Chapter 11 Chapter 10 Everything is Difficult

one In July, the old man sent back a message, saying that he might return home in time for the mid-autumn festival in August. Hearing this news, Sanxi visibly became nervous.When Du Yunqing saw him, she sneered at him: How many times have you said that you are not afraid of anything, and there is nothing wrong with it, you are only afraid of this! Sanxi said: I am not afraid. what is that? It's over. It's over.Du Yunqing knew the meaning of these words, but Sanxi panicked so early, which made her disappointed and unhappy. I don't think he will come back in September. If you don't come back in September, it will be cold and you will have to suffer on the journey.It won't be until September, will it?

It was hot when I went out, and it was cold when I came back. My bones are old, and I still can't escape the cold and heat.He is seeking this reputation. Really come back in winter? Go out in June, come back in August, go out for three months, and go back and forth for two months on the road, what are you planning? Was that a wrong message? The words were not wrong.But you look up and down, is there any movement, as if welcoming him back? Then what do you do with such words? Just to scare a coward like you. Du Yunqing said such a sentence completely unintentionally, a joke, it can be regarded as a sentence with a bit of intimacy.But how could she have expected that this sentence actually caused Sanxi to come to an end earlier.

After Du Yunqing succeeded in seducing Sanxi, she seemed to finally realize what happened: she was originally out of resentment towards the old beast, so why did she ruin herself instead? Therefore, since that time with Sanxiye, he has been complaining of illness when he came back, and never went to the city to take a bath.She doesn't want to see Sanxi again!The more she thought about it, the more she felt that Sanxi was such a bold rascal.How dare he. And she herself, in order to let out that breath, has actually fallen to this point.How can it hurt that old beast if you bring yourself to humiliate yourself like this?If you want to be angry with him, you have to let him know about it.How do you let him know?Gossip, humiliation is only you whore.Unless you leave a last word and say you will die.

Du Yunqing really thought of death.No matter from which side you think about it, after much deliberation, you end up thinking about death.But she didn't die.When I think about it, I think of death, and when I think about it again, I feel dead. Perhaps, there is still a thought hidden in her heart that she doesn't want to admit: she doesn't really want to die. The old lady said that she would not be sick, but Lu Bu became anxious: the old father's condition is becoming critical, I'm afraid the days are numbered, but at this pass, she can't go home to visit her to fulfill her filial piety!Looking at the old lady's condition, it didn't seem to matter too much, but her temper suddenly turned violent.

A doctor was invited to give her a diagnosis and treatment, but she was furious at him.Fourth master and housekeeper Lao Xia came to greet her, and she also lost her temper.For these servants, it is more like a new hatred, old hatred, no matter what is wrong, no matter what they will be scolded. The old lady has never been like this.Everyone in the Kang family knew that this young and enlightened old lady had no airs, no temper, and was more benevolent and tolerant towards her servants.What happened all of a sudden? Of course Lu Bu knew that the old lady had been neglected by the old man long ago, just like the play said, she had been thrown into the cold palace long ago.But it's not been a day or two. I didn't lose my temper before, but now I suddenly lost my temper?Perhaps it was because the old man was not around that he dared to lose his temper like this?

The housekeeper Lao Xia asked Lu Bu very angrily: How did you annoy the old lady? Lu Bu had no choice but to express his own thoughts: who dares to provoke the old lady!I'm afraid that the old lady herself feels uncomfortable.She always felt that the old man was neglecting her too much, so she took advantage of the old man's absence to express her resentment. Lao Xia immediately scolded her: Is this what you servants can say? But after scolding, Lao Xia didn't ask any questions. It seems that the old lady really has a heart disease, when will she be cured?Lu Bu was always thinking about his dying father, but he was still in a hurry and there was nothing he could do.Even if she went to ask Lao Xia Yanming for leave, at such a time, Lao Xia would probably not be merciful: The old lady just needs your service, can I send you away?

That day, Lv Bu went out to search for some medicine, and met Sanxi.Sanxi asked her in a panic, "What's wrong with the old lady, why hasn't she sent a car or a horse into the city for many days?" Lu Bu said, "The old lady is sick, don't you know?" After hearing this, Sanxi's complexion changed drastically, and she broke into a sweat: Are you sick?Why are you sick? Seeing Sanxi's appearance, Lu Bu said, "Sanxi, you are really filial to the old lady!"I just said I was sick, but I made you so anxious. In my opinion, it doesn't matter too much, just take a few doses of medicine and you'll be fine.I have been scolded by her a lot for her illness.Don't you know, her temper suddenly became violent, and she scolded whomever she caught!

As Lu Bu said that, he left in a hurry, without noticing that Sanxi was still standing there. When he returned to the old courtyard, Lu Bu picked out an old lady who had a good temper, and said, "Just now I met Sanxi when I went out, and he was really filial. When I heard that the old lady was ill, he seemed so anxious that his expression changed. Lu Bu originally wanted to please the old lady, but when his voice fell, the old lady suddenly lost her temper and said angrily: Sanxi is not a good thing either!You don't have to mention him!When Lao Xia comes again, I have to ask him to change a driver for me. For a cunning rascal like Sanxi, get rid of me quickly!

Lu Bu didn't dare to say anything anymore.According to recent experience, if you say one more word, the old lady will scold even more vigorously.But the old lady has always liked Sanxi very much, why is she even scolding Sanxi now?Lu Bu felt even heavier in his heart.She knew that the old lady who died before was also moody later on, and the servants who followed her became a punching bag, which was a serious crime.Now this old lady is the most open-minded. If you don't treat the servants as the others, you will make a mistake, and she will hide it from you. How can you change it?Secretly letting you run home, I'm afraid this kind of thing will never happen again.It's okay to find fault with you and scold you, why would I ask you to make trouble again!Fortunately, when the old lady lost her temper, she didn't yell about that troublesome thing.

It's just, how can I live in the future?If the owner deliberately uses you as a punching bag, then you deserve bad luck.Even if you complain to the old man, it's useless.The more you sue, the more unlucky you are. Lu Bu didn't know anything about the old house.It's just that she didn't expect that the unlucky role also called her. But not long after scolding Sanxi, the old lady suddenly said that her illness was getting better and she wanted to go to the city to take a bath.Many times she doesn't take a bath, which almost makes her dirty to death. Of course Lu Bu was happy to hear that, but he didn't dare to be very happy.The old lady will definitely not allow her to sneak home again.When she went out and told Sanxi to set up the car, she especially told him to be very careful, not daring to offend the old lady!The old lady now is not the old lady before.

