Chapter 5 ■Green clothes
I'm going to register in the afternoon, and I've been very busy all morning. I probably feel that my status is about to be established.
The registration for this semester is still strict, and of course it is still hair and skirts.I had to re-examine my hair four times before I passed, but I didn't complain about the instructor as usual. I never knew that I could do anything to be a senior in high school.The highest hair re-examination record in the class is said to be eight times.
After registration, accompany Xiaojing to Ju'er's house to pick up paintings, and then go to Longquan Street next to the Normal University to eat Wuren Yuanzi ice cream.
The three of them wandered peacefully all afternoon without talking too much, as if they all felt like they were going to die after today.Every time I see the Normal University, I always think of the first time Xiao Gaoyi visited the Normal University. There was a boy and a girl lying barefoot on the green lawn in front of the library reading a book. The girl’s long hair was shining in the sun. The last time I cast an envious look on growing up, it was just floating.But I don't like Shida.Although it is not as new as the National Chengchi University and Fuzhou University, it is a school that is too cramped.
In the evening, I took 47 to go home. It was really fresh. There was a thick and sweet rose fragrance at the train station.Driving on Xinyi Road, I stretched out my hand to pick a green camphor leaf on the sidewalk. There was a little boy in middle school laughing at me, and I laughed too. Thinking of Zhang Ailing’s last words in Genius Dream, the art of life, there is a part of it that I can’t appreciate.I know how to see the beautiful clouds in July, listen to the Scottish soldiers blowing the bagpipe, enjoy the wicker chairs in the breeze, eat peanuts in salt water, appreciate the neon lights on rainy nights, and reach out from the double-decker bus to pick the green leaves on the top of the trees.I am filled with the joy of life when there is no human interaction.But I can't overcome this gnawing little trouble for a day, life is a gorgeous robe, full of fleas.Life is a gorgeous robe, covered with fleas. .But I'm not worried, I'm a dog, and I should be born with fleas.
In the evening, Xiaohan Yiyang called, they also just finished their registration today, and they are both at Yiyang's house at the moment.We chatted all night and talked a lot of things that we would not dare to say when we are face to face.Yiyang's tone is so steady and cheerful, while Xiaohan's tone is like a good old friend.I remember that when I first met Xiaohan, his tone of voice was always uncomfortable, and I later found out that he only treated me like this, because he had heard some bad things about me before he met me, mostly about Children's strike.For the first time, I realized that the reputation of a good girl is not so easy to get. Although a foreign priest once said that I was a nice girl, I thought at the time that since the priest said it, then Xiaoxia should be of guaranteed quality and have an orthographic mark.
Yiyang said that after the final exam, the three of them went to Yilan for a walk together, especially in the summer when they rode bicycles on the field paths under the starry sky.I have only been to Yilan once, last summer with my cat, because our good friend Ruifen lives there.I often think, what kind of mind should people in Yilan have!Looking to the east, there is an endless green Lanyang Plain, and looking to the west, there are layers of towering central mountains.I often think of the Jinying Waterfall in Yilan last summer. There was a big orchard at the foot of the mountain, and the little longan was left on the ground. Ruifen’s mother said that this humble little longan was the sweetest, so we picked it up with our skirts around. In the cool wind, the cat’s red hair fluttered all day long, her brown eyes sparkled, and her red lips were dyed brightly by the longan juice. I was stunned, but I didn’t dare to stare at her. look.Under the shady and cool longan tree, I thought that the millennium in the world was just one day, one afternoon, and a long cicada pierced the sky.
Near the source of Jinying Waterfall, there is a long and steep Tongtian Bridge, which is built between two straight cliffs. Walking on the bridge, you will be covered in water mist, and you don’t know it’s splashed by the waterfall. Still sun and rain.It was white and chilly everywhere, and we seemed to be immortals visiting the world.
The life in Yilan is really strange, not only its clean and spacious streets, not only the ticket price of the movie theater is divided into elementary school, junior high school, high school and adult, but also not only a leisurely morning, I took Ruifen The family wants to eat a whole bottle of sour plums for a summer, but, rather, there must be something
The cat and I left Yilan by taking the slow train at four o'clock in the morning, saying that we wanted to see the sunrise on the sea, but the two of us just dozed off, and the long black caves one after another made us dizzy Little did I know that the sky was already bright outside.Unwilling, the two of them got off at Keelung halfway. Joe and I have traveled here several times this summer to watch our two-hole six, so we are quite familiar with the harbor area.I am a guide, and I want to take the cat to the entrance of the temple to have a big snack. As I walk, some bars on the side of the road are still flashing with neon lights, and some foreign ghost crew members are walking on the street with a long-haired Chinese girl in a cheongsam. superior.The smell is really good, it reminds me of Suzi Huang's world, it is a lively world, I want to tell the cat, but her eyes are wandering and a little frightened, so I stop.Thinking that he really has no sense of national righteousness, Huang Chunming wrote Shayo, Goodbye and Little Widow successively because of this matter.The cat is wearing a light pink dress, and I am wearing a sweatshirt and jeans, so I put my hand on her shoulder. The cat is a little girl who needs to be protected at this moment!
Take the cat to the harbor, take her to the pier with two holes and six stops, the political and educational building, and Huang Chongxian's home.Huang Chongxian was the only northern boy in our naval battle camp. He was studying in the attached middle school, and he sang lullabies with Joe as soon as he got on the boat, but I liked when the sea was shimmering at dusk. How did he skip class in junior high school, where to go to play, and then pointed to the far side of the mountain, which was his hometown. The real house was no longer visible, and there were tall buildings on both sides.The cat and I sang while walking, and I occasionally played a few whistles. After a while, it was drizzling, and there was a blur everywhere. It was strange. I never liked rain, but I always walked in the rain, walking endlessly.
