Chapter 5 Chapter Four

No reason!It's really unreasonable! While eating the sushi he made by himself, Du Feifan stared hard at the family of three who were five steps away.It's fine that he didn't get the handsome guy's first kiss, but he's still left here unable to move!It's all due to Tang Yu, the unscrupulous boss who skipped work, who had nothing to do to join in the fun, which made her unable to have a good time (mainly because she couldn't play with the beautiful Tang Xueqian). Compared with Du Feifan's black and white desolation, Tang Yu's side can be regarded as colorful and cheerful.Yes, Tang Yu put aside his heavy business and insisted on going to Qingtiangang for a picnic and watching the cattle together.Don't worry about his son, how can he worry about his ex-wife?Besides, how do you know who this Du Feifan is?Is it kind or treacherous?So he insisted on following.

Mom, Aunt Du told you that you made a sandwich, is this it?Tang Xueqian asked while holding a piece of toast with unknown shape and covered with butter. It seemed that she was studying closely with her son.I remember that when she made it, the cucumbers, eggs, and ham didn't slide out. It's really puzzling that it has become like this. Tang Xueqian bravely took a deep breath: I'll come and eat. I'll eat it.Tang Yu took over, he didn't want his developing son to eat unsafe food and cause diarrhea. Tang Xueqian, who was sitting between his parents, looked left and right curiously, very unaccustomed to the feeling of his parents being around at the same time.And mom looks so withdrawn, unlike when two people are alone and can talk all the time.

Mom, drink juice.He opened a bottle of drink and handed it to his mother. After taking a few sips, she smiled and said: Thank you. eat jelly.He dug a spoonful into his mother's mouth. Thanks.Xiao Susu, who is used to accepting other people's orders, of course ate it obediently, but she wondered why even her son wanted to take care of her?Is the cart before the horse? moo Not far away suddenly there was a cow cry, but it was only three steps away from her, Xiao Susu was so frightened that she didn't dare to move, she didn't even have the strength to scream. Don't be afraid, cows don't hurt people.Xueqian, take the grass and lead the cow away.Tang Yu pulled her into his arms and said to his son.After his son performed the mission, he even let her sit on his lap to protect her tightly.

Susu, stay in Taipei for Christmas, this year I have booked a banquet at Jinghua. We are divorced.she whispered.In her heart, she didn't want to participate in various gatherings in his home, or even in the family, and now she had a reason to refuse. She did not want to participate, and made it clear: he was surprised that his request was not obeyed.It seems that divorce has given her a lot of convenience. But you are still Xueqian's mother, how can I let you live alone?You should now be less afraid of crowds. She was afraid, but she dared not tell him.He is a person who does not allow others to resist. If he kills her, she will not know what to do.

Boss Tang, this is impossible. Didn't you see how stiff she was hugged by you?Let people go.Du Feifan, who can't see the past, seeks justice. Tang Yu glanced at her coldly, warning her to mind her own business. It's a pity that Du Feifan doesn't like him. She has always been disgusted with grown-up handsome men, and even more disgusted with handsome and rich men, not to mention that this man also married a beautiful woman as his wife and gave birth to a beautiful son. Susu, I think it's almost time. Let's collect our things and go back to Taichung. oh.With one command and one movement, she instinctively wanted to get up, but her ex-husband refused to let go.

Don't treat her like a maid.Tang Yu's tone was cold, and he believed that Du Feifan was obviously uneasy and kind. Hey, you're scaring your ex-wife.She told the author coolly. He looked down and saw Susu's tearful and terrified appearance, cursed in his heart, and comforted him softly: Don't be afraid, I'm not trying to kill you.Patting her slender back, the habitual movement has been the same for seven years.Even though they are separated and divorced in principle, it has become a habit to take care of her, especially before her parents died, they vowed to protect her for the rest of their lives no matter what, so no matter whether they are husband or ex-husband, he should comfort her, there is no other meaning.

Xiao Susu nodded and said softly: I'm going back then, okay? You don't like spending Christmas with me?He asked, and the aggressive momentum rose again unconsciously. I Honestly express what's in your heart, he's not a ghost or a snake.Du Feifan strongly supported her. Xiao Susu lowered her head and said almost inaudibly: I'm fine with being alone.It would be better if he could just let her hands go and let her get up.He has always known that she doesn't like people touching her, and he hasn't touched her for several years, but now he is holding her again, which makes her feel very uncomfortable.

