Chapter 23 two two

Jiang Xiaofeng was working on his dissertation with his head depressed, but the progress was not as smooth as expected, and he was in a more uncomfortable mood than he imagined.So he understands the reason very well, mainly because he is not interested in this job.He is still interested in composing music, especially Chinese music that can represent the voice of the Chinese people.Now he has to look up materials in the library every day and sit at the desk to write papers. He always has a dull feeling of being oppressed and unable to control his will freely.But in order to maintain his love and the promise he made to Zhiyun, he had to do so.

Jiang Xiaofeng worked for a while, looked at his watch, it was not yet eleven o'clock.He hated how slow time passed.Zhiyun returned to Munich at five o'clock this afternoon, and there is still so long, how can he wait patiently?Fortunately, no matter what, the three-month long parting finally passed, and thinking of seeing Zhiyun soon, his heart was immediately surrounded by layers of warmth and happiness, and the joyful mood diluted the depression these days.He thought, this time when she came back, he would never argue with her again, since he promised her to stay, let's stay with all his heart!Don't think about anything else.But at the same time as this thought, he also remembered that he had criticized others, saying that he had no sense of responsibility and could not resist the trend, and he felt a sense of self-blame and shame, and felt that he was a hypocritical liar.

This kind of mentality made Jiang Xiaofeng's already unstable mood even more unstable.He stared blankly at the sunny glass window for a while, puffed up his chest, sat upright and upright, determined to root out even this thought. Suddenly, he heard the old landlord's hoarse voice talking to someone, and then he heard a woman's voice, which was very similar to Zhiyun.How could it be Zhiyun!Didn't she arrive at five o'clock in the afternoon?He wondered in his heart.Listen carefully, God!Isn't it Zhiyun?With such a sweet and soft voice, who else could there be besides her?

Jiang Xiaofeng pushed away the chair and stood up, just as he was about to go out, Zhiyun was already standing outside the door with a smile on his face. Oe.She called softly and looked at him deeply. Uh, Zhiyun, why are you back now?Jiang Xiaofeng was overjoyed, and pulled Zhiyun into the door, hugging him in his arms.You have lost a lot of weight and become whiter.Is the work so hard?He lowered his eyes to her. Quite bitter, never see the light of day.Zhiyun smiled softly in his arms.Da Jiang, you've lost weight too, and your spirits don't look good, what's wrong? I?Probably what you want.Jiang Xiaofeng said.He didn't want to tell her what kind of anguish and conflict he was struggling with in the past three months, which was more tormenting than lovesickness.He avoids touching on these issues.

Now that I'm back, you should be happy. Of course, I am very happy, Zhiyun.Jiang Xiaofeng kissed her deeply. Dajiang, the night before I went to Sweden, I quarreled so fiercely with you, I feel sorry.Zhiyun is as supple as a cat, lying on Jiang Xiaofeng's chest. Zhiyun, I'm also sorry, don't mention the past.Jiang Xiaofeng quickly avoided the topic that might cause discussion. Dajiang, I bought you a Nordic-style sweater with the money I paid for it. Do you like it?Zhiyun broke free from Jiang Xiaofeng's embrace, and took out the white dress with blue and red patterns from the plastic bag.

so pretty!How can I wear it.Jiang Xiaofeng stroked his chin with a smile on his lips. Only you can wear it. I saw Rock Huxon wearing it in a movie and thought it looked good, so I bought it for you.try it yourself.Zhiyun said enthusiastically. Jiang Xiaofeng couldn't bear to go against her kindness, even though he thought the sweater was a little too fashionable, he put it on obediently. Dajiang, this dress is only suitable for you. You are tall and have broad shoulders, so you can hold it up.Zhiyun looked at Jiang Xiaofeng in a floral sweater with admiration. Thank you, Zhiyun.Jiang Xiaofeng wanted to take it off, but Zhiyun immediately blocked it.

