Chapter 11 one 〇

Hurrah!Yu Zhiyun, when you mention Jiang Xiaofeng, you frown. It turns out that praise and criticism are buyers, and you already have this person in your heart!When Jinghui came out of class, she saw Zhiyun waiting at the door, and she was surprised when she heard this sentence. Don't talk nonsense, okay?Who is in my heart? Who do you know yourself, both have gone for a walk in the English park, and deny what?Jinghui has the air that you don't talk too much, I know everything.It's just that her tram ticket is there?But she didn't know, she was fumbling here and there. But it happened.Zhiyun said calmly.

How the hell did it come across England Parks?You can see that the people walking around there are not all in pairs, Qingqing, me and me.It's not uncommon for a lady in her twenties to have a boyfriend, so don't deny it.Jinghui said loudly. Please keep your voice down!You big fantasist, talk nonsense yourself!What can you tell others to listen to?Zhiyun was still listless. Don't worry, foreigners can't understand Chinese.Those who can understand are all gone.The gifted children have already left after class, and the old students who are alerted and their vocal department are not here.Ai?I just wanted to ask you, why did Jiang Xiaofeng go to Vienna suddenly?

Jiang Xiaofeng went to Vienna?Zhiyun looked at Jinghui in astonishment. Don't you know about it?Strange.Jinghui first looked at Zhiyun suspiciously, seeing her expression as if she really didn't know.He also said: Jiang Xiaofeng's style is so weird, he slipped away without anyone noticing, I really don't understand what this is?Yu Zhiyun, it would be best if there is really nothing between you two.Jiang Xiaofeng is too talented, and he is not willing to give in to the young lady, so he is definitely not an ideal match.She was still looking for a ticket inside and out. This time Zhiyun didn't argue anything, just said lightly:

Jinghui, look what you are stepping on? Jinghui looked down and laughed happily. ha!It took me so long to find it!So you are here!She picked up the ticket and stuffed it in the pocket she was carrying.Let's go, what are you still doing here? Zhiyun followed Jinghui and walked slowly down the wide and slippery granite stairs, her heart sinking with her steps.Jiang Xiaofeng actually went to Vienna?This news was so unexpected to her, she couldn't express how disappointed and sad she was.Why did you suddenly come to Jinghui today?The reason is that she dare not admit it herself. Yu Zhiyun, let's go to Marlene Square, and I invite you to eat Italian cheese cakes in the underground market over there.After leaving the gate, Jinghui said enthusiastically.

I do not want to go.I'm going back. I have a lot of homework and a lot of books to read.Zhiyun was not interested, and there was no smile on his face. Huh?Didn't you come to the street with me?Leave after meeting?What's the matter?Jinghui looked at Zhiyun puzzled. Zhiyun blushed, as if someone had seen through the secret, she faltered and said: I, I want to ask you, how do you plan for the summer vacation?There will be a holiday in another month, and many people will have to leave.Well, I want to find a job too!As she spoke, she thought of many of her own problems, and her tone became worried.During the three months of summer vacation, I have to earn some money. I don’t have a dime scholarship, so I rely on money sent from my family. I can’t be idle during the vacation.

Don't worry, I'll ask Yang Wenyan to find out the way for you.Originally, I asked him to find opportunities for you in Sweden as well.He asked the Swedish priest twice, and he said that this year's quota is full, so it's too late, maybe there will be a possibility next year. Is it so difficult to find a job and sell your labor?Zhiyun looked disheartened. Miss, you send money from your family every month, how do you know other people's suffering?A foreign student has no chance to work as a laborer.And what labor can we women sell?Male students can also go to the warehouse or the airport to carry things for others, but we can't.Jinghui said while gesturing.

