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Chapter 7 Chapter Six

better not love me 席絹 7397Words 2023-02-05
Who else in the world doesn't know that I am currently hatching eggs in a small wooden house in Hualien? Miss Wen, who just sent away crying all night yesterday, was about to go to the beach to enjoy the shock of nature.Who knew that I just bought a lot of food and came back to replenish the emptiness of the refrigerator before I got out of the taxi, and someone was already standing on the porch waiting for me. Fifan. It's Zhu Diya; a man who is a workaholic and rarely has a day off.I looked at the sky and tried to figure out what day of the week it was. Wednesday yeah!April has just arrived, and spring is about to be replaced by summer, and it will not be a low season for the information industry.On normal working days, Zhu Diya will not leave his job.

The company collapsed?I asked him sadly. He reached out and tapped my head lightly, and then took the items in my two hands, which made me feel a lot easier. How do you know I'm here?I reached out and grabbed his arm. I asked Ms. Zhong Cen, and she looked at me for a long time. I opened the door to let him in, and said: It's normal, because she treats you as Chen Shimei, she's well-bred and didn't hit you with a broom. She was not, but a little girl did.It's probably the little sister who was treated badly by you before. It seems that she doesn't hate you at all.He smiled wryly.

No way!Zhong Yuli hates me very much. Putting the food into the refrigerator one by one, I took two bottles of drinks and sat beside him, nestling beside him as I was used to. He hugged me tightly before reaching out to ruffle my half-length hair. Do you have something on your mind?Will you tell me?It's unlikely, but I'll always do my duty as a friend. I don't understand a woman's heart, he said. You said it.I pointed out. He laughed and couldn't help pecking the tip of my nose. I don't understand women's hearts, but I don't allow too much speculation to disturb my life.If the so-called love has to guess again and again, deal with endless situations and endless explanations, then I will give up.

drink!Is it that serious?I sat up straight and stared at his usual peaceful face, it's okay, there are no blue-faced fangs. Brother, is this an expression of falling in love?I asked very carefully. Feifan, getting along with you is very easy.Because we understand each other thoroughly, you will not hide your thoughts.He sighed: But this comparison is unfair.Maybe it's because I care too much, so I can't fully tolerate it.As a younger sister, she can be tolerant, but as a lover, she is picky everywhere.It's my fault, I always hope to live the most comfortable and peaceful life after get off work, so as to reconcile the tense body and mind at work.

Is this your testimonial of unsuccessful efforts?I asked.As far as I know about this suffering brother, he is not the kind of person who just groans on the sidelines, but a person who will work hard to change the current situation and make a difference.Could it be that the woman he likes is really difficult? I think the sticking point is our marriage and the relationship between me and you.He said lightly: Our friendship can never be broken for anything.But a woman in love can't understand or maybe she has never experienced it, so she doesn't believe it. It is really a great achievement to have a woman who can let you skip work and come to Hualien.Do you want me to go to Hsinchu Chicken Po?Although I don't really think about it, but my good brother is in trouble, so I should take a trip.I suddenly thought: Or should I sign and go to court right away?

This is also one of the key points I want to tell you.The day before yesterday your mother and my parents went to Hsinchu to find us, but found that the person living with me was another woman. Wow! I shouted, I can imagine how heroic the situation is. Then what?Then what?Kneeling on the sofa, I was eager to listen to the following, it was rare to have such an exciting picture to imagine. what else then?Your mother burst into tears, my mother comforted me while my father scolded me, and finally asked me to bring you back to Taipei to make a satisfactory settlement. So how did your sweetheart react?

How do you think a woman should react to living with a married man?He asked back with a wry smile. Hell, this guy is still in the mood to joke! Say it!Say it!I tugged at his sleeve and yelled. I'm here.he said. She lost her temper?According to my impression of having a quick glance with her, she doesn't seem to be the kind of woman who loses her mind easily. Feifan, she won't get mad, but she will torture men with cold war.And my temperament is not good at coaxing women with soft words. I like her independence and reason, thinking that everything can be judged right and wrong through reasoning.But the leisure between men and women is not the same thing sometimes.He raked his hair, showing that it still deeply troubled him.

Maybe you didn't give her enough sense of security.You must have not let her understand the matter between us, and you have not taken any practical actions to give her a sense of security, right, is she pregnant? How did you guess that?He raised his eyebrows. I smiled triumphantly: If it wasn't for taking care of her, how could you make me ugly by going out with a woman when you are married to me? You look big and transformed, but sometimes you are so sharp and transparent that you are frightening to death. Don't exaggerate, I just want to know the main reason why you didn't let her fully understand.

