understand what you said.The female crow said calmly: I'm sorry, I made you suffer earlier, and I feel the same way. From now on, don't worry, I will be by your side. Excuse me, who are you?

Ah, I will be by your side from now on, just tell me if you have something to do, and you can do anything you want, as long as you think about it.Or, would you rather not? No, Yu Rong felt embarrassed, and said shamelessly: I still have a wife at home, a gentleman can't harbor evil thoughts, are you trying to lure me into evil ways? It's too much, am I the kind of frivolous and lecherous woman you thought came to talk to you?It wasn't because of the kindness of Lord Wu Wang that he sent me here just to comfort you.You are no longer a human being, what are you talking about about your wife, forget about her quickly!Your wife may be very gentle, but I will not lose to her, I will try my best to take care of you, and soon you will see that crows have more integrity than humans.Maybe you don't want to, please let me stay by your side from now on, and my name is Zhuqing.

Yu Rong was moved by Zhu Qing's sincere affection. Thank you, in fact, I have encountered many difficulties in the world, so I am suspicious, I appreciate your kindness, I really cannot accept it, I am really sorry. Ah, don't say that, it feels so awkward.How about this, from today on, you treat me as yours.Mrs., do you want to take a walk after dinner? Well, Yurong nodded and said please lead the way! So please come with me.After finishing speaking, Zhuqing fluttered its wings and flew away. The autumn wind gently caresses the wings, and the vast Dongting Lake is in front of you. From a distance, you can see the roof tiles of Yueyang City. A little Cuidai traced on the mirror.The newlyweds, dressed in black, screamed dumbly, one after the other, they flew freely and without fear. When they were tired from flying, they folded their wings to rest on the mast of the return ship, or smiled at each other.When the sun finally set, they enjoyed the bright and clear autumn moon over Dongting Lake together, and while returning to their nests, they slept together with each other's wings intertwined.In the morning, the two crows bathe and rinse their mouths with the water of Dongting Lake. If they see a boat approaching the shore, they fly to the boat together and enjoy the breakfast provided by the boatmen.Zhu Qing was married as a bride, but she was still very shy. She accompanied Yu Rong like a shadow, taking care of him tenderly. As a failed scholar, Yu Rong thought to herself that the misfortune of most of her life could finally be swept away.

This afternoon, a large ship full of soldiers was heading there, and the fish that thought they had merged into the crowd of crows in the Temple of the King of Wu fearlessly flew over the ship. run away!Zhuqing also yelled anxiously, warning Yurong to be careful!But Yu Rong didn't take it seriously at all, he was overjoyed to be able to fly freely as a god-crow, and ecstatically circled back and forth above the ship full of soldiers. He shot an arrow, and with a bang, the arrow pierced through his chest.Just as Yurong was falling like a falling stone, Zhuqing flew over like lightning to hold Yurong's wings, soared into the air, and brought the dying Yurong to the veranda of Wuwang Temple, and asked him to lie down first, while flowing Tears took care of him.But the injury was too serious, Zhuqing saw that Yurong was about to recover, so she let out a loud scream, gathered hundreds of companions, and flew towards the ship full of soldiers to attack them.The sound of flapping wings resounding through the sky was astonishing, and they slapped the lake surface hard, causing big waves, which instantly capsized the military ship and avenged Yurong. A large group of crows shook the entire lake surface and sang a triumphant song loudly.Zhu Qing hurriedly returned to Yu Rong's side, leaned her mouth on Yu Rong's cheek, and said mournfully close to his ear: Did you hear that?Your companions are singing triumphant songs for you.

