Chapter 5 chapter Five

I don't know when it started, it became Fan Qun's task to take her to and from class. Luo Shao told Fan Qun: He is already in his senior year. In addition to having a lot of mechanical experiments to do, he also has to start preparing for the master's class. A lot of fluid mechanics and elastic mechanics have disturbed him. , So he decided to unilaterally suspend the task of sending his sister to school. No matter how stupid Fan Qun was, he understood that this was an opportunity deliberately given to him by Luo Shao. According to his observations in and out of Luo's house several times, Luo's father and Luo Shao liked his visit very much, while the other three who were more indifferent greeted him coldly. , completely unenthusiastic, but this did not quench Fan Qun's daily joy.

Parking the car in front of Luo's gate, he checked the time, it happened to be exactly eight o'clock, and she had class at nine o'clock.He was about to ring the doorbell when a voice called him from behind. Mr. Kawabata.A small bright red sports car was side by side with his car on the road, and a face that was carefully sculpted by cosmetics was exposed from the window. Fan Qun had to respond with a smile Good morning, classmate Zhang. Miss Zhang Qianbao will pay attention to him, all because of the fictitious scandal last month: this young lady intends to make friends with the boyfriend of a famous Japanese singer. Pay attention, thanks to his Japanese descent and Japanese celebrity girlfriend.

Some people hate the sun extremely, while others blindly worship the sun. It is frustrating to be hated or loved because of the relationship of blood. The quality of character should be the focus of evaluation, but many people often don't think so. He had always heard that Luo Hong hated Japanese people, but he forgot to find out how deeply she hated them. I remember the teacher doesn't live near here, does he?It seems to live near the school, why did Zhang Qianbao come all the way to check the house number, I have been to this house before, right?The weirdest family in our neighborhood.The male master who doesn't care about production, the strong woman also raises the innocent girl

Classmate Zhang!He drinks low.You should understand the principle that seeing is believing, especially when it comes to judgments about other people's character, and you should not easily spread other people's rumors. That's what everyone says, isn't it?Zhang Qianbao didn't think there was anything wrong with him.There is no wind in the hole, and there is no wave without wind. There are such rumors, which means that some facts have been pointed out.Didn't the hostess enter the hospital half a month ago?Others said that she went for an abortion and stayed at home because of improper handling.

Fan Qun sternly reprimanded: Don't talk nonsense!As a woman yourself, you should be more aware of how much reputational slander can hurt a woman. Zhang Qianbao was frightened by Fan Qun's unprecedented severity for a long time, but her unyielding arrogance still made her retort: Everyone says so!Representation has its authenticity.Teacher, what are you so angry about?It's not about you. Baba!Car horns sounded behind them, and two cars lined up blocked the entire road. Zhang Qianbao just found a substitute for the dead ghost to vent her fledgling anger What the hell!I won't go the other way!

It turned out that there was a female bully here.Coincidentally, the one who came out of this van was also the angry Qiu Yanran.After accidentally revealing the news that there was no class this morning, he was taken here by a ruffian to do hard work, and he had nowhere to vent his anger. Xiaoqiu!Fan Qun cried out in surprise. Hi, cousin.She said hello casually, and she had already walked in front of Zhang Qianbao.Do you insist on not driving the car away? Originally I wanted to leave, but when I was asked this question, I became stiff again, raised my chin and called: What do you want? Qiu Yanran fumbled in his pockets with both hands, but couldn't find anything useful

I have it here.Zhao Lingyong stretched out his hand from the car window, with a few coins spread out on his palm. Can this guy read minds?How do you always understand her needs? She picked one up and walked towards the proud young lady maliciously. I'm a bad guy by nature, you know what I mean?She first scraped the shiny door body with her fingers, and then slid the coin back and forth repeatedly. With just a little force, the effect would come out. Do you dare? !You can't do this!This is a new car, I just bought it last month!Zhang Qianbao shouted. Then, make way.She waved off politely.

snort!With a heavy snort, the eldest lady drove away quickly. Qiu Yanran flicked the coin back into Zhao Lingyong's hand, and turned around to see a few people standing by the gate of Luo's house for who knows how long.She recognized Luo Hong, but the other two indifferent men were a little stranger, probably Luo's eldest son and second son. Morning. Fan Qun turned around and saw them, and said with a smile: Good morning. The boss of the Luo family who always ignored him said: I thought you weren't free and was about to send her to class. sorry I'm late.Luo Hong, can we go now?He hastily apologized.

