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Chapter 79 6. Severing the relationship between mother and daughter

paradise lost 渡邊淳一 1964Words 2023-02-05
On the tram at night, Jiu Mu asked himself: What are you afraid of and dare not mention marriage? A past experience revived in Jiumu's mind. It is true that Jiu Mu and his wife are like strangers now and have separated, but they have been in love in the past. Although they are not as hot as he and Rinko are now, they still love each other and think that the other party is suitable to be their life partner before they get married.But married life after twenty-five years had become so damaged that it was impossible to repair it.Of course, the direct reason for the breakdown of the marriage is that Hisaki was addicted to Rinko, but even without Rinko, their marriage would have been flawed long ago.

Why did the love that was once blessed and believed in each other disappear so simply and horribly? At this time, it is natural to think of the words daily and inertia. No matter what kind of love, once buried in daily life after marriage, it will become inert and disappear.Even the ecstatic love between him and Rinko is no exception. Perhaps Jiumu and Rinko have never mentioned marriage so far, because they have both had a marriage experience, knowing that marriage is a stable life guarantee, and at the same time, it is also the place where the demons of inertia and laziness inhabit and eat.

Thinking of this, Jiu Mu suddenly remembered that Abe Sada killed Ishida Kichizo when the two fell in love for only three months. At the end of that crazy sex, the woman who loves too much strangles the man, it is because they have only known each other for three months, when the passion is blooming like a flower, so it can be done, right? If the two of them got married after a year or so, they wouldn't have such a strong desire for love and monopoly, and maybe they would even hate deeply because they loved too intensely, and they broke up early. Speaking of which, love is also time-sensitive.

Thinking about things along the way, it was nine o'clock when Hisaki arrived in Shibuya. The surrounding area of ​​the station is still bustling with office workers on their way home and young people rushing to the downtown area.Passing through the cluttered crowd, ascending the gentle slope from the street, and turning into the alley, the surroundings suddenly became quiet.The apartment where Jiu Mu lives is on the first corner.It was a five-story building, not too big, and only about thirty families lived in it.The house was fifteen years old when I rented it, but it looked very old. The brick wall at the entrance collapsed at one corner and has not been repaired.

For some reason, when I go back to Setagaya's house, I feel like I am coming home, but when I come here, I feel like I have come to a secret love nest. Before entering the door, I always look around subconsciously.Of course, the area around the apartment is quiet and leisurely, with no one around.After confirming this, Hisaki walked into the apartment, took the elevator up to the fourth floor, and rang the doorbell of the second room at the corner. When Rinko was in the room, she always rushed out to meet him impatiently, but tonight she moved a little slower. He rang the doorbell again with some worry, and when he was about to open the door with his key, the door finally opened.

I'm home!Rinko lowered her eyes and her voice was a little low. What happened? Rinko didn't answer. What happened? He took off his mourning clothes and continued to ask, Rinko hung the clothes on the hanger. mom just called Rinko had recently told her mother in Yokohama the address and telephone number of this room, and from her gloomy expression, it was clear that the content of the call was not pleasant. what did she say? She talked a lot, and finally said that she would break off the mother-daughter relationship. As Rinko said, she put her hands on the corners of her eyes.

Jiu Mu changed into his nightgown, sat on the sofa, and sighed deeply. He knew that Rinko's mother had scolded her several times.It is normal for a mother to scold and scold a married daughter who abandons her family without authorization and goes outside to live with other men.But this is the first time that they want to sever the relationship between mother and daughter. Did she call suddenly? I have been nesting here and have not contacted my mother's family. She probably feels that this matter can no longer be left alone. Do you really want to sever ties? say it!She also said that she was no longer a mother and daughter, and she was not allowed to step into the house in the future.

Jiu Mu had also heard that Rinko's mother was very strict before, but he didn't expect to say such resolute words. Does she still disapprove of divorce? She seemed to have given up on that matter. She said that she left home to live with another man without explaining the matter clearly. She said that she could not forgive me for this, and that she did not remember raising such a lewd daughter. Lustful Hisaki unconsciously whispered. Indeed, what they did repeatedly in this room day and night can only be described as obscene, but Jiu Mu also hopes that people will not forget that there is also absolute love behind it.

Did you explain it to her? It doesn't make sense, she said that I am indecisive, deceived and bullied good people, and that I can't stand the temptation of your flesh, and that I am a poor woman who has no shame! Hisaki was speechless, Rinko sighed and said: I told her it's not just that, but my mother doesn't understand, and she wouldn't understand this kind of thing without actual experience. Although it is a mother and daughter, it is not easy to have this kind of dialogue.The mother believes that the daughter who is addicted to love is seduced by the flesh. While the daughter expresses it, she argues that the mother has never experienced it and does not understand the truth.

Unbelievably, after answering the phone call, the daughter who had vehemently refuted was deeply shocked by her mother's statement that she was no longer a mother and daughter, and cried bitterly. It seemed that she still couldn't get rid of the mentality of being a daughter. In any case, thinking that he was the culprit who caused the breakdown and quarrel between their mother and daughter, Jiu Mu felt responsible and at the same time felt restless. This is really the only place I can stay now.
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