Chapter 11 chapter Ten

Shan Xiaochen suddenly disappeared all afternoon! When a group of people were looking for someone in a panic, in the evening, a phone call from the hospital came like a nuclear bomb. Shan Xiaochen had already finished the first aid and was awake. Very provocative terms, hardly frightened the poorly protected people to commit seppuku as apology. Tang Jin was the first to rush into the ward. After seeing that Shan Xiaochen, whose left upper arm was wrapped in gauze, could be said to be well, he was not too exhausted to speak. Are you okay?Is there anything wrong?he asked tremblingly. Shan Xiaochen smiled weakly.

It's okay, I'm a little hungry. what happened?Where is the doctor?Mo Ruoan asked dignifiedly, no longer the usual gentle and elegant image. A middle-aged doctor immediately came over to explain the condition: Hello, Mr. Mo.My surname is Chen.Ms. Shan was splashed with strong acid liquid three hours ago. Fortunately, the gangster didn't have much acid on his hands and only splashed on his left upper arm.After our quick treatment, there is no serious problem, but the burn scar must be treated in cosmetic aspects. Who is the murderer?Did you catch it?Tang Jin asked coldly. It is a middle-aged woman named Ji Xiushuang, who is now in the police station and seems to have mental problems.The doctor felt cold all over unconsciously, and hurriedly backed away after explaining.

Someone you don't recognize?Xiaochen?Mo Junsheng asked. impossible.Otherwise, how could Xiaochen follow her.Tang Jin retorted directly, and quickly recalled the name Ji Xiushuang that he seemed to have seen before in his mind! She was Aunt Junyi's college classmate and later married Gu Taijun.What did she come to see you for? !It is unbelievable that the smart Xiaochen would walk with strangers in a daze.Tang Jin's worry turned into unstoppable anger, and he was trying his best to suppress it. Ancient Thai Army?Oh, Mo Junyi's first love, the man who cried bitterly in front of Junyi's tomb after success, and died of depression.It's not that Mo Junan and Mo Junsheng don't remember, but they just doubt Ji Xiushuang's motives.

Shan Xiaochen's intact right hand draws circles on the bed sheet helplessly.It was the first time in my life that I encountered such a shock of utter lack of rationality, and only then did I realize that people's hearts can be so deviated.But she really didn't want to talk about her mistakes in front of a large group. Thank you Jingjing in advance, if she hadn't knocked Ji Xiushuang away, I'm afraid I wouldn't be lucky enough to sit here and talk to you.She saw Shan Jingjing by the door and decided to settle this matter first. Shan Jingjing suddenly became the focus of everyone's attention.After all, she was a seventeen-year-old girl. Facing a group of people in charge of a big company, she naturally lowered her face in fear and dared not speak.

How did you show up at the right time?Shan Yehui was the closest to her and asked questions. Shan Jingjing has been following Shan Xiaochen for several days.My mother hid in the Philippines but still couldn't escape the media entanglement, and the money around her was running out, and my father just took the opportunity to cut off the payment of child support. Shan Xiaochen asks for some help.After all, they are still relatives by blood, so they won't die without saving them, right? But after following for several days, I still couldn't find a chance to get close to her.It is a great achievement to save Shan Xiaochen until today, but she doubts that these cold-faced people will help her.It would be lucky not to mock their mother and daughter again.

Uncle, let's help them resettle their mother and son.Shan Xiaochen asked. In the Philippines?Tang Jin didn't want these people with ulterior motives to bother Xiaochen again. Jingjing, do you live in the Philippines? good. Where do you live alone in Taiwan now?Only Xiaochen Shan thought of it. Stay in a hotel.Shan Jingjing didn't dare to look up. Shan Xiaochen instructed her younger sister: Ye Hui, take her back to settle down until she returns to the Philippines.She could see that Ye Hui's face had been terribly pale since she came to the ward; but now she couldn't care too much, and there were still a lot of people waiting for her to explain the matter, maybe they could talk to her after returning home.

Shan Yehui nodded, and silently led Shan Jingjing and the driver back to Shan's house. Mo Ruo'an knew that Xiaochen didn't want people who didn't know the inside story to be the audience of this incident, so he asked the supervisor of the safety management department to withdraw some personnel, and then let the children and grandchildren go home, and the wives and relatives were not allowed to stay. After a while, only two brothers Mo Ruoan, Mo Ruosheng, and Tang Jin were left in the ward.Does this mean that you will be scolded much less?Taking a peek at Tang Jin's rarely livid face, she was not so sure anymore.