Luo Hong looked at the two brothers in surprise. She had just walked out and didn't understand what happened a minute ago.Did something else change my brother's view of Fan Qun?They never wanted Fan Qun to get too involved in her life, and they deeply disapproved of the term friend. Go, we won't send you off.Rowe also spoke. Luo Hong nodded and got into Fan Qun's car.Seeing Fan Qun say goodbye to her family one by one, I feel that this person is really very polite. Compared with the indifference shown by most of the family members, he can still be polite from the original intention, which is really rare.

Luo Hong, let me ask you, does ruffian Zhao take pleasure in abusing others?Qiu Yanran moved over and asked in her ear. Luo Hong opened his eyes again. Brother Zhao only treats you, he likes you.Isn't this obvious?As smart as she should be able to tell. please!Then I'd rather he hate me and hit me with a wad of money.Qiu Yanran rolled his eyes.I don't believe this kind of statement at all, although many people have said so to her. Xiaoqiu, will you stay here all day?Do you want to wait for me to pick you up?Before getting into the car, Fan Qun asked. No, I'm working for nothing today, so I must get a steak meal from that ruffian.She made a vow with that ruffian.

Fan Qun nodded with a smile and drove away the car.With a beautiful woman by his side, it is difficult for him to focus on anything else, not to mention he believes that his cousin will take care of himself. Are you full?he asked casually. She nodded and took out a small lunch box from her handbag. My dad made a sandwich and asked me to bring it to you. Thank you, your father was so hospitable.he laughs. Gradually get used to his smile and cheerfulness, and also get used to listening to his voice.It is difficult for her natural xenophobic character to appear when facing him. Is this how friends will feel?When letting her relax completely, she doesn't mind saying trivial things to him.In the past, she hated talking about trivial and insignificant things.However, in life, it is actually very difficult to have any important things happen. In many emotional exchanges, most of the trivial things are connected into the main points of communication. If important and necessary things represent serious birth, old age, sickness and death, she would rather be surrounded by a lot of trivial matters. Mother's operation this time enhanced everyone's emotional communication.The father and the younger brother originally showed their sincere feelings on the outside, but if she and other silent family members did not have a trigger point to show some caring enthusiasm, in fact, they were so indifferent on weekdays, and they really couldn't see their love for their relatives. There is no concern at all, although everyone's centripetal force is very strong, everyone understands in their hearts, but the appropriate expression of behavior is also indispensable. In the morning, she brought meat and bone porridge to her mother's room. Seeing her mother's eyes sparkling with emotion, she didn't know how to express the warm feeling between mother and daughter, but it was enough. Emotional exchanges are concentrated in daily life, and the mentality of not liking to talk nonsense has caused estrangement and indifference; now that the family members are all gathered together because of their mother's illness, and have the opportunity to show their affection, it is a bit sad to think about it, and it is a blessing in disguise. However, she would rather have less blessings like this. If talking nonsense occupies most of the conversation time in her life, then she should not be spared. Recently, she has realized that communicating two words is coordinated from a series of words that are not necessarily necessary, and then communicated with her relatives. In addition, there are friends and peers. She still doesn't quite understand what a friend means in her heart, but she thinks she is happy to have Fan Qun as a friend. Someone said he liked her and he didn't mention it, which means that's past tense or not real, doesn't it?That's fine, she finally got used to her friends, and she doesn't want to change. Zhao Lingyong likes Xiaoqiu very much. I hope he takes her seriously. I heard that you have known him for ten years. How do you rate him?After all, he is an elder brother, so he can't help but care about him in private. She looks at him. Brother Zhao doesn't chase girls easily, he should be serious, didn't he bring her to my house today? Uh, is there a special meaning?He is curious. He treats us like his family.She suddenly laughed out low. His eyes were involuntarily absorbed in her beautiful smiling face, fortunately he was waiting for the red light. What are you laughing at?can i share I once sat in on a child psychology class. The