Yilan!Yilan! .Mathematics exam tomorrow, the first big battle in the third year of high school.
In the car in the early morning, I heard a little boy read: Chinese Boy Scouts, American Rubber Band, British Great Eagle, Soviet Russia and Soviet Russia have no conscience.It’s very interesting to think about him. After the Second World War, I don’t know how many related books have been published, and I don’t know how much effort has been spent on political commentators and historians. Many gossips say that the Chinese people are immature in political knowledge and have no solidarity, but this is not the case.Among the nations in the world, the Chinese are the only ones who gossip about fishermen and woodcutters. When they work and rest by the mountains and rivers, the Chinese people also tell and lament the heroic deeds of the previous dynasty.Although ordinary people in China may lack the knowledge of parliamentary elections and voting, they care about world affairs and really know what politics is.Because the common people in China have the experience of the king and the people who governed together with the king and the officials in the Zhouli royal system, as well as the experience of the civilian uprising in the later dynasties, and the current Revolution of 1911, the Northern Expedition, and the Anti-Japanese War are all dominated by the people.During the Northern Expedition and the Anti-Japanese War, shopkeepers and workers in the streets and alleys, and farmers and traders on the roadside in Longshang talked about Commander-in-Chief, Chairman Jiang, and President Jiang, just like Zhu Yuanzhang in an opera. That kind of scenery is real. It's a pity that the intellectuals didn't know anything about them, and the artificially created farce of the masses against the Communist leaders in Tiananmen Square is not China.
The car stopped at Dongmen Elementary School, and a group of boys got out of the car laughing and shouting, "China, China Boy Scouts, America, America, America Rubber". When there will be great chaos and great changes in the future, there will be a little boy in scarlet clothes descending from Yinghuo Star to the world, singing the mantra, and then all the children in the world will sing along with the little boy in scarlet clothes, singing so that the wild wind in the wilderness will float Listening to their thin and pure singing, every time I hear this, I can't stop standing up and taking a few steps to breathe a sigh of relief. Only China has this kind of ghostly but still human infinite purity. It's amazing. !Big numbers are beautiful, but I have always thought that big things are not necessarily beautiful, but all beautiful things must have a carelessness in them.
Ah, today should really be a day of universal celebration. Someone got an 80 in math. It wasn't a pass. Except for passing the first monthly exam in the first year of high school, until today, my math is in the 20s and 30s. Rotate left and right.Facing the third year of high school, it seems that I have a lot more business now.
The new seats are lined up, Carlo is on my left, and Xiao Su is on the right, who loves to laugh. I am also excited to see them, because they will soon be my good partners in times of trouble.The new English teacher is here. She is black and solid, with deep and sharp eyes.I'll pass a little note to Carlo to see if he looks like Schneebaldy?Carlo nodded and smiled.I like Schneebaldy a lot.
In the evening, I went to Taiying to watch the trial films, one was a Chinese film Love Long Run, and the other was Spring Return played by Taylor.Long-distance Love Run is not out of the ordinary in Chinese films, probably thanks to Zhang Yongxiang and Chen Yaoqi, the atmosphere is very good, but Deng Guangrong is too bad, too bad, there are some ugly people making troubles.The spring return to love makes me feel low again, will the feelings fade away?How terrible!Among my parents' friends, almost everyone at this age is having troubles in their marriages. It's so scary. They were all here at the beginning with vows!Every time I hear the adults talk about it, I can't help shivering and telling my mother: I decide I'd better be single.Let's relax a bit: If I find out that the other party's feelings for you are a little weaker, I must get a divorce quickly.Rather Stick to your guns.My mother always said in a hurry: "Be confident, it's not always true, right?"I know that Mom is referring to her marriage with Dad, but I think that Mom said recently that she feels unemployed because the three children are all grown up and have their own world, and Dad is busy.And my father also advised my mother, this should be the age of career love and son-daughter love, people can no longer be as obsessed with love between men and women as they were when they were young.Sometimes I have a fantasy, I want to keep getting divorced and getting married, and I will always be the bride that everyone loves.
I fell asleep when I got home. It didn’t rain today, but the weather was cool. I waited for the car to watch the moon for a while, thinking of Dongpo.Today is the first day of damn high school.
After a week of high school life, I found that life was not as scary and dull as I imagined.On the contrary, we have learned to cherish the little things in life. Juer often brings some candies, and each of his buddies has one piece. Holding it in his hand makes people feel sweet for a long time. It seems that the pressure of the entrance exam has brought us together regardless of each other Become a bunch of good partners who share weal and woe.I like this kind of life, full and fulfilling!Every morning, eating bread and walking the red brick road, looking at the Presidential Palace with no regrets, occasionally jumping away from Mencius during Chinese class, listening to the laughter of Xiao Gao, Xiao Gao, Xiao Gao and Gao Er by the swimming pool.In math class, you might as well think of the mango tree outside the window that Mr. Wu said from the ellipse drawn on the blackboard, how round the mangoes in that season should be!I don't know how arrogant the Phoenix wood's bright red was in that season!I am willing to spend this year with all my heart, and it may be the most memorable year.
