Chapter 5 Chapter Four

Although he was admitted to the fifth college, it didn't mean he wanted to study.It's just that the cock woman will definitely make him bored and furious, and in the end he will return to the evil, so why don't he go to class obediently. But that was not the main reason why Ji Yanze was willing to come to this school for five years.The main reason, in fact, is also inseparable from Chang Xixi.That woman passed the T University and will be a college student in the future. She can't marry a husband who only graduated from junior high school, right?He doesn't care, but that woman's family seems to be quite snobbish, won't she be laughed at when she returns to her mother's house in the future?For this reason, he decided to hang around for five years.Hateful!He would rather raise his fist and hang anyone who dared to laugh at her aside.Fist is really more convenient.

With the arrival of autumn, of course he went south to study.Having been with Chang Xixi for five or six years, I am used to having someone who cares about me and provides me with food, and it is quite unaccustomed to be alone all of a sudden. His father is currently eating free meals in prison, his mother is living happily with a casino bodyguard, and no one cares about his life and death.So he has always planned to take the deed of the house for himself, and let his mother sell it together, and sell it for a million to pay for his tuition, so he won't disturb her romantic life. One and a half million is really not a big amount. It is a fantasy for him to spend it for five years, but it can be squandered in one day.So he remitted the money to Chang Xixi's account and asked her to control his expenses, and he would not be afraid to use it for five years.

It's pretty good to study in the fifth college. You can skip classes, pick up girls, fight in fights, and wear clothes freely.In particular, this kind of fifth-year college, which is known for its rottenness, is simply a place of heaven among the schools he has been in. But I don't know why, he just doesn't have the energy.It was only half a month since I met Chang Xixi in Taipei last time, why did he want to run to Taipei again?Really unmotivated. He ate the unpalatable pork chop rice bite by bite, with his feet raised high on the table.If he hadn't woken up too sluggish today, he definitely wouldn't have come to class, causing the class teacher in their class who pretended to be a savior to think that she finally influenced him with great love!Hold the Bible and shout out that God loves the world, and God's grace is mighty!Here comes another patient who ran around without being cured of his mental illness.

Hey, you're a dick, you skip classes as soon as school starts.A girl dressed as a hot girl sat on a corner of his desk, her narrow skirt that barely covered her buttocks was lifted up a bit, and her face with makeup added a bit of charm. He glanced at it, but still lowered his head to eat the bento. Wang Guilong from the fourth grade wants to block you, aren't you afraid?He is the boss of our school.I heard that you punched him on the day of registration, causing him to lose a few teeth, and he is still afraid to come to class today. He didn't look up, but he remembered the day of registration, and another fire was burning in his stomach.On the day of registration, he took the night train to the south, and he was carrying the extra-large beef brisket and rice bento specially made for him by Chang Xixi, as well as several snacks he liked to eat.In the end, before it was too late to eat, and at the same time, I was reluctant to eat it, so I taught a little girl who rode a little sheep into the campus to crash into a stinky ditch and couldn't get it. Whether it's a man or a woman, you can beat them with a single swing of your fist.

He really didn't want to cause trouble, after all, he didn't want Chang Xixi to know how sad he was.I originally wanted to say that the first semester of enrollment should be quieter, but it seems impossible.This is no wonder he. Hey, why don't you talk, just play cool!The little girl struck up a conversation again, and began to have a coquettish tone, showing an attempt to tease her. He raised his eyebrows slightly, threw the lunch box into the trash can, and asked bluntly: Are you fishing for me? Yes, I think you are very pleasing to the eye.Although this boy is not handsome, he has the air of a big brother. Are you afraid that he will not be popular in the next five years?She quickly introduced herself: My name is Qiu Qiulian.

My eyesight is not that bad.He made a mocking face with a hateful smile.At such a young age, learning how to smear red and paint lines, isn't it shameful what a person is?What's more, there were a few red, big and convex pimples that broke through the seal of the paint and spread around her nose.A woman like him (that is, Chang Xixi) occasionally pops out a few red beans to indicate youth, but it looks good no matter what.He smiled viciously, but he liked it tightly in his heart and didn't mind it at all.Like what Xixi taught?Oh, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, that's all.

After picking at her meatloaf sesame face, his eyes swept to the chest below the neck.It looks great, especially the chest button is not buttoned, and the upper part of the bulge can be seen without any effort when aiming at it, which is very real. She seemed to know that he was watching, and she leaned forward provocatively, so that he could have a better peek, and she smiled proudly: This is my address and my caller number.She stuffed a piece of paper into his breast pocket, breathed provocatively on his face, and gave him the scent of perfume to seduce him. He reached out and grabbed one side of her collar, not letting her back away, resisting the urge to sneeze, because he suddenly wanted to know if kissing Chang Xixi was different from kissing other women.So he didn't refuse the woman's teasing, and he didn't care how many people were secretly watching the show in the classroom at the moment.He brought his lips together, kissed for a few seconds, then backed away and pushed her away, letting her fall to the ground defenseless and let out a burst of happiness.

Tsk!Nasty lipstick smell!It made him unwilling to explore further.Wiping his lower lip with his sleeve, he didn't have time to take a closer look at how much makeup he had eaten, so he shouted at the door to attract attention. Who is Ji Yanze?come out for me! Several strong senior men filled the exits on each side. Have to fight again?So Chang Xixi always told him not to fight, it was simply a force for others to do.Who would stand obediently and not fight back when beaten?It's not that he is willing to fight with others, and he is just defending himself. He stood up, walked towards the man who was yelling, and asked in a bad mood: Why are you looking for me?Respect for the elderly allowance?