teacher said that some children would play tricks on their favorite children to express their affection.I used to think it was unbelievable, but after seeing Brother Zhao and Qiu Yanran on Chongqing South Road last time, I believed it.The more I thought about it, the more amusing it became. Although I felt it was immoral to laugh about something like this, I just couldn't help but want to share it with her only friend. She is used to speaking briefly, so when she narrated what she saw and heard that day, she expressed incompletely and intermittently.But under Fan Qun's encouraging and attentive listening and his applauding laugh, he made her feel that he had successfully narrated a funny story. His laughter infected her, and her smile was no longer shallow with shyness and melancholy.She was more surprised than he was when the crisp laughter joined him. Can she be cheerful too?Like father and younger brother?Her heart was beating fast from laughing too much, but since she was a healthy person, the rapid beating had no colic consequences. it's a healthy heart Only now did she realize it deeply.Caressing her heart, the still beating organ is no longer the rope that locks her emotions. What's wrong?He asked worriedly, not understanding why her smile was suppressed, and fell into deep thought. She shook her head, looked into the distance, and smiled again. How much do you hate the Japanese? At noon, Qiu Yanran and Luo Hong met unexpectedly in the restaurant, and they walked to the same table and sat down. They were not familiar with each other, but because of Zhao Lingyong and Fan Qun, they seemed to have become acquainted a lot invisibly. Unfamiliarity is strange. After eating half full, Qiu Yanran had the strength to chat. Why should I hate the Japanese?She frowned slightly, a little puzzled that many people always decide the answer by themselves and then ask her why, which made her confused. You should have said something like hating the Japanese, right?Otherwise, how could my cousin insist on it?He's not the kind of person that people just say and believe. Luo Hong thought again. A teacher once asked us to do a psychological test. One of the questions was: Please list the three most hated countries or ethnic groups. My answers are Japan, the United States and South Africa.Does this mean anything? So, doesn't that mean you resist associating with the Japanese? I didn't think about associating with anyone, let alone associating with foreigners. oh.The cousin's future happiness is still elusive. They each quietly ate the remaining half of the meal, until after a long silence, Luo Hong said softly: Zhao Ge said that you are a talented person in the mall. Hey, if you appreciate it, I will use money to show my sincerity, and I can only say it with my mouth, tsk.Although she knew that Zhao Lingyong had taught her a lot of valuable knowledge in the process of enslaving her, she didn't intend to thank him for it. I really don't know why he keeps running to your house. No wonder some people in the company still think that he has some ambiguity with your mother. Thanks to your good cultivation, you can bear all this. As long as you don't get me wrong, brother Zhao said your eyes are very bright. Qiu Yanran waved the chopsticks in his hand. I would like to ask him to convert the compliment into cash and give it to me. I am very grateful.That ruffian always said that she was better than his secretary with sweet words, but he seldom showed any real performance. He really wanted to punch him. Are you in love?Luo Hong asked. Almost choked! please!The situation between you and my cousin is similar. If Zhao Lingyong's abuse of me gives you the illusion of being in love, I can only say sorry that I don't have a habit of being abused. Yeah? What does it mean to be in love?She doesn't understand. Honestly I don't know either.Qiu Yanran shrugged. Why is that boy so tempted?Then fall in love with someone easily? who knows.My cousin said that liking you is like being struck by lightning. Luo Hong burst into a choked laugh, and quickly covered her mouth with a tissue.Another day, she had to ask Brother Zhao what it was like to like Qiu Yanran. Luo Hong, you must know that if you are willing to accept my cousin's affection, you must be mentally prepared to marry far away in Japan.If not, I think it would be nice to be friends.At least my dumb cousin can have a good memory. It's hard to respond to this kind of words clearly, because she only feels Fan Qun's friendship is beyond courtesy. Although you all say that he likes her, she still doesn't feel that deeply. At this time, another group of students who were having meals poured into the restaurant, making a bit of noise, which caused the two of them to look over involuntarily.A group of girls were laughing around a man, and that