Don't take it off, just wear it and go out.She said with a mysterious smile.Dajiang, I have amazing news for you. what news?Come on, I can't wait.Jiang Xiaofeng couldn't guess that any good news would be so shocking. I have a scholarship, 500 marks a month, for three years.Zhiyun took out the letter from his purse and handed it to Jiang Xiaofeng. real.That's really good news, so you can read with peace of mind.According to the statement in this letter, the reason why you received this scholarship is to study subjects related to Chinese culture.Jiang Xiaofeng looked at the letter and said.

yes!How about it?Don't you think Chinese should not be studied abroad?You see, people still think it is helpful to the development of Chinese culture!Zhiyun said proudly.Put away the letter. Don't mention the past, I'm wrong.I think let's go out!Jiang Xiaofeng said embarrassingly.Zhiyun was looking at the paper notes he had laid out on a table. Did the thesis go well?she asked. fine.Don't talk about this now, let's get out!Jiang Xiaofeng said again. When they came out, it was noon when they got off work, and the street was in chaos.The two discussed it and decided to go to the British Park after three months of absence.

The trees in the garden had already begun to shed their leaves, red, yellow and yellow, covering the ground. They walked on the tree-lined path every time they passed, holding hands, stepping on the dry leaves, making a rustling sound. Three months is a long time!Jiang Xiaofeng said. It was too long and unbearable.Dajiang, originally I thought we would go to Sweden together next year, but now I don’t need it.Both of us have scholarships, so we can concentrate on our studies and don't need to waste time doing hard work. yes!I can concentrate on my studies now.Jiang Xiaofeng echoed.They had lunch in the small restaurant under the Chinese Tower, and then walked slowly forward until they reached the lake.Zhiyun narrated the work in Sweden and the situation along the way, Jiang Xiaofeng listened quietly, and only occasionally asked a few words.He kept holding Zhiyun's hand tightly, as if afraid that she would run away.

That job was so boring, there were only two or three movements in total, and I did it for eight hours a day, and I did it for three months.You think, how sad that is!I was complaining and annoyed in my heart, and then I found a good way, that is, I miss you and our future.Da Jiang, when I think about our future, I don't feel bitter anymore. Zhiyun, I know, I know that you are kind to me.Jiang Xiaofeng leaned over and wiped her temples with his chin.Me too, thinking of the future, I can bear anything. Do you still want to go back?Oe.Zhiyun couldn't help asking. no.Didn't I promise you to stay?Jiang Xiaofeng said quietly.