Still a pathetic rejection. The long-lost exhaustion and powerlessness in Tang Yu's heart emerged again because of the same woman. Tang Yu, known as the son of luck, will never be able to fulfill one wish: let his wife accept him and not be afraid of him.Staring at her pink and wary lowered face, let the heavy slowly take over.No matter how major changes she has made, he will always be the rejecting account in her heart, right? Why does the heart that has long been determined to have no feelings throb so violently?He was so, so madly in love with her, and everything he has given, even if it is unbearable to look back on, still exists.

If you don't think about it, how easy is it? Suppressing all kinds of thoughts and confusion, he finally said: Well, you go back to Taichung, be careful on the way.I will call. He pulled her up and handed it over to Du Feifan without saying a word. Love is an old wound, and the past and the past are all gloomy. Let her go and let the emptiness fill.Suddenly, Tang Yu became jealous of Du Feifan.She is female and is trusted by Su Su wholeheartedly. That was luck that he could never hope for. dad.Tang Xueqian called softly. Let's go, let's go to grandma's.He took his son and walked towards the parking place together. After watching Du Feifan's car drive away, he also drove away.

He looks very unhappy in the photo. After running back and forth all day yesterday, Xiao Susu, who was supposed to sleep till the sun today, walked into the study room early in the morning, browsed in front of the bookcase where the family photo album was kept, and finally pulled out a photo album that marked Xueqian's first birthday. Then she stared at a photo in a daze.In the photo, Tang Yu is holding his one-year-old son and is about to cut the cake. The people around him are smiling very happily. In contrast, Tang Yu's smile looks tired and absent-minded. He was very young at that time, and his elder brother was in poor health, but he still supported the company and urged Tang Yu to become the sole president as soon as possible, so the work placed on Tang Yu was very heavy.But that's not why he's tired.His tiredness comes from her.