Are you and Yang Wenyan going to Sweden?Zhiyun asked enviously. We go every year, so this year is no problem.Jinghui smiled and said comfortingly: "Yu Zhiyun, don't worry, no matter what happens, I will definitely ask Yang Wenyan to find you one, maybe you can go to Sweden with us next year."But about Yang Wenyan's acquaintance with the Swedish priest, don't disclose the news to others. If others also know this way, you will be even more hopeless.To find such an unremarkable job, you have to find a way, as if it is a matter of life and death, and no one will let anyone else.Jinghui talked a lot, and suddenly remembered something: By the way, I was going to ask you.you knowJia Tianhua has passed his Ph.D. exam, and he will be leaving as soon as he is on vacation. We know him very well, and Yang Wenyan is inviting some good friends to celebrate and have a farewell party for him. Will you join us?

Let me join in too!Every time Jia Tianhua sees me, he always asks if there is anything I can do for him, he is quite nice.He has also finished his studies, obtained his degree, and is going home, which is really enviable to the point of jealousy.Zhiyun said. Even though he is proud now, he has endured for eight years before he is where he is today.He said that when he came out, one of the two children had to use diapers, and the other hadn't entered kindergarten yet, but now both of them are middle school students.What is it like for a family to be separated for eight years!This is a characteristic of our generation of Chinese students studying abroad, and there is no such thing in other countries.well!Sometimes when I think about it, I don’t even understand what it is for?Jinghui sighed again and again.

That being said, if you are really told to go back, you may not be willing. So, contradictory!To paraphrase Jiang Xiaofeng's words: Today's intellectuals live in contradictions. Zhiyun felt even less interested when he heard Jiang Xiaofeng's name. I won't talk to you anymore, I have to go back.Zhiyun walked down the steps. You really don't want to go to Marlene Square?Jinghui still doesn't give up. Not going, I have a lot of things to do.I went there for a ride. All right!Forget it if you don’t go, if you don’t go for cheesecake when someone asks you, I hope you won’t regret it.Bye-Bye!Jinghui waved her hand and went on her own.

Zhiyun walked on the wide sidewalk of Messer Street, looked up at the gloomy sky, his heart, which was heavy enough, seemed to be covered with a thick layer of gray cloth, so depressed that it was airtight.She wished she could run away from all this immediately, and walked forward quickly, her eyes were so flat that she didn't see a car parked beside her. Miss Yu?Someone stuck his head out of the car window and called. ah?Zhiyun woke up from her contemplation, turned around, and she saw He Shaoxiang's face with a subtle smile. Where is Miss Yu going?How are you lately?He Shaoxiang smiled politely.

I'm going back to the dormitory.Zhiyun wasn't in the mood to talk much, and was about to leave. I'm on my way, I can take Miss Yu back.He Shaoxiang got out of the car, opened the door, and gestured for Zhiyun to sit in. It's very convenient for me to take the tram, so don't bother Mr. He. You're welcome, let me deliver it!No trouble.Parking is not allowed here, please come up quickly, Ms. Yu!If you stop for a long time, the police will intervene. Seeing that He Shaoxiang insisted on seeing her off and was anxious because the car could not stop for a long time, Zhiyun felt that he was very sincere.And for a person like He Shaoxiang, she can't love him like a youth idol. In fact, it's not a big deal to give him a ride back home.She flicked her long hair and sat in. Is Miss Yu busy with homework?He Shaoxiang turned the roulette skillfully in his hand. quite busy.But I will be on vacation in another month. During the vacation, I can sort out my homework and read reference books.Zhiyun looked at the constant traffic outside, and felt that taking a car was much more comfortable than taking a tram. Don't you go on vacation during summer vacation?He Shaoxiang asked in a slightly surprised tone. take a vacation?Zhiyun remembered that he had seen these two words in domestic travel magazines.But what about the vacation law?Where to go Hugh?Little did she know.I have no plans to take a vacation.Does Mr. He often go on vacation?she asked curiously. I don't go there often, but I always go to Italy or Spain to live on the coast for two weeks in summer, soaking in sea water.It's winter!I mostly go to the Swiss snow mountains for two weeks vacation.He Shaoxiang said quite leisurely. you can ski Only a little bit, not