Chapter 30 twenty nine

Zhiyun got on the train back to Munich, and stood by the window, while He Shaoxiang was on the platform, and the two were discussing about finding a house.We are looking for an old-fashioned family house, and we cannot live in a high-rise apartment. There are too many people in the apartment and it is noisy, so I can't sleep well.If you don't sleep well, your work efficiency will be low, which will affect your work.He Shaoxiang pushed the glasses frame and said seriously. All right!You start looking now!Zhiyun leaned on the car window and told He Shaoxiang.Now she understands that sophisticated Europeans live in classical houses, even if they build new houses, they try to imitate the old ones as much as possible, so as to show their identity and cultural atmosphere.Living in a boxy building is too popular and not elegant enough.She once asked He Shaoxiang: Why don't we buy a house?He Shaoxiang told her: According to Swiss law, people without the right of permanent residence are not allowed to buy a house, and the housing prices in Switzerland are the most expensive in the world. It costs more than 200,000 U.S. dollars for a little fancy one. He has not yet bought a house. So many deposits.take it easy!We will always have a house of our own in the future.He said.

When I got back, I would look for rental advertisements in the newspapers, and write letters when I saw suitable ones.As He Shaoxiang said, seeing a flower cart approaching, he stopped the peddler, bought a handful of spherical roses, and handed them to Zhiyun through the window. You are the most flower-buying person in the world.Zhiyun took the flowers and grinned.You spend all your money on flowers, and of course you don’t save money to buy a house. How much does it cost to buy flowers?I am usually very economical.I never go to a big restaurant to eat. You see, these leather shoes on my feet have been worn for ten years, and they still look like new, because I always oil them to keep them clean.The same is true for clothes. When I buy things, I must buy the best ones. I only spend money once, and I will protect them carefully in the future. Once I use them, they will last for ten years.He Shaoxiang touched the collar of his suit jacket.

You really have a plan.Zhiyun said with a smile, put the flower under his nose and smelled it again and again. I do things with a plan.My life is very regular.He Shaoxiang said quite proudly. You are a standard scientific person.Zhiyun looked at him mischievously. I am, how can a person who engages in science not be a scientific person?He Shaoxiang smiled happily, he just likes to see Zhiyun's kind of innocent and naive. The car was about to start, He Shaoxiang instructed while waving. Get out of the car and go back quickly, be careful on the road. Zhiyun repeatedly nodded in agreement, and the car drove away.He Shaoxiang's figure in a light gray suit disappeared, and she closed the window and sat down.The chair in the first-class car is a soft velvet sofa, which bumps up and down, making her feel a little ethereal and unreal.But look at the bouquet on your hand, touch that cold and hard diamond ring, how can all this not be true?

She didn't expect marriage to be so simple, such a real thing.Before that, she always felt that she was a lost boat, floating and spinning on the water.But now, she has found a mooring shore, and has a sense of security that she has never had before.From now on, she will be the wife of He Shaoxiang. Her husband is an outstanding scientist. Her life will be real, stable, noble and colorful. Her social circle will be scholars and celebrities in the upper class. She thought of Mrs. Clement's party the night before. Mrs. Clement invited four couples. The four gentlemen were all doctors, not only doctors, but also celebrities in the social and academic circles. Among them, Dr. Hao Li and Dr. Hallman were very accomplished scientists.Dr. Hess is the general manager of the bank, and Dr. Stamford is the owner of a large factory, a great industrialist, and their wives are all smartly dressed and well-bred.Their manners, conversations, and jewelry on their bodies all show their wealth and nobility of origin.They didn't put on airs to her at all, and they all said that they would invite her to a gathering in the future.

That day she wore the newly bought sky-blue floor-length dress, with long hair and extra makeup on her face.Sure enough, as she expected, everyone was impressed by her beauty.Later He Shaoxiang once said: Helanna, they all say you are beautiful, you really make me proud. Yes, only in such social occasions can her strengths be brought into play, and she has regained the princess-like pride she had in Taipei.When she was with Jiang Xiaofeng, she felt a sense of grievance that the dragon swims in the shallow water and the tiger falls in the flat sun. What she sees and hears is poverty and lack of ambition, or Chinese music, our songs, go back and stay.The circle of communication is the poor students in China.Wearing an old fur coat worn by your mother as a dowry, you will be considered a lady. You have to stand when you watch an opera, eat a pancake under the Marlene square when you eat a restaurant, and go to the British Park for a debate on vacation. Thank God, this is a big list The disaster is finally over.She never wants to go back to the past, she wants to be a newcomer, any responsibility, sense of mission, our song, Jiang Xiaofeng, all go far away!