Ms. Ji told me that she has a portrait of Mommy over there and wants to return it to our Mo family.In the past, I heard from my brother that Gu Taijun had painted a lot of paintings for Girls’ Generation’s mommy, and wanted to buy them back at a high price, but the other party disagreed.So when Ms. Ji said in the afternoon that she had financial difficulties and wanted to sell, I agreed.She said that the painting was stored in the gallery, not far from the school, so I didn't inform Ye Hui or the driver. She doesn't have a picture of your mother in her hand.After the death of the ancient Thai army, even the paintings were burned during the cremation.Tang Jin said coldly.

how do you know?He seems to know a lot. Tang Jin rubbed his brows lightly. I know everything about you, and I even know that Jingyuan will show up in front of your bed tomorrow morning to spank you and then move to America to live. ah!Too bad, brother will definitely come back!Oh, and grandpa. Don't let grandpa know, okay?she begs. The old boss doesn't know about it so far.Tang Jin ignored Xiao Chen and turned to his two bosses: We must not let Ji Xiushuang go.Before she is sentenced, I will collect her biographical information as soon as possible. Please give me ten days and vacation.

well there you go.If you need the assistance of security personnel, you can directly mobilize, and I will ask Zhou Qiang to cooperate fully.Mo Ruoan agreed. Need something more?When Jingyuan comes back tomorrow, you hand over the work to him first.Mo Junsheng also agreed. Uncle, this is basically my own fault, don't kill everyone else.She just can't stand that I look like Mommy, so she will be impulsive. If there is no premeditation, there will be no strong acid.Xiaochen, don't be naive.We cannot allow any incident to endanger you.You should go to the United States, we are not doing enough to protect you, and you will have to plead guilty to your grandfather later.Mo Junan patted his niece.The decision cannot be refuted.And he thought that what Xiaochen should worry about right now was not Ji Xiushuang's fate, but Tang Jin's unprecedented fury.The child, whose mood was invisible and well controlled, was angry, out of control.Even a veteran in shopping malls like him is on the alert, why is Xiaochen still unaware?

I haven't finished high school yet and don't want to go to America.She doesn't like having someone make decisions for her. I can't help you.Come back when Taiwan is safe.Tang Jin's cold tone could not be discounted. Safety?What is security?It's just a minor injury.And after learning this lesson, I will be more careful in the future.why are you so angryXiaochen felt uncomfortable in her heart.Why is his eyes so strange and distant? Go tell Mo Jingyuan. I don't want to leave you, why are you eager to send me away?she growled. But I want you to go.He didn't want to look at her and was about to leave.If he doesn't find something to do, he will definitely lose control of the anger he wants to vent. Are you ready to fight with me?she asked incredulously. quarrel?Tang Jin's soft tone seemed to be pulled out of a furnace: Not ready to quarrel, dear Xiaochen, we are already quarreling.Not for a while. How long will we be arguing?Shan Xiaochen saw that he had already walked out the door, she didn't care about being shocked, and asked hurriedly. She still dare to ask? !He really had to clap his hands in admiration.His anger heated up again, making him speak indiscriminately: until you grow up.Until then, please take care of yourself. The mood has been teetering on the edge of depression ever since.Psychology affects the body, so Xiaochen did not recover after suffering from a small cold, allowing her brother to suspend school for her, and moved to the United States to live with him. No one can say goodbye, what is the bitterness? Once Tang Jin can't control his temper, it's scary.Therefore, he will not talk to her in a short period of time.At first, she didn't understand why his anger was so deep, but later she learned from her brother that he was not so angry at her for being careless, but rather angry at himself for not being able to protect his grandpa's entrustment, and even failing to protect his own woman. . Unless he figured it out himself, it would be useless for anyone to enlighten him.And the only way he allowed himself to vent his anger was to work hard and not let himself rest.The self-abuse man didn't want her to see his uncontrollable side, so he refused to even say goodbye. The scars on the hands are no longer visible after cosmetic surgery.Just alas. Learning to sigh is nothing more than regret for the troubles caused later.Willing to come to the United States with his brother, the most important thing is for Ye Hui. He never knew that his injury would have such a big impact on Ye Hui.Ever since she was a child, Ye Hui always existed because of her.To learn martial arts, it is Xiaochen; to enter school early, it is Xiaochen; to be able to enjoy the treatment of a daughter as a concubine, because Xiaochen needs a playmate. Over time, perhaps Ye Hui resents this identity of living for others, but also regards it as the meaning and responsibility of life.Once this situation