Chapter 2 Chapter One

Life is a chain of impermanence, and no one has the same fate.And yesterday's tears may also become today's laughter, I have always thought so.Therefore, I do not force or expect anything, just let nature take its course and wait for fate to bring me various arrangements. I am too used to waiting, turning waiting into an indelible part of my life.So when the result that I was waiting for came, I was at a loss for what to do. The person I waited for from a boy to a man, and then from a man to a man, came to me with a large bouquet of red roses on the day before my thirtieth birthday

Xixi, I'm back, and I'm here to marry you. There is passion in his calm tone; if you don't know him well, you won't realize that his words cover the deep meaning of going through untold hardships. I was excited and at a loss. The surprise was so sudden that I forgot to react. All of a sudden, the past flooded in like a tide, and I was standing by the door, unable to say anything, just looking at his Shen Yi's face in a daze, as if I had already spent the rest of my life, without Can do other things again. Recorded on February 20, 1998, when the cold snap came. Chang Xixi will never be able to reminisce about the first time she met Ji Yanze.

That year, she was thirteen years old and he was ten years old. The sound of bumping and bumping announces the new apartment building and the arrival of a new occupant.The only surprise was that with Xuan Xiao roaring between them, a man and a woman kept swearing at each other with foul language.Listening carefully, the reason is probably that the male suspects the female is slow, and the female suspects the male only talks but does not act, acting like a young master or something. Chang Xixi, who had just returned from school, saw ten-year-old Ji Yanze by the truck outside the apartment; a strange little boy.

Such a face can easily make people feel scared, and he is only a ten-year-old child. He has a strong physique, and on the clothes and pants that have been washed yellow, if you look carefully, you will see many loose stitches and stains, just like a little hooligan who is fanatical in fighting.However, his domineering physique is far inferior to his aggressive face, which makes people fear and guard. Strictly speaking, the little boy has an upright face, with three-dimensional and distinct features, but he is not cute at all, let alone approachable.There was a beast-like light in his eyes, as if he wanted to tear anyone who disliked him into pieces at any time, which made such a small ten-year-old face full of the smell of bravery.

When they met for the first time, Chang Xixi realized that this new neighbor was a problem child. What to see!Haven't seen it!Dry!With a hostile tone mixed with foul language, he roared at Chang Xixi who was standing quietly not far away. Chang Xixi was taken aback, held her schoolbag in front of her body, suppressed the timidity in her heart, and said lightly: Your furniture blocks the entrance and exit, I can't get through.Also, don't swear, hasn't your teacher taught you that? The little boy approached her with a wicked smile. Yes!But she can also swear by herself, and she dares to speak ill of others.He raised his face and stared at her who was a head taller than him.You are afraid of me, aren't you?

Chang Xixi took a small step back, unable to answer.In their school, there are also such bad students; the boys in their class have even been blackmailed in private.There is no doubt that this child does not need to go to the middle school, he has already begun to understand the taste of playing tricks, and he is not the kind of person who frightens things with false words.He could be a tough character.And she has no real experience in confronting this kind of person; even the small man in front of her is powerless to resist. She had no choice but to escape, intending to get over the barriers of heavy furniture and return to her home on the fourth floor, but

Hey!Want to escape!The little boy unexpectedly tore off her schoolbag and grabbed her body. When she staggered and wanted to turn around and ask him to let go, her voice suddenly choked in her throat.Because a dirty black hand has covered her flat breasts just entering the second stage ah!She pushed him away subconsciously, and once again blocked her with her schoolbag, with anger and tears welling up in her eyes.Staring at the little boy who was accidentally pushed by her and fell to the ground, he added another curse angrily: shameless! The little boy laughed out loud, looking totally badass.