Because Yu Rong was seriously injured, he was on the verge of dying. When he was about to die, his eyes, which could not see clearly, barely opened a small slit. He called Zhu Qing softly, and suddenly his eyes opened, like a big dream. When I woke up for the first time, I found that I had returned to my human appearance, and I was still the poor scholar from before, lying well under the eaves of Wuwang Temple.The red afterglow of the setting sun shone in from the maple forest in front of me, where hundreds of crows were frolicking and chirping unscrupulously in the forest. you woke upAn old gentleman dressed as a farmer stood beside Yurong and asked him with a smile. Who are you? The old man is a farmer who lives here. He passed by here yesterday evening, and saw you sleeping soundly as if dead, with a smile on your face from time to time. No matter how loudly the old man yelled at you, he couldn’t wake you up. He grabbed your shoulder and tried to shake you You wake up, you are still asleep.So the old man went home first, but he was still very worried, so he came back to check on your condition and waited until you woke up.It seems that your complexion is not very good, is there something sick? No, I'm not sick.Miraculously, I wasn't hungry at all.Excuse me.Yu Rong fell into the habit of apologizing again, sat up and saluted the farmer respectfully. I was really ashamed to say it. Yurong first told the farmer exactly why he fell under the eaves of Wuwang Temple and what happened afterwards, and finally added a sentence of "sorry". Hearing what happened to him, the farmer felt sorry for him, so he took out his purse from his pocket, and handed some of the money to Yurong. As the saying goes: everything in the world is like a horse.Brace yourselves and get ready for a comeback.In seventy years of life, all kinds of things can be encountered.Human feelings are capricious, just like the waves of Dongting Lake.After the farmer finished speaking, he left gracefully. (①A Japanese proverb means that everything in the world is like a lost horse. Fortune and misfortune depend on each other. Sometimes when you encounter adversity, you will be blessed by misfortune.) Yu Rong thought she was still dreaming, and sat there blankly, watching the farmer go away.He turned his head and saw a large flock of crows perched on the branches of the maple forest.Yurong yelled at Zhuqing!The crow was frightened and scattered, croaking loudly above Yurong's head, and after circling for a while, it flew away in the direction of the lake, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet, as if nothing had happened. Sure enough, it was a dream, Yu Rong shook his head sadly, sighed a lot, and walked weakly towards his hometown. When the people in the hometown saw Yurong's return, they didn't show a particularly happy expression, and the cruel wife immediately ordered Yurong to help carry the garden stones for landscaping.Yurong pushed, pulled, and carried from the river plain sweating, and moved several large rocks to the garden of his uncle's house.He remembered what Confucius once said in "The Analects of Confucius": Poor without complaints, but he sighed again and again. Thinking of the happy life of husband and wife in Dongting Lake for a day, he felt strong longing and nostalgia, so he chanted another sentence , You can die in the evening ②. (②Adapted from "The Analects of Confucius", Confucius said: Hearing the Tao in the morning, you can die in the evening.) Boyi and Shuqi don't think of old evils, so others will have less resentment towards them.The same is true for Yu Rong, because he is a scholar with a noble character and aspires to be a gentleman, so he will try his best to tolerate unkind relatives, and will not resist his illiterate wife, and stay close to ancient books as before , Cultivate leisure and interest.Even so, he still couldn't stand everyone's sarcastic remarks and contemptuous attitude towards him, so in the spring of the third year, he beat up his wife again and said, "Just wait and see!"Yu Rong embraced the ambition of Ling Yun, and went to take the exam again, but the result was still no name on the list.What a worthless guy!On the way home again, I came to the bank of Dongting Lake, where I had been thinking about day and night, and stood for a long time in front of the Wuwang Temple. I couldn't help but feel sad when I saw the things, and cried loudly in front of the temple. He took out the few remaining coils to buy mutton, and sprinkled them in front of the temple to worship the gods. Looking at the flocks of birds flying down from the trees to eat the meat, he thought that Zhuqing might be among them.However, the crows in the world are generally black, and it is impossible to tell whether they are male or female. Which one is Zhuqing?When he asked this question, none of the crows turned around to respond, all the crows were focused on picking up the pieces of meat, Yu Rong still did not give up, and said to the crows: If bamboo green is among them, please save it until the end.Yu Rong said with a thousand words of longing.The pieces of meat on the ground were almost eaten up, so the crows flew away in groups of three or four. After most of the crows had flown away, the remaining