is stripped away, I'm afraid I will be at a loss, right? She had noticed it before, that's why she decided to go abroad after graduating from high school, so that Ye Hui could live back to herself.It was only after this accident that she realized that this concubine's younger sister had already taken her safety as her own responsibility and considered herself a bodyguard. No wonder she hated Tang Jin so much, because Tang Jin took her job away. On the day of the injury, Ye Hui unexpectedly took the scissors and cut a cross-shaped wound on her upper arm. Xiaochen admits that she has never lost such a big temper in her life!How is this behavior different from the stupid behavior of the Japanese who want to cut seppuku at every turn?When Ye Hui's wound broke down, she immediately asked Wang Xiujia to pack her luggage, and the mother and daughter went to Japan to live for a while, and they were not allowed to return to China until Ye Hui got a master's degree. Don't blame others for persecuting those who don't treat themselves kindly.Finally, Xiaochen had a chance to bully others. She and Ye Hui have finally drawn a break for conjoined twins. Ha chirp! When she sneezed, no one brought a tissue right away; when she was thirsty, no one brought her the tea that best suited her taste. Without a person who existed for granted, she realized how incompetent she was in her previous life. It has been four months since I came to the United States.The October autumn wind has blown quietly, turning the first green leaves of the treetops red.If she hadn't received a handmade backpack from Japan, she would have almost forgotten that it had been so long since she left Taiwan.Because I have not recovered from the cold, I always think about Tang Jin when I am awake, or I am played around by my brother.The so-called hometown, to put it bluntly, is just a place where relatives stay, so I don't particularly miss the mansion in Yangmingshan, but I think about the places I have visited with Tang Jin. Whenever eating, he always said that she was difficult to raise.Ah. The yearning is very deep and strong, but there is no desire to fly back to Taiwan. I was in a daze again.Mo Jingyuan came in with longan tea and reached out to rub his sleepy little sister. Brother, maybe you should let me study alone in a foreign land like my cousins, and then work part-time to earn pocket money.People who have jobs don't get sick.I guess Lin Daiyu just got sick from boredom. never.You're just in a bad mood and you haven't cheered up.As for work, that is needless to say.You are not from the Mo family, nor do you work in a company, so why ask for trouble? Something happened that made me feel so stupid and useless.She leaned into her brother's warm arms. Don't worry, Tang Jin won't be angry for long.What he needs now is to make himself stronger, and he has been working hard in that direction. no.She shook her head.He has his own ideas and I respect him.I think about myself.Why do you treat me so well?And I don't have to pay anything?It is depressing to find yourself poor and empty. Mo Jingyuan laughed and scolded: fool. Why doesn't Ye Hui hate me?They are obviously sisters, but they are born unequal.Why did Tang Jin fall in love with me?I'm a rice bug that spends a lot of money.Why do drivers and servants all focus on me?What we give is nothing more than small favors and salary. For the servants, we are the most generous and unassuming masters, and we are good at playing the role of timely rain.It is actually very simple to buy the loyalty of subordinates.In addition, we have basic respect for people, and we will never speak loudly to people or humiliate their dignity.This is a very basic courtesy, but many people become very rude when they have money.We're pretty good hosts by comparison, aren't we?Mo Jingyuan knew that the little girl was digging into a dead end, otherwise she wouldn't have asked such a question. Shan Xiaochen nodded.It's not that she can't see it, it's just that besides these reasonable manifestations of human nature, there are more unpredictable human deviations, which made her suspicious.Stretching out a hand to caress the left upper arm, the scar was no longer visible on it, and the pain was also forgotten, but the palpitations were still there. Mo Jingyuan saw her subconscious movements, and said: Don't do things too much.Caring too.Mother has always cared for and helped others, but she has done too much for the Gutai Army, and she has hurt Ji Xiushuang to the same extent.The last thing you can do in the world is to meddle in other people's feelings.She can do without Gu Taijun, but she shouldn't match Ji Xiushuang because of pity for Ji Xiushuang's infatuation and Gu Taijun's loneliness.Why do matchmakers decline for three generations?Because the couple is good, the matchmaker is thrown over the wall; when the husband and wife are arguing, the first person who is strange is the matchmaker. Xiaochen looked up at her brother. I don't think mom ever really loved. The only ones she ever loved were us.Mo Jingyuan recalled his mother's smile when she finished her life.First love, sometimes it can only be the confusion and infatuation of the first passion. If