Chapter 6 Chapter Six

How could things evolve so dramatically? Rushing to Dongfang Lei's apartment, Sakurako Okada exclaimed when she first heard the news that her friend was married. how so? This sentence is not what she wanted to ask. Is he really the baby's biological father?Sakura asked again. What is there to hide right now?Lian Yin nodded lightly, with a gloomy expression. Based on the collection of information over the past few days, Sakurako Okada couldn't help worrying: He is a terrible man!It is impossible to know his detailed background from any channel.Iso Koji repeatedly reminded me not to get involved with him.Two days ago, he asked the Yamaguchi-gumi to come forward and use all the information, and finally traced his whereabouts in and out of the Kyoto area. Unexpectedly, he was far behind him half an hour later.Many people are speculating whether the bankruptcy and suicide of the leader of the Fengying Gang five days ago was manipulated by him.Did you know he was a scary person?Know all along?She was really afraid that her friend would mess with someone she couldn't mess with.If Dongfang Lei alone is enough to attract the attention of Japan's largest gang, it means that he is a danger that cannot be underestimated; it is better to hide far away.

I knew it when I was in America. God, how dare you mess with that kind of man who can't distinguish between good and evil? Lianyin was silent, it was difficult for Yingzi to understand her state of mind, because her heart was already in chaos and there was no way to follow, how could she tell others?To say it is because of love is impossible. Yesterday he left their mother and daughter and left without hesitation; that indifferent expression was enough to sentence their married life to death. Because he is a man who is shrewd in everything but knows nothing about emotions.He can deal with many things carefully and clearly, but for strange feelings, he can only explain simply that marriage should share the same bed, have children, and fully enjoy the rights and obligations conferred by marriage; it is as official as legal provisions.

How can you expect a ruthless man to understand the importance of feelings?Taking physical catharsis for granted is any different from animal mating? She is a person who is groping and searching in the emotional world, but what she meets is an emotionally retarded person.This combination is ridiculous. It's really delusion that there is something vigorous, it's better to go to a romantic movie sooner.But why is her heart still expecting? He left and went to Taiwan without letting her know the return date, so waiting became the only thing she could do.It's very strange, such a newlywed life.

Lian Yin?Okada Sakura shook her shoulder lightly, afraid that she would be stupid, and stared out the window blankly by herself, ignoring others. She came back to her senses, smiled wryly and said: I'm sorry, Yingzi, let's stop talking about those things, anyway, I have become Mrs. Dongfang, whether he is good or bad, I can't change anything.Changed the subject and said: I should report to school tomorrow, must have caused you a lot of trouble, right?Maybe the first letter she received after returning to the United States was a dismissal letter from the school, but she no longer had the heart to pay attention to too many things.

No, am I afraid that it won't work out?What's more, Gilbert is helping you carry it, don't worry.Sakurako sat on the carpet and asked her: What's next?What is your special husband going to do with you? I have no idea.He tried his best to suck his nose to prevent the water from flooding into his eyes again.The leadership of the matter has long been transferred to Dongfang Lei, and he said that he will come back as soon as possible. Do you love him?Sakura asked carefully. She sighed: Years ago, I fell in love with the man in my fantasy, and the man's face was presented in his appearance.In addition to all kinds of deeds, I admit that I love him, fall in love with him in my fantasy, and want to bear a child for him without complaint and stubbornly.I selfishly want to have a little love, thinking that as long as he doesn't know, there is no such thing as hurting others.But, she was wrong, to some extent, she must have hurt him, otherwise he wouldn't be furious.

Sakura doesn't quite understand: Since you have always loved him, why did you marry him, but you are as exhausted as a flower leaving water? Without love, a marriage cannot be called a happy one. Loving and being loved are both painful burdens.Perhaps, I still insist on living in a dream world, unwilling to face up to the reality of marriage.Maybe he went to Taiwan because of my anger. You are too pessimistic, since you are already husband and wife, and you happen to love him a lot, then use love to win his heart!You idiot, what are you doing complaining about yourself?Or does he have a woman outside?Yingzi has never met someone who is meek and self-pitying.After confirming that Lianyin was not forcibly married by Dongfang Lei, she began to curse.