good or bad.Like me, the usual work is too stressful, and the vacation is the only opportunity to rest my mind and exercise my body.In fact, every time I take a vacation, I use the time to write some articles and bring some books to read.He Shaoxiang pushed the glasses frame, turned his head to look at Zhiyun, and said: My life is very regular, most of the time is spent on work. Judging from Mr. He's tone, he must be very interested in work! So much interest, work is the most important thing in my life.A man can never be without a career, can he?I have been abroad for these years, because I know that I have worked hard and my performance is not bad. They, I mean Westerners, treat me very well and take me seriously. They don’t treat me like a Chinese.He Shaoxiang said in his usual peaceful tone. Mr. He often contacts people from various countries? He Shaoxiang nodded with a smile and said: I go to attend several international scientific conferences every year and meet people from many scientifically advanced countries.Of course, those people are not ordinary people, most of them are scientists with some weight. So Mr. He must have traveled a lot?ah!I also forgot to thank you for the scenery card.Zhiyun asked with interest. He Shaoxiang nodded again, still smiling subtly.do not mention it.He said.I have been to a lot of places, even Moscow, and last month I went to Romania.I don't know how many times I have been to the United States, Britain and France. oh!That must be fun, right?Zhiyun was secretly envious. It's very interesting, those who have family members will bring their wives with them, and when the gentlemen have a meeting, the wives will participate in the wives' program.There are evening parties and dinners in the evening, and all famous scientists are there, which is very interesting.He Shaoxiang said calmly. Zhiyun didn't speak for a long time, but he felt regretful in his heart, why didn't he have the opportunity to participate in such an occasion?If she has, those beautiful cheongsams come in handy.Her demeanor and princess-like demeanor in Taipei will be noticed and praised again.Why didn't Jiang Xiaofeng have such a chance?But where is Jiang Xiaofeng?He actually went to Vienna without saying goodbye, what did he take her for?Doesn't he know Yu Zhiyun's status among female students?Doesn't he know how many excellent people are vying to pursue her?Did he think she was just going to hang out in English parks with some Johnny and Johnny?he I have also been to Finland and saw the Northern Lights, which are extremely beautiful.He Shaoxiang didn't notice Zhiyun's pensive expression at all, and continued to say: Actually, you should go out to have fun while you are on vacation, and your work efficiency will double when you come back from vacation. I have experience with this.Where has Miss Yu been? Where have you been?Zhiyun was a little confused, because he didn't pay attention to the previous words. I mean, has Miss Yu visited any nearby places? I've only been to Nuremberg, and that was in April for the Easter outing. ah!That time!He Shaoxiang pushed his glasses and said: I was planning to go to have fun that time too, but unfortunately I went to England temporarily for a business trip, but I didn't make it. You guys had a good time, didn't you?The tone of regret. fine.In a foreign country!It is always rare for Chinese people to get together. oh?Yes.He Shaoxiang returned to his usual flat face. Does Mr. He often attend gatherings of Chinese overseas Chinese and overseas students?Zhiyun remembered what Jinghui told her: He Shaoxiang never attended Chinese gatherings.I asked this on purpose. I, He Shaoxiang, pondered and said: I don’t usually participate in these occasions, because I am usually very busy with work, and things are very important, and I often need to contact important people. I also have many friends here, and I have a lot of entertainment.Therefore, I don't have time for general gatherings.His tone was very reserved and calm, but Zhiyun could already hear the sense of superiority. Of course, Mr. He is a famous scientist, and his work is very important, no more than ordinary people.Zhiyun was originally a bit sarcastic, just because her voice was soft and pleasant to speak, and He Shaoxiang had always been used to flattery, so he didn't hear the sarcasm in Zhiyun's tone, just thought she was just like others I admired him and praised him sincerely, which moved him for a long time before he spoke again: Don't dare to be famous, it's just a small achievement.I am a nerd. Over the years, I have regarded science as my life and the laboratory as my home, and I have given up everything else. Zhiyun