there is no in-depth relationship, it cannot be called love.When my mother was dating Gu Taijun, she could still think about her physical condition, and if she married him, what kind of psychological transition and unbalanced and rational love he would have, maybe it was not love.At least not deeply.Therefore, he believed that his mother never expected that Ji Xiushuang would hate her so much that she would vent her anger on Xiaochen. Tang Jin and I are also very rational.Xiaochen retorted: But I am optimistic about my life after marrying him. He flicked the tip of his sister's nose. It's been a long time, please get married now, won't you be afraid that your brother will be sad? She smiled coquettishly and found a more comfortable position to nestle in. I believe that even if I die, Tang Jin will not cry bitterly in front of my grave.If you marry me, you won't mind if I have so much money that if he is ridiculed, he can save thirty years of struggle.His greatest advantage is that once he has decided, he will not regret it, nor will he suffer from uncertain emotions. Yes, so when he is angry, you are so smart that you refuse to make a call, for fear that he will scold you, right?Mo Jingyuan raised his head, smiled and looked at a tall figure standing at the door at some point, and then remembered that he brought tea to tell his sister that there was a visitor by the way.As for the visitor, he obviously disapproved of their brother and sister's intimacy, because the thick eyebrows had already tied dozens of knots and it was scary. How long do you think Tang Jin will be angry?Mo Jingyuan asked, kissing his younger sister lightly on the forehead, ignoring the slaughter eyes approaching at the door. It shouldn't be too long, unless he wants to take the opportunity to get rid of me, the rich lady.After all, I'm still not sure how long the man is going to be angry. It's autumn, the fallen leaves outside are very artistic, and the scene of lovers walking under the woods must be beautiful.Mo Jingyuan reached out and gestured to the tall man.Taking advantage of the time when my sister was sitting up and drinking tea, she drew back and let another person fill the original position, the cooperation was perfect. Shan Xiaochen leaned back against the comfortable meat pad after turning back, feeling a little strange, but because of the better comfort, he had no objection. Brother, without Ye Hui's beauty reinforcement, no one will feel beautiful when walking with me in the autumn wind.My nose was flushed, I picked up a bag of tissues I had blown off, and put away the tissues I was about to use. The situation must have been cartoonish. The people behind didn't answer, presumably because they were tired from work and just wanted to come here to listen to her talk.She can enjoy herself very much. Walking with Tang Jin is also very cartoony.His steps are big, but I like to walk slowly, looking at the flowers and grass and the sunshine.You workaholics really don't know how to live.Once we went to Zhuzi Lake to see calla lilies, and I stopped for a while, but he had already walked a hundred meters, and turned around to find that I was gone.I was thinking that Ji Xiaolan in the Qing Dynasty had the elegant name of Shenxing Taibao, and she must have practiced the fast-step weight loss method in order to lose weight.Then why did Tang Jin walk so fast?Time may be precious, but it takes leisure time to live up to it, right?As a result, he started to hold my hand for a walk.Others' boyfriends always find thousands of reasons to achieve the goal of holding hands, but he is afraid that I will get lost and thinks of holding hands.I know I'm not very attractive, but he really has no romantic cells, does he? A hand stretched out from behind, bringing her a cup of tea to quench her thirst.She took a sip, and finally realized that something was wrong. This rough and callused hand did not belong to her brother. Her brother's hand was slender and noble white, and this black and rough hand should have been cultivated in a difficult environment. Tang Jin!She whispered, half turned around, and finally saw the smiling man behind her. Tang Jin lazily said: If I don't come again, I'm afraid you won't reveal all the details of our date.Even Jingyuan shouldn't know. Why?She faced him happily, found a comfortable position, and hugged his neck tightly. Let people know that I have too much softness, and my dignity will be shaken.He kissed her for a long time before making up for the lovesickness he hadn't seen for more than four months. Aren't we arguing?she asked.How can someone kiss someone as soon as they come, as if nothing happened. We made up.He kissed again. You said it all.She smiled, and before his lips pressed down again, she stuffed a cherry into his mouth.I'm so pitiful, I don't have a chance to piss off.Originally, I thought that if you didn’t come here in a few months, I would be like the daughter of another family. When I returned to Taiwan, I would make you restless, and use the power of the company to suppress you, so that you could not stretch your ambitions, and surrendered at my feet. Queen.What she alludes to is the real plot of a daughter of a certain family