When Sanxi heard this, she was startled and frightened. When the old lady came out to get in the car, the fourth master and the housekeeper Lao Xia both came to greet her: "I just met you, do you dare to go to the city to take a bath?"Do you want to send some servants to serve? The old lady waved her hand and said only one sentence: You don't need to worry about it. Although it was a cold sentence, the old lady's mood is much calmer today.Looking at it in the sun, she was really haggard. Old Xia said sharply to Sanxi and Lu Bu: Serve the old lady well, if there is any mistake, I'm welcome! Sanxi tremblingly agreed, Lu Bu looked at it, and felt a little pitiful for this young man. After leaving the village, Sanxi still drove the car tremblingly.Lu Bu didn't dare to say anything more, it was obviously inappropriate to ask him to sit on the shaft of the chariot, or tell him to shout Yangko a few times.Just when I was depressed, I heard the old lady ask: Lu Bu, is your father's illness cured? Lu Bu couldn't help it, so he sighed and said: "Oh, how can it be good!"Seeing that there are not many days left, one day to live, one day less.Mrs. Meng was merciful, when she went back to visit him last time, she couldn't eat much. Then you don't ask them for leave? Isn't it just in time for the old lady to be unwell, how can I ask for leave? It's none of my business!What noble person am I, I can't wait for you? Ma'am, it's because I don't want to ask for leave.The old madam treats us like a sea of ​​kindness, at this time, how can I leave?This is also the fact that loyalty and filial piety cannot be both. You don't have to speak so nicely!If you want to be filial, go back and have a look. Without your service, I won't drown in Huaqing Pool. After hearing this kind of tone, how could Lu Bu dare to agree?He hurriedly said: Mrs. Meng is merciful, I have been very filial.Maybe thanks to the old lady's blessing, my father will see you again.Recently, I haven't seen any news, maybe I really see you. I don't have the blessing to ask you to ask, if you want to go back, you go back, if you don't want to go back, pull down. Lu Bu didn't dare to talk anymore, and the old lady didn't speak anymore, and she became dull for a while.Sanxi kept trotting, driving the car nervously, and he didn't dare to say anything. After walking for a while like this, the old lady suddenly said: Sanxi, you have become dumb, why don't you say a word? Sanxi was so frightened that she didn't say anything. Lu Bu hurriedly came to smooth things over: Sanxi, the old lady didn't say a word when she asked you!Otherwise, you'd better sing a few yangko lines to relieve the old lady. Lu Bu saw that the old lady didn't object, so he urged Sanxi: "Have you heard, please sing a few words!"After several reminders, Sanxi did not sing. The old lady said coldly: Lu Bu, what are you begging him to do! As soon as the old lady finished speaking, Sanxi suddenly roared, as if she couldn't help being impulsive, and the roar was extraordinarily high-pitched and desolate. Liquor, sex, and talent exist in the world, Xu Xian also wished Fa Hai to stay, The white lady refused. Flooded Jinshan moves swordsmen, He ruined five hundred years of morality for her husband. After hearing this, Lu Bu said, "Sanxi, what are you doing so hard?"Still angry, aren't you afraid of making the old lady angry? Unexpectedly, the old lady said: "Sing a few more words." Sanxi continued to exert all her strength, and sang fiercely: Just like Fengyi Pavilion in the ancient opera, Diaochan girl, she was born well, Lu Bu was overwhelmed when he saw it, For Diao Chan, Dong Zhuo was stabbed with a halberd. Lu Bu said: Sanxi, you are singing "Send Cherry", right? The old lady said: Sing again. For example, Mrs. Sun of Soochow, Liu Bei died in Baidi City, Mrs. Sun offered sacrifices to the river to the middle of the river, For Liu Bei, The chaste girl died in the middle of the river. This way, the atmosphere will no longer be dull.The old lady seemed to be in a better mood, and Sanxi was no longer so restrained and panicked.Therefore, Lu Bu decided to go home and take a look at his father.When she was about to reach Huaqing Pool, she finally summoned up her courage and said to the old lady: Old madam, how about I go home and take a look at my father again? As I said earlier, it's up to you. Then I will go and come back quickly, so I won't delay the old lady's time! I haven't come to take a bath for many days, so I need to wash more today.You don't have to panic too much, just be careful to get out of breath. Hearing the old lady's tone, Lu Bu felt more at ease.As soon as the old lady entered the back door of Huaqing Pool, she greeted Sanxi and left in a hurry. two Sanxi was alone guarding the chariot and horses, both feeling that the time was difficult and afraid that it would pass too fast.He has already embraced the belief that he must die, and just wants to explain to the old lady. He got the old lady, it was like a dream.After waking up from the dream, he knew that he had committed suicide.What kind of character is that old man!But he has no regrets.It is too cheap for me to exchange my humble life for the moment that I have dreamed countless times. He is already guilty of serious crimes, so he is afraid that he will harm the old lady!In that case, he would die ten times, so what's the use? But