She remembered that she didn't attend the birthday party. The marriage of more than a year had already made him disheartened, and he knew very well that asking his wife to attend would only lead to an even more unpleasant end.What would the dignified Mrs. Tang look like if she was hiding in a corner and trembling?No amount of psychological construction would work, she would never be a competent hostess; so he no longer forced her into the crowd, or joined the Tang family's banquet occasions. Of course, even when his son was one year old, he didn't dare to expect her to change her mind and come to participate.Having been married for more than a year, his ambitions had already been ground to ashes, and his external achievements and all kinds of glory could not erase the fact that his marriage management failed. A high-spirited man fell hard in marriage, and he was not mature enough to face everything at that time, so the days to come could only go in a cold direction.After all, he couldn't bear to hurt her too much with words, he would only sneer when he was extremely frustrated, and then slam the door and leave.She was scared to death without having to yell loudly, and of course she avoided and feared him even more in the future, until this avoidance became an intolerable humiliation in his life. He finally left Taichung and lived in Taipei for a long time. When I come back, even if I come back, I will sleep in a separate room. At that time, he only said indifferently, "As you wish."She hugged her son and completely left her life and sight. At that time, she couldn't bear the death of her parents. The only thought in her heart was to breathe a sigh of relief. The bad guy finally left, because she felt that she was constantly being bullied by him.Many years later, when I saw the photo and looked back, I could reflect on his depressed face. Could it be that she, who was so frightened and wanted to die at that time, also hurt him? This is a difficult situation to understand, but the him in the photo really made her think this way. She is a selfish woman who spends most of her life waiting for others to give, and the only thing she does is to distinguish whether other people's contributions are good or bad, good or evil for her.It never occurred to me that my words and deeds might be hurting others.Once she thought it was impossible, she couldn't hurt people, after all she didn't do anything, didn't she? But she was wrong, if other people's intentions only brought her indifference, it would be a serious injury.Now she finally understood this truth, so when she saw the lonely face of the man in the photo who was supposed to be in high spirits, her heart tightened, because of the harm she unintentionally caused. There are many ways to live life, but most of them cannot be separated from the interaction and feedback between interpersonal relationships.But certainly no one waits passively for others to treat her well or badly like her, and just needs to feel her own likes and dislikes to get by. Walking around with Du Feifan for many days, she was always surprised when she saw what Feifan did.She is strong and proactive, and doesn't care much about whether her contributions are appreciated by others; she is so domineering that she doesn't make others shy away. Many actions are extremely inappropriate and difficult for others in Xiao Susu's eyes, and some methods may even be wrong. , Excessive.But Du Feifan didn't care, she just said arrogantly: There are so many people in the world, how can I take care of their sensitive and vulnerable hearts?I only do what I think is right and enjoyable, no matter what others say.As for the good deeds I do in the eyes of others, I don't think so at all, it's just a coincidence of my interests.I like to find rich people to extract oil, so it is not rare for those who have been rescued to thank me.Because saving people is not my original intention, I just like to dig other people's money. This kind of person is very self-centered and conceited. Even if he is disapproved by others, Du Feifan can still enjoy himself. If she had been less shy, perhaps she would have been less afraid of strangers.But the experience of her husband's deadlifting her several times to participate in the banquet frightened her, which only made her more afraid of crowds.Tang Yu used to work very hard, but only got the opposite effect, because he has always judged others by himself, thinking that what is easy for him should not be difficult for others to do.But he was wrong, all his actions to guide her were too radical, and in the end she only made her think that he was the only villain in the world. She felt sorry for hurting him.But ask yourself, even if she has dared to walk out of the gate today and is willing to get out of the world of self-imprisonment, it does not mean that she can contact people.Perhaps she is shy, or has a fear of being hurt by others, or it is more likely that her nature comes from excessive introversion, which makes her never able to like the crowd, or willing to try to join the crowd. Yesterday's trip to Taipei gave her a lot of feelings, but she couldn't figure it out for a while.But maybe it was the deep kiss that made her toss and turn, and when her body was so tired from running around, she had difficulty falling asleep.He kissed her as gently as he used to when he kissed her back then, afraid of hurting her.At first I felt sad because I didn't understand why the lips should stick together, but yesterday's kiss can already feel a touch of tenderness and pain more deeply. For him now, there is no pain between his brows, but he does in the photo.At that time, he was very unhappy, and sometimes he woke up in the middle of the night and peeked at him deeply, which only frightened her so that she quickly pretended to be asleep and did not dare to move. Divorce is the best compensation and relief for him, right?Was she doing the right thing? Turning to the last page of the photobook, there were some scribbled words.that is a poem Let the burning memory cool down Let that glorious vision be disillusioned from now on I have nothing to hate There are many abandoned fates and abandoned hearts in this world In fact, in the process of searching nothing is in my hands including happiness and sadness including happiness It was a poem by Chief Murong, and I changed a few lines in the latter part to suit