Do you know who I am?the man asked loudly. You don't even know yourself, how would I know? Well, you have the guts, let's go outside and talk!The man crooked his mouth and squinted his eyes in anger, turned his face down, and put down the battle post.He couldn't help but not leave, several big men had already blocked his way of retreat. Ji Yanze stretched his waist, and decided to get rid of these people early so that he could go back to take a nap, maybe he would sleep soundly. This was the first time in Chang Xixi's life that she skipped class.Although I feel guilty for this, this trip to Kaohsiung is inevitable.Yesterday she went to the post office to collect living expenses, and found out that there was an extra one million yuan in the balance. She was so frightened on the spot that she hurriedly called home to inquire.After confirming that her parents still only remit 5,000 yuan as her monthly living expenses, she realized that Ji Yanze might have remitted it; because the talkative mother hardly set off firecrackers to announce that the bad neighbor on the second floor had sold the house and moved far away. , Never see each other again.It's not too surprising, then, that he would have a huge fortune.

The reason Ji Yanze knew about her post office account was because she gave him an ATM card.During his three years in the country, as long as he has no money to eat, he can withdraw money from it to eat, because she doesn't allow him to blackmail others, so he has to donate his own private money.Later, after graduation, he returned the ATM card to her, saying that he didn't want to eat soft food anymore, and he would figure out a way for money. However, from his behavior of sending money, it can be understood that once this kid has money, he will only push it on her and ask her to manage it on her behalf, in case he accidentally squanders it all one day.

Then she had to come to Kaohsiung to have a talk with him, by the way, to see if he behaved well since the first half month of school; but that was 100% a luxury. At 12:40, I got off the bus and walked for five minutes. Nanrong Technical College was already in sight.But the first thing she saw was a group of people, among the group of students walking towards Fangfenglin, there was Ji Yanze, who she knew so well from the back. Huh?When did he become gregarious?People who have always been so solitary, did they meet like-minded friends after studying the fifth college?That's really nice. The slightly tired steps suddenly became brisk, and she decided to follow them with a smile, so as to say hello to his friends.Based on his status as a surrogate parent, he must ask his friends to take care of him. The sound is a bit strange.She paused, thinking about what the ping-pong-pong sounds meant.Are you playing a game?But why are there some sharp roars and muffled groans? Before they could figure out the answer, several students who rushed out of the windbreak forest ran out with bruised noses and swollen feet, turning their heads and yelling loudly: Remember me!Let's wait and see, do it! Chang Xixi was almost knocked down as she passed by.It wasn't until those people ran away that she realized why those voices came from the fight! She knew that the boy would not be able to survive the rest of the day, and he started fighting with others not long after school started. He really did not repent! Ji Yanze!She rushed into the windbreak forest and found the bastard lying under a tung tree, with a pretty face tense, he approached step by step. He blinked in disbelief, and then blinked again, thinking that he had been punched three times in the head just now, so his eyes were dazzled.It wasn't until he stretched out his hand to hold her hand and let her sit in front of him that he dared not believe it was true. Why are you here? You are fighting again! Wow!There is something to eat!He snatched the food box in her hand and found sushi inside, so he started to eat one bite at a time. Didn't you promise me not to fight? I didn't hit them, they hit me.He replied vaguely, because there was no space in his mouth to squeeze out his voice. Seeing his unrepentant look, he also knew that it would be useless to read too much, so let's talk about the purpose of this trip first, and then talk about other things when you have time. Is the money transferred to my account the sale of the house?she asked. He nods.My mother took half of it. Where did you live after that? Small suite here. I mean winter and summer vacations, and after graduation. I will live here for five years, and I will serve as a soldier after graduation. Then I will make money quickly to buy a house, marry you in, and won’t leave you without a place to live. Just kidding again!She frowned unhappily, and asked again: Where is your mother?Doesn't she have a place to live too?Although I know that their family's feelings are so weak that they almost hate each other, but they are always fighting with each other, so they can't be completely ruthless, right? She lives with her mistress.After selling the house, they gave me money and agreed that there would be nothing