he couldn't bear to commit such a crime. At that moment, he really dreamed countless times.He's not stupid either. Can he not see or feel the old lady's beauty, enlightenment, and cleanliness?Especially, throughout the year, two days and two days, always guarding the old lady who just came out of the bath!Such a beautiful old lady, what kind of charm does she have after taking a bath? Who else knows besides him? Although he kept scolding himself in his heart, he was really fascinated by it.What's more terrible, is that the old lady doesn't have the airs of a noble lady or a master's house, she is extremely enlightened, she treats him like a brother she likes, and she can feel a kind of extra love. Sanxi originally thought that this was just an illusion, and she was trying to think of beauty.But later, it became more and more different.The old lady really likes him and loves him very much.Especially this summer, I really walked into a dream step by step.First let Lv Bu go away, then stayed with him in the jujube forest to chat and joke, and pretended to be siblings and wandered around, letting him call her second sister.Never in my dream. Who is he, who is the old lady!He can serve the old lady who is like a fairy, and the old lady who is like a fairy really loves him, so what else will he cherish in this life?Sent to another city, live in a brand name, and make a fortune?Don't look forward to it.Not looking forward to anything, just driving the old lady for a lifetime. Now, he can't drive the old lady for a few days.Everything is coming to an end.But he didn't regret it, he was only afraid of ruining the old lady who was like a fairy. After what happened in the dream, the old lady didn't come out anymore, and she didn't go to the city to take a bath, so Sanxi knew that disaster was coming.In those few days, he wanted to kill his humble life.But if he dies for no apparent reason, will the old lady be hurt?All sins are laid on me, and then I die.You can curse me any way you want, but don't ruin your family's reputation.If I die, I must find an irrelevant excuse. Later, when he saw Lu Bu and heard that the old lady was ill and scolding others, he wanted to die even more.If you want to scold, scold me.You used to be very popular, but suddenly you have such a bad temper. Whoever you catch and scolds is all because of me.I would rather die than you dare to become someone else.For a servant like me, it's not worth ruining your good name and virtue! Before I die, I just want to see you again, and let you scold me.How to relieve anger, how to scold.You want me to never be reincarnated as a human being after death, and I agree with you.But you have to listen to me: You can't ruin your morality! Even death, I think it's too cheap for me.This summer is too cheap for me, I am willing to trade my life for it.It's a pity that my life is too humble and worthless.Old madam, your life like a fairy must not be ruined because of me. The old lady didn't spend too much time taking a bath today.When she was helped out by the maid in the bathhouse, she seemed to have washed away her previous haggardness, and she was as beautiful as before.But the indifference remains. Sanxi didn't dare to look too much. When the old lady got into the car, she called out to him: What are you in a daze for, you can't help me! Sanxi hurriedly helped her into the car. Calling the animal spirits out of the city, he was really nervous because he couldn't calm down.I'm afraid that I won't be able to concentrate, I will yell wrongly, and the horses and chariots will bump into people, but how can I concentrate!The old lady in the car was like a raging fire, scorching his back, and his blood was almost on fire.Fortunately, he was familiar with the road, and the animal spirit was also sensible, and nothing happened when he crossed the street. After leaving the bustling city gate and gradually arriving at the quiet country road, Sanxi felt that it was time to explain his ambition to the old lady, but how could he speak?I have been unable to find words.The more you can't find it, the more you panic, the more you panic, the more you can't find it. Just when she was in a panic, she suddenly heard the old lady say: "Little rascal, are you dumb?" He hurriedly said: Old madam, I committed a crime, I deserve to die I can not hear!You sit on the shaft and say. Sanxi dared not sit on it. Little rascal, are you deaf, can't you hear? Sanxi heard that the old lady's tone was not so cold, so she had to carefully jump on the shaft of the car and sit down. What did you say? Old madam, I know that I have committed a crime, caused trouble, and deserve to die. Then why are you still alive? It's easy for me to die, because I'm afraid I'll hurt the old lady.Because of my broken morality, old lady, even if I die ten times, it will be useless You little rascal, you know you're dead! While scolding like this, the old lady stretched out her foot and kicked him softly.Sanxi couldn't help but looked back, what the old lady stretched out was actually a bare foot, a bare foot with nothing on!What's more, after kicking him, he didn't shrink back, just hanging out of the car curtain like that. He suddenly felt dizzy and almost fell off the shaft.It seems that the old lady does not resent him.The old lady still loves him dearly, maybe she really gave him this kindness.But he didn't