Chapter 10 Chapter nine

Since you are a lover, you should at least do what a lover would do. Picking a sunny Tuesday, when neither of us had anything to do, I took Zhong Ang to the street for a date.It's summer, and the scorching sun in the south can kill people.Thirty-three degrees, why not just let the volcano erupt? I dug snowflake ice with my left hand, and grasped the coffin board with my right hand, looking at the cloudless sky with plaintive white eyes from time to time.What's the fun in tanning someone like a panting pug? Zhong Ang wet the handkerchief with cold mineral water and wiped my face and neck, which made me a little less impetuous.

Are there still people carrying handkerchiefs when going out in modern times?I asked to divert my attention.Tissue paper is much more convenient, isn't it?And it doesn't have to be washed. Environmentally friendly, the handkerchief has many uses, and can be washed and reused when it is dirty. How many trees do you think you can save with tissue paper?I'm also very environmentally friendly, but it's hard to put it into words. After all, I love the word convenience too much, and I can't tolerate any reduction. At least I did my best.He didn't care about my vitriol and was still busy cooling me down.

You are really good at caring for others.No wonder you have done so much besides being a veterinarian.I pushed myself into his arms and let him fan me with a cardboard to cool me. I'm glad I was the one who gave, and I'm vainly proud of the situation. I am also very vain because I am good at squeezing money from the business king, and I get a great sense of accomplishment.Actually, I hate when people label me as a philanthropist. I know.He feels the same way.I'm not a philanthropist either.I just believe that when people are born in this world, they must carry some tasks to go through this experience.No one is born meaningless.Maybe I was born to do something for others, and to meet you.

I laughed: I'm not that fateful, I just think the most important thing is to live happily.Even if it's love, I can't help but find a way that best suits my temperament. I told him what I talked about in the meeting with Zhu Deya.However, when I am willing to bet on him the same trust that I bet on Zhu Deya, does it mean that Zhong Ang has replaced Zhu Deya's weight in my heart? I don't regret this shift.If my mind had been so changed. You are one lucky woman.After he finished listening, he said so in my ear, with admiration for Zhu Deya in his eyes. Probably, the people and things I met made me who I am today.Zhu Deya is the biggest culprit.It is terrifying to be so thoroughly understood.If he meant it against me, I probably wouldn't even know how I died.I shivered.

Don't you want me to know you too well? I looked at him: Since people are born as individuals, they should not be too transparent to be completely exposed.You can know me, understand me, and occasionally see my thoughts, but you must not figure out that you can even know every minute and every second of your thoughts.I think the biggest reason why I didn't fall in love with Zhu Deya is: he is simply a roundworm in my stomach.It is a terrible thing to be fully understood.Since life is unknown, we should proceed in a groping way; if even I cannot predict my behavior in the next second, others should not be able to see it faster than me.If he hadn't thought two years ago what might be happening today, maybe we would have had kids, maybe I wouldn't be living the life I am today.I don't know how to express it exactly, but in the end, it just ends with a quiet smile.

Life is full of peach blossoms, it just depends on whether you can grasp it at that time.I dare not say that I will do better than Mr. Zhu, but I hope you will always be free and happy.After passing his village, come to my shop.He must have seen my regret, without jealousy, and drove away my uninvited sentimentality with a smile. Zhong Ang, have I ever told you that I hate love? He shook me gently: Some of it makes you keep losing, so you hate it, don't you? Nodding in his arms: I don't have a chance to clarify what's going on with him, but I hope that this relationship with you can lead to a consummation.If that means love is so sad, no matter how much you hate it, you have to go.Whether it is wider or narrower, you can only know when you walk through it.

You are like a child who is at a loss, how can you still have the prestige of a money-robbing witch.He teased me lightly, trying to make me happy. I sigh: Maybe, I have already walked into it without knowing it, Zhong Ang, what do you think? I would be honored. Kaka Kaka laughed, and snuggled him tightly. The scorching sun is no longer an important thing, and it doesn't matter if the snowflakes and ice melt into cold water, and the occasional sand and dust can't get into our attention. The two of us are really freaks, and we are really pitiful to the gods when we get together.