and her husband-in-law; it is still a joke in the upper class, and people avoid the women of that family. Shall I give you a whip?he asked cautiously. You are evil and cranky.She took the thick volume on the table and threw it at him.Don't think she doesn't know what SM is all about.Ye Hui sent a lot of relevant documents. He laughed for a while before he could see what he was grabbing, his face unavoidably darkened.Is the little girl still unable to stand on her own? We are so used to sharing.When she sees something good, she will keep a copy for me.Maybe, when her letters start mentioning friends, she'll leave me alone.Though by then the lost one will be me. Your umbilical cord should have been cut long ago.Everyone should treat themselves better than others. you too?Love yourself more than me?She was just curious and didn't think there was anything wrong with it. Tang Jin didn't nod or shake his head, he thought for a while before saying: I'm here on a business trip to the US for business.I thought I was just dropping by to see you, so before getting on the plane, I still made sure that I weighed you the same as work.But I was angry for three, Ah Yue, remember?It's not just that I'm angry that my ability has been thwarted, but I didn't protect you well.After arriving in the United States, my self-analysis finally came to the most realistic conclusion.I have already taken you too seriously.In the past, I worked hard to improve myself, in order to match you, it was for myself.But then it deteriorated imperceptibly.Improving yourself is for you to live a better life.Maybe I can't afford what Mo Jingyuan provides for the rest of my life, but I never fall too far behind.Everything I do is to make you smile and make you healthy and rich.He concluded: I love you more than I love myself.So angry that you were hurt under my guard.Of course, you deserve a spanking for your carelessness. She bit her lip lightly. Are you empathetic?You said you were very impressed with my mommy.Too many people love her for being like a mother, and she doesn't care.But Tang Jin couldn't do it.He had to love her for who she was. Tang Jin didn't expect her to ask such a question, and raised his eyebrows in surprise. do you care about this After this accident, many things that are taken for granted are not taken for granted at all.I, Shan Xiaochen, have been living under the halo of Mummy, even when you came. He didn't let her back away, and hugged her even tighter. I took over the task of protecting you because you are Aunt Junyi's daughter, otherwise I wouldn't have time to take care of a rich lady.But such an identity never imagined that I would take out a heart for it.remember?At first I mistook you for Shan Yehui, and then because I fell in love with you, I started to disapprove of Shan Xiaochen.Because I feel that the concubine Shan Yehui has been treated badly.Human hearts are selfish.After knowing that you are the real master, I don't think Ye Hui is pitiful at all, but feel that she has made her life so selfless.Xiaochen, don't start digging into a dead end just because of a small accident.You are very smart and organized. You can see through many things and do the right thing. Do not doubt yourself.How much I love to see you reciting poems and singing, and how much I love to see your demeanor of tasting food; eating at a roadside stall can be as dignified as eating at a five-star restaurant.Don't be morose.Look, there is no cure for a cold.He rubbed her cold hands displeased.Winter is coming, and I still don't take care of my body. How do you know I've been having a cold?She caught the doubt. He paused, smiled and said: You don't think I can really let you go, do you?Only when children quarrel will they never communicate with each other, so they will reconcile quickly, because they can't bear to ignore each other.You really ignored me for four months? Doesn't it mean that you are really a child if you admit it?She knelt and sat up.I also know that you have been acting like a workaholic venting your anger. Then do you know that in the past four months, there have been many young ladies who have tried to recruit me as Master Ju Ma? You don't like it.You like me, I will only find someone else after I die.She was so proud to declare. You will not die.As you said just now, when you died, I never went to your grave and wept bitterly, that person lost face.He rushed forward, pinned her down on the chaise longue, and looked down at her. Oh, I guess you're going to find someone new to replace you right away?She made sour guesses. No.I will be with you.In this way, the next time you reincarnate, maybe you can still be reborn in the same country, and there is no age issue. This is the limit of the sweet talk of an unromantic man.She sighed.If our lifespan only ends tomorrow, what do you think we should do now to not waste it? It's the optimistic and casual Shan Xiaochen again. Let's have a kiss first, and then go to the maple tree to count the fallen leaves at night, doing the stupid things that every couple of lovers must do.He rubbed her face. Don't forget to have tissues ready, she muttered, wanting a runny nose. of course.He printed his lower lip. Aftertaste