dare to be reckless anymore, he couldn't hold on to this life-threatening foot desperately. Madam, I bear all the sins, that is Just don't want to die! no no.I know that I must die.But I am not afraid of death, nor regret it.I am willing to exchange my life for the kindness that the old lady gave me. Little things know death! The old lady kicked him softly again.He couldn't bear it anymore, even if the sky collapsed, he didn't care, he stretched out his hand to grab the old lady's bare foot, and let it move around in his hand.The old lady shouted softly: "Little rascal, little rascal!"But he could feel that her feet were moving happily in his hands, and she didn't want to break free. Du Yunqing didn't expect Sanxi to say something like this: trade her life for her kindness.Is she showing him favor? She wasn't a bad woman in the first place.Just to annoy that old beast, he deliberately went out of line, deliberately rebellious, and intentionally spoiled.But once she crossed the bad line, she was frightened and panicked again, unable to face it.Calling sick, swearing, losing her temper, being violent, that wouldn't make her go back again.There is only one way out, and that is to die, to wash oneself away with death. But she didn't want to die.If you want to die, you should die after being a beast with the old thing. Now, instead of pissing off the old beast, he dirty himself to death, wouldn't that be too silly? It was only at this time that Du Yunqing's deep-seated thought had to come to the fore: In fact, she really liked Sanxi, a handsome and clever young man.Since entering Kang's house, Du Yunqing had to be served by the coachman every three days because she insisted on going to the city to take a bath.But in fact, the only one who can see and stay with the opposite sex is the driver who drives her.For the sake of the appearance of a wealthy family, the driver chose a very handsome and smart young man.The Kang family only seemed to be strictly guarded against their male master, and all the maids were hired by the elderly; but for the female master, they were very relieved, the male servant was not afraid of him being young, handsome, and smart.Du Yunqing knew that they were at ease with women, even if they were forgiven, they wouldn't dare!Although this also tempted her to intentionally act as a kind of rebellion, she didn't have any thoughts about the two handsome coachmen before Sanxi.She couldn't explain why Sanxi liked her.But she knows that she likes Sanxi, which is a kind of badness, not intentional badness, but genuine badness.Therefore, she always tries to hide this badness deep in her heart. In fact, most of the time, she wanted to disguise her liking for Sanxi as a fake, that is, she deliberately liked Sanxi in order to rebel against the old beast.But this falsehood grew bigger and bigger day by day, and finally came true!Apart from being panicked, Du Yunqing was still concerned about one thing in her heart: Is this Sanxi, this handsome and clever little thing worthy of her?If he was just a little rascal who just wanted to take the opportunity to make trouble, then she really just wanted to hurt the old thing and destroy herself on purpose.If so, she has only one dead end.Du Yunqing knew that she had been ruined by old things, but she still didn't want to destroy herself again. No matter how helpless people are, they should not practice themselves. That day, I heard some good news from Lu Bu: he also panicked.For whom was he alarmed, for himself, or for her?Du Yunqing suddenly wanted to see him very much, no matter if he was a little rascal or a little thing! When she finally saw him, Du Yunqing suddenly felt relieved.She suddenly didn't want to worry about anything anymore, she didn't care about whether he was a little rascal or whether it was worth committing herself to him.She doesn't care if it's really bad or fake! Even if it was really bad, she was willing. Even if she is executed by the old beast and insulted by the world for thousands of years in the future, she is willing. Therefore, Du Yunqing did not expect Sanxi to say such a thing: he would rather exchange his life for her kindness, without any regrets.Because she didn't expect to hear such words.But these words really moved her, and she burst into tears: that man who died early, this immortal old beast, and the father who sold her, who would exchange his life for her kindness? Sanxi, Sanxi, you have also given me kindness, and I will not regret it, but I don't want your life!You said, don't be afraid of anything.Now, I also want to say that I am not afraid of anything.I'm not afraid of being bad, I'd rather be bad with you.Don't be afraid of anything, don't have to think about anything, if we can be bad for one day, we will be bad for one more day.Die, let's die together. Today's jujube forest and the big autumn crops next to it have become their crazy place. Maybe it's because the way of heaven is not angry, and Lu Bu didn't return that day. It turned out that Lu Bu ran back to his mother's house this time, just in time for his father's deathbed.He finally recognized her, and finally abandoned her. She finally had a legitimate reason to ask her employer for a leave of absence of 7749 days. After Lu Bu returned home to stay for seven days, the housekeeper Lao Xia sent another maid from the old house to follow the old lady