felt that it would be embarrassing for him to continue talking, so he interrupted him quickly: To study science is to put the whole person into it. Success is not easy!Mr. He has published many articles, what kind of articles are they? When it comes to science, success and articles, He Shaoxiang's spirits immediately lifted, the eyeballs behind the spectacle lenses shone with confidence, and the shyness on his face disappeared.Ms. Yu's words really hit the nail on the head. To study science is to put the whole person into it.My articles, of course, are all about my field of study, and the content is all about the process and results of my experiments, and theories derived from the results.Since I got my Ph.D., I have stipulated that I must produce at least one thesis every year.Well, I actually put out two or three papers a year.Therefore, I am not afraid of working too much. The more work I do, the richer my experience will be. If I don’t keep doing experiments, how can I write papers on so many topics?For example, our most important research now is the fusion of atoms. Atom fusion?Didn't they say that your teacher's name is Ottohan, who won the Nobel Prize and is the father of atom splitting?Zhiyun was not interested in hearing it at first, but the term atom fusion was too novel to her, so she couldn't help asking curiously. Atom splitting is something that has been studied successfully for a long time.Atom fusion is the unanimous research of all scientifically advanced countries in the world today, but it has not been completely successful.The main reason is this, for example: until now, we have used the principle of splitting atoms to generate electricity, that is, the method of splitting uranium nuclei.With this method, a large amount of uranium is required, and the output of uranium is limited, so the method of generating electricity by nuclear fission cannot be maintained for a long time.Therefore, we just want to fuse hydrogen nuclei now, and hydrogen can be taken out from water, which is inexhaustible.The first step of the atomic fusion method is to turn hydrogen nuclei into He Shaoxiang's words, as if he was teaching in class.Zhiyun's head was filled with smoke, what kind of atomic nuclei, split and fused, she couldn't imagine what kind of thing it was.Fortunately, He Shaoxiang also had time to change her breath, and taking advantage of that gap, she quickly interjected: This is too esoteric. For a person like me who lacks scientific ability, after listening to it for a long time, one plus one equals three. oh?real.He Shaoxiang shut up vigilantly, but when he didn't talk about atomic nuclei, he returned to that dull He Shaoxiang who didn't have much expression. Mr. He has been abroad for so long, have you ever gone back?In order to interrupt He Shaoxiang's words, Zhiyun felt a little uneasy, so he deliberately found something to ask him. I haven't been back, there's no need to.He Shaoxiang answered simply.After driving silently for a while, he explained: My father passed away a long time ago. There are only my stepmother and a younger sister. The younger sister was born to my stepmother and got married earlier. Now they live in Singapore. one person. Zhiyun heard it very strange, and couldn't figure out why he didn't have much contact with his stepmother and younger sister?But in order to avoid suspicion, she didn't ask further. Saturday night.He Luoxiang said suddenly, and became hesitant.This Saturday night, I am going to leave the laboratory early, pick up Ms. Yu for dinner, and then go to the opera.I wonder if Miss Yu has time? I'm afraid it won't work on Saturday. Liao Jinghui and I have made an appointment to go to the movies together.Zhiyun smiled apologetically, and then told a lie. So on Sunday, I drove to accompany Ms. Yu to see the scenery. The scenery around here is famous.He Shaoxiang made a nonchalant answer. Not even on Sunday, the Israeli classmate I shared the room with agreed to let me go for a walk in the woods with her!I don't want to break my promise.Anyway, I have been here for a long time, and it will be the same when I look at the scenery in the future.she said calmly.She has no experience in making boyfriends, but there are many ways to refuse a male invitation. He Shaoxiang didn't make a sound anymore, his disappointment was hidden in his heart, and there was an embarrassing smile on his smooth face. Back in the dormitory, Zhiyun went to the letter grid as usual, and found a letter, which belonged to his mother.But this letter could not satisfy all her expectations, she thought Jiang Xiaofeng might write her a card.No matter where the Europeans go, they never forget to write