to do in this life.He shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and there was no disappointment or anything in his brows, only a rebellion in his face and he didn't care. She sat shoulder to shoulder with him, and couldn't help but hug his broad shoulders to comfort him. what?Hug the puppy!He struggled a bit, and hated that every time there was any movement in his house, she would treat him as a weak person, pat him, hug him and so on. Don't feel bad, just because your parents treat you badly doesn't mean the world is dark.Sure enough, she patted his head again, her voice choked with sobs. She didn't understand that he was an adult at all!He didn't care what happened to his parents, and he wouldn't cry when he died, not to mention they didn't care about his life long ago.What is he so sad about?He doesn't beg others for alms, even if it's the warmth from his parents, he doesn't care. But seeing her sad and crying for him, I couldn't help feeling warm in my heart; hugging her back, thinking about words of comfort was really difficult.But a considerate man should learn how to make his woman laugh, so he had to say awkwardly: It's okay, I just have you. Yes, my sister will treat you as her own brother for the rest of her life.She moved and promised. sister?Which big play is she singing in?Does anyone have a sister who can kiss?By the way, kiss!Thinking of this, he immediately leaned towards her, ready to ask for the sweet sweetness that he can only enjoy as a boyfriend. She holds his face. Huh?What's this?She reached out to touch the red paint on the corner of his lips, and then saw the red spots on his sleeves. ah!Got stolen! Subconsciously, he stretched out his hand to wipe his lips again, and shouted: It's nothing. lipstick?She suddenly laughed, and asked ambiguously: Oh, and you said you were my boyfriend, so doesn't that mean you are cheating? Nah!He hastily denied it, and his tone became rude: Don't talk nonsense, woman, I still prefer to kiss you! She said seriously: Yanze, you are considered an adult, you should have a real relationship, instead of just treating our affection as love.I only ask you to have a correct concept of love and sex, and never have promiscuous sex. You still don't understand the situation?Why do you keep saying things like this!Do you think your brother will marry your sister? Seeing his bluffing, hooligan-like appearance, she lowered her head a little scared; in addition, he had just finished a fight with someone, and his whole body was dirty and embarrassed, that kind of domineering was even more obvious. say something! Don't talk about that, I came to Kaohsiung mainly for What do you mean don't talk?Are you asking me to have sex with other people and have sex because you want to steal someone yourself?Suspicious jealousy was first shown, fingers grabbing her chin to keep her from escaping. Why do they talk about these inexplicable topics?She shook her head. That was not what I meant.Don't you understand that I'm three years older than you and I'm a big sister to you? Even if you are thirty years older than me, I don't consider you an elder sister.That's right, it's true that I kissed a woman just now, but I still prefer to kiss you. He followed the trend and kissed several times to demonstrate.how? You are a child, you do not understand!She called, God, why did he say that? You don't understand.How could there be such a woman in the world?I've told her hundreds of times, but I still don't understand. He put his arms around her instead. Then tell me, how old do you have to be to be considered an adult, so that you will listen to my words instead of farting? She struggled to gain room to breathe, just in time to press against his chin, and was attacked by his kiss again. At least after you graduate, become a soldier, have a stable job, and truly become an adult, you will really know what you want. He looks at her. Well, if I still want to marry you by then, you won't have any excuses, will you? please?How can you say that?There was no love between them, at least she didn't feel that way about him.If he doesn't change his mind after leaving the society, he will take it step by step. But looking at him bursting with domineering and fierce aura, it was incredible. I am afraid that talking to him about the 2000 AD would not change his thoughts a little.She didn't need to say any more rebuttals to make everything more entangled, because he would only be more rebellious and stubborn, and in the end she couldn't do anything.Maybe he will go back to Taipei with her when he gets excited, and he will say that he wants to marry her. Why are you in a daze?answer me!he growled. Okay, Yanze, you have to be obedient, once you get out of society and your job is stable, if you really want to marry me, then come to me. Only then did he let go of her with a look of satisfaction, and started eating again, without being aggressive anymore. She took a breath and said softly: This time I am going to Kaohsiung, mainly to help you open an account.If you are afraid that you will not be able to keep the money with you, then I will remit 