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She hadn't had time to let her finger off the bell when she heard the lock unlock.She wondered if he was always standing by the doorbell.Just like last time, he was waiting by the open front door when she came to the landing in the stairwell of his apartment.Neither of them spoke, and then she stepped into the door, and he closed the door behind them. You've done a great job. You've gone from notorious serial killer to popular heroine in just one week. Impressive, nothing to say. She walked into the room and walked directly to his computer. This time, he didn't stop her. did you find him

He nodded. How much do you want this time?Five thousand? He smiled.She put her hand in the pocket of her coat, found a five thousand yuan bill, and put it on the keyboard.He pulled a white envelope from the back pocket of his jeans and handed it to her. Is he your child? She just looked at him, took the envelope, and walked past him, in the direction of the foyer.He followed her. Can't help being curious. She didn't respond, just walked out, onto the landing of the stairwell, and closed the door behind her.For the first time, she allowed herself to think about it, to go with how she felt.Shaking all over, she went down a flight of stairs to calm herself down.At this time, she was able to think about looking at the envelope.She sat on the steps and her heart was beating wildly.

That white envelope contained the answers to fourteen years of worrying and thinking. who is he?where do you live?What kind of person? At this moment, she is about to know the answer. The bus leaves in two hours.The papers were signed, exchanged, checks lay on the table.They arranged for Gunpher.Stromberg met her at the bus stop and handed over the keys. Peaceful and serene, time for tormented souls to rest. Inside this white envelope was the name of the person she had been thinking about. She will miss him forever.Fourteen years ago, she lost him, but now, it was too late, too late. Why did she do this?For his sake?Or for her own sake?

She stopped going downstairs because she inadvertently perceived that his rights conflicted with hers. So, fourteen years after his birth, what right did she have to walk into his life?What does he deserve?So she will know the answer, her search will be over, is this what he owes her? He spared the grief, why would she draw him in to share hers? If there was anything else she should give him, it was that she had to bear the loss on her own. She came to a platform, and the wall in front of her was the lid of the garbage chute, where people would stop to throw their discarded bags into this underground trash can.This is a useful place to let go of your past.With her heart pounding in her chest, she opened the lid, not feeling anxious, filled with the relief she feels when doing the right thing.

If the bus showed up according to the schedule, when she got home, she still had time to hear the neighbor blowing the horn to greet the sunset of the day. (End of the book)