After the flag was hoisted and the checklist was handed in, I saw Yan sitting blankly under the big tree by the basketball court. I went over and patted her on the shoulder, and without asking her a few words, I saw tears streaming down her face. , such a big man!I met Yan when I first transferred to Heping Elementary School in the third year of junior high school. He is about ten centimeters taller than me, but the two of them are really nice. In the abacus class, we were arguing with each other, but the two of us were lying on the same table I fell asleep, and the beautiful abacus teacher stared at us and couldn't do anything about us.Yan has always taken care of me like a dirty and naughty little urchin. I often treat her as a nagging mother, and sometimes as a tall and handsome boyfriend, but now she is crying like a doll , I had to touch her hair all the time, she has a fluffy yellow hair.It turned out that Yan had an illness a while ago and had a fever for a few days, and now he always felt that he had become stupid, and he felt sorry for himself and shed tears as he read it, because the doctor said that the disease could not recur, and he would have to undergo surgery if it recurred .Yan Yu cried more and more, it turned out to be like this, it's a shame that she has been a type O person for eighteen years, how can she see things so confusedly?Even though I was stuck in it and persuaded her for a long time, when the class bell rang, she quickly walked back to Guangfu Building, and I also quickly ran back to Zhishan Building.
Pass a note to Juer and Xiaojing, telling them to run into Yan accidentally during school and lunch today, and then tell her a lesson with soft persuasion. I know how Yan feels. Somebody had to wake her up with a slamming stick.
The physical education class in the afternoon is a folk dance, which is still taught by Qiao and I.As soon as Caruso's music started, I was completely at a loss. I really liked the folk dance, and I didn't dare to go out to look at the moon. I was afraid it would make me lovesick, but the moon came in the window and made me lovesick all night!But the men and women in the record are happily singing: We have a lot of fun!Yes, we have a lot of fun!Joe took me lightly, my skirt twirled in the air, and I danced down. I knew how beautiful the two of us were, but I still didn't dare to look up at Joe's eyes that seemed to be staring at people. , and couldn't grasp her sweaty and slippery shoulders, how could it be!During the days of the folk dance, I used to write in my diary that heaven and man were fighting again and again. It was very uncomfortable, very painful, but a little sweetness came from the bottom of my heart. Joe, Joe, Joe, I didn’t want you to go so far Cleaning so fast, I really hate reason, I really hate, I convince myself that I would like to be a ignorant little girl, don't want fame, don't want money, just turn out one sunny summer after another in Joe's hands for life after life.
My country dance was brought out by Joe.We once swayed the Tennessee waltz on the wobbly two-hole six-deck, amidst the drizzle and the sound of tides, beautiful things are in dreams.We danced the song The Merry Widow on the windy beach in the light sea, and Joe took me around and round the waltz, which made me faint and collapse on the sand pile with a smile.We were still dancing the tango waltz on the basketball court of the Normal University in heavy rain, which made the folk dance club of the Normal University rush to give us the spiritual award and hot ginger soup, but the most attractive of us was Carloso, the leader of Latin America. Night, the Tennessee waltz, the Bacon song, and the last sinking dance of the new square tango.I especially like tango music, not only because of the sunshine in southern Europe, Alexander's imperial style and the sound of the lyre, it has a certain formula, but I never tire of listening to it, the music always starts on a gloomy and gloomy afternoon, The sky is preparing for a storm, and a pair of men are fighting for their lover. When the whole tense atmosphere reaches its peak, the world suddenly becomes brighter, the sun shines endlessly, and there is a beautiful scenery everywhere. The result of a duel between two men.
After the physical education class, I walked out of the basement hall of the activity center, and I was a very strong and strong person again.Squinting my eyes, there is nothing new under the sun, but the sun, moon, mountains and rivers give me new scenery every day.
As soon as Xiao Jing entered the classroom, I saw a scar on her red cheek, which was not there yesterday. I asked her what was wrong, and she just kept laughing while covering her small mouth.For a long time, it was still Juer who took the call. It turned out that after school yesterday, Juer saw Xiaojing walking on the red brick road on Xinxin bus No. 26, so she stretched out her hand out of the car window and blew a kiss to say goodbye. Blowing kisses is usually a best friend The common action when breaking up, Xiao Jing was throwing a passionate kiss back to Tangerine while walking, but unexpectedly, she bumped into the banyan tree trunk by the roadside. We laughed at such a small matter for several days.
In a few days, we will take the softball throwing test. Carlo is always unable to use his strength and can't throw far. After school, we will change into black bloomers to practice, and we will not leave until it is dark and we can't see the ball.I really like the school at night, especially there is a swimming pool in front of the Zhishan Building, the atmosphere is even better, the air is full of the fragrance of seven miles of flowers, and the lights are reflected on the water and swaying. I always like to lean on the cool stone railing and close my eyes , There will be a lot of soft emotional music, broken and lazy piano, and gorgeous and charming small speakers.I think of the girl who walked with Carlo in the summer thunderstorm afternoon next to National Taiwan University, and the skirt fluttered on the campus. It was a distant thing, like a bright red poinciana under the blue sky in summer, which I have never seen before. But I'll think, think of it waving at me in the wind
In the cool night, I don’t know what’s going on on the mountain of my grandfather, but there is no maple red, but there is a sense of autumn?The maple trees and the small white houses, the wide and clean roads, the blue eyes, and the east slope in the sky, how much I miss my grandpa!