3,000 yuan a week as your living expenses. If you need it suddenly, you can call me and let me know.Next, I will deposit one million in the post office and the bank respectively; the deposit of one million will have an interest of five or six thousand dollars a month.I did the math, it's enough for you to have leftovers after graduation, and it's considered a small capital if you want to start a business in the future. He nodded indifferently.He has no problem with how his woman manages her money.Reaching out to grab her shoulders and feeding her a bite of sushi, I felt that my mood began to improve. In college career, delicate and beautiful women are definitely important goals pursued by boys.Especially for a woman like Chang Xixi, who is gentle and elegant, and has a good temper, she was targeted by several people from the very beginning. In the end, the closest to her was Hong Juncheng, a member and president of Cihui Society.He is a gentle and caring boy. Not only does he lead the members to nursery homes and orphanages every weekend to take care of the children and clean the environment, he also goes to the nursing home near the university to chat and laugh with the elderly whenever he is free. Friends who know them say that they seem to be the most perfect talent and beauty.As for the two of them, on the contrary, they were not paired as a pair as outsiders thought.It is not known whether Hong Juncheng has that thought, but Chang Xixi has always been emotionally insensitive. If it is said that she once had beautiful fantasies about magnificent love affairs, she had been confused by the evil boy next door all these years ago.She has never had the opportunity to experience the youthful longing, the mood that a young girl should experience is all eroded by the appearance of the little villain, and there is no time to talk about romance. Everything is always sudden, teaching her to lose her first kiss at a time that is not about love, and all kinds of intimacy that should be exclusive to lovers, all taught that little boy to do enough and take it away. She knew that she hadn't experienced love yet, and there was only pity between her and Ji Yanze.He is too young to be considered by a lover, and his declaration will always be regarded as a child's ignorance. However, because of Ji Yanze's behavior, she habitually keeps a distance from the opposite sex; this is a difficult situation to clarify, but it has indeed become an invisible wall between her and men.She can't understand that the friendly expression of men represents the meaning of pursuit. She appreciates Hong Juncheng's behavior, but she never has any beautiful thoughts. Perhaps it should be said that she herself is dull.I was looking forward to love in my heart, but I couldn't astutely discover the admiration of the men around me. Ji Yanze is naturally one of the felons who interfered with her sensitivity. Since clubs and homework took up all her time, she didn't go south to see Ji Yanze for more than three years. Instead, he would go back to the central part during winter and summer vacations, and she could see him occasionally.He must be busy too, right?She called every month to check on her, but almost all of them were in vain. The reason she felt relieved about him was that his report card would be sent to Taipei for her to see, some of which were on the verge of passing, those that were abandoned, and those that were re-educated. Generally speaking, they were not as miserable as she had thought at the beginning, and she was really relieved.At least he went to and from school obediently. Now that she is in her senior year, Ji Yanze is considered to be twenty years old this year, and she is a legal adult. She must go and celebrate for him.When I saw him half a year ago, I almost couldn't recognize him. He has matured a lot, and he is no longer as unreasonable as when he first entered school, taking advantage of her and asking her to manage all his trivial matters However, there seemed to be some changes that worried her.He has become restrained, instead of scolding when he is unhappy, beating when he is unhappy, and the fierceness disappears without a trace after a fight.Like this, is it good or not?In particular, his hostility has not diminished a bit, and strangers automatically avoid him while walking on the road. She has always wondered if he really joined some gang and got mixed up? Xi Xi, are you in a daze?Is the gift wrapped?Hong Juncheng walked into the club office with a lot of story books in his arms, and asked with a smile. Today is the weekend, senior year, and the two of them don't have many classes, so they have a leisurely morning time, rushing to pack the storybook, and in the afternoon, they go to the orphanage to give gifts. She regained her senses and smiled: Sorry, I was too fuzzy again. Missing your brother?After getting acquainted in the past one or two years, their topic also went deep into mentioning her precious brother.And he also found that her topic often unconsciously revolved around Ji Yanze, and he couldn't change it anymore. Yes, I thought that the 14th of