three were still looking for the remaining pieces of meat on the ground. Yurong couldn't help but look at this scene I became nervous, my heart was beating thumpingly, and my palms were sweating. When the remaining three crows found that there was no meat on the ground, they flapped their wings and flew away without any attachment.Yurong lost all his strength for a moment and felt dizzy. Even so, he still couldn't leave this place, so he sat on the temple porch temporarily, looking at the lake covered in spring clouds and sighing: "Oh, what shame do I have for failing twice in a row?" What about going back to my hometown?It is worthless to live. I heard that Qu Yuan, a poet in the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, once yelled that everyone was drunk and I was sober, and then threw himself into the lake. It seems that I also threw myself into this Dongting Lake full of memories. Zhuqing found Maybe I will shed tears for me after I die, the only person who really loves me is Zhuqing, and the rest are horrible ghosts and monsters full of selfish desires.Didn’t that old man say to me three years ago that everything in the world is a perfect horse, and he wanted to encourage me to cheer up, but what he said was all lies. People who are born with misfortune, no matter how long it has passed, are still struggling in the abyss of misfortune. It is the so-called knowing the destiny!Ah, it's better to die, as long as Zhuqing is willing to shed tears for me, I have nothing else to ask for.Yu Rong, who was supposed to study the ways of the ancient sages, couldn't bear the sadness of frustration. He had already come to his senses, and he was going to be buried in this lake tonight.After a while, the lakeside was completely dark, and a round of bright moon floated in the air against the halo of the moon. Dongting Lake was completely white, and the boundary between the sky and the lake could not be distinguished.The flat sandbar on the shore is as bright as daytime, and the willow branches are filled with the water vapor of the lake and hangs down heavily. You can see thousands of peach blossoms in the peach blossom forest in the distance, like a rain of flowers. Occasionally, a breeze passes through the forest, like A sigh between heaven and earth.What a peaceful and good spring night, thinking that this is the last scenery before dying, I can’t help but weep my sleeves. At this time, I don’t know where the mournful cry of the ape came from. Just as Yu Rong’s inner melancholy reached its peak, suddenly there was a clattering sound behind her. The sound of flapping wings. Stay safe. Yu Rong turned around and saw a twenty-year-old beauty with bright eyes and bright teeth, bathed in the moonlight, standing there smiling at him. May I ask who is calling?Excuse me.In short, first apologize to the other party. What a nuisance.The beauty patted Yu Rong's shoulder, did you forget Zhu Qing? Bamboo green!Yu Rong couldn't help shouting when she heard the name, and immediately stood up, although she was a little hesitant, but she felt that she didn't care, so she stepped forward and hugged the beauty's thin shoulders.Let me go, I'm about to stop breathing.Zhuqing said while laughing, skillfully escaped from Yurong's arm. I'm not going anywhere.This life will be by your side. please!Please stay with me.Because I couldn't see you, I originally planned to throw myself into this lake to die tonight. Where have you been these days? I am far away in Hanyang. I left this place after parting with you last time. Now I am the god of Hanshui.Just now, I heard that you are here from my former friends in Wuwangmiao, so I immediately flew here from Hanyang to meet you.Your favorite Zhuqing has come to you now, I don't allow you to have such terrible thoughts of suicide, you seem to be a little thinner, and your face is so haggard. It is inevitable to lose weight, and it is very sad to fail the second time in a row.If you return to your hometown, you don't know what kind of bad luck you will encounter.I really hate this world so much. That's because you always thought that only your hometown is called life.In fact, there is no need to suffer so much, the world is full of green hills, don't scholars often sing like this?You, why don't you go back to Hanyang's house with me.You will know that life is actually a good thing. Hanyang is so far away.No one spoke first, the two walked out of the temple corridor side by side, and walked heartily by the lakeside under the moonlight. The ancients said that if you don't travel far away with your parents, you must travel well.Yu Rong replied with a serious face, as before, she always likes to show her knowledge and self-cultivation during conversations. what are you talking about?Obviously your parents have passed away. Huh?How do you know, even so, there are still many relatives like parents in my hometown.No matter what I do, I want those people to see my outstanding appearance.Because those people have always regarded me as an idiot.How about this, instead of going to Hanyang, why don't you go back to your hometown with me first, and let everyone see your beautiful face, it will definitely surprise you.Just decide, at least once in front of them.To gain the respect