Chapter 13 Thirteen

But now, General Hua Jingding, who thinks he will never know how to fall in love, clearly feels the cuteness of the girl he met by chance, and has fallen in love with her further and deeply. This is the first worry the general feels.The general sat in a room filled with the coolness of autumn night, the lamps had been extinguished due to the dry oil, the moonlight streamed in through the small window of the wooden grille, and the rough pine utensils emitted turpentine as the breeze stirred. The fragrance reminds me of the innocent face of the girl who dined with me; her deep and big eyes, pure black hair, neat teeth, white skin, and the movement that makes the general's heart beat every time he looks at it.The girls in Sichuan were very famous at that time, but the general had grown up in Chengdu for thirty-four years, and he never felt that he had seen a real beauty in his mind.Even if he had seen a beautiful woman, the general would never feel any envy in his heart.But for the girl I met in such a remote western frontier, I was charmed as if I immersed my whole body from the beginning.Why?Where has the general's resolute will and his obstinate conception of eroticism disappeared at this time?

Besides, the general wondered to himself again, isn't this a difficult problem deliberately arranged by fate for him?Sooner or later, the general's love affair took place at this time.Didn't the general suddenly feel a passionate love for the motherland?But now, just when he wanted to go to the motherland, he fell in love with a girl from the Tang Dynasty. Is this possible?The general hesitated under the moonlight on this troublesome question.Can these two desires be fulfilled without conflict?Did you bring the girl from Tang Dynasty back to the motherland of Tubo?No, no, it's absolutely impossible, but let's just stop thinking about her, resolutely break up the heart of this first love, and set off for Tubo as soon as the sun is bright. Focusing on it, I tried several times to make a decision.As soon as the general closed his eyes, he seemed to see the Tubo girls. Although they were beautiful, they were always paled by the noble and beautiful light of the warrior's sister whom the general loved so much.For the first time now the general felt the pain and the deliciousness of being in love.After thinking about it like this, the general realized that love is such a ferocious thing.The general heaved a long sigh. In the midst of nothing to solve, he dared not compete with the future destiny.See how things unfold, then do what you want.The general finally adopted such a solution.

On the one hand, he was thinking hard about the girl in black, and at the same time, the general couldn't help but think of the soldier who had his head cut off.The general felt a little guilty.Is this cavalry really guilty of decapitation?Yes, his crime of intentional adultery should be punished by death in terms of military law.But, as for myself, when the general thought of this, he trembled. Didn't he also have a certain desire for that beautiful girl that he dared not express?In the cavalry, it was just because they couldn't restrain this desire, so they committed violent and transgressive actions, and this was punishable by death; as for the general, it was just because of their status that they did not use this desire to use violence. It’s all about showing his behavior, but is this considered innocent?Besides, if the general was that humble cavalryman, wouldn't he have to commit such an act of death penalty like that unfortunate cavalryman?The general thought about it for a while, and felt a pain on his neck that went straight to his heart, and the grinning head of the cavalryman floated before his eyes.The general couldn't stand such harsh ridicule, so he closed his eyes, not even daring to look at the moonlight.