Chapter 11 spring chat

Xi Juan The new year has started again, hello everyone. Are you satisfied with Dongfang Lei's explanation?No matter what, I believe you and I can breathe a sigh of relief at the same time.In fact, I have never written a check to cash him, but I don't know why it has been pursued endlessly for a year and a half. I am really puzzled!In the end, it seems that if you don't write, you will be beaten to death with a stick. My God, what is the reason?After the grievances of the manuscript were opened, the writing became more and more complacent. After all, it is not a story that cannot be done.It's just that I solemnly declare, everyone, don't write checks yourself and chase me for debts. I didn't tell the world that I will write checks.Only this time, not the next time, OK!

This year, because I decided to be more peaceful, I decided not to rebel like last year.So hehehe, maybe I will write some very old-fashioned plots, such as having an affair, having a child out of wedlock, misunderstanding, frustration, etc. I just said that it is possible, as for the extent to which it will be implemented, it depends on how the girl and I feel at the time.The most important thing is whether I can write unexpected ideas out of clichés; if I can, I will. Of course, the ancient manuscript owed must be completed, and "The Lord Must Have Mercy for Me" is a long-awaited idea.There will probably be two ancient manuscripts this year. As for the other one, I'm still guessing!Let you know all about it, what fun is there to look forward to?right?I am doing this for your own good!

I really like to turn around and examine my state of mind at that time after walking a distance; it's not about regret or anything, it's just that I want to see myself better! Last year was a time when I took risks with my own future. I always thought that as long as I never let go of my requirements for the works, then there is no such thing as being sorry to the readers.I am a person who is very demanding on myself. I write relaxed works. If I have not changed my taste for several works, I will feel a deep sense of fatigue. At that time, I will give myself two choices: closing the pen or rebelling; after the rebellion, I will devote myself With good brushwork, I can have new ideas to enrich the content.

If writing is just a profession, I won't stay long; if writing is a challenge, then I have to constantly innovate.Otherwise, this bustling and contentious novel world would have no meaning for my existence. In the crowd, I am often a very obedient listener, obediently, coldly, but occasionally burst out laughing to scare people. Observing people is really interesting, and my brain often reinterprets people's sad love affairs in a Q version of the picture. If I didn't try my best to maintain a calm expression and make myself look serious and upright, or I couldn't hold back anymore and laughed on my stomach.So they all said I was a strange and cold-blooded woman.

Some viewers asked me that "What's the Matter of Romantic Life" is not a very brilliant work, why do I fall in love with it?Think about it, the novel market more than two years ago was writing novels according to a certain formula, and I, a small author with only a few books and no name, actually subverted the formula that should be born out of wedlock. People were taken aback, it was impossible for me to be unhappy and laugh!Those who noticed me as a little girl at that time should know that I am a rebel type.It's fun, it's really fun, and for this fun, I've been writing till now.

The perception of applicants has been changing for more than two years after the ups and downs.At first, I was flattered because I was loved; then the ensuing requests and criticisms made me heavy and even dazed; then I struggled between surrender and self, and every time I finished a manuscript, I called and harassed sister Xiang :I can not make it! .Now, I can calmly recognize that the more books are published, the expectations of others will also increase, and the waves of change and change form a tug of war in two directions.And everyone insists that they are right.What about me?Smiling, the cloud is calm and the wind is light, the more you can't let go of the readers, the more you are trapped to death, how can you have time to write good works and enrich yourself?Some people go, some people come.As a reader, it is normal. Consumers have the right to choose their favorite authors to be loyal to, and also have the right to change. Otherwise, it is boring to always look at one person, isn’t it?However, speaking of an author's selfish mentality, the one who will accompany him to the end is a considerate and caring friend, and this road will not be lonely.

Some frank friends would write to say goodbye to me before they left, and I can only say: Treasure;Friends who come and go, I won't be too sad, after all, they have shared each other's lives, whether it's for a while, or accompany me to the end, it's all precious. I never let the publishing house filter letters for me. I see everything, good or bad.I can’t say how good-hearted I am, but criticism makes me think deeply about the blind spots that I may have overlooked. Of course, there are many incorrect accusations. As long as I reflect on it repeatedly and don’t think that I should bear those words, they will all be ignored.Basically, Xi Juan's unrestrained personality has more of a sentimental side.