next month will be his 20th birthday, and I must celebrate it for him. But haven't you gradually stopped seeing each other in the past two years?Couldn't even get through the phone.Could it be that he no longer needs your concern? She smiled sheepishly. I've always been busy.Like before, I was the one who pestered him not to do this or that, and he was so annoyed that he had no choice but to let me go.In fact, when I think about it carefully, he doesn't want me to be troublesome. Children of this kind of background have the characteristics of wild animals.He doesn't want others to be troublesome, but it doesn't mean he doesn't need to extend his warmth.What's more, after knowing that he is really alone, I always hope to do something for him.It's good for him to be independent, but it doesn't mean that I don't have to care because he is independent.And, to be honest, she couldn't help but sigh.After celebrating his twentieth birthday, if he really doesn't need me to be troublesome anymore, then it's time for me to say goodbye to him. The sunlight penetrated the window glass and projected on his hair, reflecting gold strands jumping in the blackness.Her shy and delicate face attracts people to stare closely, forgetting to pick it up without knowing it, allowing an unconscious melancholy and loneliness to creep up on her brows. The relationship between sisters and brothers who are not related by blood is weaker after all. As time goes by, the past events that are deeply affectionate and righteous will be refuted. After all, it will be written off, and the two will forget each other You are a very beautiful girl.Hong Juncheng said softly. ah!She let out a low cry, covering her flushed cheeks with her hands.She is not beautiful, what nonsense is he talking about? He seemed to understand what she was thinking. No, not just the appearance, but also a kind heart.You are a woman who truly cared for strangers without any return, which made me almost feel inferior.What’s especially rare is that you come from a normal family, unlike me, who grew up in an orphanage, was found by relatives and adopted back. When I was able, I tried to give back to the place where I was raised, and gave my heart to the helpless. care. Different because I'm his neighbor and everyone hates him and thinks he's going to turn bad and be a gangster.I was just thinking, if someone is willing to give a little care, a little bit of education, and guide him to the right path, then he will not be forced to only have the evil path.In fact, I was only thinking about myself, because when he really turned bad, it might be all of us who suffered.Moreover, at the beginning, I just didn't want to see a child with a father and a mother who had no food to eat almost every day, and then, Renren's instinct to survive began to take it for granted that it was natural to rob others.He's still just a kid. You are really kind. President?She finally felt that the atmosphere was a little bit weird. Hong Juncheng cleared his throat, and a trace of embarrassment appeared on Junyi's face.I have always liked you. ah!She couldn't even squeeze out a voice of surprise, and stared blankly at him. It turned out that I had been thinking about how to speak.From freshman to now, I have been promoted to senior year. If I don't confess my love, I'm afraid I won't have a chance.I hope you can give me a chance and let me be your boyfriend, can you?He approached her, keeping his face at her level, waiting for her response. I don't know it's too sudden for me I don't know what to say She stuttered completely and couldn't speak all the words, just felt waves of heat hitting her head, I don't know how to deal with this kind of thing so panic, so good chaotic, at a loss Hong Juncheng stretched out his hand to gently support her shoulder, and said with a gentle smile: Don't panic, think about it carefully before answering me, okay?Although I hope you answer me with good news, if it is not, I will accept it. Even though he said so, but because she was so shocked, she was almost out of her wits doing what she was doing all day long, and was at a loss for the first time in her life that a man confessed to her. After finishing all the activities in the evening, she declined Hong Juncheng's kindness to send her home, and returned to the small suite provided by her relatives like a wandering soul. It was not until an arm blocked her steps up the stairs that she suddenly realized that there was no one standing on the handrail. A tall figure appeared. ah!After screaming, that figure staggered towards her, and she realized that the embarrassed man in front of her was Ji Yanze, whom she hadn't seen for half a year. Yanze!What’s wrong with you?ah!How could there be blood!She hadn't seen him like this for many years, and she even thought that he had long since left the days of fighting fiercely. Ji Yanze tried his best to support his own weight, and smiled lazily back at her. Long time no see, Xi Xi, I wanted to see you, so I came up. Come!Come up with me!I have medicine in my room, let me do a simple treatment first, and then I will take you to