The days are passing, and I really like living.In class, with her hair tossed, she happened to meet with Juer. She hooked her eyes outward. I knew that outside the left window of the classroom was the white wooden house of the Meteorological Bureau and a small green grass field. There was only one window and one frame. , We often say that the scenery is basically Northern Europe, the Northern Europe in summer, the Zhishan Tower is also a fairy cave, but it is crisp and bright, and the bright one is Zhang Qian's coolness to the Milky Way in the sky, and we ourselves are the ones in the Milky Way. Vega?
In the nursing class, the teacher talked about the relationship between men and women and marriage, and asked what are the conditions for you to choose a partner in the future?Asked about Huang Mei, Huang Mei said that if he was a talented boy, not to mention Wei Wei, if he was a very beautiful boy, the whole class laughed.Wei Wei is a big doll that we all like, with a round face, curled eyelashes, a pair of deep eyes unique to Cantonese, the second tallest person in the class, but with long hands and legs and soft bones, the whole person is Like a doll in a puppet show, she is good at making posters and holds the school's high jump record.I remember when I was practicing basketball in the first year of high school, the captain saw her tall and pulled her to play center forward, but although Weiwei was good at track and field, he had never played basketball much, so when he first came on the court, he shot the basket with one hand and saw the ball. There was no arc at all and went straight to the back of the basket.We laughed to death on the spot, only she ran to the tree and sulked bitterly.
We were smiling at Weiwei dotingly, and the teacher asked the monitor to get up and answer this question.Embarrassing, I don't want to say that I'm not married, but seeing the nurse's baby face smiling and tilting her head waiting for the answer, she has a sincere heart, so I replied: That person must Make me worship to death.This is the reason why I once wanted to be Napoleon's wife or mistress.The nursing teacher blinked and said politely: This is a wrong concept.It turned out that she interpreted this worship as money worship, and she couldn't blame her for being wrong. This condition is really not a condition, the condition is rational, but the worship is completely irrational.
I waited for 47 on Xinglong Road after finishing my tuition. The moon was very strong and the wind was strong. I remembered the summer just after the high school entrance examination, when I sang to my own shadow at the end of the post, Fly Me to the Moon, in which There is a saying "Let me play among the stars", now I want to recite a sentence, when will the bright moon appear, ask the wine to the blue sky, I don't know the palace in the sky, what year is it?The day after tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the ages on earth are actually about the same.I wonder if Heavenly Father loves to eat the most uneducated pineapple mooncakes?
Writing a letter two days ago disturbed Xiaohan, and Xiaohan wrote back, saying that since we can't go our separate ways rationally, we just came to organize a small meeting of the Three Musketeers. The world also.
When the moon was high and round, Xiaohan, Yiyang, and Xiaoxia sat chatting by the flower bed in the garden next to the court.The sweet-scented osmanthus is cold and fragrant, and the moonlight is bright and white. I don’t wear glasses, but I can see Yiyang’s shadow bathed in the moonlight. They are really young!I thought of Xu Xilin's Night Riding on a Dangerous Wall to Watch the Stars, it was an absolute beauty.
All night, I obediently held my chin and watched them talk about literature, Dostoevsky, and Kawabata, but I didn’t listen to them. I just swore from the bottom of my heart again and again that a scholar would die for his confidant. I just want to keep watching my friends until they leave one by one.
Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, but the day is still hot and dry.When school was over at noon, Juer, Xiaojing, I, and I walked past the washbasin in front of Jingxue Hall to cool down again.After washing his arms, he still couldn't help but took a handful of water and poured it towards Ju'er's neck.OK!See what I do with you!Ju'er was laughing and cursing while squeezing the faucet to spray water at me, splashing my clothes and skirts all wet. Xiao Jing just kept calling for a truce, but Ju'er was about to stop, but I was reluctant because I realized that I hadn't seen it for a long time. So young.
When I was a freshman in high school, we loved to come here for water fights when we had nothing to do, and we didn't care if we got dripping wet.Once, Fang Han was fighting with the cat, but he suddenly heard the two instructors who were waiting to pass by say: "Water is so fun!"The cat and I stopped our hands in embarrassment, we didn't know what to do, the two instructors didn't talk much, and walked over with smiles.That was the first time I felt that the instructors are human beings, good people, and very close and friendly people, like my mother, although they always control us and nagging, but they love us, and they are such instructors. It is also a great blessing.Some instructors are not so lucky. They hugged the students from the beginning to make trouble for them, so sometimes the students made small mistakes unintentionally, but they would think that the students deliberately came to deal with them. This kind of life is difficult Everyone is suffering.I still remember that I forgot to pin my hairpin to go to school in the morning, and just after I entered the school gate, I was reprimanded by an instructor: I don’t know how to behave!I was very sad that whole day, and even thought that I should not live this day, because I was sorry to my parents, I wasted the more than ten years they raised me.Some instructors are very good. She will not hold people together like escorting prisoners, and say something that hurts self-esteem. She will say: Don’t stay up too late at night, go to bed early, and do things the next day. !On that day, I will have a very happy life. I feel that besides my parents, there is another person who loves you so much, so I really want you to be good, and I swear that I will really be a good student, just like I always want to be a good child for my parents.The teacher's heart to the students is the most important thing.
In the evening, I was sawing snake trees for orchids with my father in the yard, when Yiyang called.Strange, Yiyang, who has always been stable, spoke incoherently today, thinking, it's the Mid-Autumn Festival, it's a day for a poet to catch the moon.The music of the small trumpet could be faintly heard on the phone, and I asked Yiyang, it turned out that he was listening to Hoffman's boat song, no wonder he was also excited.