Why insist on publishing a book in two months?I always feel that it is good for everyone, and Wansheng still has many newcomers waiting for the opportunity to show their talents.It would be quite immoral for us old people to occupy us all the time. Excellent newcomers come out in large numbers. Shall I give them a chance everywhere?It also gives me a little more time to hang out. Why not open a mailbox?Or run a provincial book club? Since I'm not famous, I don't have much fame or ambition, is this an acceptable answer?When I am not writing, I spend all my time looking for information or enriching myself, and I look forward to showing you something different in the next book.And I am a person who cannot be distracted. Once there is any activity, I may forget that my job is to write a book, and I will think that I am some kind of big shot to go around!Either way, I'll be proud.Is it important to read books or to see people?You can figure it out.

If the same question is asked by more than ten people in a batch of letters, I will treat it as a big problem. The ambition of writing is not the same as the desire for fame. How about we communicate with each other through words?Don't spoil me! Next, let's talk about the difference between criticism and abuse. Many friends asked me inexplicably, since we welcome criticism and advice from the public, why do we strongly protest that someone writes to scold me?I think that I regard all comments on good or bad works as advice, and there is no second sentence.However, if you are targeting the defamation of my personality, do all the sisters agree with me to list it as a personal attack and vigorously refute it?Xi Juan is not a person who is willing to compromise. As for the words of personal attack, I have to bear them quietly, and then I will knock out my teeth and swallow my blood. There is no way!What do you think?

There is one thing I have to mention too! Maybe I don't reply to every letter, but ladies, can you please don't complain about the number of words I reply because Xi Juan finally finds a little time to reply from writing, reading, searching for information, and being sick At least, don’t take my original work as a ghostwriter from the publishing house and accuse me to the point of wanting to cry and laugh, let alone group letters, competing to bet on whose letter Xi Juan will answer. Is it true that I will answer the letter? Is it strange?Let you question whether it is absolutely replaced by others?

ha!Some people also said that my reply to the letter in the postscript was just a propaganda gimmick to deceive readers!There is a small question about replying to the letter, and I want to do something to the friend who wrote the letter, but it seems a bit self-defeating.So this thing is not good for both sides, do I still have a reason to stick to it?Does it mean fairness if you don't reply at all?Friends, how about some opinions? Last year's physical condition was really poor, and I can only concentrate on one thing. How can I have extra time to do promotional tricks for myself?It's not that you don't want to die, let those who can play play!Miss Xi, I can't do strenuous exercise with my bones. correct!Dear friends, please do not send me expensive gifts, I don't want your hard-earned money to be spent on irrelevant people, if your parcels and registered mails have been rejected, don't blame the publishing house, write to Scold me, because I told sister Xiang not to collect items other than regular mail, mainly because I hope you can use your money in more worthy places.If you have nowhere to show your sincerity, then just pray to God that I will be healthy this year, how about it?An ordinary letter and a small card can represent all the wishes. I am not the best writer, but I will never give up on this goal and keep working hard.However, Wu Xingying, who has broken away from the cloak of Xi Juan, has very strong pride and self-esteem, and will never allow the so-called criticism to extend to the offender. I hope my friends can distinguish clearly, okay? Indeed, over the past two years, I have received a lot of valuable advice from various parties, which has also made me improve and work harder.However, friends who have been with me from the very beginning, I want to tell you that the addition of new readers does not mean that Xi Juan will forget you. Here, I would like to offer my most sincere thanks to the veterans who have escorted me all the way to today them. Do I like old stuff?In fact, not necessarily. I like old songs because it is comfortable to listen to. I like ancient poetry because I admire its magnificence and great artistic conception, and how much wisdom of the ancestors is contained in it.People who like it will worship it, and I just happen to be one of them.So when I say that the idols I most admire are great writers like Su Dongpo and Li Yu, others think I am crazy!In fact, when you get to the bottom of it, you can only say that Xi Juan advocates the practical knowledge in his head rather than the gorgeous appearance, and you can't say that I am pedantic and old-fashioned. May this year be another good one, bye.