the hospital It's all right, no need to go to the hospital.He put his big hand down, wrapped around her thin shoulders, and walked upstairs step by step. But you look so weak, are you really okay?She reached out to touch his forehead, feeling a little feverish, and glanced at him, startled by the bandage under his collar.Your injuries appear to be serious, I He covered her chattering mouth and mocked lightly: God, do you still think I'm a ten-year-old kid?I'll be twenty in a few days, and I'm an adult in your eyes, can you stop scolding me like an old lady? It doesn't matter how old you are, fighting is what children do.She grabbed his hand.Climbing up to the fourth floor, he took out the key to open the door, but he didn't let her unlock it. He leaned half of his body against the wall, turned her around halfway, and looked carefully at this delicate and gentle face under the light of the porch. . When she took a closer look, she was shocked even more!God!His forehead was bleeding, he quickly took out a tissue to wipe his dirty face He grabbed her hand and put it flat on his heart. I want to see you. Why is his tone so weird and deep? Did you see it?Strange, why are the men I saw today so strange?Especially Ji Yanze; a person who used to express his displeasure with a vicious voice, but now he laughed mockingly, his personality seemed much deeper, and he lost the explosive temperament of the past.Is it time to celebrate his calmness, or to be alarmed that his transformation may have come from a bad experience? After opening the door and entering, she helped him to sit on the single bed, then hurriedly went to collect medicines, and asked by the way: Have you taken it?If not, how about fried rice with eggs? casual.He was lying on the bed, looking around at her ten-square-meter boudoir, smelling the unique feminine fragrance on her bed quilt.On the balcony, there are women's clothes to dry, as well as a few plants, which are very beautifully taken care of.In addition to a bed, there are desks, bookcases, and a large pile of books that seem to be thick enough to kill people in the room.If you want to find a trace of necessities for women, the mirror and toiletries in the bathroom are probably enough.This woman still reads books as her life, and can't learn to flirt.But God was very kind to her, making her Qingshui face soft, white and smooth, without even a trace of dents or particles. Why can't I find you on the phone recently?She picked up the medicine and sat on the edge of the bed, treating the wound on his head first. I'm not here.He shrugged. She glanced at him and said nothing. what?He sensed something was wrong with her. She lightly said: Since I'm not your real sister, caring about you will only annoy you, right?Especially since you've grown up, you don't have to treat your dick anymore. What nonsense.He took her hands and let her fall unsteadily into his arms.Then, the two yelled out at the same time.She was frightened, but he bumped into the wound and grinned in pain, but he didn't eat half of the tofu. What happened to your injuries?She asked, pointing to the bandages protruding from his lapel. Got stabbed a few times, nothing. Why don't you always love yourself? ! Don't be desperate, all you see of me is definitely the photo on the tombstone.A look of ferocity flashed in his eyes, and finally melted into a smug smile. She suddenly felt a little scared, and asked uncertainly: Yanze, are you just fighting with classmates who don't like you?still still gangster?He finished for her.He took out a pack of cigarettes from nowhere, and then tried to find firewood on his body.Probably lost, he muttered a foul word, threw the cigarette aside, and was startled by Shang Chang Xixi's tear-filled eyes!What are you doing?Nothing to cry why cry? ! Did you really run off to hang out with the gang?she asked tremblingly. right.He answered straight to the point. Why?You promised me not to join gangs!My heart hurts, as if all her caring efforts for the past ten years have been in vain.Or her efforts are not enough, so that he still insists on walking towards the darkness, thinking that the path of no return is the paradise in his mind? That's the fastest way.He replied displeased. What's the meaning? I don't want to do those jobs that are exhausting and can't earn a few hundred dollars a day; if I can get everything with my fist, why should I travel far?I figured it out, after three or five years, I don't have to wait any longer, I will have my own territory she interrupted his statement What does it mean to come out in three to five years? Go to jail, what else?He said indifferently, with an ambitious blueprint for the future flashing in his eyes. Why go to jail?You are ready to do Oh!Or have you done something illegal?Panting in shock, she grasped his hand tightly, waves of shock beyond what she could bear kept coming, and she felt like she was about to faint!God bless him that didn't mean it, he didn't do anything irreparable! Have you read the news from the day before yesterday?Fighting in the suburbs of Kaohsiung.He pointed to his wounds. The gang fight?It