a picture of the scenery for their relatives and friends. The Chinese will also be infected with this habit after staying here for a long time.Last month, the youth idol went to the restaurant at the junction of Germany and Switzerland for a meal, and hurriedly wrote a card to her, saying: This place is picturesque.Didn't He Shaoxiang also write to her?It's just that he wrote it all in German, and the handwriting was neat and small.Jiang Xiaofeng has been to Vienna for so long, and he didn't tell her beforehand, shouldn't he write a card to explain or apologize to her?She reached into the letter grid to feel again, but she still couldn't touch anything.He dragged his heavy steps upstairs, unable to suppress the surging pain.Even if he doesn't regard me as his girlfriend!Isn't it even ordinary friends?Why is he treating me like this?She thought resentfully. Inge hasn't come back yet.She was working as an intern in surgery recently, and she often came back very late. If it was her turn to be on duty at night, she would not come back until dawn. It was quiet in the house. In the early summer season, the weather was long and the night was short, and it was still very bright outside.She sat on the bed and opened her mother's letter. Like every time, the small words filled the whole letter.My mother always said those words, telling her to be careful about her body, not to overwork, and even if she wanted to save money, she should spend what should be spent.She said that her eldest brother Ling Yun's contribution was accepted by the newspaper, and she received a fee of NT$300.He used 100 yuan to buy two books, 100 yuan to treat his classmates and family members to eat peanuts, and another 100 yuan to her, asking her to buy a large can of beef jerky and send it to her sister when she sent a package next time. The first manuscript fee invited her guest.The mother greatly praised the younger brother Zhengyun, saying that he is the hope of the whole family, followed by a series of numbers: Zhengyun scored 100 points in mathematics, 98 points in physics, 95 points in English, and almost 70 points in Chinese. six points.But my mother said that Chinese language doesn't matter, the main thing is English, mathematics, and science.If these three homework are good, the test group will not be a problem.I also talked about my younger sister, Banyun, who said that she knows how to work hard in school, and science homework is good, but she always does her homework after twelve o'clock every night, which makes people have to worry about her health.My father was still the same, he often went to play Go with Uncle Lu. My uncle and aunt came here yesterday and they all asked about Zhiyun's child.In the end, of course, I reminded her as usual: Don’t forget the important things in life, pay attention to the conditions when choosing a spouse, don’t get lost in love Zhiyun folded the postal slips, put them on the table, and sighed faintly.I thought: I am in love with my head!I fall in love with a ghost?She couldn't get rid of Jiang Xiaofeng's shadow, and couldn't figure out why he suddenly went to Vienna and left without saying goodbye.And wonder if I offended him?Try to recall a recent conversation they had in an English park.They were sitting on a long chair by the lake, Jiang Xiaofeng's first words were: Yu Zhiyun, why did you come to study abroad? Why did you come to study abroad?she asked. In order to learn more things.In terms of music, we are not as good as the West.Originally, I didn't expect to come to Europe, but since I have this opportunity, of course I will not let it go. It is always good to learn more.Jiang Xiaofeng said without hesitation. She also wanted to say: I also want to learn more things.But after thinking about it, a person who reads Chinese, instead of learning more in China, went to a foreign country to learn from foreigners. She seemed a little speechless. She simply said frankly: Now that everyone is rushing to go abroad, which college graduate doesn't want to study abroad?Since everyone else came out, why didn't I come out? Jiang Xiaofeng stared at her with a smile, his usual sharpness turned into gentleness. Yu Zhiyun, you are honest.Some people refuse to tell the truth, obviously they were washed out by the wave of going abroad!But it is said that it is to enrich oneself, to win glory for the country and other big words. I don't think it is unforgivable to say that. If the tide is as powerful as the wave, how can a small person resist it?Or just let him rush out.she says. Jiang Xiaofeng remained silent for a long time, and leaned back on the chair, as if he was pondering what she said.After a while, he said