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It took thirty minutes to walk to the apartment where she lived. She was in surprisingly good spirits because it was a very comfortable good night, and after all the crying.On the way home we stopped into several stores and bought odds and ends that didn't really work.Strawberry-flavored toothpaste, gorgeous beach towels, several educational toys made in Denmark, and six-color ballpoint pens. We walked up the slope with these things, occasionally stopping to look back in the direction of the port. Hey!Is your car still parked there? Wait a while before opening it. Can't tomorrow morning?

It's okay. Then we walked slowly the rest of the way. I don't want to be home alone tonight. She said this while facing the paving stones on the road. I nod. But you can't shine shoes. Occasionally wipe it off by yourself. Can you wipe it yourself? Because he is a straight-eyed person. ◇ Quiet night. She rolled over slowly and the tip of her nose touched my right shoulder. so cold. Cold?It's thirty degrees. I don't know, it's so cold. I pulled up the towel I threw at my feet, pulled it up to my shoulders and hugged her.Her body was shaking non-stop. Are you uncomfortable?

She shook her head slightly. So scary. what? Everything is scary, don't you think? It's not scary at all. She was silent.It was silent as if I wanted to confirm the existence of my answer in the palm of my hand. Want to have sex with me? Um. Sorry, not today. I still hugged her and nodded. Just had surgery. child? Um. The strength of her hand around my back eased, and she used her fingertips to draw small circles on the back of the shoulder again and again. That's weird, I don't remember anything. real? I mean the male partner, I have completely forgotten, I can't even remember the face.

I run my palms through her hair. I thought I might like him, although it was only for a short moment. Have you ever liked anyone? Um. Remember her face? I tried to recall the faces of the three girls, but strangely, none of them could be clearly remembered. do not remember.I said. That's strange, why? It's probably easier that way. She put her cheek against my bare chest and nodded silently a few times. If you want to anyway, you can use another No, you don't have to worry. real? Um. Her hand wrapped around my back squeezed again.I felt her tits near my heart and couldn't help but want a beer.

Since several years ago, many things have not been smooth. years ago? Twelve, Thirteen The year my father fell ill.I don't remember anything from before that.I have always encountered unpleasant things, and there is always a bad wind blowing on my head. The direction of the wind will also change. Do you really think so? Someday it will. She was silent for a while.In the silent thirst like a desert, my words were drained in a blink of an eye, leaving only a bitter taste in my mouth. I've thought about it several times too, but it doesn't work every time.I also want to try to like others, try to be more patient, but ah

We didn't talk about anything other than hugging each other.She rested her head on my chest, and pressed her lips against my nipple lightly, as if she had fallen asleep like that, without moving for a long time. For a long time, really long time, she was silent.Dozing half-drowsily, I stared at the dark ceiling. mom She seemed to be dreaming, thinking softly like this.She is asleep.