At the beginning of this year, Joe and I just ran to Taichung, and two boys we knew took us to Taichung Park for rowing. The night in Taichung Park is the most dreamy, the lights of the whole city are on the black water. Dangling, thinking of the night in Venice, thinking that the years have no time in that place, but I will not tell Zhang who is sitting in front of me rowing the oars, I just hum Hough over and over again in my heart Man boat song, played by the harp.
Zhang met at sea in the summer, and he was also the first boy to take me to dance the waltz. Although I am not a pure and innocent little girl, I will never forget this.To be honest, I like listening to Zhang talk very much. His eyes are too dark, his lips are thin, and he has a high nose and wide forehead. He has a good appearance; I have known it for a long time, but I still love to hear it, and I love to hear him speak truthfully about the truths he learned from fighting.Sometimes when he was talking in high spirits, he would suddenly stop, grinning, with sharp corners of his mouth, thinking that I was a good and innocent child, and he felt the same way, because he always rubbed my hair: no more , I told you what you don’t understand.That night, Zhang took me by the hand and wandered most of Taichung City. I just listened to him quietly. When he drove me back to the relatives’ house of Qiao’s provincial council on his motorcycle at a speed of 90 kilometers per hour, I didn’t say a word. I didn't say that I thought about Hoffman's boat song all night, because he really couldn't understand it, really couldn't understand it.There are tall and tall coconut trees in the provincial council, rustling against the night wind. I watched Zhang step on the motorcycle and watched his figure disappear into the darkness. I knew he was really gone, just like we did last year. Xia Tian always loves to speak chicly on the two-hole six, I am a traveler on the sea
I was watching a feature film on TV at night, Giant. It's a pity that Taylor's face was not rounded at that time, and he didn't look that attractive.My sister said, someone was singing swallows on the back hill, and I ran to the gate of the back yard to look around. There was a little red spark on the hill, and someone was smoking, it was Yiyang.
Talking, I thought of the young Taylor in the giant, the old and ugly Taylor in the movie a while ago, and how I felt after watching Spring Return that day. I suddenly told Yiyang that marriage is too cruel and terrible.Yiyang hurriedly said, don't be disappointed in your relationship, no matter how big the rainbow is, can it be as full and round as dewdrops?How can we survive the winter without love?Yiyang also has thin lips. When I smile, the corners of my mouth are sharp. I shake my hair and look up. The big and round moon is in the middle of the sky, and the whole hill is bright and clear. It’s autumn, autumn The strong cool wind will blow up for a while, I can't control the winter, in winter, all I need is a warm quilt, a good book, my parents, my heavenly father, and my China, I can't control other things.But Yiyang, I hope Heavenly Father loves him, because he is so good, like the sunshine of Yilan, enveloping people far and warmly.However, I will think that it is better to be broken jade than to be whole. There will be no jade that returns from splendor to mediocrity behind the tiles. Maybe I will go crazy, and I will look forward to the green and boundless Lanyang Plain.Maybe
Typhoon Betty hit, but I went to school neatly in my military training uniform early in the morning. It was so windy and windy outside, I thought classes would be suspended, but suddenly I really wanted to relive my childhood when I went to school after playing in a typhoon, and went to school again. I know that I have reaped the joy of an unexpected holiday.
It's a pity that the drainage in some places in Taipei is so good that there is no puddle to step on from home to school.When I was walking on Jieshou Road, I saw classmates returning home one after another, but I continued to walk forward. I remembered that some bricks must be placed at the gate of the school.I saw Xiao Jing from a distance, she was looking up at the typhoon in a daze, her small mouth was slightly opened, Xiao Jing was the most childish among her buddies, sometimes when everyone was walking on the road at dusk, she would He rushed forward two steps and stamped his feet, scaring the sparrows parked on the road back to the wire.
Tomorrow, I will take the English preposition test handout, so I drag Xiaojing home so I can force myself to read it.But after the two bought snacks along the way and returned home, they couldn't help lying on the window sill upstairs to watch the typhoon on the back mountain. The acacia forest all over the mountain was rolled and rolled by the strong wind, and it was a terrible green sea.
The two of them managed to stay up until the afternoon, and their head was also groggy. They took a newspaper to find a movie advertisement. After a while, Xiaojing and I had a tacit understanding and ran to the state guest to watch it under the heavy wind and rain.After watching the movie, both of them were very distressed, thinking that there was always a pair of innocent and innocent Satanic eyes behind them.Xiaojing didn't dare to go back to Yonghe alone, and I didn't even dare, because there are Jiacheng on the mountain opposite my house.The two of them went back to their original team.
After school, I went to eat ice cream in the green wall behind the school with Carlo and Xiaojing. I just finished the exam and the wind was strong. I always felt that something should happen.Walking to the end of the red brick road, I saw Yiyang, and he handed me a letter and a collection of poems by You Yu. The sky was very clear, and Xiao Jing was smiling ghostly. I thought that the Mid-Autumn Festival night seemed to be a long time ago. However, I also hope that it happened a long time ago, because I want to live alone, except for Xiaojing, Carlo, Juer, Deng, Mao Mao, Xiaosu, and Xiaogui.
The first monthly exam is finally over, and I really can’t feel whether it’s good or bad, but I’ve really worked hard in the past month, and I read books every day when I go home, and I’m very happy, so that’s good up.