quietly: Yu Zhiyun, your words make sense.man!It is really small and fragile, and there are not many who can resist the trend and insist on self-belief. right!I am one.She smiled mockingly at him. how about you?Aren't you just washed out by the trend? Half yes, half no.Jiang Xiaofeng tugged at the corner of his mouth indifferently. How do you say this? That is to say, if there is no frenzy for going abroad and studying abroad, I would never have thought of going abroad.So this half of me was washed out, and the other half!From the moment I came out to the present, I have clearly understood that the purpose of my coming out is to learn more, to go back and develop my own music.Then this half is not counted as being washed out.When Jiang Xiaofeng said this, if he looked at her meaningfully, he seemed to be spying on her reaction. You mean, you're going back to China in the future?She was really surprised. Yes, I may have to go back.He nodded, but his tone was not sure. Why go back?They say you have the opportunity to stay in a foreign country.She deliberately downplayed it and acted like she didn't care. If I want to stay, there is a chance. My professor told me to go to the university to study for a doctorate, and said that with the doctorate, he can find me a job.But I don't want to, it's too contrary to my wish. oh!She had no words to answer, just looked at the lake silently. You see I am worthless.Yes or no?Jiang Xiaofeng laughed. Oh, it's not worthless, but your idea is a bit special. My thoughts are not special. Isn't it a matter of course for Chinese people to return to China? Wouldn't it be a pity to give up if there is an opportunity to stay? Let's see what to say!From the point of view of personal interests, it may be a pity.Jiang Xiaofeng said with a bit of sarcasm. People are always people, and no one can completely give up their personal interests.I know a lot of people who have established their foundation abroad after not going abroad for many years, and they will not go back. Just because so many people never come back, I feel that I should go back.I always feel that as intellectuals, especially those like us who have better opportunities than others and who can come out to learn more and see more, they should not only think about their own interests, but also have a sense of mission and responsibility.Jiang Xiaofeng's eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the wavy lock of hair on his forehead covered his right eyebrow. I have a younger brother named Ling Yun. His argument is the same as yours. You seem to be taught by a master.she joked. It can be seen that my thoughts are not special, and I have comrades.Jiang Xiaofeng spread his eyebrows and smiled heartily. The problem is that ideals belong to ideals, and reality belongs to reality.What is a sense of mission and a sense of responsibility?For example: When you go back, will there be any good opportunities waiting for you?It's not just teaching. If it's a professor's turn, it's not bad.But how can the treatment of domestic professors compare with that of foreign ones?And after finally coming out, and running back, won't you regret it?She speaks her mind frankly. Jiang Xiaofeng remained silent for a long time, just staring at her with his eyes, with a teasing smile on his lips.Zhiyun couldn't figure out what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd, so he finally spoke: How can you regret it?And it never occurred to me to be a professor.The only thing I want to do is to create China's own voice, our own song.The longer I stay in a foreign country, the more I feel that this is a must-do job.Jiang Xiaofeng spoke excitedly, stood up from the chair, put one hand in his jacket pocket, and gestured with the other.If you don’t believe me, if you go to Ximen District, you will know what kind of music we Chinese are listening to today. Our ears are full of vulgar pop songs, not to mention the lyrics. What love and hate.As far as this kind of decadent music is concerned, more than half of it is imported and stolen from others.He sneered subconsciously, and said: When I was young, I learned a lot of beautiful art songs in school, and I thought, so we also have such beautiful songs in China?It was only later that I found out that these songs belonged to other people.Either copying the tunes of British folk songs, or adapting German folk songs, or taking out a song from other people's operas and replacing them with Chinese lyrics, it is considered our own. You take this problem too seriously. In fact, everyone loves to listen to good songs, no matter where they come from. As soon as she finished speaking, Jiang Xiaofeng said in a serious