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Such an approach is of course ineffective.Hours after the vegetable incident, she was found and brought home. It didn't take long for the hospital to respond.The car rolled over the gravel driveway, and a few minutes later someone rang the doorbell. Beatrice.When Folsenstrom opened the door, Sibylla was sitting on the steps with her suitcase beside her.No one paid her any attention. Thank you for coming so soon. Her mother opened the door wider to let the men in.The younger of the two stared at the grand hall, obviously impressed.Maybe he was wondering, how could anyone go crazy in such a luxurious house?

Her mother cuts right to the point. I can no longer handle her.She is completely intolerable. The second man nodded cautiously. Have you ever thought that she might really be a psychopath again? I can't be sure.Of course, she'd have a fit like this, accusing me, and I knew it wasn't okay to be upset, but it was hard Her mother covered her eyes with her hands.Sibylla heard the door of her father's study open, the sound of indoor shoes across the tiled floor, and then she could see him over the railing.Father greeted the two men and shook their hands. Henry.Fersonstrom. Haakon.Hakan Holmgren, we're here to pick up Sibylla.

He nodded and sighed. I think it's best. Sibylla stood up. I'm packed and ready to go. Everyone turned to look at her, her mother took a step towards her husband, Henry put his arm around her mother, protective, they seemed worried that their daughter would have a seizure.She reached the bottom of the steps, and the small group parted to let her pass.As soon as she was outside the door, she turned around, but the two male nurses hadn't come over yet.She politely said to both of them: Sorry, are you waiting for something? Haakon.Holmgren took a few steps forward to meet her.

No, we're done, let's go!Are you sure you've packed everything you need? Sibylla then turned, walked to the two men's car, opened the rear door, and climbed in.After a while, other people gathered together, probably guessing her state of mind again.She hasn't seen her parents since, the last time she saw them was standing on the fucking tile floor in the hall, slandering her reputation behind her back. A few days later, they gave her a single room. As soon as she entered the ward, a patient said that she was the Virgin Mary with the unborn baby Jesus in her belly.She didn't care what the patient said, but the staff quickly grew weary of the woman asking for forgiveness of her sins, and removing Sibylla from the situation seemed the most effective solution.

Sibylla found the female patient's paranoia very interesting, and she closed the door behind her gratefully.As long as no one bothers you! Her belly is getting bigger and bigger. Occasionally a midwife would show up, check her blood pressure and listen to the baby through some kind of inverted funnel.The baby was apparently doing well, because the midwife didn't come very often.She gave Sybylla a book on pregnancy and childbirth, and that book went straight into the drawer of the table next to Sybylla's bed. This time, the hospital allowed her to take a walk in the garden alone, because the staff agreed that exercise was good for her.She spends hours walking every day.The white stone building looked quite beautiful, at least from a distance.If she let her mind go, it was possible to imagine that it was the grounds of a great castle.

The man who asked her to speak didn't come often either, maybe he had sicker patients to attend to.Apparently she's not crazy anymore, she's just pregnant.It wasn't his fault, all he got back home was the same result. About two weeks before her due date, she felt her first real contractions, the intensity of which was like being hit with a hammer.The pain left as suddenly as it came, and she was alone in the room, paralyzed on the bed, feeling terrified.What is that? Then the pain hit her again, and fluid gushed out from under her body, between her legs. It must be death, and that was her punishment.Something ruptured inside her and blood was pouring out of her body.When the pain subsided, she looked down at her legs, there was no blood!Could it be urinary incontinence?Is it crazy or what happened?The next time, the pain hit like a wave, causing her to scream.A few seconds later, a female nurse rushed in and started working on the wet sheets.Sybylla felt ashamed.

Sorry, I need help.I think something is broken in my body. The woman just said to her with a smile all over her face: Don't worry, Sybylla, you're just going to have a baby.Just wait here!I'm going to call the shipping company.She leaves in a hurry.Call the carrier?Where are they sending her? good luck!Sibylla!They said this to her after they wheeled her stretcher into the ambulance.Those words echoed in her ears. Now she is in another hospital, alone in a bed in another room. Do you want us to call your sir? She shook her head, and there was an uneasy silence in the room. Do you want someone else to accompany you?

She didn't answer the question, just closed her eyes and concentrated on trying to stop the next wave of pain.Of course she couldn't do it.No matter what she did, she couldn't stop the unbearable pain hitting her body.She shrank to nothing but a shell, and an external force eagerly drilled a hole in her, big enough for the creature inside to come out.Her thoughts are chaotic, her will is lax, her whole body is exposed to this purposeful and unstoppable process, and she cannot calm down unless it ends. She is about to make life. A white clock on the opposite wall faced her.The hands on the clock jumped forward regularly, and she only remembered that there was a world outside that followed other laws.

The pauses between each small jump seemed long, hours passing by. Occasionally a woman would pop up to check on her, and she could hear another woman screaming from somewhere nearby.Was it like this when her mother gave birth to Sybylla?Is it because of this that she never really liked her daughter?Not even accepting her existence?If you are causing such pain, how can you ask the other person to love you? The minute hand jumped four times around the face of the clock, and she was almost unconscious from the effort, and a woman she had never seen came to see her.The woman inserted her finger into her again, but this time, the situation was obviously different. Her opening was ten centimeters long, which didn't sound right, the gap there should be very large.There was no way her body could ever fit together again, the body split and melted.

She was lifted into a birthing chair.Once in that chair, all fours, legs wide open, vulva fully exposed, she was told to push hard.She's more than willing to please these people, but it seems like pushing too hard ends up tearing her in two.Her head would also be split open, from the chin to the nape of the neck, exactly a circle.She begged the people to stop the pain, but they were all serving the force and wouldn't let her go. Someone said that she saw the head.She told Sibylla to relax and stop pushing. a head? They saw a head coming out of her body. One more push, Sibylla, and it's over.

Suddenly, the whole room echoed with the cry of a baby.Finally the tearing pain receded and disappeared, as suddenly as it had come. She turned her head and saw a small black head resting on the shoulder of a nurse who quickly left the room. The minute hand jumped slightly again, as if nothing in particular had happened.It was nothing more than a human being suddenly emerging from her body, a small human with a dark hair-covered head, a creature that had voluntarily grown inside her and blasted its way out. Sibylla was still in the same chair, her head slumped against the back, her legs spread wide, and she looked at the clock as another minute passed, wondering why no one asked if she cared.