Chapter 57 fifty six

As usual, I got up listening to the trumpet sound, had breakfast, packed some clothes, leaned on crutches, and ran out the back door of the hospital. Going for a walk after dinner and doing a little light exercise is the rule in the hospital; no one will pay attention to my actions, so I can feel safe and bold and walk along the highway to the city. It is about five or six miles away from the hospital to the city.At first, I tried to walk a few steps without a cane, but I felt top-heavy, and the injured part also ached.Fortunately, there were still a few banknotes that Alan gave me in my luggage, so I hired a rickshaw and asked him to pull it to the station.

Originally, according to the regulations of the Road Bureau, there have always been free seats for soldiers, especially disabled veterans, who are given preferential treatment.But this can only solve the cost of buying tickets; if it is a personal action, you still need to prepare enough food and some necessary pockets.I checked the money that Alan gave me, and there was very little left. In my anxiety, I thought of the gold necklace that Alan gave me.I untied it from my neck, took off the chicken heart, and walked to the goldsmith's shop near the station. After changing the money, it is only a few minutes before the driving time.I hurried from the gold shop to the waiting room, and I could already hear the whistle of the car.

Xu!slow down!When I walked through the opening with the crowded passengers, suddenly someone shouted hurriedly behind me, and I turned my head in panic. It turned out that it was Yang Ziyun and Xiao Yudian who ran in panting. where are you goingYang Ziyun grabbed my arm with one hand and yelled at the top of his voice. I saw his face flushed, with veins showing on his forehead: Go back!Firm white!I beg you. I stopped, blocking the path of the passengers behind me, and Yang Ziyun took advantage of the momentum to pull me out of the ranks.I shouted impatiently: I will come back anyway!What are you pulling me for?

We do not keep you!Firm white!Xiaoyudian also squeezed over, took my arm, and said in a trembling voice: "Wait for the next bus!"We have something to talk to you about! I still have to struggle with them, and seeing the train squirming, I almost raise my cane to fight them.But Yang Ziyun puffed up his chest and said to me: Let's fight!Old Xu!This time I can't tell you to leave! Go to the nearby dining room!Xiaoyudian snatched my bag: rest for a while, we will never stop you! Under the situation of pushing and pulling, I had no choice but to walk into a nearby dining room with them. Yang Ziyun asked the waiter for a bottle of wine, raised his glass and said Xu!After drinking this glass of wine, calm down and let us say goodbye to you.

thank you all!I said inexplicably: How did you come here. This is luck!Xiaoyu took a sip of wine and let out a sigh of relief: When we got to your room, we found the leave note on your desk, and checked your clothes again!I know you must go to Hong Kong to look for Qiuming!So we ran back in a hurry! You don't agree with me going?I said coldly. Then you should discuss it with us too!Yang Ziyun nodded and said: Why did you do it so mysteriously? I'm afraid you'll stop me and ruin my plans!I still said impatiently: Of course, given my physical condition, I shouldn’t take risks like this!

This is just one of the reasons for our concern.Yang Ziyun gently shook his head: That day, I was afraid that you would be sad, so I didn't tell you the detailed reasons! Isn't Qiumen in Hong Kong? By the time you arrive, she will most likely be gone!Yang Ziyun took a sip of wine!She frowned and said: "On the eve of her leaving us, I told the Spanish female professor who was with her what happened to you, and I asked her for help. When Qiumen feels disappointed in Hong Kong, don't stay. Not to allow her to come back, take her out of there! Did the female professor know she was bound to be disappointed?

Yes, I told her, you are not in Hong Kong at all, those letters were forwarded by friends! oh!I looked at Ziyun in a daze, and suddenly said vigilantly: Even if that female professor would do this, she couldn't get a passport during this period! No!They've done it long ago, it's just the nature of the trip, and I don't think there will be any delay. Yeah?Ziyun's words poured a bucket of cold water on my hot and dry mood.I paused for a while, and said suspiciously: Qiuming won't just leave like this!If she had planned earlier, why did she delay in the country for so long!

