Chapter 94 Five, leisurely and restless days

Rinko was also shrouded in isolation. She took the initiative to send a divorce application to her husband and notified her natal mother. So far, it was indeed like her usual decisive style of acting, but the backlash immediately appeared on the surface. Soon after entering August, because it was the first Ghost Festival after Linzi's father passed away, Linzi planned to go back to her natal family to visit the grave. She called back and asked when everyone would go to visit the grave together, and her mother asked, "Are you coming too?" Don't you think she's asking too much?

Mother's tone of saying that you don't want to come, hit Rinko hard. She was mad at me for signing the divorce application, but it has nothing to do with sweeping Dad's grave! Indeed, it is too pitiful for her to be restricted from visiting her father's grave just because she sent the divorce application. Everyone wanted to exclude me. According to Rinko, since she left home to live with Jiumu, her mother, brother-in-law, and relatives all treated her as a sinner. What a heinous thing I have done! Listening to Rinko complaining, Jiu Mu had nothing to say. Abandoning her husband and throwing herself into the arms of another man is an unforgivable mistake as a wife, but from Rinko's standpoint, abandoning the hypocritical married life and embracing true love is the act of being loyal to one's own heart.

From the perspective of the purity of love, Rinko is right, but from the perspective of worldly ethics and morality, she is an unchaste woman.Now I have also severed the relationship with my natal family, and I am really alone. Hearing Rinko's murmur, Jiu Mu unconsciously held her hand tightly: not only you Hisaki was also alone. From the Hungry Ghost Festival to the end of August, Jiumu chewed on freedom and loneliness. The company decided to retire by the end of August. With the original remaining leave plus Zhongyuan holiday, he was essentially on leave. In the midsummer heat, he lived a happy life that he hadn't experienced for a long time, but at the same time, it was also a lonely day to bid farewell to the company and family.

After staying in the room with Rinko all day long, Jiu Mu realized how exhausted he was physically and mentally from the long office life. Don't talk about night, it's morning and noon, as long as you want to sleep, you can sleep as much as you want, and occasionally sleep so badly that you forget to eat.Even so, sometimes when I suddenly opened my eyes in the morning, I thought I would get up early and go to work, but then I reminded myself that I could not go. At this time, I feel the joy of freedom from the bottom of my heart, but then there will be a sense of alienation that only I am excluded from society.This feeling is intensified every morning when I look out the window and see the crowds of commuters hurrying to the station.

After all, only by following the crowd to the company can we guarantee a day's life and the safety of the family.Thinking of this, Jiu Mu suddenly felt that he had lost too much.The days passed in this interweaving of leisure and anxiety.During the days when he lived in the same place, Jiu Mu only took the initiative to go out once, and it was to see Yi Chuan in the cultural center. In the past, it was mostly Igawa who called to ask him out, but this time it was Jiumu who took the initiative to invite Igawa. Hisaki hasn't told Yichuan about his resignation and divorce yet, he thinks he will tell him one day, but to be honest, he's still a little timid to explain.

The strange thing is that after resigning, I always shy away from going to the restaurants and lounges I go to work. In fact, I pay as I go, so there is nothing to worry about, but I always seem to feel unwelcome and timid. That day, he hesitated and hesitated, and finally decided to invite Yichuan to the small restaurant in Ginza that we had been to before, and sat in front of the bar. August is coming to an end, and the heat seems to be coming to an end, and there are many customers in restaurants.The two toasted with beer, and after chatting for a while about friends they both knew, Hisaki said decisively: I have decided to resign.

Yi Chuan was stunned, put down the wine glass in his hand, and Jiu Mu talked about the latitude and longitude of the matter. Yi Chuan listened silently, waited for the end of Jiu Mu's speech, and asked impatiently: Can you do this? What will work? Do you not regret it? It would be a lie to say that you have no regrets, but no matter what you do now, it won't help.Jiu Mu smiled and nodded, Yi Chuan suddenly lowered his voice and asked: Is there any place to go in the future? No How will you live in the future? Anyway, there is always a way. After saying it, I realized that this sentence was exactly the same as what Rinko said.

If the divorce is formalized, do you still have to pay alimony? There is also a house in Setagaya, which is not a big problem. Give all to Mrs. Sister-in-law? Jiu Mu nodded, and found that his attachment to money and material things in the past month has also faded. At this age, you are really different. Yeah! Generally speaking, at our age, we are more or less able to distinguish between the serious and the serious, knowing what to do and why not to do it.Of course, I also want to talk about love, and when I see a good woman, I also want to seduce her.But if you fall in love with a woman and don't even want your job, it's not like losing your money. If this is the case, it's no different from a cat or dog in heat on the street.

What Yi Chuan said was right, but it was too harsh, as if a married man fell in love with another woman, it is quite stupid to fall headlong into love, just like a cat or dog in heat. Jiu Mu remained silent, and Yi Chuan also felt that what he had said was too much. Alas, it's okay to like someone, but enough is enough! After speaking, he asked the boss for cold wine again. I didn't expect you to be so innocent! Innocent? isn't it?If you fall in love with a woman, you don't even want status, income, and family. This is different from pure love, it is the result of loving and falling in love from the bottom of the body and mind.He wanted to tell Yichuan, but felt that it was difficult to express it in words, so he simply kept silent. Instead, Yichuan said quietly:

Maybe I'm jealous of you. jealous of me?Why? She is indeed a good woman. If you don't make a move, maybe I will chase after her. It's a pity. It was the first time for Yichuan to confide his feelings to him. Since I was snatched by you, I have no choice but to give up. Hisaki continued to remain silent, as if Igawa remembered something: She came to see me the other day. To the cultural center? Four or five days ago!She came to visit unexpectedly and said that she would like to teach calligraphy if possible, so when she received your call, she thought it was because of this.