Chapter 13 Epilogue see the emperor again

A long, long time ago, in a novel with the emperor as the male protagonist, I swore that I would never write anything related to the imperial palace again in this life!In this case. Now, looking at this novel, I can only alas!He sighed, and then believed in self-defeating: life is so short, and a lifetime is nothing more than that. Originally, "The Male Emperor" was supposed to be published, but the work of the set of books that came from this temporary interlude was really sudden, and there was a certain urgency of timeliness.Therefore, after repeated discussions with the publishing house, I had no choice but to put "The Male Emperor" aside, quickly enter the state of this book, and finish writing this book within two months.

Since I haven't allowed myself to finish the novel within two months for a long time, so those who write manuscripts every day, can't help but sigh that life is really in a hurry. This year's life is a bit rushed and chaotic, a bit like a headless chicken. It may be that the life of the previous two years was too idle. Basically, I think I am in a semi-retired state. I just wrote, and when I didn’t write, I boasted that I was thinking. Although there were a lot of outlines in the computer, I just felt that everything was not in a hurry.So once the day starts to pass quickly, I feel dizzy.

I originally wanted to say that after I finish writing "The Male Emperor", I will start writing modern novels. There is a story that I really want to write, and it is one of my favorite themes; The subject matter, say goodbye to ancient times for the time being, after all, I feel tired.It's a pity that I can't get away for the time being. The "Male Emperor" is also about the emperor, so I can't get rid of it. Now that I have written another book about the emperor, I can’t help but fall into self-examination, because I find that as I get older, I used to be 100% emotionally clean and stubborn, and refused to write about the stubbornness of men in the Sangong Sixth Court. Now that I think about it, I am not so unconvincing. own up.

People, of course, do change. What is the identity, what should be the performance.When I wrote the story about the emperor before, although I hated polygamy, I couldn't write it down because he disappeared from the harem and lived a perfect and happy life of monogamy with the woman he loved, or he didn't love the country and love the beauty. , He threw away the throne, and from then on, he and his lover lived happily in the rivers and lakes, and abandoned all the officials and people in the world.It's too unrealistic, dreamy to the extreme, and it's really hard for me to write it down. Although I think everyone will be happy with this arrangement, it really doesn't work.So at that time, I could only confess the love of the story in that way.

However, after many years, since I wrote about the emperor again, I have more thoughts.Unless I can force and rationalize monogamy under the background of the era, which is stipulated by the legal system (for example, the background of "The Male Emperor"), otherwise, no matter how I try to make history and create an ancient dynasty out of nothing, I will not be able to Get rid of the fate that the emperor must have three palaces and six courtyards, and wives and concubines in groups. How to make a man who already has multiple wives fall in love with the heroine?And make readers feel that love will not be difficult to accept?Also, how should a woman love an emperor?Is it enough to just say love?Is it enough to just spit out blood when hurting the spring and mourning the autumn, and hide in the corner and mourn?

When I was writing this story, I kept thinking about this problem, and I often had one head and two big heads because of it. I almost barked at the moon and wept blood at the sun every day.Masochistic, masochistic! It may be because of being women, sometimes when we think about the definition of falling in love, we will consider it completely from the perspective of women.He thinks that as long as he loves, a man should be his own sky, shelter himself from the wind and rain, and build a safe and happy world for himself. This is the actual manifestation that a man must pay for love.As for women, they just need to love him wholeheartedly, be gentle and considerate, or be lively and playful, or they don’t have to do anything, they don’t need to have advantages, as long as they love in their hearts, it’s all right. Anyway, it’s to provide a man with a heart when he’s tired. Even if you have completed the task of loving each other.

Perhaps such a way of loving each other can be applied to common situations, but it will never be applicable to an identity like an emperor, I think so.Maybe not quite right, but as I write, I feel that I can convince myself. Anyway, the emperor's story will never end with perfect love.Regret is inevitable, but it is still possible to see how a woman expresses her love for a man of this status, at least this is what I have been working on when writing this story. Let's talk about the system. Since the background dynasties are empty, you can break them up at will, so my first setting is to cancel the existence of inhuman characters like eunuchs.

I always feel that it is a cruel act to injure a person into a disability just to prevent it from messing up the court.This kind of behavior not only shows the emperor's incompetence, but also shows the emperor's distrust of wives and concubines. He always thinks that women must want to get out of the wall behind his back every day, so it is not at ease to lock them up. They simply look at the men they can see. All of them were castrated with a knife to save trouble. Except for the fact that eunuchs do not exist, most of the names and establishments of palace officials and court officials are borrowed from Tang, Ming, and Qing systems. Anyway, they can be used as convenient as they are. It’s a bit patchwork. Look at it The story needs to be.Please don't take it too seriously, just take a look.

After finishing this book, I should immediately enter the state of "The Male Emperor".I want to say that this year is going to be tiring anyway, so let's just get tired enough!This is my book debt, and I feel really uncomfortable when I owe it. The writing progress of "The Male Emperor" has been delayed again and again, which is really helpless.Hopefully next time you'll see it next.Anyway, this year is destined to be busy with writing, and I will try my best to finish this book. Finally, once again, I would like to apologize to everyone, it is my fault that "The Male Emperor" was not written as scheduled.

I repent, I face the wall, I kowtow Knock, knock, knock and say see you next time. Sources of poems cited in the appendix 1. "Bizhentu" comes from "Taiping Yulan".Author: Jin.Wei Shuo (female). 2. "Zi Mian Ci" comes from "Taiping Yulan".Author: Northern and Southern Dynasties.Choi. 3. "Ba Zhi" comes from "Xue Tao Li Zhi Poetry Collection".Author: Tang.Li Zhi (female Taoist priest). 4. "Chicken Crowing" comes from "The Book of Songs."Qi Feng". This is a dialogue poem, the general idea is as follows: (Wife) The rooster has already crowed, and the ministers have gathered in the court hall.

(Husband) This is not a chicken crowing, it is clearly the sound of a fly. (wife) The sky in the east is already bright, and the court hall is full of people. (Husband) That is not the dawn, but the light of the moon.The flying insects are still roaring at night, I want to sleep with you and have another good dream. (Wife) All the officials have probably gone back, I hope they don't hate you because of me. 5. "Gull Owl" comes from "The Book of Songs.Bin Feng".