I don't know how a husband with a woman out there will behave. It's very simple, a man who is dissatisfied with his desires will go out to hunt wild food if he can't get satisfaction from you.It's best to squeeze him clean all the time, and you don't have to steal it if you want to.how?When he went to Taiwan yesterday, did you do these actions? Lian Yin's face turned red, and he groaned hesitatingly: No I turned him down and he said he wouldn't touch me again God, she wanted to cry.How come it never occurred to him that he would go outside to find a woman?don't want!She can't stand his infidelity!

But does she still have the right to control his outlet? Sakurako Okada tsk-tsk loudly: It's over, it's over, it's a fantasy for a vigorous man not to cheat!But don't take a trip to Taiwan, just follow a big belly to fight for your husband.My father's dead old man has several mistresses in Taiwan, and he is so happy that he spends more than half a year there throwing money there.The women in Taiwan are all good-looking, and your husband is expected to die in battle. He should be able to restrain himself, after all, now that AIDS is so rampant, Lian Yin's rebuttal doesn't have any strength.

Oh, don't be naive!He belongs to one of the high-risk groups. He is in his thirties and forties. He exudes the mature charm of a middle-aged man, and there are young and innocent girls who will post it for free. He is not looking for a prostitute, afraid of AIDS?You may not know that little girls in Japan like to find men of that age to taste the forbidden fruit.How can a man with spare energy not accept the one that is automatically delivered to his door?You didn't suck him dry, it seems that this attack is more than auspicious, so be mentally prepared first! Lian Yin, who was powerless to fight back, had no choice but to look away, and said stiffly:

I don't care about him, we've decided to live in figurehead anyway.She has to act like she doesn't care, learn not to care, or she'll go nuts. fool.Sakurako looked down at her white fingers. When it comes to emotional matters, it is always difficult to find someone who is sober.Didn't even she herself fall into the confusion? The stern doorbell outside attracted their attention, and Yingzi got up first: Maybe Koji Iso came to pick me up, let's go to dinner together!I have a seminar at two o'clock in the afternoon. OK, I'm going to wake Denver up. There are many things that cannot be brought to fruition just by talking blindly. It still depends on the arrangements brought about by the evolution of time, especially feelings, who can fully grasp them?She was powerless to think deeper questions.