to take a bath in the city.But she returned it within a few days. Du Yunqing said to Lao Xia: She didn't follow me to serve me, but she followed me to anger me! Lao Xia hurriedly said: The old lady can call whoever she wants. Du Yunqing snorted coldly, and said: No one wants it, I'll just wait for Lu Bu. Lao Xia hurriedly said: No one followed the waiter, how could it be possible? Du Yunqing asked sharply: Are you afraid that no one will be popular with me? Lao Xia smiled and said: Du Mu, who is called serving the old man, followed the old lady? Du Yunqing lost her temper: how can she see me?She will be more angry with me! Lao Xia didn't dare to say anything anymore.He had no choice but to run to tell Sanxi: be quick-witted, and be careful not to offend the old lady again. It's true that heaven is not angry, she and Sanxi are the only ones who come out and go in. What a dreamlike summer. three Not a few days after that, news came that Wu Niang had been kidnapped in Tianjin. Hearing the news that the fourth master rushed to report the news in panic, Du Yunqing was really shocked: How could it be that the beautiful and docile little daughter-in-law had an accident, but the old thing was always safe and sound, and no one dared to do it? She said to fourth master: You don't have to panic too much.Kidnapping is not for money?You told the name of Tianjin that you can give as much money as you want, so that people can be rescued anyway.Wu Niang is such a gentle person, won't she be frightened? The fourth master said with a bitter face: That's not right, the fifth master is too frightening, how could he have been frightened like this. Who is offended by this? I don't know, I don't know anything, I only heard that Tianjin Wei was in chaos.The second master wants to take some martial arts masters and rush to Tianjin.Does the old lady have any orders? Er Ye is going to Tianjin? But no, he insisted on going. then go for it.Tell him not to use force if you can pay money to redeem the man. Fourth Master agreed and left.Du Yunqing knew that what she said was all nonsense.Fourth master, he didn't come over to deal with it, so he asked her for instructions.Wu Ye and Wu Niang are the most loving young couple in the Kang family, but they happened to encounter such an accident, and the law of heaven is still unfair. Now that she herself has turned bad, what punishment will she suffer?Maybe if you become bad, you will not be punished?Anyway, when such a disaster happened, the whole family was busy, and no one paid attention to her.However, after hearing about this accident, Du Yunqing intentionally delayed for a few days and did not go out to take a bath in the city. When the second master left overnight, she went to see him off, and she also seemed extremely anxious. The next day, sixth master came to see her.Of course it was also because of Wu Niang's accident, but she never expected that Liu Ye would ask her to come forward and ask the Elder Master to make a divination for Wu Niang. She said, "Liu Ye, go and beg him, isn't it the same?" The sixth master said: I went, the elder brother sat like a Buddha, and ignored me at all. He is deaf, how can he know what you are talking about? I wrote a note and showed it to him.He just ignores me. If he ignores you, why don't I just go? You are an elder, how dare he not listen! The old man is much older than me, and I'm going to see him with the airs of an elder, I'm afraid I'll have to hit a soft nail.Besides, Elder Master, he really knows how to tell fortunes? The eldest brother has been studying "Book of Changes" all his life, and his knowledge of divination is very deep.I heard that before the grandpa went on tour, he asked his elder brother to ask him a question, and after getting a good lottery, he decided to go on the road. How come I don't know anything about it? Big brother doesn't easily ask people for divination.But who is the fifth master?dear brother!Wu Niang encountered such a catastrophe, shouldn't she ask about good or bad luck?Whatever I say, just ignore it. You didn't ask fourth master to ask? The fourth brother said that even if he went, he would not be able to ask for it. Then I will go there.I hit a snag and lost face, but I have to blame you Liu Ye. The old lady dared to refute her face, but he didn't even know the size of the elder brother. Du Yunqing has been an old lady for some years, and I really haven't seen this uncle much.Every year, that is, during the holidays, everyone pretends to see each other.Other than that, never to be seen again.When I first became an old lady, I visited the six masters door to door, and went to the boss's place once.This old man really looked like a Buddha, he didn't show any expression, he didn't seem to even open his eyes, but the aunt was flabbergasted to show that she had done her best.This uncle and aunt are older than her parents, what can Du Yunqing care about?Since then, I have never been to the courtyard where they lived.When I get older, I also know that the deaf boss has always been content with the outside world, doesn't provoke anyone, and doesn't care about his parents' shortcomings.Of course, Du Yunqing didn't want to provoke others anymore. Now, she agreed to ask the old man, naturally, to express her concern for Wu Niang, but she also had another thought: if she could ask for help, she would ask him to