Yes!They also wandered for more than a year!Xiaoyudian went on to say: Qiuming told me that she deliberately delayed on the road, she always hoped to bump into you in the vast crowd, she thought that if war broke out, you would not stay in Hong Kong, you might go back to China Come.However, she also knew that this was the slightest chance! Does she have such a premonition?I said disappointedly: Then she didn't talk to you about her future imagination! She also said: If you can't find you in Hong Kong again, she won't be so wishful thinking anymore!Xiao Yudian said with red eyes: She hopes that when we have a chance to meet you in the future, she wants us to advise you to forget about her!If he has worked so hard to find Alan, if Alan hasn't found his home yet.

What about her?I asked urgently: Is she also looking for a home? Do you think Qiumen is so vulgar?Xiao Yudian said indignantly: Do you think Qiuming is looking for you everywhere because of his home? then she Qiuming once told me that she only hoped to find you and show her will and spirit; She will never find peace of mind in her life. No!I interrupted Xiao Yudian's words and almost shouted: That was my own idea. At that time, I had no choice but to leave them and sacrifice myself! Qiuming also thinks the same way. She not only needs to sacrifice herself negatively, but also actively helps others.

So she doesn't have the slightest affection for me? This is true love!Xiao Yudian said seriously: True love is not possession, let alone formal possession. Most of the tragedies of love triangles happen when people don’t understand the value of love.Jealousy, wrestling, they just regard the other party's love as a bet. No!Love is not without purpose, I shook my head and said: Especially the love between the sexes, what you said is just a high-profile spiritualism.Love is love, we can't see her too sacred, like religious teachings.Because love is the life of man, not the revelation of God.If Qiuming thinks this way, what will he get?

That's just living in consciousness!I said regretfully: I am extremely stupid. I never imagined that Qiumen's mind has been filled with those decadent concepts of chastity in the past few years. Is the concept of chastity rotten? At least in the current trend, we dare to make such a bold affirmation. wrong!Firm white!Xiao Yudian shook her head and said: At least in terms of women, I dare to refute you boldly.In a woman's life, it can be said that she lives for love.Although some women have been married several times and had many children, she may never have tasted true love.If she finds a real lover, even if she can't get him, she will never forget him.Even to the point of death! What does that have to do with chastity? Yes!There is no real love, and there is no real chastity.Xiao Yudian immediately said: True chastity is spontaneous, and there is no external factor to force her.Moreover, no force can force her! you say!Can any couple abide by the duty of chastity? It depends on the nature of the marriage.Some marriages are commercial acts, exchange acts, and the basis of marriage is based on economic conditions, and there is no love at all.And he was selling his virginity in a disguised form, but he just obtained a legal license in society.So there are many women, although she has been married ten times and had twenty children, perhaps she has not experienced the true meaning of love; there is no difference between her spirit and the pain of a prostitute. Do all women in the world think like this? Statistics should be done from education!Xiaoyu nodded: For example, Qiuming knows more than I do. Of course she has deeper insights, but she also starts from this foundation! Therefore, she will never let go of her big strides in the prison life circle.I said: I can't see her stuck in the mud forever, although God has shown us the door of love, but it is not limited to a key. Then, Yang Ziyun smiled and said: This is personal freedom of thought, if Qiuming thinks this is the only way to be quiet, then let her go! No!I can't let her live like this, I raised the burden and said: Because of this, I should find her! If she left Hong Kong? I will chase to the ends of the earth!I stood up and said: Ziyun, don't stop me! Firm white!do you really want to go? real!I hurriedly shook hands with them. Xu!Ziyun held my hand, looked at Xiao Yudian and said: There is no other way, take out that letter! Xiao Yudian's expression also became tense, and she took out an old letter from her handbag, and the envelope was already covered with traces of water. sit down!Yang Ziyun said to me with a sullen face: This is a letter from Alan, please forgive me, we opened it!I didn't want to transfer it to you. Alan is coming!I took the letter, and at this moment my heart was suddenly tense and contradictory. Surprise, joy, worry, and fear were mixed into a complex emotion. I felt the fingers opening the letter tremble slightly. Suddenly, I saw Ziyun He Xiaoyudian's face also showed a frightening trembling.