flat!And you are wearing a bra, I think it is better for you not to wear it, lest you accidentally wear it to the back and you will not feel it.Why is it so different from my previous teacher? !ha!After speaking, the hateful smile rolled on the ground, making the unclean clothes even more filthy. Furious but unable to seek more justice for herself, she could only stare, then turned and ran into the apartment.Passed by a couple on the way, and was almost slapped by the man; it turned out that the couple had already fought in the stairwell, and they fought all the way down, both sides shouted and yelled

very scary!How did this apartment move to this family? ! There will be no peace in the days to come! As the figure moved upwards, the yelling became farther and farther away, but the fear and worry became heavier and heavier.especially Rubbing her heart, she felt some pain. The little boy's mischievous pressure just now hurt her developing part, causing bursts of throbbing pain.However, what was worse than the pain was the incomparable embarrassment. Never mind that brat again!It is best not to see him again in this life! After dinner, the Chang family was just like any other family in the world. My father sat in front of the TV, reading newspapers and listening to TV, my mother was busy in the kitchen to clean up the aftermath, and my elder brother, who was in his third year of high school, went back to his room to read books (or comics) ?) to fight.And she, under her mother's orders, was packing up the garbage, and she went to the kitchen and said: Mom, I'm going down.

Wait a minute, there are still some vegetable dregs to put in.Mother Chang was scrubbing hard at the sink, seeing her daughter beside her, her mouth was not idle: That one, the one on the second floor I moved into last week is really scary.Those couples are terrible people, noisy from morning to night, the last two days have been quiet, I thought they were dead, because the ambulance came on Sunday and took away the wife who had a bloody hole smashed by a chair, and Husband stabbed by a wine bottle.Mrs. Lin on the third floor told me today that the family was very chaotic, the husband was messing around with the wine girl, and the wife was good at gambling, and would fight as soon as they met.Xixi, don't talk to them, don't pay attention to them.In my opinion, that child with a horizontal face will not be a good thing.I heard that yesterday he ate something from the grocery store without paying, and even smashed the boss's fruit.