Yes, she once loved Jiang Xiaofeng with her whole life, maybe that kind of love has not cooled down completely today, but their paths are too different, he is an illusionist, a naive adventurer, she can't be childish To take that risk with him, she is just a girl who wants an ordinary and stable life, let alone he failed her first?Who told him to go back?Her marriage with He Shaoxiang was facilitated by him, not her fault. Moreover, He Shaoxiang is a good man, and his knowledge is many times better than that of Jiang Xiaofeng. It was absolutely right for her to choose him Knowing the clouds and looking out the window, thinking like a galloping wild horse, thinking wildly uncontrollably.The closer she got to Munich, the more she thought and the heavier her heart became.

It's a five-hour drive.She hailed a taxi and went back to the dormitory, where Miss Smit greeted her. ah!Helena, you're finally back, we all miss you, we shouldn't even write a card!Miss Smith scolded her with a smile, looking her up and down.Sure enough, this nursing home is not in vain, you are recuperating really well, your complexion is better than before you got sick, and your face is pink again. Zhiyun talked with Ms. Smith for a while, and then declared that she would check out the house. Are you moving out?Why?Miss Smith asked unhappily. Miss Smith, I'm getting married.Zhiyun said very reservedly, so as not to make Miss Smith shed tears again.People in their dormitory often moved out because of marriage, and Miss Smith would shed a few tears every time. According to Inge, the main reason was that there was a story about a rose buried in it.The content of the story is: Miss Smith once had a lover when she was young, and once they had a quarrel, the man wrote a letter to her, saying: If you forgive me, please put me in the window Take half of the roses on the table.If you don't take it in, it means that you won't forgive me, and then I will travel far away from home and go wandering. Miss Smit was very moved when she read the letter, and immediately forgave him.But when she went to the window to look for flowers, she couldn't find any, and the man, like those roses, disappeared, and never came to her again.It is said that when Miss Smith saw other people getting married, she thought of the past about roses, and thought that someone must have set her up and stole the roses, otherwise she would have married that handsome man long ago.

Sure enough, Miss Smith took off her glasses and wiped her tears again.That's great news!Dear Miss Helena Smit said through tears. Miss Smith, don't cry Zhiyun smiled and coaxed Miss Smith for a while.She didn't go upstairs until the old lady's tears stopped. As usual, several letters were laid out on the table: mother's, Lingyun's, Jiang Xiaofeng's. He has such a stubborn temper, and if he didn't reply to his letter, he would write it as usual, and he wrote two letters at a time. Zhiyun picked up the two letters, hesitated and hesitated, wondering what he wrote?I also feel that things have come to this point, what's the point of watching it?It's nothing more than asking for trouble.Finally, she forced herself to tear up the two letters and throw them into the wastebasket.The moment it was thrown in, a piece of shredded paper floated out, picked it up and looked at it casually, it said: I am waiting for you, waiting for you to realize our ideal together

She tossed the piece of paper hastily into the wastebasket as if it were a hot coal. Dajiang, that is just your ideal, not mine, if you want to wait, just wait!Dajiang, you will know what price you paid for leaving me behind for your ideals!she said in her heart.What followed was the pleasure of revenge. Zhiyun immediately found a pen and paper, and wrote a letter to her family, reporting the news that she was going to marry He Shaoxiang.He Shaoxiang's life, career, and circumstances of being valued are all exaggerated. She expected that her parents would be surprised when they received the letter, they would like to publicize her everywhere, and they would praise her as their good daughter. She really didn't fall in love with her, and she really found an outstanding person like He Shaoxiang, who can beat all kinds of objective conditions. very person.When she put the envelope into the mailbox, it was as if she had dropped a heavy burden: Mom, I did exactly what you expected, and I did not disgrace my life.She heard her heart speak.