Maybe subconsciously I was punishing her for being wayward.It would not be the case today if she was looking for other men with successful careers and happy families instead of me.She thought that after borrowing the man's sperm, she would be able to break up, but she forgot that the man's psychology would change, and whether her own mood would change after she had physical contact with the man.Although she emphasized that she had observed for a long time before picking me, how could she be sure that my marriage must be unhappy?Is it just because couples get together less and leave more?He spoke slowly, although there was anger in his eyes.

Yes, his thinking is also the reason why I didn't take this woman seriously at first.But people who are in love can be forgiven for being cloudy-eyed.At least for now they are happy, aren't they?Besides, they have children. Don't be too strict. You can't beat a penny for the matter of going to bed, and you are also responsible.I'm being fair. Yes, but it was a big mistake to start.He sighed disapprovingly. Especially when you become too concerned about her, you can't let go, can you?I understand the deep meaning contained in his tone. Feifan, I once hoped to be a husband and wife with you for the rest of my life, because living with you is very comfortable.He sighed, with attachment to me in his eyes.

I know.In our twenty-nine years of friendship, there is actually a chance for it to grow into love; it's just that we don't want to change, because it's good to be together, no matter how we maintain it. It's just that I didn't expect that when the love of one of them came, I suddenly felt that we were going to separate, we had to separate, it would be so sad.I have already mourned, but it is clear that Zhu Deya has not deeply understood until now. Don't compare me to her because you're going to get both women depressed at the same time.And since we don't have time to make progress, there is nothing we can do. It is important to grasp what we have.I don't want you to have scruples.This man has always been used to thinking about me, so he refused to break up with me when I was alone.But this is not OK. Divorce, it is not easy to meet the love. I will not divorce you unless you find it too. God, don't you come to the soap opera.Think of your soon-to-be-born child, and the woman you love.I pushed him, I couldn't believe that this man actually sang literary tunes to me. There was a coldness in his eyes. She will be my future wife, but not now, as when she insists on sleeping with a married man, she should know what the cross must bear. I am speechless at his coldness! Brother, we are both in love, can't you show a dizzy look?Doesn't love make people tolerant of everything? I have.Everyone in the company knows I'm crazy about her.But when it comes to you, I can't help but remember that I started off the wrong way with her.I can't change the calm and rational side of my personality.Love it or not, I'll never forget that.Again, I can't let you go.Of the two families, the only one you are willing to listen to is probably me.And I believe that once divorced, you will not even contact me easily. You really deserve to be the person who knows me best!Not bad at all.The reason I mourned in the first place was because once I broke up with him, I would never share with him any of my joys, sorrows or mischief.It is not so easy to let go of someone who has been dependent on him for twenty-nine years. Do you think a man must appear before you can trust me?I'm not Xiao Susu's type of woman who runs away when the wind blows. identical.You are a free kite, independent and enjoying yourself. No matter how high or far you fly, you don’t have to worry about getting lost, because there is always someone waiting for you to rely on at the other end of the line.This is very important to you.Since childhood, you have been a child with fetishism, and you can’t tell it to others, but for those items that you obviously don’t need but love, you feel at ease and happy just by seeing them every day.I have played this role for twenty-nine years: a person who is not often needed, but who can make you feel at ease when you see it.Then I can't tie you down and give you complete freedom.I have to wait until such a man appears. I couldn't help but startled.Under Zhu Deya's serious eyes, he began to examine the messages he unconsciously sent out. Yeah?Am I that kind of person? I am not a cloud, but a kite? So who can take on the role of thread master? What kind of free new woman is this? what's wrong with youAre you ok?Zhong Ang asked me hesitantly. I'm fine very fine the limp response came from my mouth. Do you want to go inside and have a glass of cold water?he asked softly. I shake my head. At this moment, the place where the two of us are staying is just outside the door of Zhong Ang Animal Clinic; I am sitting at the entrance and exit of the small enclosure, and Zhong Ang has just returned from work outside, holding the things that were unloaded from the small truck, but has no way out. And enter. Then you always let me go?Would you like to move your position?There was a little humor in his tone. I moved my butt to allow him to go in, and looked lazily at the sky again, like a flower (or grass?) that is about to wither. After a while, Zhong Ang, who was busy with moving things, brought two