my state of mind.She stared blankly, tears rolling down from unknown sadness. If she's ever wondered how much power she has to hurt others, now she knows. heart hurts, hurts Every year on Christmas Eve, it is also a gathering of Tang's relatives.After three generations and the conclusion of in-laws, it gradually became a banquet with a large number of people.Where there are people, there are business opportunities, and many business people are willing to join in. Naturally, as time goes by, the Christmas banquet organized by the Tang family has become an indispensable program in the upper class every year. Since the men of the Tang family have always died young, their partner must be a strong woman who can hold up half the sky.It is not necessary to have any business skills, but it is absolutely necessary to have social skills. As a competent and thoughtful hostess, she can take care of all kinds of trivial matters on her own, so that her husband will not have to worry about the relationship between relatives and friends of the clan besides official business. Tang Yu's branch, because it has been the head of the clan for three generations and is the most prosperous, has become the leader of the clan, and the internal and external management is all thanks to the mistress. So Mrs. Tang disapproved of her son marrying Xiao Susu from the very beginning.Based on external considerations, it is expected that such an incredibly introverted woman will definitely be unable to hold the job of the young mistress of the Tang family, but seeing her son's love has already gone mad, she is reluctant to say anything.Mrs. Tang had always doted on her son, so she naturally respected his choice. But she has reservations about her daughter-in-law.There is only one condition for her to accept Susu, and it must be that Susu can make her son happy.But after seven years of marriage, her son has changed from an enthusiastic young man to a restrained and unhappy man. As a mother, how can she not feel heartache in her eyes? The meeting place with the crowns and crowns, the fragrant clothes and the shadows on the sideburns, was full of men and women in high-end and fashionable clothes. After greeting all the guests, Mrs. Tang sat on the main seat and asked her beloved Jinsun in a hurry: Xiaoqian, are you tired?Do you want Aunt Fu to take you to rest?Are you hungry?Can I serve you a plate of jelly?Doting on her son and grandson is Madam Tang's only hobby and shortcoming. To this day, she still complains that her son refuses to let his grandson live with her, and instead sends Xueqian to live in school. Grandma, I'm not sleepy or hungry, thank you.Wearing a cute little suit, the young Tang Xueqian is full of the style of a handsome guy. It can be predicted that twenty years later he will be a handsome guy who will teach women to break their hearts. Although I don't like Xiao Susu, but I can't deny that her good looks have created a child who is more beautiful than Tang Yu, and she is really out of blue.Mrs. Tang loved him since he was a child, but she refused to let him learn to walk when he was two years old, for fear that he would fall and get hurt. Good boy, do you want to play with the kids over there?Mrs. Tang lowered her head and kissed her grandson, pointing to a small temporary play area not far away and asked.There are five or six children playing over there. Tang Xueqian shook his head: No, I'm here with grandma.He got up and asked for a cup of lotus seed soup from his grandmother's personal maid: "Grandma, drink tea." Mrs. Tang accepted it with emotion, and said with a smile: You, just like your father, have liked to take care of people since you were a child, and sometimes you were domineering.Speaking of this, I thought: By the way, why didn't I see your father in a blink of an eye?Looking around, I can't see my son greeting anyone. Dad is resting.He saw his father ask for a room at the hotel counter. Maybe I'm too tired from work today, and I'll have to go up and wake him up later, it doesn't look good if the master has been missing for too long. Merry Christmas, Mama Tang!Holding a gift in both hands, Shi Zhongcheng yelled in a gesture of bowing at ninety degrees. Mrs. Tang was amused at the moment. oops!You little devil, treat me as Lafayette, you should hit me!Why are you the only one here?Did your parents come up? Shi Zhongcheng pointed to the back: My parents have gone abroad and sent my elder brother and his family to join us.Hey handsome boy, don't you have a date tonight?Can I introduce my fat niece to you?He teased the quiet Tang Xueqian. Uncle Shi, I'm still young and don't need a partner. Yes yes!he's mine.It was Du Feifan who intervened among them with an abrupt and exclusive tone, holding food as sharp as a mountain. who are youShi Zhongcheng felt that this Shu was a bit kind. Aunt Du?Tang Xueqian's calm tone added a bit of surprise. Hello, I'm Du Feifan, Tang Xueqian's No. 1 registered girlfriend!Du Feifan obsequiously bullied the little handsome guy, raised the food in his hand and said: Xueqian, dance with me, and I'll give you these to eat. Brother Tang!There were voiceless calls of different sizes in the distance, and two chubby little girls ran over one after the other.Curious four-corner relationship!Shi Zhongcheng smiled and said to his brother and sister-in-law who followed him: It's over, your daughter has another competitor, and the prospects are even more pessimistic. Shi Boyang and his wife shook their heads with a smile. They were surprised to see a big girl getting entangled with three children. They had no intention of intervening. They simply couldn't see it. They bowed respectfully to Mrs. Tang and handed over the gift: Merry Christmas, Ms. Tang. Because my parents can't come, I specially ask my little niece to come and apologize. Hey, what are you talking about, this is a festival for you young people to have fun, what are we old bones doing, I still have to rely on you to support me, Boang, Shuyi, I have to trouble you. If there, don't say that. This room was chatting enthusiastically, Du Feifan on the other side despicably took advantage of his superior strength to steal Tang Xueqian away from the chubby girl's coercion, sat on the double chair on the small balcony to eat snacks, and was so happy that he almost didn't fly God. Didn't Aunt Du return to Taichung yesterday? But today I came up again, to