man was Fan Qun, whose babbling Japanese made it hard to understand what they were saying. Luo Hong looked at it for a long time, and couldn't help wondering about his calm demeanor. After being acquainted with him for nearly a month, he has gradually stopped embarrassing her in front of her, and his flustered expression has calmed down because of getting familiar with her, but sometimes he still can't help Showing dull eyes like he used to stare at her; she thought he was the kind of man who would be shy when facing women.But at this moment, seeing that he is still at ease surrounded by all the women, she guessed wrong. But she really didn't understand why the difference was. Usually he would send her home directly, but not today.Fan Qun drove the car into the parking lot of a building and said to her: Would you like to go up and sit down? where you live?Does he seem to be in a bad mood today?Looking at him, Luo Hong always felt that the sunshine between his brows was occupied by gloom. He nods. I want to find a quiet place to chat with you, the place closest to the school is my residence.May I? She nodded, just wondering what he was going to talk to her about. He lives on the fifth floor, in an apartment of about 30 square meters. The layout of two bedrooms and one living room makes the space appear spacious.In the rather large bedroom, a work space is separated by a book wall that reaches to the large flower board. Computers, desks, etc. are all available. Standing at the entrance, you can clearly see the structure of the whole room.His apartment has an open design, and the lighting on three sides makes this open design brighter. It is very similar to him, honest and hearty, but also has a deep temperament. She was sitting on the light blue sofa, Fan Qun had brought snacks and hot tea, and looked at her through the tea. He didn't speak, so she lowered her head and sipped her tea.I always feel that his expression is a little dignified, as if he is angry, but also as if he is upset.This kind of emotion is gradually accumulated, and his smile has gradually decreased in the past three or four days, she is not unaware of it.If friends have an obligation to comfort each other, then let her know how to comfort someone. Fan Qun was her first friend, a lot of accumulated experience came from him, she didn't know what to do, she could only wait for him to speak. This week, some Japanese college students came to the school, mainly for friendship exchanges. You know that our school is a sister school with Asia University in Japan, and they often send students to each other. The dean of the department sent me to entertain them, so I am busy with their affairs recently. .Fan Qun raked his hair, and started talking in a rambling manner, even though he understood that Luo Hong didn't need him to explain his whereabouts at all.He didn't care too much, but he just wanted to tell her that he wanted her to understand that he was not a good-for-nothing, coquettish and happy person as rumored by outsiders. Luo Hong, there are rumors about me, what do you think?He looked at her conflictingly, hoping that she would care, but also hoping that she would not care. Luo Hong shook his head. I haven't heard any gossip. Yes, she is a quiet person, and if she doesn't know her classmates well, she won't insist on telling gossip, but she has seen him walking with a large group of girls, hasn't she?And several times.Why doesn't she even have basic curiosity?Even if she doesn't like him at all, there is still friendship, right? What about seeing?Seeing me walking with girls, do you think I'm a playboy? You don't have a girlfriend.She said: Walking with a large group of boys or girls can't be accused of being a philanderer or something, let alone you have no demeanor behavior, why should you convict yourself?His expression was too solemn, and she felt that he seemed to be making too much of a fuss. I'm worried you misunderstood.In the past, I didn't care what outsiders thought of me.He didn't know whether to be happy or frustrated with her indifference, and he didn't know what his heart wanted to force, but he knew it.He hoped that she could pay more attention to him, care more about him, more than friendship, and more But there is a bottomless pit in Jiqiu's heart, and the only thing that can fill it up is her love in return.He has known it all along. Don't friends have to trust each other?Why should I misunderstand you?Luo Hong raised his eyebrows after realizing that this was actually the reason why he had been unhappy for several days.Is this mature man having a fit?Do gentle and good-tempered men also have such a side? I should thank you for your confidence in me.He smiled wryly. How do you want me to react?It seemed that her attitude displeased him. That's fine, don't worry about what