I started to have a premonition in my heart Maybe I'll spend my life with this man hand in hand and never get tired of it. I don't want people to see clearly, I just want a complete tolerance. This person will be him, right?It must be him too, right? The way I live my life is actually quite casual. I just want to have a place to live, and I have money to spend. I go wherever I have something to do, and keep a happy and active heart all the time. Between walking and stopping, there are not many places where I can stay for a long time.Hualien has become one of my favorite places. Is it because the scenery is beautiful?Are the folk customs simple and honest?One of the reasons is that there is no hustle and bustle exclusive to the city, only clean air and a wide space.But I think the important thing is that Zhong Ang is here.

The time sequence has entered midsummer, it is summer in July.That is to say, I have been in contact with him for three or four months. Of course, we can count the time we actually met, but since we miss each other in the days of separation, we can make up three or four months. The numbers are not too much either. I talked with Zhu Deya on the phone before, and he will welcome the birth of his eldest son in October, and he also decided to hold the wedding when the eldest son is full moon.I heard that his wife-to-be still wants to see me, knowing that I will drink the full moon wine, and no matter what, he will set the wedding on that day.In other words, if I go to drink the full moon wine, I must have a wedding wine.

Zhu Diya really likes that kind of woman with a strong personality, not a soft and weak woman.Judging from some clues, the future Mrs. Zhu will definitely make Zhu Deya's life very exciting. Hehe, but I just insisted on not letting his wife see me, and not giving other people a chance to gossip. After a season of spring, the personnel situation has changed a lot.Zhu Diya is going to be a father. Little Apple's father has married a gentle and beautiful wife. Xiao Gu is in love with a Japanese supermodel. The news is published in the newspapers every day. You don't need to meet him to get a glimpse of the whole picture of his relationship, even What did they drink and what did they play yesterday.To be honest, I doubt the possibility of this romance lasting.Besides, the matter between me and Zhong Ang has been known to many people, and everyone is mourning that Zhong Ang's vision is so low.