bottles of mineral water, and handed one bottle to me. I'm still more used to seeing you full of energy.he laughs. Say domineering, I sound more pleasing to the ear.I know that when I do things, I always force others to submit.People were so frightened that they ran away with their heads in their hands. He just sat quietly beside me and stayed with me, maybe he didn't know how to answer the conversation!I suddenly laughed. People who are too serious get along with me, which will cause a lot of trouble.He just seemed troubled. No, being with you can be very relaxing.He shook his head in denial of my statement.I have always rarely thought about things between men and women.Because I think it is difficult to get along with girls properly. I am more boyish.I leaned on his shoulder and drank water in a big gulp. You don't have to be boyish, but you have something to say, and a temper that is not twitchy makes people feel at ease.Of course, this is not necessarily limited to women, there are also men who hope that someone will know his twists and turns without opening his mouth. I sneered: It's just that women have more eyes, don't they!Tell me, did Miss Wen confess to you? I told her never to think about getting a wife.His eyes stared at me with a frightening brilliance. Oh that means you rejected her?I carefully backed away from his shoulder, separated by a distance like water. He reached out and grabbed my left hand, not letting me back too far. She said you like me? Haha that was just kidding her!I was just teasing her, I knew that Miss Wen would say, at this moment I finally realized the consequences of misfortune coming from the mouth, this man will not accidentally take it seriously, right? Is it fun to make fun of me?His gentle eyes seemed a little more dangerous. is he madI didn't cause any real harm to him!What is he so angry about?I thought he wasn't a man with a small belly button and small eyes. Zhong Ang, do you want my apology?I'm a person who always knows the times and can do anything when necessary.What's more, if I have caused him trouble, I should really apologize. This is not something an apology can fix.His voice was so flat that no emotion could be heard. I am secretly annoyed: what do you thinkOffer three sacrifices and nine gifts?Or publish an apology in the newspaper? He said softly: If you and I are purely friends, I can accept any jokes.But after you gradually attracted my attention, you may not know that some jokes are not allowed, because they are too dangerous, and they will touch my heart again and again Uh, I was speechless, forgetting that I had a good eloquence to refute him and hurt him, and dismissed him haha, just like those men who tried to fall in love with me in the past few years and repay me by the way, let him be in a thousandth of a second. Instantly lost interest in me. But my brain is not very bright recently, I stared at him blankly and couldn't open my mouth, and damned!I made a huge mistake! When a woman is obsessed with a man like an idiot, it is often taken as an invitation to kiss, but I completely forgot! So, after a few seconds, his face pressed against my optic nerve.I closed my eyes unconsciously, and at the same time, my warm and clumsy lips covered the lips I forgot to close. Oh my God!What a mess of words this time! No matter what Zhu Diya said, after he returned to Hsinchu, my divorce agreement was also sent to me quickly.He wants to be a good brother and a good friend, so shouldn't I be allowed to do things that are considerate? Having known him for twenty-nine years, they are almost rotten, and they can probably understand each other's thoughts.I want to set him free, and I want to get myself out of a trouble; for my recent troubles have piled up higher than the sky and deeper than the sea, and have hardly begun to convince me that twenty-nine is the greatest of all fortunes. evil year. In a few days, after I finish my work here, I should pack my bags and go back to the three dens for a stroll.In the end, I went back to my mother's house in Tainan and made my mother scream. I don't admit that the act of leaving Hualien is called running away.It's just that whenever I feel a dangerous atmosphere, I always leave habitually, so as not to let other people's fascination continue to sink deeper. It seems that the situation is a bit tricky, because this time this man is different from the previous men in that: Zhong Ang is not someone who has been helped by me. It's so strange, it's really puzzling. If I look like a fairy today, of course I have nothing to say; a man is serious, if he doesn't lose his heart, he should at least lose his mind.In addition, men will also promise each other because they are favored by others (I have met several times), even if they look ordinary like me, they will more or less seduce a few men who don't have long eyes. However, if a man looks at me purely because I am me, an ordinary, domineering, and even arrogant person is really unbelievable. I don't care about production, just eat and wait to die, take pleasure in squeezing money, scare people to death when I go crazy, pedophile, not beautiful, not soft and not delicate. Is Zhong Ang blind?Actually set his sights on me!And according to him, it seems that I teased him first.I didn't!Uh, he should know that kissing him is just for fun, and saying that he wants