Gossiping is Chang's mother's true nature, once the gate is opened, it can no longer be closed, and there is no need for others to join in, as long as there is an audience. Chang Xixi listened to the gossip with a lot of material in a daze.However, as for the new residents on the second floor, I think everyone would not dare to accept the advice, and no one would dare to go down and ask them to stop making noise for everyone. After all, it is human nature to be afraid of evil.Didn't she herself be bullied by that little boy? Mother Chang wrapped up the last garbage and said: It can be taken down. oh.She picked it up and walked out.Before going out, turn around and explain: I stopped by to buy a notebook, and it will come up later. Don't take too long.Father Chang exhorted from behind the newspaper. She answered and went out.Walking down the second floor, I couldn't help but glance at the direction of the second floor at the turning point of the stairs.What I wanted to see was the gate of the new resident, but unexpectedly I saw a little yellow and orange fire flickering in the dark, and the stairwell was filled with the smell of cigarettes Who is there?Because there is only one family living on the second floor, and this family is very strange, either noisy or not at home, so the lights on the second floor have always been used only for decoration, and I have never seen it turned on.The fluorescent lamps at the top of the stairs don't reach the side where there are residents, so she can't see who is smoking there. Could it be the bad guy?Or is one of the murderous hostesses returning?No matter which one it is, she'd better slip away, and don't get involved with anyone on the second floor.They are horrible! Hello!A childish and mischievous voice came, and the light of the cigarette butt also moved from a distance, and then a mouthful of malicious smoke was sprayed on her face. ah!Coughing, she was taken aback, and was choked up a few times, and finally saw clearly that the person sitting in the dark smoking a cigarette was the little boy who molested her. Do you smoke? !When she could speak, she intuitively pointed out his unforgivable behavior.God, how old is he! The little boy's blood-stained left arm made her gasp again, and instinctively reached out to grab his hand and said: Are you injured?Why didn't you take the medicine? The little boy shook off her hand, and at the same time, the unmedicated wound was painful again due to the violent movement.Oh shit!If he didn't block those seniors on the road tomorrow, Ji Yanze might just change his name to Gouxiong! Don't touch me, bitch! Why is this kid so fierce?The hostility in his eyes was so violent that it scared people to death; the fear in his heart crept up again, but he was injured, so he shouldn't have the strength to bully others, right?It seems that neither of his parents came back, so pitiful. I'll take you to the medicine, okay? Ji Yanze stood one step higher, looking at her. You fucked me, didn't you?Let me tell you, I am not interested in old women, you ugly bastard, you are not allowed to have a crush on me!The expression of flaring teeth and dancing claws basically has the initial conditions to be a little Taibao. With her pretty face flushed with anger, Chang Xixi stomped her feet. You should really wash your mouth, full of foul language and indecent words, not cute at all!I have never seen a child who is more annoying than you!After speaking, he turned around and ran downstairs, vowing again that he would never talk to this little boy who hates people again in this life. Hello!your stuff?With a nasty kick, a large bag of rubbish rolled down to her feet, and the wine bottle inside hit her calf. oh!She picked up the trash, and immediately had an urge to throw out the trash one by one to pay back to that brat's behavior; but after all, it didn't fit her heart, so she could only pick up the trash angrily under his insolent loud voice, and move her slightly. The sore leg obediently threw the trash away, while telling himself not to talk to this crazy kid again. It's just that the adults in the child's family don't teach him, and everyone is afraid of him or ignores him, which makes him look like he is now, right?If he still uses the squinting eyes of resistance, he will have worse behavior and more reasons for abandoning himself. Of course, this is not something she can stop.All she saw was that the wound on his left hand was bleeding, but no one bandaged him to relieve the pain, and no one cared about his warmth.He sat alone on the second floor smoking a cigarette, showing a trace of loneliness in his hostility No matter how bad a child is, he should not be treated like this. He is so pitiful! After throwing away the trash, he walked towards the stationery store. When she walked past the buffet restaurant, she stopped involuntarily. Has he eaten yet? When she walked past the western pharmacy, what she thought about was the blood on the little boy's left arm. As a result, when she walked back, she didn't have a notebook in her hand. What she had was anti-inflammatory water, betadine, gauze, and a box of chicken rice. for you. There was no accident, on the second floor, the child sat in the same sitting position and smoked in the dark. When she handed over a bento and turned on the corridor light, what she saw was the boy's unexpected and wary eyes. What are you doing?The habitual foul language abruptly turned into questioning in the middle.He looked up at the troublesome woman in disgust; this woman was probably the same as a certain female teacher before