like?do not love?It was too deep, so deep that she couldn't bear it and dared not face it. It is these days after returning to Tokyo that I can really appreciate the rhythm of Japanese life. Since she didn't live in a hotel, nor did she live in the Okada's house with many servants, as an Oriental wife, she fully experienced the life of a housewife.Every day after class, I go to the elementary school attached to the university to pick up my daughter, and then go to the supermarket to buy vegetables. The blunt Japanese has made her headache, not to mention the large number of Japanese characters that appear. If this is one of Dongfang Lei's methods of teasing her, count him as ruthless. Townsend, who was traveling with her, not only had a special car to pick him up and go to and from the big hotel, but also showed the adventurous spirit of the Americans during the holidays. He wanted to use these three months to thoroughly visit the land of Japan. That is, he was so fascinated by the Japanese beauty that his mouth watered; it seems that Ji Yongzhen is already a memory of him 800 years ago.Fortunately, her smart cousin never intended to be serious with him, otherwise, at this moment, I really don't know how to end the situation. Dongfang Lei has been gone for eight days, but it seems like another long eight years, or even eighty years. Although she already knew that he was so angry with her that it was impossible for her to send a word to say that she was safe or contact her, but her irrational side was still waiting foolishly. He didn't sense her missing. Maybe, he doesn't plan to come back. Doesn't the nominal married life mean that seeing each other is worse than seeing each other?Their initial intention was to give Denver a paternal name.When she personally vetoed his plan to have another child, she was useless to him. She didn't want to face up to whether she loved him or not, but the feeling of longing eagerly gnawed at her heart.After all, she is his wife, how could he be so cruel that he didn't even make a phone call?For a man as arrogant as him, Lian Yin dare not expect him to think that he is also at fault, but at least, he shouldn't bite down on some confessions to bear grudges against her for the rest of his life.Since he has the advantage, why bother to be aggressive?They are husband and wife! Sighing, she didn't want to think about it anymore, since her husband didn't treat them as mother and daughter, what's the use of her worrying about her? The sunset at the beginning of summer was warm and pleasant. Holding my daughter's little hand, I couldn't help but fantasize that I was still single and still a single-parent family.Isn't this the life she's always decided to live?If she can regain her original state of mind, then maybe she will live a better life.However, the ring on her finger does not allow her to daydream.But, why did she allow Dongfang Lei to have a subversive impact on her life in just a few days? Mother.Little Denver stood still, waving her hand to attract her attention. Lian Yin lowered her head and asked with a smile: What's wrong?Are your feet sore?We took a taxi and the supermarket was two kilometers away from our home, and they always walked home. No, look, someone has been following us with a bouquet of flowers.As soon as Denver finished speaking, the car that had been following them all along, waiting for them to find out, had slid towards them.A large bouquet of calla lilies in hand stretches out of the open window. Ah, Mr. Iso? Lian Yin's astonishment can be imagined, the one who got out of the car was a handsome and handsome man, about thirty years old, with a fair face full of the maturity of a man.He is Iso Yuji, and one of Okada Sakurako's future husband candidates, but he does not have the hospitality of his brother Iso Koji. Instead, after seeing Koizumi Renyin a few days ago, he was shocked. From now on, as long as Sakurako has a relationship with her One of the drivers must be Yuji Iso. Alocasia is great for your taste.Yuji Iso put the flowers in her arms gracefully, and of course he did not forget to take out a box of chocolates to please little Denver.Doll, have you ever eaten Japanese chocolate?delicious. thank you uncle.Denver thanks. Lianyin didn't quite understand the reason for his visit. Do Japanese men have the habit of giving flowers to strange women?They only had a few encounters, not even an acquaintance.His behavior was unbecomingly intimate. Mr. Rocky, you are here today Do I have the honor of sending two beautiful women home?His smile is more warm and moving than the setting sun.The act of opening the car door implies a sense of intolerance. Japanese man!typical. Lian Yin looked at that there was still a kilometer to go, and then looked at her daughter nodding her head.Why not?Then get in the car. Looking at a large bunch of white calla lilies in my hand, the beauty of Jingling is lovely.It's a little funny to find that the man who gave her flowers for the first time was a stranger?It's against the rules of love.Why did he send her flowers?What a waste to give to a married woman. Why send me flowers? Iso Yuji smiled back at her: suits you.It also represents my sincere admiration. Such a blunt answer frightened Lianyin.God, what is he talking about?Wouldn't it be what she thought?admire? Are you kidding me, I have a husband. He glanced at her at the red light, seemed to hesitate to speak, and finally hid under a relaxed mask. Does he understand his luck? Waiting for him to find out.She smiled reassuringly.It seems that I have too much heart, who would be tempted by a married woman?Why are you here today?Is Sakurako asking you to convey something? Oh, she's busy dating the eleventh candidate!Iso Yuji shook his head. Then