was said that it was to strive for the status of the drug market in Asia, and bloody scenes flashed through her mind.I heard that three people were killed, and there were countless others who were seriously injured. At present, the police have got clues and dispatched a large number of police forces to the south to investigate and prepare to capture these big drug lords alive.God!He was actually involved with those people! Why are you doing this? !she called. I want money and power. But based on the crime of murder, how can you feel at ease?If you are really rich and powerful, and your hands are bloody, will you feel at ease like this? I am not here to do it today, other people will do it too.I want to let you have a good life as soon as possible.What he couldn't bear was that this woman was always full of moral conscience.In his world, only the morality of the underworld is his creed, and everything else is bullshit.Why did he wrong himself? ! If your attachment turns bad, how can I have a good life?Her sad tears kept flowing. We'll be rich quickly and live comfortably.I don't care what comes from the sword or goes from the sword, I just want to marry you and live a good life! If you become the richest man in Taiwan because of drug trafficking, I will never marry you!I don't even talk to you anymore!Her voice was getting louder and her heart ached for his ignorance. Don't come to that set of moral arguments, others can do it, why can't I?What's more, I have already decided to come forward to take the blame for the boss. I will be sentenced to eight years or ten years, and I can be released on parole after four years.If I have taken a bad path, I will be punished by the law, and I can account for it to the society.His voice also became louder, not understanding why she was crying like this, as if he had committed some heinous crime.He came to Taipei to be gentle with her, not to quarrel.Couldn't she be gentler?After all, he was fighting for their future. Is that how you view the law?Is that a crime that everyone can take for granted, and after a few years of imprisonment, it means that the guilt is wiped out, and there is nothing owed to the society and the victim?Can he do the crime again?No one has the right to harm others or disrupt social order. Laws are formed to maintain law and order, not to mean that after serving the sentence, the mistakes made can be eliminated!Who gave you this terrible idea?Is it to tell you that drug trafficking and murder are fair and aboveboard?So does it mean that if I was hurt or killed today, I deserved to be unlucky; if I was raped and insulted when I went out, the person who harmed me would only have to sit in prison for a year and a half, and the huge pain in my heart The fact that Chuang can never recover is my own fault, so I have to accept my fate? You will be fine, don't think about it, I will protect you, I will make you the most beautiful boss woman, don't tell me some messy things.You are too simple to know how dark society is. Is it enough as long as I'm fine?If your fame comes from the huge profits made by various illegal activities, how dare you use it with peace of mind?The society is not dark in the first place, only people like you who think it's okay to join the underworld if I have one more join in, expanding the power of the dark world, and thus turbulent the cornerstone of social stability! less nonsense!Are you annoying?I don't want to hear it anymore!God knows why I'm so devoted to you alone.How many women have wanted to sleep with me in the past three years, I have endured it, because I only want to have sex with you, and other women have to queue far away.After I become the boss, if you yell at me again, how can I behave among brothers?You say that you are an adult at the age of twenty, if you agree that I am an adult, you will have sex with me.I must take the blame while I am under twenty, so that the sentence can be reduced.I only have three days to accompany you, don't quarrel with me!Time is limited, she shouldn't annoy him with meaningless words.According to his temper, he would have already punched her; because she was the most important person in his heart, he tolerated it, but it didn't mean that he would be so useless as to let her yell at her.This kind of woman is not cute. She wiped away the tears from her face, her voice was a little hoarse: I won't sleep with you, and I don't agree with you as an adult.In fact, you are even more ignorant.I can only regret that my meager efforts can't help you, and let you insist on self-destruction.You really make me sad. If the money comes from illegal activities, how can you use it with peace of mind?Why do you despise money that comes from labor?Yes, gambling, stealing, robbing, and drug trafficking are faster ways to get rich, but how many people are ruined and destroyed forever?We don't expect ourselves to make much contribution to the society, but at least we must not become black sheep, do not Are you enough?He grabbed her furiously, and shook her vigorously regardless of the pain in his body.I just want to let you live a good life as soon