accompany my husband to attend, and you are my greatest achievement, I only attended for the sake of your coming. I thought you would accompany my mother.It must be lonely for my mother to spend the holidays alone. Du Feifan took a sip of the juice, shook his head and said: It's not just your mother that I'm busy with.And in my opinion, dragging her around a while ago should also allow her to rest for a few days, maybe she can think about other things.Since it is impossible for me to be her guide for the rest of my life, it is inevitable to let her go at the right time and let her figure it out by herself. I don't know.Doubtful big eyes tugged at her. It's okay, you know I adore you.She ate the handsome boy's tofu dishonestly. Tang Xueqian glanced at her incomprehensibly, then lowered his head, and began to miss his weak mother. Xueqian, do you want your parents to live together so that you can have a normal family?She probed carefully. He shook his head: I know that people in the world don't necessarily live the same life, so don't feel like I'm living an abnormal life right now.Many of my classmates live with only one of their parents.Everyone loves him, it's just that they live in different places, and that's nothing to regret. That's right, it was impossible for him to be surprised that he had lived such a life since he was born.But Du Feifan was still curious: I thought you wanted your parents to be loving. This is not something that can be achieved just by thinking about it.I just want to grow up quickly, protect my mother, and live with her, so she won't be lonely. What a great ambition! Du Feifan stuck out his tongue in his heart, overwhelmed by the young handsome boy's ambition.If her son is so filial in the future, she would be willing to be a cockroach in the next life.But besides filial piety, is there also some kind of exclusiveness at work?Didn't Tang Yu just see Xiao Susu's incomparable beauty back then, so he couldn't wait to marry her and take it home by himself, didn't he allow others to see it? As expected of father and son.The little handsome guy's eyes really want to protect his beautiful mother who monopolizes him, and even his father is not allowed to share a little bit, a happy and happy family that does not care for anything. Tang Xueqian definitely has an advantage over Tang Yu, because Xiao Susu is Tang Xueqian's mother.So far, the only opposite sex she would accept is her son, not the unrelated outsider Tang Yu. Du Feifan suddenly decided that when he returned to Taichung the day after tomorrow, he must first go to Dihua Street to buy some melon seeds, almonds and so on.Watching a play, there are people who don’t eat snacks, don’t they?How wonderful life is! I thought you were resting, but you were in a daze.He got another pair of door keys from Mrs. Tang, and wanted to come up to wake Tang Yu up so that he could go downstairs to see off the guests, but he saw his brother standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette, and Shi Zhongcheng leaning against the French window and laughing. You came.Turning around halfway, Tang Yu pulled the corners of his lips slightly as a greeting. I went around the meeting place and found that Ms. Jiang was not among them. I was afraid that I would see a fragrant and exciting scene when I went upstairs. I didn't invite her. Why?You seem to have intended to marry her a long time ago. Unless I go to the auditorium tomorrow, I won't introduce it to the whole family. And you haven't announced the news of your divorce yet, so it's inconvenient, isn't it?Shi Zhongcheng kindly helped him find an excuse for him to use. Tang Yu was silent. Every time you mention her, your shrewd mind immediately becomes a piece of cake. What's the meaning?He frowned, not in the mood to talk about his private affairs, especially the topic about Xiao Susu. I just wanted to ask what you mean.Shi Zhongcheng replied angrily: She is still beautiful enough to make you lose your mind, as long as she takes a step out of the door, hope will rise in your heart again, and you will look forward to her returning love to you, right? Ignoring his friend's ridicule, he looked up at the cold night sky: I regret that it wasn't me who changed her.It's not that she can't get out of the ivory tower, but that she is wrong; she will never be me, but she can be an irrelevant outsider, because they are both women.It's just unpleasant. If that's what you think it's best, I hope that's your only problem, otherwise, boss, you're in trouble again. What?He disagrees. Because you are a person who never admits defeat, a short-term defeat will not last long, once the fighting spirit is ignited again, you will not stop until you achieve victory, as long as you are sure that is what you want.We are not young brats anymore, I hope your reason has overtaken everything and you know what is best for you. Tang Yu smiled lightly, looked at Shi Zhongcheng's heavy face, and said lightly: I don't want the best, I just take what I want, but that doesn't mean what I want is prime.Maybe asking her would only cause her troubles again. Your mouth is not honest enough.Shi Zhongcheng shook his head.Seeing that Tang Yu just raised his eyebrows with a half-smile, he could only sigh: Forget it, anyway, I want you to be happy, bro.Regardless of whether it is Xiao Susu or Jiang Zhilan who bring you happiness, I will sincerely wish you both. Tang Yu obviously didn't want to waste time on this topic, so he smiled and said: Those who are going abroad tomorrow should go back early to rest, beware of seeing people with a pair of panda eyes, people who don't know will think that I treat my employees harshly. As long as you are confessing, you don't have to blame yourself too much. screw you.He punched him on the shoulder, so as not to let his gloomy mood emerge too much. It wasn't until Shi Zhongcheng left that he lit another cigarette.With the cold north wind whistling by his side, he gathered his coat, thinking that on such a night, some people are noisy and some are lonely. On Yiren's side, there must be only one room of desolation that she welcomes. He exiled her in Taichung, and she rejected him from her heart. Is this some kind of peculiar law of fairness? don't sigh for sleep Because Su Xing is waiting not far away My deep sleep is like a bud Finally, under the gentle protection, the trembling eyelashes wake up and bloom