Dajiang, I thought about it, you are too kind to me.I know it's a big sacrifice for you, I Zhiyun, I know your heart, stop discussing this issue.Jiang Xiaofeng gently interrupted Zhiyun's words. Da Jiang, why are you always silent? I listened to you, those things about you in Sweden sounded very interesting to me.Jiang Xiaofeng said with a smile. Well, although Jiang Xiaofeng sounds interesting, Zhiyun is not in the mood to continue talking.The moment she came back, she felt that Jiang Xiaofeng had changed a lot. He was no longer the passionate, cheerful and funny man he was before.He looked languid, brooding, hesitant, and unhappy. They sat on the mahogany bench they used to sit on, watching the whooper swans and wild ducks wandering on the lake. Is there anything big going on in Munich these days?Zhiyun leaned on the back of the chair and asked slowly. There is no major event, but there is a little news.Jiang Xiaofeng pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled. What little news? Young Idol and Sophia Lau got married in Hong Kong in August, traveled to the US and are now honeymooning in London.Jiang Xiaofeng put it lightly. Who did you listen to?Zhiyun turned his face to look at Jiang Xiaofeng. I can't remember who I heard it from, probably the old man who called the police! Any other little news? Tom Paul has a new girlfriend, who is said to have just turned seventeen. so young?Where did he meet?Zhiyun asked curiously. I heard that he is a new apprentice in his factory, learning to draw mechanical drawings.The girl's father worked as a foreman in the factory. Some people said that her father was the secret police in Hitler's era. He killed many people, so he was not easy to mess with.They all sweated for Paul Tang and asked me to persuade him.Do you think, can I persuade him?He also wanted to say: I am so restless, how can I have the energy to take care of such nonsense.But swallowed it in time. well!Tom Paul this man!Zhiyun shook his head and sighed. Furthermore, He Shaoxiang left Germany for Switzerland.Jiang Xiaofeng said calmly.Also leaning on the back of the chair. What are you going to do in Switzerland? I don't know the details, it seems that he has another high school job. Wu Zhiyun snorted with a muffled voice. There is also a slightly bigger matter, which is related to Diaoyutai.Jiang Xiaofeng said again. What about Diaoyutai?Zhiyun asked puzzled. As soon as the school starts, there will be meetings, discussions, and announcements, and some people are already initiating it. What declaration? The declaration of defending Diaoyutai, Diaoyutai is our territory, and the Japanese want to seize it, so of course we can't just let it go.Jiang Xiaofeng looked up at the sky. What's the use of just holding a meeting and publishing a manifesto?Zhiyun didn't take it seriously. Of course, there will be no big effect, but it is better than not caring at all.Jiang Xiaofeng contemplated facing the sky for a while, then suddenly stood up and said: Let's stop talking about this!You see how freely those swans and wild ducks swim, let's go and feed them.He took Zhiyun's hand, and Zhiyun stood up.She brought a piece of bread that was left over from the restaurant just now. Every time she ate here, she deliberately left a piece of bread to feed the swans and wild ducks.She tore the piece of bread into small pieces and threw them into the water by the lake. A flock of snow-white swans and wild ducks with multicolored feathers immediately croaked and surrounded them. School has started, and those who left have returned.The youth idol and Sophia Liu spent their honeymoon in Britain and the United States, and came back to make up for their classmates near Munich.The location was in the Grand View Garden, and two large round tabletops were invited, Zhiyun and Jiang Xiaofeng, Jinghui and Yang Wenyan were all invited.That day Sophia Liu wore a green off-the-shoulder evening dress with a beige mink cape.Opening the mink fur cloak, a platinum and diamond-encrusted pendant on the neck shone brilliantly under the light, causing all the female students present to look at her involuntarily. This is a wedding present from my mother-in-law. It weighs four carats.What the father-in-law sent was a villa in Kowloon.Sophia Liu explains.Later, everyone was asked to play in the new house of her and the youth idol.Their new home is located in a newly built building in the residential area, with two bedrooms and two living rooms. One more bedroom, if there are family members, it will be more convenient to live in.Sophia Liu said. During the banquet, usually some talkative and rowdy classmates made a fuss, asking Jiang Xiaofeng and Zhiyun, Yang Wenyan and Jinghui when they would invite everyone to a wedding wine.Jinghui smiled and said: You just wait!Soon.Yang Wenyan simply said frankly: We are preparing for it!Tentatively scheduled for a week before Christmas.Zhiyun and Jiang Xiaofeng looked at each other and answered with silent smiles. When I went back that night, Zhiyun couldn't fall asleep for a