In the evening, Yingge came back and saw Zhiyun piled things up in a mess, smiled and came up to hug her shoulders and said: Dear Helanna, you are back, let's see how well you are recuperating!But what do you do with all the things you throw away? I'm going, Inge, I'm going to Switzerland, and I'm packing my suitcases.Zhiyun said with a smile all over his face. to switzerlandLooking for Chinese brains? Well, we're getting married in the next month, Inger, and you must go to the wedding. Sure, I will go.Inge was so happy that he kissed Zhiyun's cheek.Ho is a good man, you made the right choice.Helena, I bless you.

Yingge helped Zhiyun pack the box, and the two chatted. Isn't your brother coming soon?Zhiyun asked.She is folding those beautiful cheongsams one by one and putting them flat in the box. He's coming in a few days, and I'm so happy.We haven't seen each other for several years, and I want to accompany him to various countries after the sports meeting. I also forgot to ask you, didn't the hospital keep you again and again?How on earth did you decide?Stay or go back?Zhiyun was holding a shiny cheongsam in his hand. I haven't decided yet. I want to stay for a few years temporarily. This is good for my qualifications and progress. It's a pity to give up the opportunity.But I feel that I really should go back to serve, the country needs people.The problem is this, as an Israeli, you cannot put your own interests first.The reason I came out to study was to do things for the country, and my parents also told me to go back. Israel is such a difficult country!We cannot compare with people in peaceful countries.So, I still don't know what to do?It's a bit contradictory!While talking, Yingge took the books off the shelf for Zhiyun.Helena, I'm afraid your box won't be able to hold so many books, so you have to send them in cardboard boxes. well!these books!Zhiyun shook his head at a pile of books.There are too many, so they must be sent in a box. Helena, did you continue your studies in Switzerland? I don’t know yet, let’s talk about it slowly!Zhiyun was absent-minded.In fact, she knew that she would not read any more.She is tired of student life, and she doesn't want to study Sinology with foreigners.In my heart, I have already admitted Jiang Xiaofeng's words: the Chinese department here is for foreigners, not for Chinese people. Helena, that dress in your hand is so beautiful, why do you have so many beautiful clothes?Yingge came over and stroked the satin cheongsam on Zhiyun's hand. It's all my mother's idea. In fact, where is the chance to wear it here?Zhiyun smiled casually.She wanted to show Inger some jewelry from the bottom of the box, such as emerald rings, ruby ​​rings, and pearl necklaces.But remembering what her mother said when she handed these things to her, even the dowry was in it.She gave up, and it reminded her of the words about the dowry of knowledge, which she hated. Inge, I'm tired, leave it there and clean it up tomorrow! You look really tired, maybe it's because you're sick and you shouldn't be too tired.Let's rest!I'll do it for you tomorrow.Inger said. Zhiyun dropped the half-filled box, feeling really tired. Jinghui and Yang Wenyan moved. When Zhiyun left, Jinghui was decorating the new house.Her belly was round and bulging, her face was fatter, and she was driving a nail into the wall with a hammer in her hand.Seeing Zhiyun, he shouted loudly: Ouch, Yu Zhiyun, where did you go?You are such a lousy person.That day I went to the bank to get the money and went to the hospital to pick you up, but it was all in vain. The hospital said that you had been discharged two days ago to recuperate.Ask the old nurse where you go to recuperate?She said indifferently that she didn't know.I had no choice but to come back.Call your dormitory and say that you are going to recuperate, and ask them where the sanatorium is?also said I don't know The people in the dormitory really didn't know, and I didn't tell them.Zhiyun couldn't help laughing when he saw Jinghui's expression of eagerness to question the teacher. Still laughing!It made me mutter in my heart these days, thinking that you hid on other planets!Jinghui put down the hammer and walked in front of Zhiyun.How did you know we moved here? When I went to your original place, I ran out of time, so I called Yang Zijiang Restaurant to find Boss Yang.Boss Yang said that Boss Yang's wife is furnishing a new house!I called a taxi to find it.Zhiyun put down her purse and sat on Jinghui's new sofa. Oh, so advanced, came by taxi!Jinghui looked at Zhiyun carefully for a while.He made two clicks with his mouth: What's the matter, I got a serious illness, but it turned red and white.Hello!What do you think of my new house? good.How many rooms are there?Zhiyun raised his eyes and scanned his surroundings.Two bedrooms and two halls.How many days do you come to stay?There is a place for you to sleep. Zhiyun looked at Jinghui, smiled with the corners of his mouth pursed, and didn't say yes or no.What the hell are you doing?Mysterious?You are a little special these days.Jinghui stood opposite Zhiyun with her belly outstretched, squinting her eyes to study her. Zhiyun remained silent, just looked at Jinghui with a smile. Don't act mysteriously, asking why you didn't say anything? You are too fierce, I will wait for you to finish scolding before I say it!Zhiyun changed his posture and sat down, touched the diamond ring on his hand, and said: Jinghui, I'm here to say goodbye to you. say goodbye to meJinghui didn't believe it at first, but then she suddenly realized and sighed: Humph!Just because of his stubbornness, he still has to go back to find Dajiang. Zhiyun's smile disappeared immediately.After being silent for a long while, he said slowly: Jinghui, you are completely wrong.I'm not going back to my country, I'm going to Switzerland.I have decided to marry He Shaoxiang, next month. real?Jinghui seemed obstinately unwilling to believe it, and then stared at Zhiyun to study, seeing her serious look, she had no choice but to believe it.This guy is so good at keeping secrets that we don't know anything about it.She tilted her head and thought for a while, then said: Your choice is very correct, He Shaoxiang is a good husband.Dajiang people are likable, but they are too impractical.Yu Zhiyun Don't mention him to me again, Jinghui.Zhiyun interrupted Jinghui's words. Jinghui froze for a moment, then stopped mentioning Jiang Xiaofeng.He just said sarcastically: It happened so suddenly, I didn't expect it at all.Yu Zhiyun, I hope you will live a safe life from now on, and never have any troubles again. I hope so too!Zhiyun said flatly. Zhiyun helped Jinghui nail the nails and hang up some frames, and the two chatted while cooking wonton noodles. Jinghui asked Zhiyun why the wedding was held in Switzerland and not in Munich?Zhiyun said: Shaoxiang works in Switzerland, where all the important people are, so of course the event has to be held there.Munich is such a damn place, I wish I could leave immediately and never come back. Look, if you hate Munich like this, then you must not be uncommon for friends in Munich!Friends in Munich are very rare about you!I met Lao Xie a few days ago, and he even asked about you.A gifted child sent a letter from Spain, also asking: How is Sister Yu?Jinghui imitated the tone of Xie Jinchang and gifted children. Well, speaking of Lao Xie, I almost forgot.Zhiyun took out the white envelope that Xie Jinchang gave her from her purse, and handed it to Jinghui.This is a thousand marks that Lao Xie sent me when I was hospitalized.Would you please pay him back for me?I leave for Switzerland tomorrow morning and don't have time to see him.Please thank him for me. I will never forget this kind of friend who gives charcoal in a timely manner. OK, I'll pay it back for you!Although one thousand marks is not much, it is a big deal to Lao Xie.Jinghui took the envelope. The wonton noodles were cooked, and the two of them sat at the kitchen table facing each other and started eating. If I invite the students here, they may not be able to go, so I don't plan to send invitations, just send a notification card when the time comes.Zhiyun said. yes!Switzerland is so far away, it is also a problem to go and live, and the passport is not convenient. But you and Yang Wenyan are always going.The house we are looking for will not be too small, there must be a place for you to live in. forget it!I don’t want to show my eyes if I think about it, look at my virtue.Jinghui looked at her swollen belly.Besides, Yang Wenyan really can't leave. To run a restaurant, you have to put your whole body in it all the time.He either buys vegetables or settles accounts every day, and he has to manage people and business.Not a single step away. Whether you are running a business or not, it's all the same.Zhiyun did not insist that Jinghui and Yang Wenyan must attend her wedding.The reason is that He Shaoxiang raised objections when discussing the list of guests with He Shaoxiang. Yang Wenyan!He Shaoxiang pushed the frame of his glasses with a look of embarrassment on his face.Isn't he running a restaurant?Who do you think our guests are? Opening a restaurant is also a profession, and Jinghui