ask her a question too.She rebelled against the old stuff, she has turned bad, let's see if this old man can figure it out. The old lady came suddenly, which made the elderly lady very flustered, and she actually wanted to salute her. Du Yunqing hurriedly stopped.She didn't gossip too much, and straight to the point, she told her why she came here.The uncle naturally still looks like a Buddha, sitting on the side with his eyes closed.After hearing this, the aunt caught it and said: Who wouldn't be anxious if something like this happened to Wu Niang?As soon as I heard about it, I gestured to the deaf ghost, and he was also anxious.I immediately wanted to ask him to ask a hexagram and study "Yi" all day long. If something like this happened at home, why don't you hurry up and ask about good or bad luck?He just stared at me, thinking that I was so anxious that I fainted, who can ask myself a divination? Can't ask yourself a divination? How can you be smart if you make divination for yourself? But what happened to Wu Niang in Tianjin? The deaf ghost and the fifth master are brothers, a family, they are a family wherever they go, and they can't ask the divinatory spirit.The sixth master came here just now, and he also wanted to ask the deaf ghost to ask for good or bad luck.The deaf ghost couldn't ask, and the sixth master seemed very unhappy, thinking that we were hard to find.The deaf ghost and the fifth and sixth masters are brothers, so if they can do it, do they need to ask? It can be heard that the old man made a divination when the old man was away this time. How can this matter!The old man is a master hired outside.The old lady didn't even think about it, how dare we ask about such a big event as the old man's trip?Deaf ghosts don't like to divination to others, and his study of "Yi" is just for entertainment.I wrote several volumes, and the old man even paid for it to be printed.But except for He Juren from the academy who said yes, no one could understand.He is an outsider, and nothing can be expected from him. Then let's not talk about it.There are so many lovely people in Wu Niang, but she has encountered such a catastrophe, which is really worrying. Not really.Didn't the second master go, and the shopkeepers in Beijing, Tianjin, the old lady don't need to worry too much.Some time ago, I heard that the old lady was ill, has she recovered?Look at the complexion, very good. Originally, I also wanted to ask the old man to ask a question.Some time ago, I was always flustered, as if something was going to happen, so I was worried about the old man, but I didn't think it was Wu Niang.But now the panic is not exhausted, so I also want to ask the hexagram. The old lady's complexion is very good now. You all choose nice things to say. real.Deaf ghost, look at it too. The aunt stabbed the uncle who had been sitting upright with his eyes closed.The uncle opened his eyes and looked at Du Yunqing, his eyes lit up.The aunt said: You see, the deaf ghost also saw that you look good. I think, the Elder Master saw that there was an ominous look on my face, right? How come, I don't know him yet! While speaking, the aunt gestured to the uncle again.He got up and went to the desk, picked up a pen and wrote a note. When Du Yunqing took it and looked at it, four words: radiant.She was startled, what does this mean?But on the face, he still smiled, and said to the aunt: I still can't see that it was you who asked me to write such a nice word. When she returned to the old home from her aunt, she kept thinking about these four words: Is she really looking radiant?Looking in the mirror, I can't see anything.After rebelling against the old beast, you will be radiant?Hum, radiant, just radiant.It's just that it's not the right time to be radiant, everyone is worried about Wu Niang, but you are radiant! She hurriedly sent someone to invite Liu Ye and told him: I begged for you, but the Elder Master didn't give me face.It is not effective to say that it is to ask divination for one's own family members. The sixth master said: Big brother is too much, even the old lady really refuted your face? They may be telling the truth.The aunt also said that before the old man went out, he asked the experts outside to give him the divination, but the old man did not ask for the divination. I do not believe.Otherwise, the eldest brother also calculated that the bad luck is good, so why don't you say it, so you shirk like this? Who can figure out that bad luck is bad? Master He of the academy. He's crazy, can you trust him? He also speaks clearly. Sixth Master, you don't have to trust him.Still prepare for the exam with peace of mind. I know. You should also take care of yourself and don't dare to overwork.Especially in summer, if you don't think about eating, you have to find ways to eat and drink.If you work too hard and lose your diet, it will be a disaster.Some time ago, I was so hot that I didn't want to eat, and I fell ill as a result. I haven't heard of it yet, has it healed? Well, well, your complexion hasn't recovered yet, has it? I see that the old lady looks very good! You will choose to speak nicely. Really, the old lady looks very good! The sixth master also said that she looks good! After sending off the sixth master, Du Yunqing took a closer look at her own house in front of the mirror.Really good complexion, radiant?Is