you brothers can't work hard.Yingzi is a good woman, not like ordinary daughters.So far, Sakurako doesn't seem to have a favorite candidate, and she especially hates Kouji Iso. For some reason, in Ren Yin's feeling, the two brothers are very good people, handsome, capable, and upright. They can be husbands, but I don't know. Sakura is still picking something up. Yuji Iso slowly slid the car down the underground parking lot of the apartment.It wasn't until the car was parked that he said: She is a good woman, and she will definitely become my sister-in-law. I won't go into that kind of muddy water. Yeah?Akira Iso is bound to win Sakurako?She couldn't see it.Looking at Iso Yuji's gentle smile beside him, he couldn't understand his reason for coming even more. You came here today, what's the matter? Tomorrow there will be a dinner party at Sakurako's house, I wonder if I will have the honor to escort you there and be your dancing partner? But I don't intend to go, and besides being uninterested in those parties, I'm also worried about Denver.Lian Yin declined.What's more, she still has a lot of textbooks to prepare. Iso Yuji frowned lightly: You should get in touch with people more, especially when I came here, Yingzi said that she could go back and return her life until you promised her. Now, I really have no face to go back to see her. After walking to the fourth floor and already at the door, Lian Yin looked at him with some embarrassment.His zeal was irresistible, but Mr. Rocky, I Isn't a bouquet of calla lilies enough to bribe you?He asked jokingly, with an aggrieved expression. Kai Lianyin kept laughing, the strangeness disappeared in an instant, and the distance between him and him narrowed a little.This man is very cute, maybe he is the first friend she made in Japan this time! Is a bouquet of flowers enough?she asked timidly. Then he pretended to be deep in thought, and then bargained and said: Another box of chocolates is fine, and if there are too many, we don’t need to talk about it.Don't be too greedy. Think about it!Lian Yin stuck out her tongue at him playfully. Then the two adults laughed like children. A wonderful friendship was born in an instant. Isn't this kind of neutral and safe (she thought) friendship exactly what she needs now?Although it wasn't enough to fill the void in her heart, at least it was a ray of sunshine that kept her heart from being completely dark. Naturally, Iso Yuji was invited in for dinner.With a pure heart, I never thought that the reason why he would be nice to her would come from other reasons.In the United States, neutral friendships are very common, so her attitude towards him is that of being a good friend, completely undefended; it's just that it's unclear whether the other person will think so. She didn't notice that in Iso Yuji's deep black eyes, there was a bit of love burning, wrapping around her whole body From then on, as a matter of course, Yuji Iso kept appearing beside her, serving as a driver, friend, playmate, and tour guide, and introduced the mother and daughter to many places worth visiting in Tokyo. Lian Yin was only thinking of his warm hospitality gratefully, but never keenly felt that he was pursuing her.I only know that the machismo Japanese man still has something to offer, and the people around her are very good, which makes her life so fulfilling that she no longer has to worry about the loss of her husband. Rarely, rarely Thinking about Dongfang Lei again, except that in the dead of night when I was lying on the big bed alone, I couldn’t avoid the image of him, counting the days when there was no news from him; it was inevitable that there would be resentment, not to mention worrying about him going away. Merry sows!Yingzi's words often rang in her mind and made her shudder, and the lethality was evident. Why can't Dongfang Lei be as passionate and humorous as Yuji Iso?In any aspect, Dongfang Lei is far behind Iso Yuji.Not gentle, not considerate, no emotion, no heart, like a kite with a disconnected string when they go out, without even a phone call to greet them, they left their mother and daughter in the strange Tokyo.The one who takes care of their mother and daughter comfortably is actually an outsider who has never met before.His husband is so dereliction of duty! But in his heart and mind, he couldn't stop himself from missing her ruthless husband. Don't love him?If you can not love, why worry about gain and loss? She loves him, doesn't she?Force yourself to be honest, to face up to your own heart, this bloody fact is hard to deny. But, how could love be like this?Can't find sweetness, but a series of bitterness.They have been quarreling, for the sake of the children, for the inevitable obligations of marriage, and what is his ignorance of love. He laughed at her for being so cold-blooded that she could make a child without authorization, but she was so naive that she longed for love, so she refused to share a big bed. In the ups and downs of this marriage, all the wrong arrows point to her.Maybe, she made a lot of mistakes, concealed the most true words, and beat herself into the cold-blooded side. Now it is as difficult as heaven to rehabilitate her.He was angry with her and left, and he may never come back again; she drove him out of her bed, so what's the point of him coming back? But oh!However, she is just a woman who doesn't know what to do with her feelings!Many things that I can't turn back have been done without knowing the consequences!She wanted to protect her heart, whitewash the peace, and make her world function normally, but it backfired. Now, she only feels miserable. Dongfang Lei should also bear half of the responsibility for such a bad situation. He has no conditions to be a