him, she thought she was an angel and fairy or something, showing their greatness to poor people, disgusting! Chang Xixi squatted down and snatched the cigarette in his hand, the lighter and the cigarette pack on the ground by surprise.Stop smoking and eat.damn it!What the hell are you, the cheap and angry little devil quickly responded with brilliant foul language, as fluent as if he was raised on the Three Character Classic since childhood.However, after being attacked by chicken legs, the little ghost's mouth has already lost its great national curse function. He can spit it out in disdain, and if he is more ruthless, he simply tramples the whole box of delicious-looking rice under his feet, trampling hard to show his true character as a villain!Gollum though. Almost choked to death by a large stream of saliva!Heroes have to eat enough to show off their prestige, otherwise they will lose their strength when scolded, and won't they weaken their prestige? The compromise method is to tear the big chicken leg hard, and then take three big mouthfuls of rice. After the gurgling sound of the stomach is silenced, I will finish what I really intend to do and trample the lunch box to pieces, and then show the smile of the devil incarnate to entertain the guests . He has always known how to piss people off. Sure enough, after seeing Chang Xixi with a pale and pretty face, she dropped the potion in her hand, turned around and strode away.Once again, I swear that I will never deal with this dead child again in this life! In the sky and on the earth, there will never be a worse kid than this one! Hate! Hello!Is the internal injury serious?Yo ho!I have beta-iodine here, and anti-inflammatory water. Ha, the little ghost chased after the division of the defeated army, and followed her step by step. You bastard!She yelled hard at him and ran up the stairs, not giving him a chance to laugh. You are the one who hates it!Ugly!Chicken bitch!snort!The little boy also yelled back, but it didn't take long for him to be proud, the pain in his whole body made him grin his teeth and moan endlessly. He wanted to smoke a cigarette, only to find out that the stinky woman had stolen his cigarette pack and lighter. He couldn't help getting angry again, and yelled up the stairwell: Stinky woman!Thief!Steal my cigarettes, shameless! oh!it hurts!I bit my tongue!He clutched his chin and howled in pain. Damn it, X! Hey, Niu, do you think that beggar is really blind or fake blind? At the intersection of the street where people come and go, the bustling crowd is separated by an indifferent space, and no one pays more attention to anyone. Sitting on a chair on the sidewalk, there were three little boys about ten years old. The one who smoked in the middle was transferred to Zhizheng Elementary School for a month, and became the first person on the teacher's headache blacklist.Boss, there are always a few underlings around, and Ji Yanze is no exception. In the daily routine of playing truant, today Longxin Joy hand-picked two disadvantaged groups in the class to act as younger brothers.It's also very simple. They showed their fists and gave away dark circles. Of course, they followed out obediently. The kid named Ah Niu dragged two tubes of snot, and responded with his usual dumb smile: I don't know. I think it is true.Someone throws money at him, and he doesn't know how to say thank you, it's just blind.The other is a little more cunning. Ji Yan threw the cigarette butt on the ground casually, rubbed his nose, and smiled mischievously.I saw a lot of money in his bowl, enough for me to buy food for a few days.His dead parents didn't know where they died, and the whole house was less than a dollar, what a pair of bastards!In addition to the Fat Cow I saw today, this is A Niu and Xiaowen, there are only 30 people squeezed out in total, not enough to buy bento. Xiao Wen tremblingly called out: Boss, you want to steal money? What are you stealing!I took it openly in front of him!After punching Xiaowen, he swayed towards the direction of the blind beggar. He squatted down and picked up seven or eight hundred-yuan bills quickly and accurately. Hello!what you do!Damn child, even dare to snatch money from beggars! The blind beggar brother was not an idler, he clamped the little thief's third hand tightly, and screamed with his throat straight. Ji Yanze didn't expect that the dead beggar was really dressed in a soldier's suit. While the beggar waved his big palm, he also gave full play to the true nature of a beast to survive, kicking everywhere he could move, and greeting the beggar brother's vitals from time to time past.A few small hits already made this man teary and snot, and he was even more annoyed! You blind man!shameless!Lie to other people's love, a short-lived lasa ghost!If you die, go up to the sword, go down to the fire, and even the King of Yama will not accept it! X your mother is illiterate and unhygienic, with lice crawling all over her body!No one cries when they die, no one buries the dead body, throwing it in the garbage dump as fertilizer is considered polluting Snapped!There was such a loud bang of thunder, not only was the little boy not sent flying, but he forcibly held back the pain, aiming at the moment when the beggar hit someone, his hands had no chance to catch him, and he slammed into the beggar fiercely , the heavily injured part is the center of the force, the crotch. The happiness of a man's life is currently under unprecedented threat. How can a beggar think about anything else? At this moment, the pain is so painful that he almost wants