long time.I was very disturbed and very unfair.She felt that a character like Sophia Liu could not be compared with her in any condition, but she got so many things that she would never get. How much sense could there be in this world?She does not regret that she rejected the pursuit of a youth idol.Until now, the only person she loves and wants to live with forever is still Jiang Xiaofeng.But when others asked them when they would invite them to a wedding wine, they had no words to answer, and they couldn't express it with certainty like Jinghui and Yang Wenyan.Up to now, she still dare not reveal a word about Jiang Xiaofeng to her family.And with Jiang Xiaofeng, she couldn't tell why?After returning from Sweden, the two are not as relaxed and happy together as before.In the past when they were together, Jiang Xiaofeng always talked and laughed, and talked a lot, but not now, he is mostly silent, and sometimes he looks preoccupied.She often felt nervously that there was an invisible shadow between them, which was expanding day by day.Although she has a scholarship and the stage of listening to the scriptures has passed, she is not as happy as she expected. There seems to be something between you Chinese students.Huang in our department is busy with meetings all day long.One day Yingge came back from the hospital and asked Zhiyun this. Wu Zhiyun knew that the yellow she was referring to was a youth idol, and that incident was the recently heated Diaoyutai defense movement.But although Yingge is a good friend, she is a foreigner after all, and her own country's territory is invaded, which is not something to have face, so she didn't continue to talk about this issue, only feeling depressed. Recently, the most heated topic among Chinese students is the issue of Diaoyutai.Not only the students here talked about it, but even the letter written by Ling Yun talked about it: Our territory is invaded by others, it is a disgrace to our compatriots all over the country, as a Chinese, how can we not feel sad and indignant?But what do I see?It is the life of some people who are drunk and dreaming, seeing people fighting openly and secretly for their own small interests, seeing stacks of books in bookstores, and hearing the melody of music.I often think, no matter how other people are, I must do something for such a difficult country, right?But my power is so limited, I have nothing but a pen and a passion.I am not a famous writer, and I am not qualified to lead speeches, but no matter what, I will hold this pen firmly and devote all my strength to awaken the consciousness and self-esteem of the nation and fulfill the responsibility of a citizen.Sister, why haven't you written a single word for the past two years?Have you forgotten what we said before? Of course, she did not forget what she said before, write down forever, use words to benefit society, and so on.The problem is that when she said this, she didn't really take it seriously, let alone think she had to do it.What's more, after going abroad, her life and mood are not very peaceful, where is there any leisure to write?How can we benefit society if we have no blessings for ourselves?Sometimes she is very afraid of reading Ling Yun's letter, just like she is afraid of hearing Jiang Xiaofeng say that she will go back to China to create our song.Now it was so easy for Jiang Xiaofeng to stop talking back, and Ling Yun sent another letter asking her to honor the casual words she had said before, which added some burden to her mood for no reason.After reading the letter, she hurriedly stuffed it in the bottom of the drawer. Autumn is over, the bitter cold wind is blowing severe winter again, and the sky begins to snowflakes.The Christmas market on Marlene's square was displayed again, with the smell of boiled sauerkraut and grilled sausages everywhere, and the big stars made of lights, twinkling from dusk to midnight.The shop was crowded with people, the Germans were busy buying Christmas gifts, and the Chinese students didn't have the financial resources or the need, so they went to watch the excitement.One night, Zhiyun and Jiang Xiaofeng were strolling in the square, and they met Paul Tang and his new girlfriend, arm in arm.They wanted to hide in the past, but when they met, they were embarrassed to slip away, so they had to bite the bullet and say hello. This is a beautiful card.Tom Paul introduced them nonchalantly.His face was raised high, and the corners of his mouth were pulled down vigorously, as if he had suddenly become a big shot. Zhiyun shook hands with the girl named Meika, and looked her carefully.Melika looked really young, she smiled shyly and still looked childish.She said "Paul" when she opened her mouth and "Paul" when she shut her mouth. She called out very affectionately, and she seemed to trust Paul Tang very much.After walking over, Zhiyun said: That female nude looks pure, I really don't know what method Paul Tang used to trick her into being so submissive?Judging from the situation, she didn't know the details of Tom