husband at all. He only thinks that he has completed a transaction, but he thinks that the formation of marriage has nothing to do with love!He was too naive to be the same as her. She is naive enough to expect him to love her; he is naive enough to think that everything can be planned and acted according to rigid legal provisions. Maybe, both he and she are emotional idiots.Thinking about it in this way may make the mentality a little more balanced, but it can't help but feel sad. Yuji Iso, who is not related to her, has given her all kinds of help and consideration without hesitation, which can be said to be meticulous.Why can't Dongfang Lei, the man she has to call her husband, be able to do? Today is the seventeenth day since Dongfang Lei went to Taiwan.Miss him, miss him so much, this kind of thing that can be called boudoir resentment, another term before marriage is lovesickness. If feelings are governed by reason, then she will definitely choose a good man to love carefully, like Yuji Iso is a rare good husband. but alas What's wrong?Sigh again!Does the sushi I brought really make you want to cry?Yuji Iso made a plate of salad and asked her pretending to be unhappy. Lian Yin smiled and stared at him: Haven't you heard that too good food can make people sigh? Then the next plate of salad may be so delicious that it will make you sigh for three years. Braggart.She booed him. Why isn't he her lover? Like today, when she had no class, Yuji Iso took leave and bought a lot of vegetables for her to eat, fearing that she would feel lonely in Tokyo, where she was not familiar.He is such a nice guy.Of course, he was nice to her, Yingzi had reminded her long ago that no man would be nice to a woman blindly, and she was asked to keep a little distance, so as not to be misunderstood. However, he and she have always maintained the standard of good friends.Lian Yin thinks there is no need to worry too much, he hasn't even touched her hand, and there is no strange expression, if he really wants to stop him from expressing his feelings, won't he appear narrow-minded and self-righteous?Maybe they didn't mean to pursue her at all. It's better to really treat him as a friend, so that there will be no embarrassment when the two get along. Iso Yuji is a very nice person, and even paler than Dongfang Lei, but her heart always misses that clumsy and ruthless man.How long can she bear such longing? Iso Yuji asked softly: Are you thinking about him? yes.Her sigh was full of helplessness, and she felt that she had already understood the essence of a resentful woman. Is he nice to you?He asked seriously. Where is the good definition?She asked back, in fact, deliberately delaying this embarrassing answer. Love you, cherish you, and give you all the happiness in the world. You know, once a man marries a wife, he forgets the state of mind he was in when he was in love. The characteristics you speak of can only be found before marriage. You are not happy.He definitely gave an answer to the question. Lian Yin asked him curiously: Can a married woman only expect happiness from her husband if she wants to be happy?Is this the way Japanese women think? Iso Yuji nodded: Women are flowers, men are water, and flowers will wither without water. This argument is really manly. Lian Yin does not agree, let alone accept this fallacy: This kind of rhetoric is like a married woman who has to lose her personality to cling to her husband, taking his achievements as achievements, and using his happiness and anger as indicators of her own happiness or sadness.How can this way of life be considered normal because it has greatly damaged a woman's ego?No matter what your status is, married or unmarried, you should maintain your own sovereignty, and don't let love be used as an excuse to completely cater to your husband.If you men can't afford women's anger, resentment, joy, and ignorance, don't try to dominate!Let women breathe some free air! However, what you can't see is often the woman herself who is as sad as you now.Iso Yuji pierced her hood with a single needle. Lianyin reflected on herself for a while, and said softly: Maybe, I'm just a little confused!But it wasn't because of his feelings, but because she really couldn't talk about this mess, not to mention that he was just an outsider, so it wasn't appropriate to know all the knots between her and Dongfang Lei. I understand your suffering.He stared at her deeply, and said again: Why do you, a woman who insists on keeping yourself happy, still put yourself in this situation? So the Western proverb says that it is one thing to say it, but another thing to do it.She laughed at herself. Iso Yuji patted her hand on the table comfortingly, changing the subject in an attempt to make the dignified atmosphere disappear in this space. Enough of sighing, should I try my plate of salad that looks delicious, but has been neglected?We Japanese are most taboo about waste. Lian Yin smiled and asked: Just to avoid waste?Rather than under the bubble economy, you have to live on a diet?She has long criticized the petty nature of the Japanese diet. Everything is served in small plates, which look good but are not enough to eat.What's more, it's so expensive that even if there is no economic pressure, you will be shocked by the high prices in Japan. We Japanese emphasize health preservation, eat only 70% full, and live a long life without worry.For the sake of your figure, don't imitate the overeating of Americans!Don't forget that you are half Japanese, how can you laugh at the customs of the motherland?Iso Yuji bulged his cheeks and stared at her with a funny expression. Lian Yin took several mouthfuls: I'm not going to quarrel with you anymore, I'm going to pick up Denver from