I think. But your eyes don't look so hopeful, do you?Almost like a disappointment.She has a better analytical ability to read other people's eyes, which comes from her childhood experience. You should know how to tell me what you think, so I know what to do.We are friends, aren't we?When she is not smiling, he will always try to make her laugh; when she is silent, he will try to find a topic for her to respond. Now that he is depressed, she wants to do the same, but facing his silence, There was nothing she could do to comfort her. I look at her softly with you, and I have an unreasonable thought of being more than a friend. She was stunned, half-raised the teacup, not knowing whether to drink it or put it back on the table.He directly expressed his affection, which made her feel at a loss.It's because I have heard many times that he may like her from others, but I didn't expect him to say it in front of her. We are friends, she whispered. I thought I could restrain myself from being content with being friends.He shook his head.But I can't do it, especially after getting to know you better. So what to do?She put down the teacup, and suddenly stood up uncontrollably, avoiding his scorching gaze.The gentle man in her eyes suddenly became full of aggression. He didn't take any physical actions, but used his eyes to make her uneasy, as if he wanted to ask her for something. You don't have to do anything, as long as you know, in fact he sighed.I shouldn't have troubled you.If I can stay true to my original intention and be content to watch you silently, you should still not recognize me now.It's just that I couldn't help it, and then many coincidences and accidents made us friends. I'm very happy, but my emotions can't be controlled under my reason. When she returned to the window, she turned to look into his eyes, thinking that the sense of oppression would be less severe, but it was not the case. In this room filled with his breath, no matter how far she retreated, it would be in vain, she was still in front of him. There is a clear hope in the eyes, the kind of feeling between asking and longing. I don't have to do anything?Really just need to know?she asked lightly.Your eyes don't say that, they seem to want more. He turned his eyes away and understood that what she said was right. He could say things that even he couldn't believe or even do, but he couldn't hide what he really longed for in his heart. She added: Qiu Yanran said that to talk about feelings with you, you must be prepared to marry far away in Japan. He looks at her.I hope to find the love of a lifetime, and I am ready to invest only once. It's stressful, and I don't like changing the status quo. I'm not good enough for you to want to change.He chuckled. Why do you like me? Because you are so good, so good that I want to monopolize and monopolize the right to your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys.From the attraction of appearance to the appreciation after acquaintance, I can't explain why, if I like it, I like it. The sudden ringing of the phone dispelled the uneasiness in the room. Fan Qun pressed the phone: hello!Hi wow dashi and then a long list of japanese. I never thought that Japanese sounded pleasant, and I always felt that it was composed of a bunch of blunt and unaesthetic words Aha, Disiga, and Hei, but Fan Qun has a good voice, which makes Japanese sound less ridiculous. It seemed that it was an important long-distance call, which prevented him from hanging up for a while. Luo Hong let out a sigh of relief, turned around and walked towards the book wall, skipping over the English and Japanese books, and picked out a historical record to read.Xiang Yu's diary hadn't finished a page yet, but his eyes couldn't help looking at Fan Qun's profile. It's an honor to be liked by such a person out of nowhere, right?She didn't know how to treat a person who showed her love, but it was undeniable that under the flustered throbbing, there was the joy of a young girl. My heart beat faster again.In this house full of his personal style, she feels safe and warm, does this have something to do with liking? He hung up the phone, turned his face sideways, and met her face to face, habitually smiled before speaking: My parents are going to come to Taiwan to visit relatives, so they can visit me by the way. oh.She hugged Shi Ji in front of her body, not knowing what to respond. Maybe you will be interested in my parents' foreign marriage. Isn't he going to continue the topic just now?Maybe his thoughtful nature sensed her uneasiness about the previous topic, so he was ready to divert her attention?She couldn't guess, and she was glad that the topic just now was no longer continued. According to the words of our Chinese department, when a woman marries out, she is called Hefan. Zhaojun