of those people in his hometown is the highest happiness in the world and the ultimate victory. Why do you care so much about what people in your hometown think?Isn't it the wish of the hometown to only care about winning the respect of the people in the hometown?The Analects of Confucius clearly states the wishes of the country, and the thief of virtue is also. Yu Rong was so refuted that he had nothing to say, almost as if he had lost the battle. OK, I'm willing to go.Just take me to Hanyang.The dead are like husbands, never giving up day and night.Yu Rong was so ashamed that she couldn't bear it, so she had no choice but to recite some poems abruptly to cover up her uneasiness, and laughed like self-deprecating. Would you like to come?Zhuqing was jumping for joy, ah, I'm so happy.In order to welcome your arrival, I have already made preparations at home in Hanyang, now, please close your eyes. Yu Rong closed her eyes gently according to her words, only heard the sound of wings fluttering, and then felt as if something like a thin coat was draped over her shoulders, and her body became lighter.When they opened their eyes, they had turned into a male crow and a female crow. Under the moonlight, their pitch-black wings looked beautiful and dazzling. The two crows walked on the flat sandbar, uttered hoarse calls, and then flapped their wings fly away. Shining silvery light under the moon, the Yangtze River stretches for three thousand miles and flows lazily towards the northeast.Flying along the river for about two hours, seeing the dawn is about to break, and looking ahead is Hanyang, the water capital, and the roof tiles of every household are sleeping quietly under the morning fog.In the ancient poems, the clouds and clear rivers are full of Hanyang trees, and the fragrant grass is luxuriant on Yingwu Island.The Yellow Crane Tower stands on the other side of the river. Across the Yangtze River and the Qingchuan Pavilion, they look at each other as if they were talking about the past. The shadows of the sails are hurrying to and fro on the river. Further ahead, you can see the peak of Dabie Mountain, and there are waves on the foot of the mountain. On the long Moon Lake, the Han River winds its way to the sky in the north, just like the Venice of the East, with a panoramic view of the beautiful water scenery. Where is the township gate at sunset? The Yanbo River makes people worry.Just as Yu Rong was reciting poems intoxicatedly, Zhu Qing turned her head and said to him: Come on, I'm already home.As she spoke, she circled leisurely on a small isolated island in the Hanshui River.Yu Rong also imitated her movements, flying around in a big circle, and at the same time saw the isolated island under her feet, with green poplars soaked in water and fragrant grass.In a corner of the sandbar, there was a lovely and exquisite building like a doll's house, from which came out five or six bean-sized servants, looking up at the sky, waving to welcome Yurong's visit.Zhuqing gave Yurong a look, folded her wings, flew straight to the front of the building and landed, Yurong also followed closely after seeing this, when the two crows landed on the green grass on the sandbar, they looked like a pair of gods The family members looked at each other and smiled, surrounded by the servants who came to greet them, and entered the beautiful building.Zhuqing took Yurong's hand and walked to the inner room, the light in the room was very dark, the silver candle on the table was emitting green smoke, the gold thread and silver thread on the curtain gleamed dullly, beside the bed was a small red dwarf The table, full of food and wine, seems to have been waiting for the guests a little earlier. Is it still daylight?Yu Rong suddenly said such a sentence. Oops, you are so annoying.Zhuqing blushed a little, and said in a low voice: I think the lights should be dimmed, so I won't be ashamed. Therefore, the way of a gentleman is hidden in the sun, isn't it?Yu Rong smiled wryly, and began to make silly puns again. However, it was written in ancient books that Suyin Xingwei was also written.You should open the windows to enjoy the beautiful scenery of Hanyang in spring.Yurong opened the window sills and opened the window of the room, the golden morning light immediately flowed into the room, the peach blossoms in the courtyard were dazzled, and the birds were singing a hundred songs, scratching the ears, and the Han River beyond was shone by the morning sun, and the water was rippling with the waves. (③This sentence comes from "The Book of Rites. The Doctrine of the Mean".) Ah, what a beautiful view.I really want my wife in my hometown to see such a beautiful scenery.Yu Rong said such a sentence casually, and she was also taken aback.I can't help but ask myself, so I still love that ugly wife?So, suddenly, for some unknown reason, I had the urge to cry. It seems that you still can't forget your wife.Zhu Qing spoke earnestly at the side, and sighed faintly. No, that's not the case.She never showed respect for my knowledge, and asked me to wash her underwear and move the big stones in the yard, and she was also said to be my uncle's concubine. There is nothing that can be called an advantage. You said she was useless, but for