That's all?Mo Bo just stood in the backyard with sparse flowers and trees and asked. Mo Jingyuan was putting away his laptop, and casually responded to his grandfather: certainly.Anyway, Xiaochen still has seven years to live as a student, so she won't be married off too early.How could he be willing to pull his older sister to marry?At least until the age of twenty-five. Mo Bo just said: I still feel that I shouldn't have helped Xiaochen find her husband so early. Who taught that there is only one Tang Jin in the world?After working with Tang Jin for three years, Mo Jingyuan has already made an appointment for this best sister-in-law.Chen has seven years to decide whether to marry or not. It's really rare for that child to be so positive even when he is angry.Look at how beautiful this summer's succession is, I really want him to be so angry all the time.Although Ji Xiushuang's behavior of throwing sulfuric acid was unexpected, but fortunately it did not make a big mistake.Mo Bogang still feels that the couple's tests still seem to be too little.With the wrong marriage of his beloved daughter, his compensatory mentality to his granddaughter is so strong that he must make her happy. Of course, Tang Jin, who was selected out of thousands of choices, did not disappoint him. Don't do the same trick a second time, otherwise Tang Jin will get really angry and it won't be fun to simply destroy Mo's.We are not Xiaochen with a special status, so be careful. Jingyuan, isn't our Mo family treacherous?Master Mo sighed unconsciously.There is no business without adultery. Grandpa, we are. The old and the young sipped tea leisurely, and the air was quiet for a long while. I really want to see the limit of Tang Jin's anger.Mo Bo just said. It's done, let him know that we designed him to fall in love with the expensive daughter, and Mo's family will definitely be blown away by half.Mo Jingyuan generously let you choose.It's not impossible to see it. So, what about passing it on to someone else?Use others to tease, such as Shan Shi? They are not so capable, but last month my grandpa was so angry that he was hospitalized for three days.If you don't have enough skill, don't try to fight him.Mo Jingyuan gave conscientious advice. No need to play.The old man lost his interest a little bit, and finally chatted indifferently: What about your concubine sister?Will you arrange a partner for her?For the sake of her loyal protection of Xiaochen. Mo Jingyuan shrugged. Wait for the right time, the right place, and the harmony of people.When the time comes, a push is indispensable.I am just the younger sister of these two who live together. The baby is very beautiful, and it is not difficult to marry, but unfortunately there is no dowry.Maybe you should pick a man from a famous family or a man who can conquer the world with one hand.If that kind of talent who has not achieved success in the world and only wants to find help, probably won't chase her.The old eyes of the world have seen through the situation. talk later.It has to be someone who really loves her.She has suffered too much, and I can't bear to let her suffer any more. A few thin clouds floated down gently.I heard that there will be a silver Christmas in Vancouver this year.The fragrance of tea drifts toward the sky, and the chatter of the old and the young occasionally resounds in the silence. After spring, summer, autumn and winter, a love affair has been completed.Winter is suitable for rest; let lovers keep warm, let lovers pursue, let all sorrows, joys, joys and sorrows be covered with snow into tranquility. Everything, wait for spring, start again. In 1998, draw a happy ending here. (End of the book) Pack 1998, Chinese New Year! At the end of each year, there will always be a habitual reply letter to clear the warehouse, or to clean up the mood.Let's do some sorting this year. Spicy letters have been absent this year. Let alone the tired and futile 1998. After scratching my head for a long time, let's talk about my attitude towards writing and reading novels. When I draw materials and write, I often start writing out of impulsiveness, ignoring everything.I often extend chapter after chapter for an unformed idea, until the feeling I want is written into a story in my pen, and the thinking I want to share with others is expressed. For example, when writing why not go wrong to the end, it was to observe Mo Junyi and sent someone.She is not the protagonist, but she is a very important person not because she gave birth to a heroine, but because her existence completely influences and leads the growth of the next generation's heart and personality.This kind of influence is not only on Tang Jin and Shan Xiaochen, even Shan Yehui and a certain man in the future will have a different life because she has lived in the world for more than 30 years. too early. What I want to express is Mo Junyi, so when I start writing, I always think about her, and then think about the progress that the hero and heroine should have. Basically, I suggest that you don't think too much, because my trigger point is often not in the same boat as the story, and all I want is a fresh ambition to keep me from being bored on the road