to live. He only asks God to have mercy and let him pass out! The police are here! The siren of the police car could be heard in the distance, and the people who were afraid of trouble had already gone far away, not to mention that his subordinates probably sneaked home early to find their mother and cry for the funeral. The burning pain in his left cheek was far less important than the banknotes on the ground. He doesn't care if the police come or not, picking up money is important! However, there was a hand from the chicken mother country, which stretched out obliquely, and pulled his arm, accompanied by an angry reprimand: Hurry up!Do not take other people's money! If it weren't for the fact that he was so hungry today, and he was repaired by a stinky beggar, ten cows would never be able to move him.However, after he saw clearly who was pulling him, he didn't struggle too much, but deliberately stretched out his feet to trip the cock woman. Hello!Damn woman, why are you blocking my way of making money! She also really wanted to know why she couldn't help the dick again. Chang Xixi glared at him angrily, and after thinking that the two of them had run far enough, she began to ask condescendingly: How can you steal other people's money! He shrugged. That's right, he's cheating on other people too. That's all wrong!Also, you skip class!She pointed to another heinous fact. Ji Yanze looked at the big clock at the intersection, pointed at 2:30 in the afternoon, and responded maliciously: You skip class too, bad woman. I have an exam today!She stamped her foot to clarify.I feel disgusted and helpless towards this naturally naughty child, but I can't let it go.why?Is it because his parents are never there?Or do you refuse to believe that a ten-year-old can be so naughty? So, is the family made him?Or was he born to do harm to the world?When I was young, I was able to steal people's property without shame, but when I grew up, I was afraid that I would kill people and set fire? Is human nature really evil?In this child's indifferent face, there is no right or wrong perception, only to seek his own straightforward statement.How could there be such a person?For more than a month, she avoided him in fear.When the noise of collisions and shouts came from downstairs, her heart would beat faster, but like all other residents, she buried her head in the quilt, thinking that the world was peaceful. But a ten-year-old child should not be like this. Ji Yanze narrowed his eyes and stared at the woman half a head taller than him. His left cheek was so painful that he hadn't gotten half a dime. It was all caused by this stinky woman. With a wicked look in his heart, he called to her: Hello!Take out the money on your body, or you will look good! what? !She was blackmailed by the kid?Her eyes widened, she couldn't believe it.What a bad boy! What do you want money for?She resisted the urge to scream.She is!How could a dignified primary school girl be blackmailed by a kid under ten years old as a winner? ! Let's eat, ask so many what to do, hand over the money quickly! Eat as soon as you eat, why do you want to steal money like a robber?Let's go, I'll take you to eat!Inexplicably, she dragged the naughty brat with ragged clothes and swollen cheeks into a simple food shop, and didn't give him a chance to play tricks. Can this be considered a successful extortion? A big question mark was drawn in Ji Yanze's heart. The reason why the evil fate can be formed is definitely not a coincidence that can be explained once or twice. It can be said that after meeting Ji Yanze for the first time, it seemed that Chang Xixi was destined to say goodbye to Tranquility, and drop by to greet Youran.After all, it's been too long since I saw you. Under the persuasion of her parents and neighbors, Chang Xixi dared not say that she had already interacted with the child from that violent family even if she was killed.To be honest, everyone has a heart of compassion, but the human nature of fearing evil and avoiding evil is also common sense.She doesn't mind treating the children to a few meals, but she is also afraid of getting into trouble.Behind her conscience, she can still avoid the little devil as far as she can. That Ji Yanze is a living example of the inherent evil of human nature. There is no so-called repayment of kindness, no so-called goodness of human nature, and the basic family ethics are not put in his tofu head at all.He is the kind who grabs it when he is hungry, and finds someone to beat him when he is unhappy, and the Three Character Classic has become his only vocabulary.He hated social workers, and he hated anyone who pretended to be charitable. If this guy hadn't been reincarnated as a hedgehog, he must have been reincarnated as a bandit. The evil fate forced her, an outsider who was one of the hypocrites in his eyes, to have the opportunity to be with him constantly. Like today. Why?Why?Why, because Ji Yanze's parents are gone, she has to represent the parents to face the little devil's mentor?She just carried a bag of garbage and went downstairs.Why do they have to pretend to be the kid's parents to listen to the teacher's almost tearful complaint? However, she still hugged the trash, and sat in Ji Yanze's house obediently, in the devastation, and let the class teacher teach her for an hour. This kid skipped classes, gambled, blackmailed, beat people, and insisted on joining the ranks of nutritious lunches without asking for money. I'm sorry, these things should be discussed with his parents.Chang Xixi had already started to feel a headache. I