Paulo at all. snort!People like Tom Paul!Jiang Xiaofeng sneered twice, and didn't comment much, and didn't say anything else.He has been in this yin and yang tone recently. On the third day after Zhiyun and Jiang Xiaofeng met Paul Tang, a piece of news broke out: Paul Tang and Xie Jinchang had a fight, and Xie Jinchang was beaten so that one eye socket was swollen like a walnut big.The reason is that Xie Jinchang persuaded Paul Tang to cut off contact with Melika, saying: Think about it, Melika's father was a secret policeman during the Nazi era, can you afford to mess with that kind of person?You are also in your early thirties, and you have a wife and children at home, how can you be so ridiculous?As a result, Paul Tang not only refused to listen, but instead said that Xie Jinchang was an old widower who couldn't read well, was psychotic, and was jealous of him having a young girlfriend.Xie Jinchang saw that Paul Tang would not listen to his persuasion, so he went to Meilika, planning to take a drastic drudgery. By doing this, you have unintentionally destroyed their family. Paul Tang has a wife and children in Taiwan. How pitiful do you think their situation is? Do you have the heart to hurt innocent people?Besides, you are still so young, is it worth doing too much?Xie Jinchang tried his best to persuade Meilika. Meika burst into tears after hearing this, saying that Paul Tang had lied to her, and vowed never to talk to Paul Tang again. Melika cried and ran to question Paul Tang, announcing that she broke up with him.Paul Tang flatly denied it, saying that Xie Jinchang was mentally and mentally abnormal and intentionally spread rumors to destroy it.His three-inch tongue was so good at speaking, Melika finally believed him again, and reconciled with him.But Paul Tang hated Xie Jinchang, and asked him to settle the score, and the two started fighting, and Lao Xie suffered a lot.The gifted child asked Xie Jinchang to go to the court to sue Tang Paul for injury. Xie Jinchang said: Forget it, what face does the Chinese have to sue the Chinese?Think of it as being bitten by a wild dog!I was afraid that he would suffer, so I gave him good advice. Since he didn't know what to do, I couldn't help it. Anyway, I was exhausted. The siren hopped his feet angrily, cursing: Paul Tang is not human at all. He looks like a hero in front of the Chinese, but he looks like a bear in front of foreigners. Paul Tang is so heartless, Dajiang treats him so well, he keeps saying that Dajiang is sinister and has bad intentions, and that Dajiang sent me to make trouble with him.Xie Jinchang said to Jiang Xiaofeng unfairly. Jiang Xiaofeng didn't make a sound when he heard this, but just smiled indifferently. The busiest people recently are Yang Wenyan and Liao Jinghui, because they have decided to get married a week before Christmas, and the restaurant will open on the first day of the new year, so both of them are too busy to see.Zhiyun only had one phone call with Jinghui, and knew that they would still live in Jinghui's original place after marriage, and they didn't buy any furniture. They just replaced the single bed with a second-hand double bed. Now the main thing is to open restaurants, and everything else will be done first.Jinghui said.Then there was a long list of complaints about how hard she was running for the restaurant. Aren't restaurants readily available?Just give the money to the original boss, and just take it over!What is there to do?Zhiyun thinks that Jinghui is exaggerating. oh!My lady, it would be as simple as you think. We have to go through property transfer, notarization, the tax bureau, and an accountant.Yang Wenyan refused to use the original name, and must have the word Yang on the signboard, so it was not easy to open this Yangzijiang Restaurant. Jinghui seemed to complain, but in fact she couldn't hide her satisfaction. On the day of the wedding, Zhiyun went to do Jinghui's makeup.The dress was ordered by Jinghui's parents from China, and the style is very novel.Jinghui, who usually doesn't pay much attention to dressing up, makes a new impression after tidying up. Some people say that it is the first time that Jinghui has two points of beauty. Yang Wenyan laughed happily when he heard it. Not like the bridegroom. The wedding is presided over by the priest in the church.The music played for a while, and Jinghui, who was wearing a dress, walked out slowly with the help of her father.Zhiyun hadn't seen Jinghui's father for many years, and in his memory he still looked like when he was a cannery worker, wearing blue trousers and jacket, riding an old-fashioned bicycle, chewing betel nuts in his mouth.And what he saw at this time was actually a gentle and dignified gentleman.She couldn't help but secretly sighed, thinking: If her parents knew that Liao Jinghui's parents had come to Germany to officiate Jinghui's wedding, how would they feel? After the wedding, guests were entertained in the living room under the church, and they ate simple Western food.Youth idols joked with Yang