is my good friend.Do you think they are so shameless?She retorted He Shaoxiang displeasedly.Some ready-made words that were on the lips followed: I think all people are the same, no one is higher than another, and no one is lower than another.People only distinguish between good and evil, regardless of high or low. Well, then you go invite them!I don't care, don't be angry!He Shaoxiang thought for a while, and said in a calm tone. Therefore, Jinghui refused to go, and Zhiyun did not force it.In her heart, she also admitted that Yang Wenyan and Jinghui were not suitable to stand with those scholars and celebrities. When Zhiyun got on the train, only Jinghui and Yingge were sent to the station. Originally, Yang Wenyan was also coming, but because he couldn't leave temporarily, he asked Jinghui to pay his respects. Helena, I hope you are happy.Inge said when he kissed Zhiyun goodbye. Thank you for your lip service, Inge, you are coming to the wedding!Zhiyun asked again.Jinghui and Yang Wenyan were not coming, and Yingge was her only guest on this side. For sure, Helena, I will probably bring my brother along, and after your wedding, we will travel.Inge said happily what she had said two or three times. You and your brother are welcome, Inger. Yu Zhiyun, don't hate Munich so much, come and see us later!Jinghui was on the platform, chatting with Zhiyun through the window. Come to Munich again!Zhiyun sneered.Or come to Switzerland to play!The scenery there is wonderful.I went to learn to drive, and I can take you to play. I'm afraid that when the little guy comes, I won't have that freedom.Jinghui said with a smile. The little guy will be so unreasonable there, just hug him and go!The car was about to start, Zhiyun hurriedly said: Jinghui, don't forget to apologize to the students for me, I really don't have time to say goodbye to them.The gifted child and the alert old man came back and said I greeted them.Inge, you are coming! Jinghui and Yingge responded repeatedly, and the car was far away, but they kept waving their arms. The car was empty, Zhiyun was the only one in the six-seat car.She leaned comfortably on the soft back of the chair, her knees were aligned, her feet were slightly tilted back, her hands were clasped, and they were naturally placed at the junction of her chest and abdomen.Such a posture made her look extraordinarily dignified and noble.She is well-dressed and well-dressed. She is wearing the Paris fashion dress with red flowers on a white background that she bought in Zurich. She wears hollow high-heeled leather shoes. The bag and shoes in her hand are a set, also bought in Zurich. of.The string of pearls her mother gave her is now hanging on her fair neck.Her whole person seemed to be the embodiment of luxury and beauty, and even the ticket inspectors respected her and called her a noble lady. The train moved forward quickly, and the shadow of Munich was getting farther and farther away.The fields and clumps of pine trees on both sides were just left behind by the advancing train. Zhiyun's heart also rushed forward with the speed of the train.She finally left Munich to start a new life.The new life is dignified and noble, like the person she is now.All the old things have passed away and will never look back, such as English parks, Chinese towers, small lakes in parks, whooper swans and wild ducks, our songs, national self-esteem, self-consciousness, intellectual responsibility, ideals, missions feel.There is music in the eyes, the big river with a strand of hair waving in front of the forehead, the unrealistic, picturesque love, the love full of troubles and tears, all passed away, and they were all thrown away by the running train.The former Yu Zhiyun was also left behind.In the future, she will live a life of honor and status in the peaceful and prosperous Switzerland. She will no longer need to be poor, worry, or hang out with those Chinese students who have no future.Her future life is bright and bright, and she will never forget everything in Munich, everything that seems sweet and sad.She is just a girl, an ordinary girl like many college-educated girls, all she wants is an ordinary and stable life, words like responsibility and mission are too heavy and rigid for her.What she is pursuing now is the life that most girls want to pursue. She is not wrong, she is not wrong at all Zhiyun's thoughts ran forward rapidly. The train also ran forward rapidly. Looking at the distant sky, the abandoned trees and fields, Zhiyun took out her beautiful and precious little handkerchief from her purse, and wiped away the tears that welled up in her eyes