my change really written on my face?Write it on your face, just write it on your face.Since entering Kang's family, I'm afraid she never looked radiant. Every few days, on the way to the city to take a bath, I told Sanxi about this first.Ask him: Little rascal, what do you see, my face is really different? Unexpectedly, Sanxi also ignored her words, and just said thoughtfully: After such a thing happened, why don't the old man come back quickly? Du Yunqing thought that Sanxi was referring to the matter between them, so she asked: Does anyone know about our matter? Sanxi said, "I mean Wuniang was kidnapped. If such a big event happened, the old man should come back quickly?" After hearing this, Du Yunqing cursed: You are just scaring people!Just for this matter, ran all the way back?He will not.Wu Niang said such a thing, we looked at it as scary, but let the old man see it, it's not a big deal!Sanxi, I think you are scared, right? As I said, I am not afraid. Then you are always suspicious that the old things will come back? When he comes back, I will be at the end, so I have to make preparations. Upon hearing such words, Du Yunqing was both moved and depressed.Every time they are crazy, they will feel that the limited days are one less day.The road ahead is really clear: at most, they can finish this summer.After the weather was cold, they had nowhere to meet.After the weather cools down, the old things will come back.Or, before the summer is over, their affairs are discovered.This is the old stuff's world, not theirs.Did they elope together early?That would make the Kang family face a big scandal.But where can they elope?There are people's business in the world.Sanxi always said that he didn't expect anything anymore, that he had already lived eight good lives, and that he would die immediately, and he was satisfied.These words really made Du Yunqing feel sad and happy when he heard them. Sanxi, you say that again!The old things don't come back.We have only been in a few days, and we have come to an end, and the way was too unfair that day.During these times, we are all busy with Wu Niang's affairs, and no one will pay attention to us. If something like this happens, you won't come back? Do you want to call him back, little rascal, or what? Second sister, then I will not die, I will also become a bandit and kidnap the second sister. You are already a little bandit! Four The second master hadn't left for a few days, and indeed there was terrible news: the rescue failed, and Wu Niang was killed.When Master Liu heard the news, he realized that Master He was not talking nonsense. As soon as the news of Wu Niang's kidnapping came, Master He said: Wu Niang is afraid that there is no way to save her.This is not extorting money, but extorting people.It must be that Liu Guofan of Tianjin had a personal grievance, and they deliberately blackmailed him.Master He also said that when Wu Ye and Wu Niang left, he had warned them: Don't dare to go to Tianjin, because the shopkeeper Liu of Jinhao is unreliable.But Wu Ye and Wu Niang still remember his words as words!I'm afraid I didn't get it into my ears right now!How could such a thing happen if he listened to someone's warning from him! Sixth Master, no one has listened to my good advice.No one in your Kang family likes to listen to my good words.No one in Tian Chengyuan likes to listen to my good words.Xibang, people all over the world, no one listens to me anymore. Master He was so sentimental all of a sudden, and made a lot of comments, which really shocked Master Liu.However, Sixth Master had long been used to Master He's madness, so he stopped the conversation and told him to continue the discussion.Perhaps, he can really tell some ways to save Wu Niang. But after listening for a long time, Mr. He just blindly ridiculed Shopkeeper Liu of Jinhao, saying that he has only thoughts and no skills, and he likes to criticize others.Based on this sloppy behavior, he managed to coax a person from Lingdong and take over a party of princes.If Liu Guofan can become the old gang, Tian Chengyuan should also lose.Brave as a tiger beforehand, as timid as a mouse afterwards, lacking ingenuity, witlessness, and no good karma. Why does Master He hate Shopkeeper Liu so much?Liu Ye asked from the side. He and Liu Guofan used to live together in the village, and it seemed that there was no problem. He just felt that this person was incompetent, and he was reused, so he was very angry. The sixth master said: Mr. He has left the business world, what are you doing with such idleness!You always look down on officialdom, but what about the business world?The mediocre is above, and the sage is below, isn't it the same! Master Six is ​​well said! Mr. He suddenly praised him, which scared Mr. Liu again.This Master He, why is he always surprised today. We don't care about the font size.只是，何老爺何以就斷定五娘沒救了？ 六爺，我連這都看不出來，豈不是比劉國藩那狗才還無能？ 那何老爺有辦法救五娘嗎？ 要救五娘，只有一法。 any solution? 眼下你們康家是誰主事？ 四爺。 那六爺就趕緊去對四爺說：要救五娘，立馬請何老爺赴津。 何老爺去天津，就能救了五娘？ 六爺要不信，那五娘一準就沒救了。 已經議定，二爺帶一班武師，立馬赴津。 差了，差了，這是一齣文戲，你們怎麼能武唱？五娘是沒救了。 六爺倒是把何老爺的這一通胡言亂語，對二爺、四爺和管家老夏都說了，可誰也沒當正經話聽。二爺出發前，何老爺還跑去見了，特意交代：到了天津，二爺只把劉國藩一個人拿下，擺出些威武來，拍桌子瞪眼，嚴審那狗才。往厲害處一嚇唬，劉國藩就會把什麼都招出來。此為解救五娘的唯一入口處。二爺當然也沒把何老爺的話當回事。 不過，六爺見何老爺如此反常，也有些將信將疑的。所以就想請習《易》的大哥，先卜一卦，驗證一下。大哥偏又不肯。他正想到外間請人算一卦，五娘遇害的噩耗就傳來了。六爺這才真吃驚了：何老爺還真有些本事？ 所以，在四爺叫去議事前，六爺趕緊先去見了何老爺。一見面，六爺就說：還是何老爺料事如神！事到如今，才知道未聽何老爺指點，鑄成大錯。