going out?he laughs. The one about Ms. Long Yingtai?She laughed, remembering that this writer used this as an excuse to complain about the unfair treatment of foreign married women by the Taiwan authorities. In Asia, women are still a disadvantaged group.He recalled: In my uncle’s house, women must be docile and obedient, wear kimonos, and have their hair neatly combed. If the husband does not come back to eat, the wives are not allowed to eat at the big table.When the husband comes back, the wife has to wait at the door no matter how late it is, kneeling to greet her. If she bumps into her mistress outside, the wife must not behave rudely. Does this kind of family still exist?I thought Japanese women were liberated.She was surprised. Some families still cling to ancient traditions and allow no exceptions.My father grew up under this kind of education.he laughs.His grandfather once tried his best to let him accept the family education of the Kawabata family, but at that time he had already been educated by his parents to be a more civilized personality by the way of getting along with each other equally, respecting and loving each other. How could any woman dare to marry any man in your family?She is curious. So my father almost couldn't marry my mother.That year, my father was in his senior year and came to Taiwan for a graduation trip.You know, no matter how Japanese travel, they always prefer places with hot springs, so they settled in Zhiben.My grandfather's family ran a hot spring hotel at that time, and most of the guests they received were Japanese, so almost everyone in the hotel could speak a little Japanese, except for my mother.At that time, she had just been admitted to university, and her history and geography scores were very high, which meant that she was very good at studying history.Usually Chinese people have a little bit of hatred against Japan.He smiled wryly, and suddenly felt that his fate was very similar to that of his father, both of whom had great admiration for Chinese women. My father really suffered a lot in order to chase my mother.In addition to practicing Chinese, I have been flying to Taiwan for four years, just to make my mother hate the Japanese less, at least not to hate him. In those four years, my father completely changed my grandfather from his mind. The idea of ​​male superiority and female inferiority rooted in the book, because after my mother was tempted by him, she once said that she could accept the Japanese, but she would never marry a sand pig. She laughed softly. There are a lot of concepts to be coordinated in foreign marriage. I think after your parents get married, there should be many problems to face, right? yes.He nodded: First of all, they don't tolerate family members on the father's side.At that time, my father was really on the verge of collapse, because my mother, who was soft on the outside and strong on the inside, did not want to be a discriminated daughter-in-law. After her grandfather repeatedly refused her entry and refused to step into the door of Kawabata’s house, the mother packed her luggage and was about to leave. Fortunately, my father knew her very well, so he rushed to the airport to stop her, and took her to live in Kyoto, away from all the right and wrong in Tokyo.Otherwise, I may become a Taiwanese today. The premise is that my mother must report to the household registration authority that my father is unknown or dead. Otherwise, I will be rejected by the Taiwan authorities like Ms. Long’s son. Is your relationship with your grandfather still not good? The bad ones are only my father and grandfather. They have been fighting for 20 to 30 years. My grandfather has already admitted my mother in his heart, but he refuses to say it directly.My father is still very concerned about my grandfather's discrimination against my mother, which caused my mother to suffer a lot of grievances. It seems that his family is quite large and complicated. Did your mother not mediate? If you've seen her you'll understand.She is not Ashin type personality.Luo Hong hesitated: My parents will come the day after tomorrow, do you mind meeting them with me? should i goShe didn't want to change who she was as a friend. I forced the light of hope in his eyes to fade away.The liking for her has been deepening but she doesn't feel the same way.Can he pull back his sinking?He was not at all sure. The love for you intensifies in my heart, Like being possessed by a demon. so Die gracefully in jealousy; The gentleness is shattered in the desire for monopoly. The heart without desire and desire is no longer calm and silent; Something to think about, something to love, something to ask for, in your heart. If fighting and plunder is man's destiny, And let me fly the banner of sincerity, Capture your heart I love you.