From a realistic point of view, I was married once, with an ordinary appearance and a reputation as a money-grabbing witch.Compared with his politeness, his eagerness to help others, and his lack of emotional stains, my reputation must be relatively bad. The overall social values ​​are really unfair.I remember that when I attended Little Apple’s father’s wedding a few months ago, the world was extremely tolerant of men who were married, imprisoned, and prodigal sons (of course, his handsomeness is also one of the reasons).Bless his second marriage to marry a woman as pure as Sayuri, and redeem him from the gray past. A tainted man can and should marry an innocent woman, but a tainted woman can take advantage of a decent man by marrying him. It's really a differential treatment that teaches people to bump their heads.Fortunately, my character is arrogant and self-loving, so I don't think I have any stains at all.It's just that occasionally someone will talk about some things around me, which is more annoying.I really like the environment here in Hualien, but is it because the living circle is too narrow, so everyone pays so much attention to me and is so enthusiastic that it makes people speechless? Look, isn't there another mosquito screaming in front of you? Zhu Xidi, a patient who just finished the operation, was wrapped up like a mummy and couldn't see the sun.I came to the hospital to see Zhu Ya, and I went to see her by the way. I usually nodded to people I had no relationship with, and I was not very polite.But she didn't do that, the two eyes exposed outside the gauze were wide open. You are not worthy of Zhong Ang.She spoke hoarsely. Are you Yuelao?I peeled an apple, originally planning to give it to her, but decided to put it in my own mouth. Don't think that we mountain people can only accept broken shoes from flat people. drink!Personal attack!Don't die, as a woman, you actually use women's insults to denounce me, where is our gender? If you weren't sick, I would have sent you a shoulder throw.Who stipulates that once I get married, I lose the right to remarry?Am I not qualified to fall in love? But he deserves better, no, the best woman.She was weak for a long while, but still insisted on her original intention. I am playing with a knife. Don't ask me to be a virgin unless he's a virgin.Of course, if he is a virgin, I will remember to give him a red envelope after going to bed.It's as simple as that. Zhu Xidi was obviously pissed off by my disrespectful tone. you!You flatlanders are really bad!Back then, Zhong Ang's mother was stupid, but such a beautiful woman suffered hardships with his father!You flatlanders are the worst! Please don't take your own hatred on Me.One must be self-reliant and self-reliant, there are some well-developed people among mountain people, and beggars among flat people.Unless I am plotting for his wealth, otherwise, if we are happy with each other, the quality of my personality is not the point, and there is nothing to drag. Anyway, anyway, you can't!The woman whose tongue never turns around is even more angry, and she doesn't know how to get rid of this vixen like me in one fell swoop. What a compliment.I think in Liaozhai, every vixen is celestial and beautiful, but always matched with a demented scholar, who regrets others and is reprimanded. It is true that I was reprimanded, but my appearance is useless. Use this term to describe me, What an insult to a beautiful person. Well.I handed her the fruit knife, which gave her a big jump! do what?She took it blankly. I want to eat fruit and peel it myself. After I finish eating, I have to leave. Hello!You didn't wash it!she called. please!This is not my home, the visitor is a guest, do you understand?I waved my hand and left. One advantage of being honest and simple is that people's hearts are less evil, so they don't fight each other with knives and sticks. Otherwise, there are many villains on TV wielding knives and committing crimes.Furthermore, there is an advantage that a man is not handsome enough, women will not fall in love easily, and there is no selfishness of admiration when they stand out on their behalf. I'm very tired of being jealous, and fortunately Zhong Ang's masculinity has nothing to do with him, otherwise I would have grown tired of him very early. On the hospital lawn, Zhong Ang was playing with a group of children, and little Zhu Ya was among them.I let go of my thoughts, hopped over, and sat on the grass next to Zhong Ang and called: what are you playing?I want to play too! We're playing catch, we can't let the ball drop to the ground.Zhong Ang's new assistant, Xiao Tian, ​​recently answered.Twenty years old, just finished his military service, he treats me as his future wife.He was so handsome that he fascinated the hearts of little girls from a hundred miles around. So I am not surprised that there are three or four little nurses sitting here fishing. When everyone was having fun, Zhong Ang whispered in my ear: What did you talk about? without.After eating an apple, I left. In the evening we will go to the sea.He whispered in my ear. Well, it must be nice to blow some sea breeze. Is this our official date? The number of steps that lovers must take, we are also gradually walking.There is nothing new, but because the people we are facing are different, the joyful mind is still high. Worth mentioning.If love existed thousands of years ago, it must also belong to the old-fashioned type. Then, how can I get rid of the old-fashioned pattern with him? Do people from flat lands marry mountain people, do most of them end in tragedy?Walking on the seashore with loud waves and under the dark sky, I couldn't help asking. He took my hand, afraid that I would trip over the rocks while walking. How to judge tragedy or comedy?From falling in love to getting married is a comedy, but from getting married to being uncoordinated and quarreling in life becomes a tragedy?In fact, it is unfair to insist on distinguishing between people from the flatlands and people from the mountains. How many divorced couples have repeated this process, not only people from the flatlands and people from the mountains. Yeah, so I don't understand why people are so scared.Worrying about things that don't concern them.I looked up and kissed him.I really appreciate that you have the right idea. How many melancholy people cling to the past and give themselves excuses for their perverted personality. It is really disgusting to see.So I have always refused to be a counselor to the death, and even subduing Zhong Yuli and Xiaogu was a means of controlling violence with