want to too!But the phone at their home was never answered, and the person who came to look for him was either absent or the call was in the dark, it was scary!I think Ji Yanze's broken bones came back to school because his parents interrupted him, so I asked the social bureau for help!But this child is really too bad, he lost more than a dozen social workers in anger, and two or three were injured and hospitalized. Smelly woman, have you finished interrogating? !Ji Yanze, who walked out of the kitchen, became even worse because he couldn't find anything to eat.But this turkey is still croaking. You see you see!There is no concept of respecting teachers at all!The country is over!Out of this social scum!Ji Yanze, don't think that you can't drop out of compulsory education, if you don't repent, the school will ask you to transfer!The female teacher screamed sharper.I have never seen such a bad student in my life. After more than two months of loving education, it only made this child even more naughty!Almost in favor of using violence to control violence, using lynching and corporal punishment to make him behave better! Get out!Smelly woman, it doesn't bother me to read it all afternoon!He stretched out his leg and kicked the female teacher's chair. You, you, you can hardly bring it up in one breath, the female teacher is deeply mourning for the failure of education. Ji Yanze, do you understand that she is your teacher?Although I really don't want to wade into the muddy water to stir things up, but I'm here after all, and I'm used to seeing the kid constantly humiliating others' good intentions. X your mother!I don't read any books anymore, so what teacher, you all give me the hell out of here!He went over and grabbed her arm. You scoundrel!Anger involuntarily rose, and a burst of divine power from nowhere allowed her to grab the burly little devil, and accidentally twisted the boy's resilient left cheek with her right hand.Do you know what it means to respect a teacher?People care about you with good intentions, it doesn't matter if you don't appreciate it, how can you humiliate people! Ji Yanze's thick eyebrows were raised high, this stinky woman who can only tremble with fear dared to grab him and yell? !Are you flat? Be careful I set fire to your whole family!He screamed and roared. Snapped!With a bang, the little boy received a hot slap on the left cheek. damn it!This stinky woman dared to hit him!He had sworn a long time ago that no one would slap him in the face in this life; at least not a living person! Lifting up with a surge of anger, he rushed forward, expecting to beat her like a pig's head in a minute!There is no cognition in his dictionary that women can't hit.He took out the swiss knife and planned to scare her first, and then flatter her. Chang Xixi, who was completely stunned after the beating, was immersed in self-loathing, how could she defeat the beastly attack of the little boy? ! careful!can not do this!The female teacher's eyes were wide open, and she hugged Ji Yanze desperately; but her strength was limited after all, and she couldn't completely stop the little boy's attack, and she still let the Swiss knife conjured out of nowhere be drawn on Chang Xixi's right hand scapular.There was some blood, but the wound was not deep, because Ji Yanze didn't really want to hurt anyone, if he hadn't been frightened by the female teacher's action and struggled a bit, basically the Swiss knife in his hand shouldn't scratch anyone's skin . Therefore, the moment the blood flowed out, the three of them were stunned. After a few seconds of being speechless, the female teacher screamed, passed out, and collapsed on the sofa in one go, leaving the two relatively speechless. It was bleeding. Chang Xixi pressed it with a handkerchief. She didn't know what happened to the wound, but the few drops of blood on the handkerchief made people panic.The wound was hot, but seeing the little boy's bloodless face with an expression of indifference, she decided not to let the tears flow.He's scared enough. There is red potion in my room.He curled his lips and turned his face away. I go home and take the medicine myself.She also looked away, not without anger, but she seemed to be unable to let go of such a naughty child if she wanted to let it go. If even she thinks he is hopeless, then he has more excuses to play tricks, right?He should be saved.At least he will feel guilty and worried about hurting her. This kind of child can still be pulled back, right? And the sad premonition strongly told her that the two of them would still have too many opportunities to meet each other and have a deeper contact in the future.Instead of facing a scum who does all kinds of evil, it's better to try to get back his temperament of going evil.She would rather face a rebellious child looking for hardship than watch a child steal and abduct when she was a child, and become a singer of the Green Island serenade when she grows up. God is so doomed.She had to be a neighbor to this demon king, and her compassion scrambled because of his hunger. How convenient it is for dereliction of duty parents to let a child go down the wrong path.Ever since meeting him, she has always suffered from being bullied, belittled, robbed, and injured. If he gets worse in the future, I believe she will suffer even more seriously.She had to keep an eye on him. Otherwise, she might be the one to suffer first. That's how it ended.Under the flood of her kindness, Chang Xixi and Ji Yanze officially had an inseparable entanglement. I'm afraid it will be until the end of time.