Wenyan, saying: Fat Sheep is Jewish and he is a big restaurant owner, so he refused to invite us to eat Chinese food. If I invite you to eat Chinese food, my restaurant will never open. You think everyone is like you, you have a good father?Yang Wenyan said indifferently. Jinghui's parents were so affectionate when they saw Zhiyun, they asked her to sit by the side and asked her questions.Seeing that she was always with Jiang Xiaofeng, he knew it was her boyfriend, so he asked Jiang Xiaofeng what he studied?Jiang Xiaofeng answered that he learned to compose. Jinghui's father said that he likes music very much and can play the flute, but now there are no good tunes to play, but some tunes like Wangchunfeng that he played when he was young are still very good. .Jiang Xiaofeng mostly listened and only said a word or two. He is always silent now.Jinghui's mother praised him not only for being handsome and beautiful, but also for being quiet and honest, saying that Zhiyun had good eyesight.All of a sudden, Zhiyun was filled with emotions, thinking that sometimes people without knowledge are pure and happy, they don't know how to follow the trend, and they are not affected by the trend.If her parents were such simple characters, she wouldn't have so many troubles today. Finally, Jinghui's mother said: They will go to the United States to visit Jinghui's younger sister early in the morning the day after tomorrow, and then they will go back to Taiwan. Ask Zhiyun if there is anything for the family?She can take it back. You still live in the bank dormitory!I know it well, and I also know your mother, so it's not a problem to bring things there.she said enthusiastically. Zhiyunben has a few small things that he bought for his family at the stalls in the Christmas market, and they can just entrust them to take them home. Not only will they make their parents like it, but it also saves the formalities of posting, which can be said to kill two birds with one stone.But after thinking about it, if Jinghui's parents didn't know the seriousness of the situation, and quarreled about Jiang Xiaofeng's matter, wouldn't they cause big trouble?So she quickly said: Thank you, I have nothing to bring.Afterwards, she asked Jinghui to tell her parents again: Even if you meet my parents on the street, don't mention Da Jiang, otherwise it will be a big trouble. Tang Baobao actually brought a beautiful card to the wedding in a big way, which really surprised everyone. Here's the beauty card, we're already engaged.Paul Tang raised his chin high, put one arm around Melika's waist, and introduced people everywhere.He purposely stretched the ring finger of the other hand straight, so that people could see his engagement ring with Melika.Whether he talks to Chinese or foreigners, he speaks German.A male student who had just come from China for a week was at a loss, and he didn't seem to understand a word. Everyone felt very strange: I didn't hear that Paul Tang divorced his wife, so why did he get engaged to this foreign girl again?But no one would be bored enough to inquire about him. Zhiyun and Sophia Liu were appointed as hostesses by Jinghui, and they had to go to each table to say hello.Zhiyun went to Tang Baobao's table and heard Tang Baobao and some Germans say: We are not qualified to compare with you!You Germans are so good, and you became the richest country within a few days after the war. How can we be so capable?It is still a developing country!The problem of the Chinese people is that they are lazy, selfish, and unmotivated. One of the few Germans hurriedly said: There?Taiwan has made great progress over the years!For example, my brother runs a trading company that does a lot of business with Taiwan.My brother even went to Taiwan last year. He said that the market is very prosperous, the people strive to be better, and the standard of living of ordinary people is very good.The speed of economic development is astonishingly fast. It always looks good on the surface, but who knows what's going on underneath!Compared with you Western industrial countries, it is completely out of the question.Haha Tang Paul thought he was very humorous, so he laughed first.The few foreigners who were praised by him looked at him in embarrassment, as if they all had a sore mouth and couldn't open their mouths to smile. Zhiyun gave Tang Baobao a hard look, and he fell silent immediately. After the banquet, Zhiyun and Jiang Xiaofeng came out together and told him about it.Jiang Xiaofeng only smiled lightly when he heard this, and said: Paul Tang is shameless. He thinks it is a shame to be a Chinese, and he wishes to think of a way to become a foreign dog.But let's not just blame him, he is definitely not the only one among the Chinese, it's just that the difference between fifty steps and a hundred steps is not so heavy.Inferiority and admiration for foreigners are actually epidemics among modern Chinese. Zhiyun couldn't answer the words again, she felt that Jiang Xiaofeng's words were harsh, a bit accusing and scolding Huai.