violence.There is no way for me to sympathize with them, to help the evildoers to make them more righteous and depraved. It also took me a long time to put everything into perspective and try not to look hideous.Once a person wants to degenerate, what excuse can't he use to say it?It's just that I think life shouldn't be all about that. We stopped on a flat rock and looked at the white waves under the moonlight together, our skin was a little wet and sticky from the sea breeze. Am I worthy of you?I looked sideways at him.Your temperament is too upright and decent, but I am cynical.Since I was a child, I have always wanted to be a villain. Although I have never succeeded, but to be honest, I have always disapproved of people who are too decent. But I love you.He whispered in my ear so tenderly, while surrounded by the sound of rolling waves, he sank steadily to my heart. I hope to marry you at the end of the year, he added. Your guts must be strong, or you just don't know what trouble you've got yourself into.My ears started to tingle and I covered them with my hands.I could only sit down in a puzzled manner, talking about him from left to right. He sat behind me, allowing me to lean on him and look at the sea in the most comfortable position. They were all right about one thing.I suddenly said without end. Um?His face sinks between the ends of my hair and my neck, sniffing, making me extremely lazy and more relaxed in his arms. In your life, no matter who comes, there will be no difference.Your temperament can tolerate any woman, but I am different. You must be a certain kind of person to be accepted by me.If you use this method to talk about whether you are worthy or not, you are the one who has the advantage. Why should you listen to what others say?He looked up, and I didn't look back at him, but I could feel his frown. It's interesting, and at the same time, you can use public opinion to examine yourself.I stretched my hands back and grabbed his hands to my waist and clasped them.I think it's enough to envy everyone to have such a short distance with you. So, does my half-year probationary period count as passing in advance? I shook my head and responded softly: Let me think again. What's wrong?He asked seriously, did he notice my sluggish mind? What's wrong?I'm also thinking about what's wrong with me.I liked him, and probably already fell in love with him.Since mutual belonging is a fact that does not need to be declared, all people who know each other know it. just then what?Suddenly I was very reluctant to face the epilogue of the happy ending.Because after the prosperity, I can't bear to see the desolation; because after the succession and transition, the last period is really too difficult to point. I walked into the inevitable reincarnation again, suffering from self-sufficiency and unable to extricate myself. why?Both supporting roles and protagonists are actually afraid of ending the curtain. Zhong Ang Why are men not afraid of getting married, but women are?For the time being, I can only figure this out superficially. Aren't you adventurous by nature? If I presupposed that the consequence of the adventure might be bondage, I would not have stepped into it.I am afraid that I will love you too much, and I am also afraid that I will not be like myself.After a pause, I felt that my smile was a bit miserable.Most likely, I'm afraid of the end coming. I once didn't understand what my aunt said to me, she said that you never have any contact with the people you helped.When you enter a certain event to help others, you usually leave after solving most of the problems, without waiting for others to thank you, and without seeing the happy reunion, so I say you are a legend, but I have never understood your mentality.Now, I think I kind of get it. Are you determined to accommodate me endlessly?Where is the measure of a person's tolerance?On a scale that can make people feel loved and free? It must be extremely unlucky to meet me and fall in love with me. Zhong Ang turned over my body and stroked my face which was sticky by the sea breeze.No.Instead of letting you fall into escape in the name of freedom, I would rather tie the knot tightly and let you have a little restraint.I can't completely ignore you like Zhu Deya.Love will cause gains and losses for both parties; I want to marry you, in name and in essence, to get you, I promise you freedom, and you have to pay some courage.I can't let you dodge, then forget, and then let the next man take advantage of it. No, I like your type, and it will never change.I protested bluntly, and was startled by his aggression. He laughs: No, love is not limited to absolute objects.In fact, Mr. Zhu once had the opportunity to be with you for the rest of his life; perhaps Mr. Gu, everyone else, and even Mr. A Guai, it’s just that they didn’t pursue it harder, and your response was very slow. The feeling of being born with you comes from constant temptation. But it is not necessary to have an absolute object. Yeah?is that so? Impossible, at least I'm not in the mood to date someone other than you, do some stupid things that only lovers do, and even moan without illness. He laughed out loud: So time is very important.Seems proud to have planted a seed of attachment in my mind that is now thriving to his satisfaction. Zhong Ang told me, how to overcome the fear of ending the curtain?I asked, my voice full of pitiful helplessness. We try our best to find a way, and we also take time to wait.Important, I love you, how about you? This man!At this time, don't forget to ask for love! Well, I'm sure I love you. The waves hit the rocky shore, rolling up thousands of piles of snow, and under the reflection of the stars and the moon, they glittered with the luster of diamonds. The beautiful night sky will eventually drive away the day; the waves come and go, what is the reason for the throbbing of the Pacific Ocean? Aware of the pessimism deep in my soul, I can't help but think that my surviving nearly thirty years seems to be a stage that has nothing to do with me.Very weird.A woman with an air sign may not even understand herself. What kind of woman am I?Yueying took a big step to the west, but I refused to move, and buried myself deeper in his arms. You are the arrogant Du Feifan in everyone's mind, and a strong woman with all kinds of colors in my mind.Human nature is originally constructed in conflict, every you is you. Why do I only see the same you? Because my life is too ordinary, my character is too rigid, like a blank canvas. People have tendencies towards what they lack.So attracting a fit, yes?