as possible. I want to have a lot of money and a lot of influence. Then no one in the world will dare to look down on me, and your snobbish family members will not dare to say anything. I She interrupted him sharply: Don't forget, first of all, I must be willing to marry you!And I, Chang Xixi, would rather be a nun than marry a scum of the underworld!Too much disappointment, sadness, and pain made her unable to look at his behavior calmly and tolerantly.In the past, he was just naughty, just because there was no warmth in the house, but now it was different. He ignored her efforts, and for the sake of money, he could ignore how many people would perish and die for his greed.He has changed, he is no longer her hateful villain next door, but a villain, a villain who really endangers society, and becomes a social scum just as everyone expected. The words "scumbag" on the left and "black sheep" on the right have already made Ji Yanze very angry.Now that she heard the words that she would not marry him and look down on him, her anger broke through the critical point. She raised a fist, but only punched the head of the bed, punching a hole in the headboard on the spot. 妳別以為我非妳不可嗎？妳又以為我這麼拼命是為了什麼？我也不是敗類，妳根本不懂黑道德道義，只有那種欺壓良民的人才真正叫敗類，妳懂不懂？ ! 哦，直接欺壓才算，而間接就不算了是嗎？你欣賞黑社會的道義，只在自己所處的環境講仁義道德，而黑道以外的所有人全活該不被當人看了？那麼你與陳進興有什麼兩樣？想要錢花就去擄富商，想要女人就闖入民宅強暴，到最後只聽到自己妻子沒被善待就要出來殺人，就他可以把台灣當成他的私人妓院、財庫，而別人休想動他的兄弟妻子？這居然就是你們黑道爭相讚頌的道義嗎？你們才是人，而黑道以外的無辜良民都不是人了？這樣的理念我不明白你怎麼奉為圭臬，並且沾沾自喜於自己充滿了做兄弟的道義。你怎麼這麼不懂事！她早已悲憤得無視他猙獰的面孔，更無法去擔憂自己惹怒匪徒的下場。是的，他便壞了，他真的變壞了。多年來，她只希望他在眾多的歧視中千萬別自暴自棄走向歹路，但他仍是往那一邊靠去了，想變成一名大哥來嚇阻那些看不起他的人改成怕到什麼話也不敢說她終究沒能使上力，她只是個多事雞婆的鄰家大姊。 她的心好痛！原來二三年來常聯絡不到他，是因為他去做大事業去了；課餘時間已懂得替自己的未來鋪路，想必如今已小有身分了吧？否則豈有這個榮幸蒙大哥欽點成為頂罪的不二人選？她該笑著說恭喜嗎？ you can go now.看來如今你已能過得很好，相信我這個多事的鄰居也該退出你的生命中，免得惹你氣。我不會與你上床，不會嫁你，沒這個榮幸當你所重視的人。我相信你那個圈子有不少女人想跟著你，在此恭喜你。 他霍地起身，將她逼到角落。 妳叫我走？妳要我滾蛋？妳瞧不起我所有的努力？Why? 我說過了，我不要你墮落！她喊著，任由強忍的眼淚又成串滑落。 身體上的痛與大腦內的高熱，不斷的令他暈眩與益加煩躁不已。他顛躓了下，雙手撐住她身後的牆，咬牙道︰墮落？可以過風光的生活叫墮落？我能做到最好的一件事就是這個了，妳懂不懂？ 我不想懂，我也不想再對你抱著任何希望了。反正你以成年，不能再以年少無知去原諒你的荒唐。你可以做任何你覺得對的事，即使以危害社會來牟取自身的暴利她的聲音被摀住。 別以為我不敢打妳！He shouted angrily.她就非得一再一再的強調他是敗類嗎？ 我不在乎，我也不相信你敢。她拉下他的手，忍不住用力搥向他胸膛，心碎不能成語的叫︰為什麼你會變成這個樣子？Why? 轟然的暈眩，外加她的拳頭打中了他前日才縫好的刀傷，教他一時支撐不住，往她身上倒了過去 惱人的爭論，終於暫時告一個段落；陷入黑暗的那一刻，其實，他是慶幸的，只要她別哭了他不要她哭。她罵得好難聽，哭得好傷心，氣得他想打人也想殺人，而她的絕望又令他無措。 為什麼會這個樣子？他只是想要她呀 紀衍澤高燒了三日，忙壞了幾乎是三日夜夜沒瞌眼的常夕汐。餵他吃藥，擦身體，加上樓下內科醫生的出診，換了好幾次點滴，打了好幾隻退燒針，才終於穩下了他來勢洶洶的大病。 會生上這一場病，全是由於他身上的傷口才縫好，理應在醫院住到拆線，卻硬是搭機北上。舟車勞頓外加傷口扯裂，再怎麼大塊頭的硬漢，也的倒下來。 病痛折磨得他昏昏沉沉，未曾真正清醒過，一連串的夢噫裡，有氣怒、有低吼、有悲切的呼喚，但都是離不開三個字常夕汐。 咒罵的是她，低吼中夾乞求也是為她，更多更多的宣誓提及了絕不讓她離開的堅定。 可見病倒前那一長串的爭執，已然成為他的夢魘。 她在他的心中有重量嗎？ 為他掛心牽絆了近十年，如果得到的只是他的情感，而非他人格上的端直，根本沒什麼好喜悅的。 何況關於愛情無論是三天前洪俊城的告白，抑或是在這三天乍然了悟衍澤多年來嚷叫著要娶她的話從來就不是空言來說，都教她無所適從。 沒有一個少女不對愛情有所憧憬的。但她忙碌的二十三年生命中，從來沒有太多閒暇來為愛情空置；也可以說是她太遲鈍了，才會把紀衍澤不斷的竊吻行為當成小孩子的好奇與惡作劇，總以為他長大之後便會忘了。 但他沒有，他一直篤定她是他的人。 突如其來的認知，令她驚訝，並且一時之間不知道該怎麼去理出一個頭緒。不管是洪俊城還是紀衍澤 何況眼前她壓根沒心思去管愛不愛的問題，光是紀衍澤偏差的行為已足夠令她傷心。她多希望他平凡而正常，也不要他出色於逞兇鬥狠中，不正當於顛覆社會的行為。 可是，他一向是容不得別人命令指責的。尤其此刻他已長大，堅持黑道是他的路，便誰也扭轉不來了。她只能選擇放棄，一如其他放棄他的人相同地放棄他。他的心已被利益蒙蔽，再也沒有是非觀念，除了一逕的認定她是他的之外，其他全變了。 而她不以為自己待在他身邊能發揮多少規勸效果。不了，她沒那麼偉大，也不願陪一名黑道份子風光；她只能宣布自己的失敗，他當真如所有人所言的無藥可救。 she is so sad 喂虛弱的惡氣由昏迷在床的男子口中發出。 她拭去不知何時又流下來的淚，移到他身邊。 要喝水嗎？手捧水杯，看著他乾裂的唇。 連喝了兩杯，他半撐起自己，問︰ 我睡多久了？為什麼全身痠痛？ 三天了，你一直發高燒。她淡淡說著，無法再付出理所當然的親切。 他甩甩頭，努力想由渾沌中理出一些什麼，也想甩掉全身虛脫的無力感。 three days?那我必須趕回高雄了，有一批海洛英會進來 她站起身，走到窗口。 我不想聽這些。如果你仍是要說，我會報警去抓你們。 她冷淡的口氣激怒了他。 妳在與我鬧什麼？三天前妳還鬧不夠呀！他可以忍受她的大哭大叫，卻無法容忍她把他當陌生人看。 過來，我要與妳說話！He ordered. She shook her head. 明天你體力應該恢復得差不多，可以走了。我想，以後你也別來找我了。等一會我出去買食物，會順便去把你存在我這邊剩下的八十三萬提出來給你。原來我以為那筆錢可以用來當你的創業基金，不過，我想不必了，反正不管你多麼會花錢，總有法子去得到更多。何況，非親非故的我，也沒有資格幫你保管錢。 妳什麼意思？he is. 我不與混黑道的人來往，我不認識一名叫紀衍澤的未來黑道大哥，一名毒販。 She means it!這個認知再度侵襲他的腦袋，不知是驚是怒，幾乎沒讓他又昏了過去。 妳看不起我？妳憑什麼看不起我？我有不偷不搶！ 再怎麼說都沒有用，販毒的罪惡又哪裡少於偷搶拐騙？我不想再與你說了。只要你的雙手不乾淨一天，我就看不起你，不管日後你會成為什麼大亨級人物，我都看不起。 那妳到底要我怎麼啦！ ?他受不了她的冷漠疏離。他的努力全是為了要做給她看，如果他的功成名就只會使她看不起他，那他努力了又有什麼用！ 三日來不眠不休的疲憊已使她憔悴不已，她並沒有太多的力氣再與他戰上一回合，而他的體力相信也負荷不了，她靠在窗框上，無力道︰ 我要你有堂堂正正的人格，願意腳踏實地的工作，賺取錢財與你所要的功成名就，並且不以危害世人為前提。白手起家並不可恥，不能成為巨富也不怎樣，重要的是我要你心安理得的花用每一分你賺來的錢，不要崇拜什麼黑道道義，而忽略了你亦是社會的一份子，理應盡你一份公德心我不要再說了，反正你什麼也聽不下。我對你而言，除了是上床、結婚的對象，其他什麼也不是。如果你上台北是為了這兩件事，我可以明白的告訴你，我不會與一個是非不分的人上床，也不會嫁給一名混黑道的毒販。 閉上眼，以為接下來會是他的咆哮，但沒有，也許他氣壞了，體力太虛弱所以又昏了過去。 夕汐。沉重的鼻息吹拂在她臉上。 她睜眼才發現他竟然拔掉針頭，下床坐在她面前。對這個男孩縱使傷心絕望，卻仍關心他的病體。 你回去躺好 妳真的痛恨我走向黑道嗎？ She nods. 但，那讓我有成就感。 那我無話可說。她摀住臉。 我真的想娶妳。妳是我這輩子決定要娶的人。他拉下她的雙手，眼光深邃且思量。 我不會嫁給你。 妳不愛我？他逼近她臉問。 我們之間從來沒有進行到愛不愛的問題上。何況，現在的你萬萬不可能讓我傾心。你讓我好心痛、好失望！她凝視他鬍渣滿布的面孔。這張年輕的臉，有著慣常打架滋事累積出來的戾氣，江湖味十足，淪落得令人心痛。 如果我不走那條路，妳願不願意嫁我？他不要她走出他的生命，不要她決然與他劃下楚河漢界，為了這一點，任何快速得到的成就感都可以放棄。他才不管什麼社會公義不公義、善良風俗那一套，他只在乎眼前這個女人。他沒有是非的認知，因為在他看來，社會對他並不厚待，全世界更是一團烏煙障氣，法律早已被人玩弄於股掌間，他才不在乎犯不犯法，他只在乎她。如果走入黑道會讓她痛恨起他，那麼他可以放棄，他什麼也不要了。 但先決條件是她一定得是他的。 妳願意嗎？他再一次低問。望著她因不眠不休照顧他而花容憔悴的臉，即使在這麼氣他的情況下仍不吝付出關懷，今生今世，再也沒有別的女人比她更好更美了。他一定要得到她，一定要愛她，讓她陪他過一生。 如果你可以堂堂正正的做人，我們可以試著去喜愛上對方。其實其實你不該要脅我的，但我要你當個正常人，不做壞事這真的是她語無倫次了起來，為著他話中之意而心悸不已。 三天前他是那麼意氣風發的來告訴她，他在黑道中多麼前途無量、風光得意，施恩似地說他要給她在室男的身體，榮派她當他第一個女人但此刻，他似乎又成了當年那個壞小孩，好不容易與她妥協，夾帶著她必須喪權辱國的割地賠款 他認真的說著︰ 小時候，妳不要我搶同學的錢，便說我可以搶妳的錢；不要我吃別人的便當，就把妳的便當讓給我。這次，道理也是相同。如果妳不要我混黑道，那就承諾嫁給我，我不在乎妳愛不愛我，反正有我愛妳就行了。 依然是霸道獨我的性格，只是錢財與便當怎麼能與愛情相提並論呢？他混不混黑道怎麼可以用來交換她的終身？ 沒有這道理。 我什麼時候講過道理？ 你未出口的怒氣教他擷取了去，以唇。 我不管，我要娶你，不計一切代價也要得到妳。他喃喃的在氣息交融中宣誓。 交換條件再一次達成協議，至少他是這樣篤定。