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Human disqualification

Human disqualification

太宰治

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Chapter 1 preamble

Human disqualification 太宰治 1395Words 2023-02-05
preamble I, have seen three photos of that man. One of them should be the man's childhood! The photo was taken when it was estimated to be about ten years old. The child was surrounded by a large group of girls (one can imagine, probably the child's sisters and cousins) standing by the pond in the courtyard, wearing a thick striped kimono hakama, with head Slightly leaning to the left at thirty degrees, smiling ugly. Ugly?However, for dull people (that is, people who don't care about beauty and ugliness), they have an indifferent expression, as if the child's smiling face is very ordinary, and say: What a cute child!Even if the mouth is very flattering, it may not be possible to hear the hypocrisy in it.

But as long as someone has a little concept of beauty and ugliness, they may take a glance and say: What's the matter!What a nasty child!He muttered unhappily, and then threw the photo down with a gesture that seemed to be waving away a caterpillar. Really, the more you look at that child's smiling face carefully, the more you will unconsciously feel a slight sense of disgust.That's not a smiley face at all.The kid wasn't smiling at all.The proof was in the way he stood with his hands clenched into fists. Human beings can't laugh while clenching their fists tightly.It's a monkey!This is the smile of the monkey!It just makes ugly fine lines on the face.This is a weird expression that can be described as a wrinkled child, which is inexplicably annoying and weirdly irritating.So far, I have never seen such an incredible expression on the face of a child.

The face in the second photo has a shockingly different transformation. He looks like a student, although it is not clear whether it is a photo from high school or college, all in all, he is a handsome and handsome boy.But the strange thing is that the protagonist in this photo doesn't look like a living person. Wearing a school uniform with a little white handkerchief peeking out of his breast pocket, he sat cross-legged in a rattan chair, still smiling.The smile this time was not a wrinkled monkey-like smile, but rather a skillful smile, but compared with people's smiles, it always felt a little strange.Should I say it smells good?Or sophisticated?There is no reality in the smile.It would be better to describe it as a piece of light, all-white paper like a feather, with a smile on it.Because, it is a false feeling from beginning to end.

Positive isn't enough of a description, flirtatious isn't enough of a description, effeminate isn't enough of a description, and certainly trendy isn't enough of a description either.Moreover, upon closer inspection, this handsome student gave off an inexplicable sense of treachery.Up to that time, I had never seen a young man with such grotesque beauty. There is also a photo, which is the most strange. It is unknown how old the person in the picture is, and his hair looks a little gray.He was in the corner of a dirty room (the walls of the room clearly showed three cracks in the photo), covering a small brazier with his hands, this time there was no smile on his face, and his face was blank.It seems that if you sit and cover your hands over the brazier, you will die naturally. It is indeed a disgusting and ominous photo.

Strange not only that.Because the face in the photo occupies a large area, I have to carefully observe the structure of this face.The forehead is normal, the wrinkles on the forehead are normal, the eyebrows are normal, the eyes are normal, the nose, mouth, chin, etc. are all normal. Ah, this face is not only expressionless, but also has no impression, no features.Suppose I close my eyes after looking at this photo, and think about it, I have forgotten what this face looks like.The walls of the room and the small brazier may still remind me a little bit of memory, but I have no impression of the appearance of the protagonist in the room at all, and I can't remember it at all.It was an unpaintable face, not even in a caricature.Open your eyes and take a look, ah!It turns out that it looks like this!Not even the joy of thinking about it.To put it plainly, even if you open your eyes and look at this photo again, it will not leave an impression.It just feels very unpleasant and anxious, making people want to look away quickly.

If there is a so-called appearance of a dying person, it should be more expressive and impressive than this, unless it is a human body and horse face, it will make people feel this way!In short, for no reason, looking at it, I felt creepy and disgusting.So far, I have never seen a man with such a strange face.
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