Chapter 61 sixty

In the longing and anticipation, I started a new way of life. In the first week, I tried my best to purify my spiritual life; it can also be said to be a kind of paralyzed, philosophical narcissism.I imagined the joy after meeting Yanan, Alan's family happiness in the family, Qiumen's achievements in art, and their understanding of me.I deeply feel that if a man and a woman can abandon the selfish concept of possession and truly love each other like brothers and sisters, wouldn't it be a great spiritual sublimation in human emotions?In this kind of imagination, I gradually freed myself from the prison of troubles.Moreover, Mr. Ou sometimes tells us his young love story in the chat.His argument seems to be deduced from Buddhist classics.He said that all love, hatred, desire, and hatred are emotional phenomena, not the core of reason.These statements also had a great influence on me, and even changed my basic views on many things.Now that the spiritual barriers have been removed, of course, there has also been significant progress in life.

In the second week, we moved to Mr. O's country house.The equipment and natural environment here are very good, and they try their best to help me recover healthily in terms of medicine and nutrition.Mr. Ou is rich and resourceful; he has the means to buy the latest medicines and the most expensive supplements.Xiao Yudian and Yang Ziyun also stayed with me all day, working hard on my diet and daily life.Although Mr. Ou went to the city every day to deal with his personal affairs, he always came back to live with us at night. Everyone talked and laughed, as if he had forgotten the war-torn world outside him.

In the third week, I started outdoor activities with Ziyun and his wife.Of course, the pair of crutches that accompanied me for several months were also discarded; I replaced them with fishing rods, tennis rackets, and a fine shotgun. Mr. Ou also changed his way of life at this time. During the day, he played with us in the suburbs, or took us to the city to watch plays or eat restaurants. At night, he went out alone and often came back the next morning. During this period of time, I faithfully fulfilled my promise to Mr. Ou, and Mr. Ou and Ziyun and his wife often strengthened my confidence.Sure enough, after three weeks, I have recovered my health; my pale skin has gradually turned rosy, and the scars on my abdomen and legs have healed as before.However, I began to look forward to the time to meet them.

Sure enough, Mr. Ou did not disappoint me. On the evening of the fourth Sunday just passed, he bought a lot of items needed for the trip from the city, and he hurriedly asked Xiaoyu to pack my luggage quickly.After the meal, we drank tea in the living room. He took out a few plane tickets from his purse, waved them in front of our eyes, and still put them in his pocket mysteriously; then he smiled at me: very good!We all fulfilled our promise. We will rush to the airport at half past five tomorrow morning, and we will arrive at our destination by three or four in the afternoon. Is it a forward air base?I said.

You will know when the time comes!He restrained his smile and said to me very unhappy: I hope you will not forget our promise, this is the secret and responsibility of my work. Yes!I am sorry to say: Please forgive me for my unintentional mistake! Everyone was silent for a while, Xiao Yudian suddenly looked at Mr. Ou in a daze, and said sadly: "It's so fast!"Aren't we going to the ends of the earth tomorrow!Can we wait a few more days? No, everyone will have a period in the future. In this era, those who shed a tear for parting are cowards!Mr. Ou shook his head coldly.After contemplating for a while, I looked at everyone, and suddenly said loudly: Now I have a question, and I need to ask for your opinions.Let me explain first, no one can act emotionally!

OK!We all agreed in unison. During the journey of thousands of miles, we have to go through the battlefield and pass the blockade before we can reach the guerrilla bases behind the enemy lines.For the sake of Jianbai's safety, I hope Ziyun will go with us. good!Yang Ziyun stood up without hesitation. good?Xiao Yudian suddenly lowered her face, she looked at everyone in panic, and sounded angrily: Me!You want me to stay here alone? You are a woman, it is inconvenient to act with us!Yang Ziyun stared at her. inconvenient?Xiaoyudian patted the table even more angrily: Humph!I have traveled thousands of miles, and I have not hindered your actions.

Now, you are the mother of the child! What does it matter to the children, our family should bring one less travel bag. The travel bag doesn't cry, sucks, and is ready to throw away; what about the kids? You can throw it here first, ask others to raise it, or send it to a nursery. What if we can't come back in the enemy-occupied area? What if a war breaks out here and we flee again? I don't want to argue with you, Yang Ziyun also slapped the table angrily and said: It's pointless to argue! Meaningless!Xiao Yudian blushed, and simply threw a vase on the ground: When you proposed to me, I sneezed casually, and you said it had great meaning!Now that I raise such a big opinion, you say it is meaningless!As you spoke, she jumped up crying and shouting: You have no conscience.

What does this have to do with conscience?Yang Ziyun obviously succumbed to Xiao Yudian a little bit.But he still firmly said: You should think rationally! . what am i thinkingXiao Yudian cried even harder: I will go with you no matter what.Otherwise, everyone don't want to leave!With that said, she covered her face and ran into the room. During their sentence-to-sentence quarrel, Mr. Ou was silent, smoking his pipe; and I could think of no suitable words to persuade them.Because of my affairs, causing emotional disputes between husband and wife made me feel infinitely ashamed and uneasy.Seeing Xiao Yudian leave, I said to Mr. Ou: I'd better go alone, and don't cause their husband and wife to quarrel because of this!

No, I'm going!Yang Ziyun said angrily: Does a wife have the right to restrict her husband's actions? snort!I am coming too!I am coming too!Xiao Yudian came back to the living room, put her hands on her hips, assumed the posture of a shrew cursing the street, and quarreled loudly: Does a husband have the right to restrict his wife's actions? Please calm down, I'm really sorry for making you so upset about my question!I immediately pulled Xiaoyudian onto the sofa, and then said to Mr. Ou: Can we think of a way to balance both? There are!However, Mr. Ou told me solemnly: I am irresponsible if it affects your actions.

Please tell me the solution first, and we will discuss it carefully! She can go, but she has to stay in a safe place and wait for us to come back, or find a way to pick her up. This approach is very thoughtful!Let me think about it, I am afraid that Xiao Yudian will raise objections again, and hurriedly said to her: For me, please don't think about it any more!And it doesn't exactly disappoint you.Yanan must also miss you very much, she must find a way to pick you up! Xiao Yudian still wanted to talk, but Yang Ziyun also said: This is all right!Go back to the room quickly, pack a whole simple luggage, not too much, not too little, we may not come back here.

all right!Isn't the problem solved?Mr. Ou laughed humorously: During your discussion, I only spoke once and achieved my goal.good!Now you all go back to rest!Meet at the airport early tomorrow, remember!At half past five, the sun has not yet risen, the moon has set, and the stars have no light. You have to learn to walk the dark road! Mr. Ou said goodbye to us and drove away again.Xiao Yudian and Yang Ziyun urged me to go to bed early, and I slept very peacefully that night. Yanan, Alan, Qiuming, these beautiful shadows, all smiled at me in my dreams.