Tomorrow is Carlo's birthday, so I just finished my exam today and went shopping all evening.In the end, I bought a paperweight inlaid with marble and copper in Jinjin. I hope Carlo will never forget her eighteen years old, and have a good year.Maybe because of sitting with Carlo this semester, I got closer to her, especially when we read the Three People's Principles together, I feel that scholars must be ambitious and have a long way to go.I like Carlo, but I'm afraid of Juer's gaze from the sidelines. I know that Juer has always been possessive. She doesn't want any of her buddies to break out of the centripetal tangent, but I won't, I dare not look at Juer From your perspective, I just want friends!Good good good friend, Carlo.
In the evening, I went to Taiying to watch the test film, Miracle and Heroine.Miracle really sucks, it's all Roger Moore's fault, he is so narcissistic, and he messes up the atmosphere of the whole movie.The male and female thieves are really good, Bonnie and Clyde, although describing the chaos in the United States in the early 1930s, it is also a big new atmosphere. It reminds me of what Madam Chiang said in an article. When I was a female student, I liked the country of America very much, because when I first arrived in this country, people everywhere love justice and freedom, and everything is developing healthily and vigorously.
Sometimes an era of chaos is greater and more appropriate than an era of order.When reading history, I often have this kind of thought, but I just can't figure it out.Later, when I read about the law of yin and yang changes among the five basic laws of nature, I suddenly understood what my grandfather said:
Yin and Yang are yang first and then yin.Yang is opposite, yin is the interpretation of yang, and order leads to righteousness.The beginning of things is rebellion, and the ancestors of the world's civilized people are not fake particles. It is also intuitive to know, so the beginning of its history, the tradition is mostly due to rebellion against the sky, such as the Japanese Kojiki, Susano rebelled against the Rizhao God Takamahara , was exiled, but created the country of Japan.However, in the Buddhist scriptures, Asura and Tian Zheng, and the description of Eve's rebellion against God in the Old Testament Genesis, have gradually lost their original meaning.And it is Lao Tzu's anti-Tao movement that culturalizes the theory.Journey to the West begins with Sun Wukong's havoc in the Heavenly Palace, and Li Taibai is an exiled immortal who broke the rules in the sky.Chinese history began with Nuwa mending the sky after the Great Rebellion. Since the Qin and Han Dynasties, every dynasty started with civilian uprisings; the world began to rebel against itself.
From yin and yang to men and women, the current feminist movement is booming. I thought why I returned empty-handed with Annette Lu's new book. It was a terrible book. After reading it, I made people worry for Annette Ann. What are you going to do?What is the basic reason?Like the current Gao Zi and Zhao Lilian, they have never mentioned women's rights once in their lives, but they have really made the best example of women, and everyone can't help but respect and love each of them, regardless of men or women.Mrs. Weiwei and He Huaishuo have both commented on Lu Xiulian's books and articles, but they can't speak clearly. Only Grandpa's words are the most accurate. Now they are competing to say that women's rights should be expanded, and young people have become gender-neutral. This is a biological phenomenon. A step back in evolutionary history.Primitive organisms are sexless and can reproduce.Evolution has sex, and it is female first.There are several lower creatures that have only females and no males, but they can also reproduce.After further evolution, males appeared. At the beginning, females were larger than males and males were smaller. For example, the body of a termite female is sixty times larger than that of males. However, males have the power of mutation and develop quickly. They evolve into beasts, such as roosters. Pass the hens.When it comes to human beings, it is even more necessary for men to create the world.According to this period of history, the existence of male and female is not for reproduction, but for variation. The evolution of organisms is tied to the development of the ability to change personality.The male's task is to have great variability, which can promote the excellence and creativity of offspring.Therefore, the ancestors of all ethnic groups respected men and women. For example, the sky is respected and the earth is inferior. Parents are relatives, and children are relatives. There is no concept of rights.
Lu Xiulian wants to read the Book of Changes and the Book of Rites, which say that men and women are yin and yang, and the family etiquette, which is incomparable in the world.Because all nations in the world say that women are sinful and unclean, only the Book of Rites and the Book of Koji in Japan do not have women sinful and unclean, and they only say that men should come first and women should be followed.Originally, men and women are different. Men are the light, women are the color.Lu Xiulian, like me, also needs to study hard.
The LORD is my Shepherd, I will not want.
He made me lie down in green pastures, He led me beside still waters.
He revives my soul and guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for he is with me, and his rod and his staff comfort me.
He prepared a table for me in the presence of my enemies, He anointed my head with oil, My cup overflowed.
Goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
This is the psalm offered by the choir this morning, the twenty-third Psalm of the Old Testament, a psalm of David.In the morning, the family went to Christ’s House for worship. Facing the sunshine of October, they felt that the family was full of life again. After so many setbacks and hardships, I thanked the Heavenly Father for everything that we have built up, and there are many more.Supervisor Kou said that on Andrew Sunday, Philip was really a confused and cute Type B ghost.isn't it?I should abandon those stubborn vanities, and only in the arms of the Heavenly Father can I be truly smart and beautiful.