to chase him is just to scare Miss Wen, right? Apart from these, I, really, what, what, also, did, do, oh!Really! I really don't want to come to the orphanage, but the money raised needs to be paid, and I haven't seen Zhu Ya for several days, so I want to see her. Aunt Du As soon as she stepped into the courtyard door, Zhu Ya's sweet voice came. I searched in surprise, has the constant obsession for more than ten days finally paid off?Little Zhu Ya also began to accept the fact that I am in love?It's so touching! Zhu Ya came, my aunt kissed me and responded quickly, and flew away It wasn't until Zhong Ang's smiling face came into my sight that I stopped in embarrassment.He he he!Why is it there?Then why did I hide from him for these three days?So mean, to take advantage of my weakness. Squeezing out a smile, I looked around: Where is Miss Wen?Strange, it should be there too. She went to Taitung.I have something to ask you.He pushed Julia toward him, smiling softly and affectionately. Well, my goose skin and my pimples are holding hands and dancing together.I have never dared to appreciate the affectionate gaze of a man, but at most it is just a sneer.I think it's serious this time, and it can actually make me feel uncomfortable all over. Are you going to vomit next? Uh, to tell you the truth, I seem to be very busy recently, and I'm afraid I can't help you much. Are you leaving Hualien?he asks. I nodded hurriedly. That's right, I'm leaving tomorrow and going back to Taipei. That's just right, I also want to go to Taipei together.You must be able to help.he said. Am I falling into his trap?But put this question aside for now; I'm a bitch by nature, although I may not be able to help with what he said, but it doesn't hurt to listen to it. Carefully avoiding his gaze, I set my sights on the delightful Julia.whats the matter?There's nothing I can do to help except fundraising. Auntie, my mother is sick. The hospital in Taipei called yesterday to inform my family to go through some procedures. Can you help me?Mr. Zhong told me that you are from Taipei, so I can help you, please!Tears of panic began to appear in little Julia's eyes. Beauty trap!I am done I am completely, utterly powerless against beautiful and well-behaved children, let alone when their big eyes are filled with tears!My stone-like heart melted into a puddle of mud on the spot. Xiaoya, don't cry, don't cry!Auntie will definitely help you, let me understand the situation first!I put her small white hand on my face, feeling the body temperature of the beautiful child, what a wonderful touch Thank you auntie.Xiaoya sobbed. Okay, Xiaoya, you go in and play with the children, and I will discuss with Aunt Du how to help your mother. Thank you, teacher!Thank you, Aunt Du! After she pushed the wheelchair away, I saw Zhong Ang's face darken, so I asked intuitively: Xiaoya's mother is hospitalized?The inside story does not seem to be simple. He took my hand and walked to the reception room.I didn't notice for a while, and let him pull in.Because curiosity trumps everything else, he even forgot to avoid suspicion. He didn't say until a glass of boiling water was poured into his mouth: The hospital called yesterday, and Zhu Ya's mother had been stabbed by a rich lady, and she was severely disfigured.Still under observation and not waking up, but that face may not be saved. Wow!Social case yay! Have you reported it? No, the other party pressed down and did not let the police deal with it. I leaned closer to him and nudged his side with an elbow. Was he caught and raped in bed in a hotel?This is often shown on TV, and it is often seen on social news. He nodded slightly, a little uncomfortable in his eyes.After all, he is a restrained and reserved person, so he is not very used to my gossip and direct inquiries. How can I help with this kind of thing? I heard that you know someone from the Tang family.That rich lady was a member of the Tang family. She didn't seem to intend to let Zhu Ya's mother go, and wanted to sue her for obstructing the family and stealing.If you could come forward and calm her down, the lawsuit wouldn't happen.So far, this is the best we can do to help. The Tang family?Don or that side?Yo!He managed to reach that side. Yes, on Tang Yuan's side.We just hope that Julia's mother can have a stable life after she is discharged from the hospital.He nodded quickly, grabbed mine with both hands, and the powerful warmth in his palms moved my heart. I was stunned, struggling to get out of the absent-minded situation. I'll give it a try, but I don't know if I'm saving face.no more!The man's eyes sparkled, making his ordinary face instantly dizzying. Hastily lowered his head, I do not know why his enthusiasm makes me slam.Maybe, maybe it's because I, a money-stealing witch, has never thought of charity in spite of the name of charity. When I see someone who is sincerely dedicated to others, I can't help but be scalded by its light. But could there be an attempt behind his enthusiasm?I looked at him quietly, and finally asked without being stopped by my brain: Do you have other goals? His answer really scared me so much that I almost didn't go Pacific jumping. Yes, I want to pursue you. God!Let me die! Haven't I been scared enough lately?How heartless this man is to stir things up!
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