tone: Otherwise, this is very serious. To put it a bit exaggerated, our culture is slowly being eroded, and our national self-esteem is peeled off bit by bit. The terrible situation is like a big house being eaten away by white ants. After a long time, our culture will be completely different, people will forget where they come from, and they will not know what the national self-confidence and self-esteem are.Do you think that if a country does not even insist on its own culture, can it talk about other things?If we want to win the respect of foreigners, we must come up with a strong and beautiful Chinese-style China, not a China that catches up with others. At most, we imitate others, not our real self. We Chinese, You need to find your true self. It's so serious!She could think of no words to refute, but she was still unwilling to give up the last effort.In fact, staying in a foreign country and competing with foreigners does not mean that you have not done something for your country. Winning glory for the country is also a way to find yourself. It's better to fix your own home first and then compete with others! Academics know no borders.She remembered what He Shaoxiang said when he visited her in the dormitory. Let's see what to say!At least music has borders. We can't take Beethoven's music as ours. I still say the same thing, music is mainly moving and beautiful, it doesn't matter who makes it. There are relationships.It is like a person who borrows all his clothes from others, and if he takes off all his clothes and returns them to others, he will become naked. We in China are not naked, we have Chinese music and Pingju. So we have to develop them, improve them, study them, and create our own music.Don't just borrow other people's clothes, but let your own clothes get moldy under the box.And Jiang Xiaofeng couldn't help grinning again.That time you said that I was on the right path, but today you have another opinion.Yu Zhiyun, right? You really know how to speak, but I admit that I can't speak for you.She couldn't help laughing either. I don't think we need to debate this issue.Jiang Xiaofeng burst out laughing.He rubbed his chin and said humorously: It's rare to meet a weirdo like me.Debating ethnic and cultural issues with such a beautiful girl instead of asking her to go to the movies, go boating, or sit in a coffee shop. What he said made her angry and laughable, and she couldn't answer anything.But I said in my heart: Fortunately, you still have self-knowledge, and admit that you are strange.I don't know what's so attractive about you weirdo, why I'm so bored to sit in this chair and listen to your ravings. They didn't leave the British Park until the sun went down. He insisted on sending her back, saying: Your area is too remote, and the construction site is being dug.Suddenly, Jiang Xiaofeng, who had an absolute personality, became gentle and considerate again. He sent her to the door of the dormitory, and before turning to leave, he stared at her deeply and smiled at her slightly, which really touched her heart, especially his eyes that were different from others, and she found that there was music in it again. After Jiang Xiaofeng left, she sat alone in the room, overwhelmed by joy.She knew very well in her heart that it would be a foolish thing to associate with someone like Jiang Xiaofeng, and if nothing else, how would she explain the situation at home in the future?His mother reminded her repeatedly not to get lost in love, and she can't be regarded as already in love. Jiang Xiaofeng only took her to the British Park to talk about the truth, and never talked about the relationship between them.But every cell in her body felt his love, and her heart, which had never been entered by a man, had already been completely occupied by him.Every time she came back after listening to his wild words, she felt an indescribable sense of happiness, a feeling she had never had before, and she did not know.Of course, there are some things about him that she doesn't like, for example, he refuses to pursue a doctorate and plans to return to China.These two points really do not match his character and talent.However, given time, she believed she could influence him and change his mind.She expected him to meet her more often.After looking forward to it for two full weeks, the days became long and helpless, which seemed to be very painful, otherwise she would not have gone to the music academy to find Jinghui today. Zhiyun looked at the distant sky outside the window, and felt that all the hopes and laughter turned into clouds and flew to the sky. She couldn't figure out why Jiang Xiaofeng treated her like this!