Chapter 81 eighty

In an instant, Christmas came. Huiying went to Macau to plan funds for the hospital, but she couldn't come back for a while, and Uncle Huang was also busy with the year-end settlement.On this day, I felt even more heavy, and I declined the invitations of my friends; before it was dark, I wandered on the lawn near the church. The midnight mass has not yet started, and many devout believers are happily gathered together to wait.There were a few young couples, all dressed in bright clothes, with joyful smiles on their faces, chatting about new clothes, children and family matters, and in the end, they all attributed these happiness to the bestowal of God.

As children of God, why are some people so happy while others are so miserable?The same is the land created by God, why some places are heaven and some places are hell?It is also the destiny and the destiny dictated by God, why do some people quickly change from lovers to family members, and some people have endured untold hardships, but in the end they still only feel pity for themselves? For some reason, in front of happy people, I feel especially lonely and desolate, and some inconceivable questions are entangled in my lonely heart like a mess of threads.In the confusion, suddenly a group of innocent children shouted: Ah!Here comes the choir!

I raised my head and saw a group of young nuns, with white veils on their heads and beads in their hands, passing by me one by one. Suddenly, I felt a familiar gaze shooting towards me. In an instant, I almost lost my mind and shouted frantically: Qiumen!Tyumen! . The nun who resembled Qiumen also looked at me suspiciously, but she quickly lowered her head. Tyumen!I ran over desperately. The nuns stopped in amazement, and the spectators gathered around.In an instant, I also quickly regained my senses and walked slowly. I knew that offending a holy nun in the public would not be forgiven by the audience.

Who are you looking for?An older nun smiled at me gently. my cousin!I pointed at Qiuming and said tremblingly, "It's her!" Do you know this person?Several nuns asked Qiuming in unison. Qiumen stared at me for a while, then shook his head: No! Maybe it's the wrong person?The nuns smiled at me again. Tyumen!I approached her slowly: Don't you know me? Now Qiuming took a step back, and said in a low voice: Yes!I don't know you now. Well, in the past I was one step closer. On the road to heaven, I should have no hesitation. The cries of the world may also be heard in the Garden of Eden!

She shook her head gently again, I saw tears in her eyes, but there was no expression on her face. Forget about the past, Alan has been dead for years. She looked at me tremblingly, skillfully made a sign of the cross on her chest, bit her lip, and tried her best to suppress her emotions. Maybe you know Yanan, and you never imagined that she was crippled in the war, even her emotions were crippled. She raised her head to look at the sea, still motionless. Tyumen!I know you hate me.But there are people in the world that you don't hate; your aunt, my mother, they look forward to you every day!

I saw that her eyes were moist, and there was a crystal teardrop rolling in her long eyelashes. Even me, I did not forget you one day, before God, my heart bears witness to me I saw a teardrop fall from her, but she rubbed her eyes cleverly, and then returned to that sacred and inviolable look. Do you know each other?Mary!A nun looked at me strangely, and then at Qiumen. I seem to have seen this person, but then forgot.Qiumen regained his composure and said to the nun: No!I never knew him! What a strange man!The people around me looked at me loudly. let's go!The nuns dragged Qiumen away.

Amid people's ridicule, I stared blankly at her back as she walked into the church, and then turned around awkwardly.Holding on to the stone pillar near the church, I watched the sea quietly, but my heart was like a raging wave.It was as if a voice rang in my ears: Qiuming doesn't know you anymore, wait, your true feelings will move her Go back to my hometown!Live by Alan's grave Isn't Yanan blessing you, go to the beach to find her Like after a dream, I raised my head.The sun has set, and the stars and the moon on the sea are shining brightly. (End of the book)