class later!Looking at the wall clock, it was almost four o'clock. OK, I'm in charge of being the driver.He also ate faster. Hey, have you been laid off or dismissed, how can you come here every day to hang out?she asked bluntly. Have you never heard of the computer thing?Now you don't have to go to the office to go to work. A simple woman like you who is isolated from the world will not understand. Of course he would not tell her that he was an important executive, not a small employee, and she would not judge others by their status anyway.She is so beautiful and so simple, which attracted his self-disciplined heart for thirty years, and fell into her elegance and softness all the way; but her husband didn't cherish it at all?It doesn't matter, he will take care of it on his behalf. Lianyin supported her head and said: Am I really that simple?Is it childish and self-righteous because of the limited room to stretch? Idiots who don't know how to appreciate you will slander you like this. Please don't question your own beauty, you are already close to perfection. For his high opinion, Lian Yin only thought that he was teasing her again.Smile at him: Leave the sweet talk to your future wife!It's a pity to waste it on me. It's good to practice first. Ignore you, I have to pick up my daughter.Get up and clear the table. Naturally, the big man beside him was not idle, if he wanted to embrace a beautiful woman, he had to be more aware of current affairs. I'll help with the dishes. The two actually fought over the dishes on the table like children.Rushing and rushing, everyone laughed because of the fun. And this scene happened to fall into the eyes of people, one big and one small at the door. The scene Dongfang Lei saw when he opened the door was not what he expected. Before he could analyze and digest it, his anger spread immediately. If he hadn't taken into account that he was holding his daughter, he would have yelled!But at this moment, he could only keep his eyes open and wait for the couple to find them. Iso Yuji first stopped his movements and looked towards the door.But Lian Yin, who had her back to the door, felt something unusual from his face, and the heavy airflow in the air was also oppressing her. This kind of situation could only happen when he appeared, could it be Huo Di turned around, Lian Yin breathed out at the scene she saw He is back!Really back! Is it ecstasy?Is it a shock?Or more and more mixed flavors?Oh, God, she wanted to cry, to go up and kick him for being callous, to Want, want, kiss him hard But his expression is so dangerous that it makes people chill, what's wrong? It seems that you have adjusted well in Japan.Dongfang Lei said coldly.If he was a little guilty before, it would have disappeared long ago.She was living a very good life, very good, and he might have ruined some good things by rushing back. What do you mean? Lian Yin asked incomprehensibly.I don't even understand why he always acted like she did something wrong and happened to be caught by him.Who hasn't heard from him for 18 days?He is the one who should repent. Dongfang Lei was not in the mood to quarrel with his wife, he would fight outside first before settling inside.Let's deal with the Uncle Ji that Denver was talking about first. Who are you?Dongfang Lei asked politely, but there was a threat that could not be ignored. Yuji Iso, are you Mr. Touhou?Iso Hiroji bowed to him in true Japanese politeness, and raised his hand to show his friendliness. Dongfang Lei didn't reach out to shake hands with him, but let him put one hand in the air, and said to himself: It seems that you have taken good care of my wife during my absence. Should I express my gratitude to you? No need.Iso Yuji did not panic, and greeted him with a frank face; even a little provocative. Dongfang Lei raised his eyebrows, unable to get rid of the anger covered by the green cloud, this man has ulterior motives, damn it! Presumably, Mr. Iso has more important things to do, right?There are more important things than spending time with other people's wives. Iso Yuji didn't answer immediately, but paused for a while, seeing Lianyin's worried eyes, couldn't bear her embarrassment, and said: Yes, I'm going first.I would like to advise you, Mr. Dongfang, he opened the door and stood by the door frame: If you can’t afford your wife’s happiness, if you can’t give her happiness, then you have no right to occupy a woman’s life. Who does he think he is? After Ji Yuji left, Dongfang Lei looked at Lian Yin coldly, and then looked at the messy cups and plates on the table.No matter how happy he came back, it would be difficult to maintain a good mood, maybe he shouldn't have come back at all. Did I spoil your good deed? Did you come back just to have a fight?Lian Yin put away the bowls and chopsticks and turned into the kitchen, disappointed that he would be sarcastic as soon as he came back. Dongfang Lei originally wanted to follow her into the kitchen to have a good talk with her, but when he saw his daughter's worried expression, he suddenly realized that he should not make noise in front of the child. Can the baby come to pack the luggage for Daddy?He took his daughter's hand. But little Denver answered him: But haven't you guys finished arguing yet? oh god!He must remember that before communicating with his wife next time, he must first make sure that his daughter is not there. I didn't come back to fight.Mom is more noisy, just ignore her.Come on, baby, guess what treasure you can find in your luggage!Dongfang Lei took his daughter into the room.Shameful to blame her for the conflict. When Lian Yin wanted to refute angrily, the door had already been closed. The war is temporarily suspended.Just waiting for the next breakdown.