禮拜完了跟爸媽去吃徐州啥鍋，吃完再和小靜、橘兒、鄧去植物園看中西畫展。大夥兒好久沒有為一個特定的目的去玩了，可惜下午是個小雨天，否則一個艷陽天又該替我們刻上怎樣的一幅十月心靈的版畫。去年秋天的一個下午，我們站在圓山橋上看再春游泳池旁的溜冰場，場子灰亮灰亮，而且寬寬敞敞的，整個天地也是，一個繫著條長至膝蓋的紅圍巾的男孩子在溜花式，旋著旋著，人就像根小火柴棒，點著了的，在黑暗中亮成一朵非洲鳳仙。圓山橋上的風拍拍作響，我只想摟緊在一旁跳著腳喊冷的小靜，一千年。
晚上宜陽打電話來，聊了兩個鐘頭的雪萊。放下電話，只覺得好奇怪、好認生，他們好像是大人，大人的事情小蝦都不懂。宜陽是歌德、是雪萊、是拜倫，我只是個玩躲貓貓的小孩，忽然好像和他離得好遠好遠，好冷清可怕。我怕宜陽。
這幾天早上都在金甌商職下，慢慢的盪在信義路上，我真的喜歡在這種天氣走在紅磚路上，太陽懶一些沒關係，有樹就好，高高的樹，風一起，嘩啦啦，大大的墨綠葉子，像梧桐，想的。香榭大道旁的法國梧桐。這是一個值得活的世界，十八世紀中的，法國的，拿破崙懷中的。
今天無來由的想蹺課，也不覺得罪惡，就蹺了。躲在光復樓的練琴室裡看英文，卻是心浮浮的，書讀不下，琴也不想碰，對著窗子發了半天癡，才發覺是秋天了，很涼很乾又有太陽，高一高二的就在窗外的總統府廣場上練排字，彩色板子的生活像才不遠，我又要興奮了，激動得要站起來踱幾個方步，我最喜歡十月了，那是一個只有中國人會真正瞭解的感覺。
十月的時候，學校附近一片生氣，到處都是一片旗海和牌樓，連那一向安安靜靜絳紅色的總統府也在正當中打了幾個大金字，中華民國萬歲，太陽光中閃閃亮著。今年要閱兵，氣象更是不同，我抬頭看看他，今天的天空藍藍清清的，沒有滾滾的雲，他應當是坐在夏日午後微風中的籐椅上看我們罷，笑著的。
媽媽今天去韓國日本賽網球了，要去好些天，從今天起，我天天都要回家燒飯，不過也只能做蛋炒飯蛋花湯。我還得接媽媽的一切事，好讓爸爸沒有後顧之憂的寫文章看書。高三的生活什麼都好，除了不能放手寫東西，不能一天到晚待在家裡守爸爸媽媽。每每才中飯時候，就開始想家了，想到家裡的晚飯是如何如何，貓兒狗兒又是怎樣等我回家領他們爬山去。我常常想，一年的天倫重要，還是四年的鳳凰城。我的鳳凰城指的是臺大，因為我每愛在臺大的椰林道上次口哨，吹當我到達鳳凰城時，其實我對大學生活一直沒有什麼概念的，也許那是個可以自由自在的讀書，成天盪紅磚路，日日在家陪爸媽老死的日子罷。
我從海上來
帶回航海的二十二顆星
你問我海上的事兒
我仰天笑了
What about next?且不念了，也不當念，留著晚上做個飛上青天的夢罷。
九號了，今天是個亮麗清明的日子，一個上午直升機就在吵鬨鬨的吊著明天要閱兵的大砲凌空而過。窗外飄著一天的國旗，大夥兒鬧著數學老師帶我們出去看高一高二練排字，數學先生也不說話，放下粉筆，只管站在講台上笑笑寵寵的看我們吵，看我們擁在窗邊望藍天下的直升機。氣象局邊的芒果樹在陽光下翻攪，我要永遠不忘記這個清平的日子！
趁著中午校門口混亂的時候，我和卡洛、小靜跑到校門外去看，真好真好，總統府上頭的天空那麼藍，人那麼多，鼓樂那麼喧天，四周那麼吵，風那麼大，陽光那麼亮，似乎一切前程好景都在眼前，中國中國你可叫我怎麼好？
放了學，和卡洛兩人去植物園一帶看準備明天閱兵的坦克車。南海路上停得長長沒盡頭的一列，不過很多都罩了大帆布，也不讓人攝影。可是我和卡洛兩人仍然興奮得沒完，路邊有衛兵，也有好多只著件汗濕了的綠汗衫在忙著的兵兵，我抓空偷偷摸著那兩個灰綠堅硬的大東西，會想哭。小時候，我常常做反攻大陸的夢，過程亂亂的記不清，結果就只記得是一個天地清明的中午，我蹲在滔滔漫天的黃河邊玩黃泥巴，跟我皮膚一樣黃的泥巴，也不知要玩到什麼個時候。就這樣罷，我想，有些事，有些感覺，若一生中有那麼一次，雖然僅僅一次，也就夠了。
早上先躺在床上看了會兒華學，看得貼實，又看了國慶閱兵，只覺得自己是個胸襟闊大的賢良人了，因為我是個中國人。然而我要告訴爺爺，我要做隻大鵬鳥，下一次風起的時候，我可要凌風飛起，其翼，若垂天之雲。
山川知故國，風露想遺民。
三民主義課都在下午，正是微風吹得緊的時候，任三民主義先生的口才多好，同學個個都還是一副微醺的樣子。今天先生看不過了，清清嗓子鄭重大聲的說道：二十世紀的中國是隻睡獅，各位同學，請你們千萬別當小獅子。