of writing.When I write to tell you a story, I often build a long extension in my heart to feast myself. I framed all the encounters and partings in Mo Junyi's young life, her thoughts and life, and then because of her, the huge and mixed branches of the Mo family and the Shan family were born; To affect the love, anger, sorrow, and joy of the relevant characters, a manuscript is like taking a banana noodle from a banana skewer and presenting it to the world, and the rest, I reward myself. Maybe, when you are in a good mood, you can peel another banana from the bunch, and there will be no more.I have always been a duck to eat a lot, and I have collected it in the Buddhist scriptures pavilion in my fantasy world, and I can recollect it by myself.This is the greatest joy of being a writer. The above examples have probably shaken up my attitude in writing for several years. In order to prevent you from being too frightened, I will close the case here.It's good to keep my sense of mystery. Come come come!Let me talk about my enjoyment of reading novels. I am a person who will read some books and then do not seek to understand them.Reading is a great way to relax for me.When reading classical literature, poetry or romance novels, or comics, I don't make a distinction in my heart whether there is a standard or not.As far as I am concerned, it is all words or pictures that entertain me.The only difference is whether it looks good or not, and whether it is brilliant or not. A good-looking book will teach people to be overwhelmed when they read it, and they are eager to call and share it with their friends.I can also find the opposite joy to entertain myself even in bad books. The authors of romance novels have many facets.do i know themNo, most of them are unknown to me. I have to admit that I am a person who likes to observe the author very much, and to deduce his personality from the preface.One more little secret to confess, reading the author's preface often gives me great pleasure. No, I don't mean that the writers write so much humor and many words, but that they have fun in the process of guessing between the lines.There must not be many people as bored as me. Some people's prefaces are extremely exaggerated and funny, purely for the sake of Bo Jun; It introduces a series of relatives and friends who are close to the readers; some people start with not being able to write the preface, and finally finish it at the end. In fact, they wrote a lot of hala; A clarification essay that mainly expresses emotions. I often think about the temperament of the person who wrote these prefaces.I found that many writers often couldn't help jumping up to defend themselves.I admire these people, but disagree that this is good communication.There are often more confrontations than resolutions.I don't know if those writers will regret their slip of the tongue after they calm down? There is a problem of subjective opposition between the person who writes and the person who reads it, just as the author cannot understand why his masterpiece is not favored.It is also difficult for readers to understand why the author insists on turning a story that is obviously not good into a treasure like a masterpiece? Why try to change other people's views?I think being true to yourself is the most important thing.Democracy means respecting others and being true to oneself. In my experience, I have received both the best support and the worst abuse.But I understand that no one will deliberately call a book he thinks good-looking a bad book, and his dissatisfaction with strong words is a sign that it is not good-looking, even if ninety-nine people say that the book is good-looking and one person says it is ugly; People who find it ugly will not change their views just because ninety-nine people recommend it. There is no absolute conclusion whether a book is good or bad, just different opinions.Thinking this way, and respecting it, is a good interaction. To give another example, someone said this in the letter I received: X Juan, I saw that you don’t have to be too infatuated when you love me, I cried several times (I don’t think so?!) X Juan, I think Jun Qiluo treats Yelulie well or badly, she is a big fool (No way? Otherwise, do you think a captive should obediently submit to the fate of a slave without resisting?) X Juan, I really want to replace He Lianyou (No way? Can’t you see that Wang Jingyao is a pervert?) Readers often give me jaw-dropping responses.what can i sayIt's just an honor to smile. So, my friends, those who can think freely will have a good life. For the author, it is especially true for the reader. The reader's criticism and the author's response are both subjective.Under the erosion of time, after a long time, the big things will fade into forgotten glimpses. I am a reader, and I will be harsh on works that I think are not good-looking; I am an author, and I often feel that it is a great thing to finish each of my books. I, who have both identities, of course have another kind of subjectivity. I still love writing novels, reading novels, and prefaces, and digging endless fun in the two to entertain myself. May you enjoy as much as I do. Happy New Year