you, isn't she also the one you cherish and miss the most?You must think so in your heart, as long as people have compassion, don’t they?Wouldn't it be your true ideal to live a lifetime of sharing joys and sorrows without hating, complaining, or cursing your wife?Please go home now.Zhuqing had a serious face, and resolutely put down the serious words. Yu Rong felt embarrassed. This is too much.You tempted me to come here, and now you want to drive me back, it's disgusting.The person who said that my hometown wants to attack me and wants me to abandon my hometown, isn’t it you?You are simply playing me like a monkey.Yu Rong became angry from embarrassment, and defended forcefully. In fact, I am a goddess.Looking at the sparkling Han River, Zhu Qing said in a more stern tone: Although you failed the provincial examination, you passed the test of God.It was the gods of Wuwang Temple who told me to investigate carefully and test whether you really envy the life of being a crow?You feel true happiness because you turned into a beast. The gods hate this kind of person the most. In order to punish you once, you were injured by an arrow and returned to the human world, and you begged to return to the world of crows again.So the gods let you travel far this time, and give you all kinds of enjoyment, to test whether you will completely forget the human world because you are intoxicated in happiness.If you really forget it, you will be punished extremely severely, so terrifying that I can't speak it out.Please go back, you have passed God’s test, and you have passed.A person's life is a painful entanglement in love and hate, and no one can escape.Can only try to endure.Although the same is true for learning, but the mentality of blindly pursuing seclusion is too despicable.Please cherish this dunya more actively, worry about this dunya, and immerse yourself in it for the rest of your life.The gods love people who are full of emotions and desires. I have sent servants to prepare a boat for you.Please take this ship and return to your hometown.Goodbye.As soon as the words were finished, Zhuqing's figure, together with the exquisite buildings and courtyards, suddenly disappeared, leaving only Yurong standing blankly on the isolated island in the river. At this time, a small boat with neither sail nor mast was slowly approaching the shore, and the fish seemed to be sucked into the small boat.Strange to say, the small boat floated away, drifting automatically to the lower reaches of the Han River, then crossed the Yangtze River, crossed Dongting Lake, and finally came to the shore of a fishing village close to Yurong's hometown, and stopped.After the fish came ashore, the uninhabited boat returned by itself, gradually receding with the flowing water, and disappeared among the mist of Dongting Lake. Yu Rong was very depressed and frightened, he didn't dare to step into the house directly, so he peeked out the back door into the dark inside, and his behavior was immediately spotted by his sharp-eyed wife. Oh, you are back.The wife smiled sweetly, but she didn't expect that the person who came out to greet her was to take a closer look, isn't this Zhuqing?Yu Rong was both surprised and delighted. What!It's bamboo green! what are you talking about?Where did you go?When you were away, I fell ill and had a very high fever, and no one came to take care of me. I have always missed you.I used to always treat you as a fool, it was my fault, I regret it very much, you don't know how hard I waited for you!The high fever persisted, and my whole body was swollen during that time, with bruises everywhere, maybe it was the retribution I deserved for treating you so roughly in the past, so I decided to give up and wait for death peacefully 's arrivalLater, the swollen skin broke, and a lot of blue water flowed out, and then my body became much more relaxed. I picked up the mirror this morning and looked at it, and I suddenly found that my appearance has completely changed, and I have become such a beautiful face.I was so happy, I forgot all about being sick, jumped out of bed immediately, and started cleaning the house. I probably have a premonition that you will come back, right?I'm really happy.please forgive me.Not only did my face change, but my whole body changed as well.And, my heart changed too.I used to be bad, but the bad things I did in the past have now flowed away with those blue waters. I hope you can ignore the past, forget the past, forgive everything I have done, and accept me wholeheartedly. Willing to stay by your side forever. A year later, his wife gave birth to a boy as handsome as jade.Yu Rong named the child Han Chan, but his wife didn't know the reason for the name, and Yu Rong kept the reason and the memories with Shenwu in his heart as a lifelong secret, and never mentioned it to anyone.In addition, he has always boasted about the way of a gentleman since then, and he has rarely talked about it since then. Yu Rong quietly lived a life of poverty as usual, and his relatives looked down on him as before, and he didn't particularly care about it. Only as an ordinary person, she hides in the world. * Self note.This is a creation.I am writing for Chinese readers and should be translated into Chinese.