現在四爺更慌了，何老爺不會生我們的氣，坐視不管吧？ 何老爺冷笑一聲，說：我說了，你們還是不會聽。 六爺就說：四爺不聽，我聽。何老爺的高見，我一定要張揚，堅持。 要聽我的，事到這一步，四爺六爺你們也沒什麼可著急的了。給五爺門口掛了孝，給五娘設個靈堂，不就得了？天津那頭，可要熱鬧了，只是沒你們什麼事。 五娘的喪事，宜在天津那頭辦？ 光是五娘喪事，能熱鬧到哪？五娘一死，劉國藩也必死無疑！ 劉掌櫃也要遇害？ 他那點膽，必定得給嚇死！老幫給嚇死了，津號跟著就得遭殃。天津那碼頭，遇這種事，不把你擠垮算便宜你。六爺你看吧，津號是要熱鬧非凡！ 何老爺說的原來是這樣一種熱鬧，六爺可不愛聽這些生意上的事。 那五娘的喪事，還是回來辦好？ 叫我看，最好是先秘不發喪。 秘不發喪？ 你們不會聽我的吧？把這許多禍事張揚出去，你們康家的生意不做了？ 何老爺的高見，我一準對四爺說。 六爺，那你再求四爺一聲，派何某去天津吧。當此危難之際，京號的戴老幫是一定在津的。我去，可助他一臂之力。 何老爺竟提出這樣的要求，六爺更沒有想到，但也只好應承下來。 在跟四爺議事時，六爺很正經地說出了何老爺的高見。四爺和老夏一聽秘不發喪，就依然以為是瘋話。至於派何老爺赴津，四爺更不敢答應，貴為舉人老爺，只怕老太爺也不便作此派遣吧。 等到四爺老夏趕赴天津奔喪，在壽陽被追了回來，接著又傳來劉國藩自盡的消息，何老爺本來該更得意了，豈料他竟忽然瘋癲復發，失去常態！ 那日，六爺得知津號的劉掌櫃果然服毒自盡，就急忙跑到學館，去見何老爺。何老爺一聽，哈哈笑了幾聲，兩眼就發了直，瞪住六爺，卻不說話。 何老爺！何老爺！ 就像沒有聽見，依然瞪著眼，不說話。六爺有些怕了：何老爺眼裡什麼都沒有了，平時的傲氣、怨氣、活氣，全沒了。這是怎麼了，難道何老爺捨不得劉掌櫃死？ 何老爺，劉掌櫃的死，你不是早有預見？ 六爺，我求你一件事。 何老爺依然是兩眼空洞，說話都像是變了一個人。 何老爺在上，有什麼吩咐，學生一定照辦。 你們康家誰主事？ 是四爺臨時主事。 那你去跟四爺說，劉國藩死了，津號老幫的人位空出來了，趕緊把何開生派去補缺。除了他，誰在天津碼頭也立不住！聽清了吧？ 聽清了。 那你說說，我求你做甚？ 派你去天津做老幫。 那你還不趕緊去見四爺？ 我這就去。 六爺趁機慌忙離開了學館。要在平常時候，何老爺這樣瘋說瘋道，六爺不會當回事。何老爺客串科舉，不幸中舉，噩夢一般離開票號，雖然已經有幾年了，平時還是說不了幾句話，就拐了彎，三繞兩繞，準繞回商號商事。只是，平時可不是這副怕人的模樣，眼裡一點活氣也沒有了！他住票號多少年，還不知道字號的人事歸誰管？四爺他能管了津號的人位？何老爺說這種傻話，分明已有些不對頭了。 六爺當然也不能把這些傻話，轉告四爺。四爺還正為一攤非常事件，焦頭爛額呢。管家老夏，他也管不了何老爺。所以，六爺只能躲開了事，也不知該如何將息有些失常的何老爺。 誰料，六爺剛回到自家的書房，還沒喘了幾口氣，四爺就派人來叫他速去。還以為天津又傳了什麼怕人的消息，也不敢遲疑，他慌忙來見四爺。到達時，還沒進屋，就隔著簾子聽見何老爺那種變陌生了的可怕聲音： 派我去津號領莊，有何不妥？ 原來，叫他來是因為何老爺。他有些不想進去，可下人已經將竹簾撩起來了，只得進來。 見六爺進來，何老爺轉而衝他問：你說，我去津號領莊，有何不妥？ 六爺忙順著他說：當然比誰都強，只怕有些大材小用。 何老爺瞪著眼，說：你不知道，天津衛碼頭那是什麼莊口，本事小了立不住！少東家們，趕緊派我去，再遲疑，津號就沒救了。 四爺就問：六爺，何老爺這是怎麼了？ 六爺趕緊搖搖頭，繼續對何老爺說：我和四爺一準舉薦何老爺去津號領莊，就請何老爺放心。我正在給老太爺和孫大掌櫃寫信呢。 來不及了，快派我去津號！ 我們給漢口打電報，成不成？ That's too late.快派我去津號。快來不及了，快沒救了，少東家們。 四爺插了一句：何老爺，字號上的人事，我們東家一向也不好插嘴的。 何老爺就怒喝道：孫北溟，庸者居其上，靠他，你們康家一準要敗！ 六爺忙示意四爺，不要說話，他接住說：何老爺說得對，孫大掌櫃是老不中用了。我們立馬就去打電報，向老太爺舉薦何老爺。 來不及了，少東家們，還不趕緊派我去天津！ 任六爺怎麼順著毛哄，何老爺只是不走，愣逼著兩位少東家派他去天津。四爺沒法，派人去叫管家老夏。老夏趕來，和何老爺對答了幾句，就吩咐下人叫來一個粗壯的家丁。那家丁進來，沒說一句話，走過去躬身一抱，就將何老爺扛了起來，任他掙扎叫喊，穩穩扛了出去。 六爺沒想到老夏會這樣伺候何老爺！他雖瘋癲了吧，也畢竟是位舉人老爺，還是自己的業師，怎麼能像扛豬羊似的，任其嚎叫著，扛了出去？六爺知道，老夏和何老爺一向不和，誰也看不起誰。老夏現在所為，豈不是趁人之危，成心令其受辱？ 六爺就不高興地說：老夏，老太爺待何老爺，還從不失禮。何老爺是正經舉人，你能這樣伺候？ 老夏忙說：六爺，我哪敢對何老爺失禮？可他犯病了，不得不這樣伺候。除此，還有一法，更不雅。四爺通醫，也知道吧？ 六爺就問：還有何法？ 猛然打他幾耳刮，說不定能打過來。 抽何老爺的耳刮？這豈止是不雅！可老夏說得一點都不在乎。 四爺說：把何老爺扛下去，就不用再打他了。緩不過來，還是送他家去，慢慢養吧。 老夏答應了聲，就匆匆退下去關照。 六爺也不知道何老爺是否挨了打，反正是在學館見不著他了。從五娘被綁票，到何老爺失瘋，像豬羊一樣給扛走，一件挨一件的背運事，使六爺更厭倦了康家的生活。無論如何，在明年的鄉試中不能失利，否則，他就無法離開這個叫人討厭的家。 five 四爺送來老太爺的那封信時，七月將盡了。這是叫老夫人親啟的信，也是老東西出巡以來，寫給她的唯一一道信。杜筠青拆開看時，發現落款為七月初，是剛到達漢口時寫的。 居然走了小一月，何其漫長！做票號生意，全憑信報頻傳，偏偏給她這位老夫人的親啟信件，傳遞得這樣漫長。漫漫長路，傳來了什麼？ 杜氏如面： 安抵漢口，勿念。千里勞頓，也不覺受罪，倒是一路風景，很引發詩興。同業中多有以為老朽必殉身此行，殊為可笑。南地炎熱，也不可怕，吃睡都無礙。不日，即往鄂南老茶地，再往長沙。趕下月中秋，總可返晉到家。 專此。 夫字 七月初五 按說，這不過是幾行報平安的例行話，可杜筠青看了，卻覺很有刺人的意味。尤其內中以為老朽必殉身此行，殊為可笑那一句，似乎就是衝著她說的。她現在的心境，已全不是老東西走時的心境了，甚至也不是月初的心境了。她已經做下了反叛老東西的壞事，但從來也沒有詛咒過他早死。她知道老東西是不會死的，他似乎真的成精通神了。她反叛，也只能是自己死，而不是老東西死。可從老東西的信中，杜筠青依稀感覺到一種叫她吃驚的東西：老東西似乎已經預感到了她的反叛？ 預感到她的反叛，老東西真會突然返回嗎？眼看七月已經盡了，並沒有傳來老東西起程返回的消息。月初的時候，什麼事還沒有發生，可現在已經出了多少事！ 現在的康家，似乎也不是老東西走時的康家了。五娘已死，五爺失瘋，津號的劉掌櫃服毒自盡，二爺未歸，三爺也無消息，學館的何老爺竟也瘋病復發。老東西才走幾天，好像什麼都失序失位了。他真是成精通神的人物？ 不管你成精成神，我也不怕你了。無非是一死，死後不能投胎轉生，也無非託生為禽獸吧。你們康家亂成什麼樣，我也管不著了。我做老夫人多少年了，你叫我管過什麼事？我不過是你們康家的擺設，永遠都是一個外人。所以，我也給你們康家添一份亂，一份大亂，但願是石破天驚的大亂。然後，我就死去了。老東西，你當我看不出來？你是早想替換我了，早想娶你的第六任續絃夫人。我什麼不知道！ 老東西來了這樣一道信，杜筠青當然要告訴三喜了。三喜一聽，就滿臉正經，半天不說話。 杜筠青就說：害怕了？ 三喜說：不是害怕。 那一聽老東西要回來，就繃起臉，不說話，為什麼？ 快走到頭了。 You are here again!老東西這封信是剛到漢口時寫的，不過幾句報平安的套話。他且不回來呢。看你這點膽量吧。 熱天過完，也該走到頭了。 秋天也無妨，秋天老東西也回不來。 只怕沒秋天了。 三喜，你怎麼盡說這種喪氣話？ 不說了，不說了。我給二姐唱幾句秧歌，沖一沖喪氣，行吧？ 說時，三喜已經跳下車，甩了一聲響鞭，就唱起來了。杜筠青聽來，三喜今天的音調只是格外昂揚，似乎也格外正經，並沒有聽出一絲悲涼。那種情歌情調，也唱得很正經。除此之外，並沒有任何異樣。 在棗林歡會的時候，三喜帶著很神聖的表情，給杜筠青磕了頭。三喜以前也這樣磕過頭，杜筠青雖然不喜歡他這樣，可看著那一臉神聖，也不好譏笑他。三喜今天又這樣，她也沒有多想，只是對他說：你再這樣，可就不理你了。 三喜當時很正經地說：二姐，那以後就不這樣了。 對三喜的這句話，杜筠青更沒有多留意，因為說得再平常不過了。 回康莊的路上，三喜又提到那封信，說：八月不冷不熱，我看他要回來。杜筠青就有些不高興，以為三喜還是怕了。她說老東西九月也回不來，一準要等到天大冷了，才打道回府。出巡天下，不畏寒暑，老東西就圖這一份名聲。 那為何要捎這種話，說八月中秋要回來？ 就為嚇唬你這種膽小的人！ 這句話，四分是親暱，四分是玩笑，只有二分是怨氣。但事後杜筠青總是疑心，很可能就是這句話，叫三喜提早走到了頭。 可那天說完這句話，一切依舊，也沒任何異常。車到康家東門，杜筠青下來，就有候著的女傭伺候她，款款回到老院。那天夜裡，好像又鬧了一回鬼。但她睡意濃重，被鑼聲驚醒後， 意識到是又鬧鬼，便鬆了心，很快就又沉睡過去了，什麼也不知覺，好像連夢也沒有做。 隔了一天，她又要進城洗浴。等了很一陣，下人才跑回來說：尋不見趕車的三喜，哪也尋不見他。 杜筠青一聽心裡就炸了。臨出車，尋不著車倌，這可是從來沒有過的事。小無賴，他真的走到了頭，用性命換了她的恩情？小無賴，小東西，我要你的性命做什麼！你說不定是怕了，跑了？我對你說過多少回，不要死，我不要你的性命，能跑，你最好就跑。 她立刻對下人吼道：還不快去尋！除了三喜，誰趕車我也不坐！快去給我尋三喜！ 下人驚恐萬狀地跑下去了。 不久，管家老夏跑來，說：還是尋不見三喜。要不，先臨時換個車倌，伺候老夫人進城？ 杜筠青一聽，就怒喝道：我誰也不要，就要三喜！我喜歡的就三喜這麼一個人，你們偏要把他攆走？趕緊去給我尋，趕緊去給我尋！ 老夏見老夫人又這樣發了脾氣，也不敢再多說什麼，答應了聲立馬派人去尋，就退下去了。 整整一上午，什麼消息也沒有。 這個小無賴，真走了？杜筠青想冷靜下來，可哪裡能做到！小東西，小東西，你是著急什麼？她細細回憶前天情景，才明白他那一臉神聖，格外正經，原來是訣別的意思。小東西，真這樣把性命呈獻給了她？不叫你這樣，不叫你這樣，為什麼還要這樣？她不覺已淚流滿面。 直到後半晌了，老夏才跑來，很小心地說：還是哪兒也尋不見。派人去了他家，又把他的保人找來，也問不出一點消息。還查了各處，也沒發現丟失什麼東西。 杜筠青一聽這樣說，就又忍不住怒氣上衝，厲聲問：你們是懷疑三喜偷了東西，跑了？ 也只是一種猜疑吧。 不能這樣猜疑！三喜跟了我這些年，我還不知道？他家怎麼說？ 他家裡說，一直嚴守東家規矩，仨月才歇假回來一次，一夏天還沒回來過。保人也很吃驚，說三喜是守規矩的後生，咋就忽然不見了？我也知道，三喜是懂規矩的車倌。忽然出了這事，真是叫人摸不著南北了。老夫人，我問一句不該問的話？ Speak. 三喜他再懂事，也是下人。老夫人打他罵他，那本是應該的。可老夫人一向對下人太慈悲，都把他們慣壞了。三喜也一樣，老夫人更寵著他，忽然說他幾句，就委屈得什麼似的，說不定還賭氣跑了！ 你們是疑心我把三喜罵跑了？ 老夫人，這也是病篤亂投醫吧，胡猜疑呢。我查問那班車倌，有一個告我，前不久三喜曾對他說：不想趕車，就想跑口外去。這個車倌奚落他，眼看就熬出頭了，不定哪天東家外放呢，還愁落個比口外好的碼頭？可三喜還是一味說，不想趕車了，只想跑口外去。所以，我就疑心，是不是老夫人多說了他幾句，就賭氣跑了？ 我可沒說他罵他！康家上下幾百號人，就三喜跟我知心，就他一人叫我喜歡，我疼他還疼不過來呢，怎麼會罵他！小東西，真說走就走了 杜筠青說著，竟失聲痛哭起來，全忘了顧忌自己的失態。 老夏可嚇壞了，只以為是自己問錯了話，忙說：老夫人，是我問錯了話。老夫人對下人的慈悲，人人都知道。我們正派人四出尋他，他一個小奴才，能跑到哪兒？準能把他尋回來。 好使喚的車倌有的是，就先給老夫人挑一個？ 除了三喜，我誰也不要！一天尋不著三喜，我一天不出門，一年尋不著他，我一年不出門！小東西，真說走就走了 老夫人就放心，我一準把這小奴才給找來。 老夏匆匆走了。 杜筠青慢慢平靜下來，才意識到自己的失態。當著管家老夏的面，為一個車倌失聲痛哭，這豈不是大失體統？失了體統，那也好！她本來就想壞老東西的體面。只是，不該搭上三喜的性命。為三喜痛哭一場，那也應該。得到三喜確切的死訊，她還要正經痛哭一場，叫康家上下都看看！ 她剛才失態時，管家老夏吃驚了嗎？只顧了哭，也沒多理會老夏。他好像只是慌張，沒有驚奇。難道老夏不覺得她這是失態？他好像說：老夫人對下人太慈悲了。想到老夏說的慈悲二字，杜筠青自己先吃驚了。慈悲，慈悲，