放了學和小靜去蔣老師那兒補數學，順便要把宜陽上回借我的最後一場電影還他。走在南昌街上，小靜吵著要看這本書，奈她不過，就翻了幾個精采的地方給她看。小靜也不看路，直捧著書看，害我只好攙著她走。走到公賣局時，正好毛毛站在那兒等台北客運，他看了看我們走著的模樣和小靜捧的書，搖搖頭笑道：也不知道裝純潔點！
這學期我和小靜依然在蔣老師這裡補數學，真實也不知道到底為什麼還要補，累了一天，就到這兒來打瞌睡，本來兩人都坐第一排，可是怕睡相給老師瞧得太清楚，就一回一回的偷偷搬家，搬到最後一排了，卻是每個盹醒，仍然看到蔣老師爍亮的眼睛。
或許是為鹹麵包來補的罷，我們在找理由。補習教室的對門有家麵包店，每天傍晚都會出香死人的熱麵包。我和小靜有一口氣吃了六個的紀錄，一人六個。或許是為蔣老師罷，我暗想。蔣老師有個很好的相貌和好聽的聲音，因為像小三，但是我最愛的是他畫滿黑板的什麼玫瑰線、心臟線、螺線後，還能笑笑閒閒的放下麥克風，傳本顏真卿的字帖給我們看。我不懂字。但知道它是好的，我不瞭解蔣老師，但也知道他是好的，不過他這會兒在講台上笑看我們，眼睛中有一些嘲諷，很好看的，我卻又認生。
那陣子中西名畫展正是熱門話題，我最記得是蔣老師撇著嘴笑道：這個張大千根本是胡扯！溥儒才是真的。不過我是真的喜歡他。
八點台映有試片，我就先留在學校看書。跑到鋼琴教室去，讀讀卻又覺得不對，因為自己的影子浮在窗玻璃上，窗外的台北市一時不知哪兒去了。想著想著覺得背後有雙純潔的眼睛，不過是撒旦的。真該死，自從那個颱風天和小靜看了嚇破膽後，一到晚上就覺得可怕，看到門就覺得可怕，一身冷汗跑到晚間自習忠班教室去，裡頭的人就多了，我喘口氣，看著大亮的日光燈下在伏案念書的同學，真覺得恍如隔世。
閻坐在窗邊讀，我跑到她後頭的空位坐下，傳張小紙條，問問她最近的情況。閻一曉得是我，趕忙回頭來哇啦啦的打開話匣子。原來經過一陣死黨的軟硬兼施，她現在感覺很正常了，想到前些時的杞人憂天，自己都覺好笑。
一個晚上閻都在講群，群是一個建中高三的男孩子，閻對他的佩服真正可說是五體投地，可是閻又老不甘心自己在那人前頭矮一截。群是一八幾的個子。閻不停的說他的功課有多好，腦子有多聰明，他們星期天晚上是如何騎單車到松山機場前頭看彩色噴泉，聽著聽著我不禁氣憤起來，因為突然間我是不要眼前的閻了，我要的閻是跟我海闊天空的聊天的閻，我多不願意發現我的朋友有一天也開始他啊他的，她們終是要走的，不過不要這麼快，也不能這麼快。
今天看的電影是偶然，蘇菲亞羅蘭和波頓的，奇怪，他們的感情怎麼會那麼不美，猥瑣？不是一樣是愛情嗎？我不懂了，也不想懂。
波頓懊喪的神情讓我想到小童，不過波頓要骯髒得多，小童是個乾淨而且愛跳舞的男孩子。
看完電影，和爸爸一路吃回來，吃完了整條漢口街二段還不夠，到隔條街去。開封街也是死黨常來的地方，魷魚羹啊魚酥羹什麼的也老吃不膩。十點半多了，我兩手插在黑外套口袋裡和爸爸盪在燈火闌珊的中華路上。火車要來了，平交道上叮叮噹噹的警戒鈴聲，過堂風一吹，還是冷。我和爸爸打了個寒顫。我們都在想正在日本賽球的媽媽了。
今天不去補習了，因為我們要去體育場聽葛里翰牧師的講道。死黨裡，就我和貓咪、小靜是基督徒，貓咪蒙天父大恩，是個好好乖乖自自然然的女孩，處處都在替天父做見證，小靜也滿好，我就差了，往往人家一曉得我是基督徒時，總會張大著嘴和眼睛：什麼！你是！我總是窘極了，在天國裡，我大約是個成天打破杯盤闖禍倒毛的頑童。
我們先到南京東路的小蘇家去叨擾了一頓晚飯。小蘇家很漂亮，大大的，乾淨又整齊，像她的人一樣。吃過飯，下起小雨了，我們站在後院走廊上賞賞夜晚吧。對樓的燈光恍惚，是一個男孩擁著女孩的身影，眾人只好糗糗的進得屋裡來。
一會兒，眾說紛紜，鄧說他們在kiss，小蘇也贊成，因為她常常看到。
what are you guys saying?說給人家聽。小鬼甩著水從洗手間走出來。
大人的事小孩不要管！這會兒是鄧逗她。
不說就不說，反正我也聽到你們在說什麼，什麼打氣的。大家嘩的哄笑成一堆，只留小鬼一人傻愣愣的站在門口，眨著黑眼睛茫茫然的看著我們。
葛里翰佈道的氣氛真是好，我們坐在爛泥堆中，淋著雨，也管不得其他了，根本不會管。濛濛的雨絲在水銀燈下飄著，人們的雨傘在搖盪著，詩班在獻詩，那種眾人敬慕專一的歌音升到極高極高的天庭去了。我仰起臉，天空被水銀燈映得紫沉沉的，真的是天鵝絨的。雨水落在睫毛上，變成了很多很多的色彩，是虹，是天父與我們立永約之誓的虹。我抓緊了小靜，別過頭去，貓咪唱著詩對我一笑，我都呆了，都是好多年沒再見過的笑，沉到人的心底去了。眼睛熱燥燥，我用力眨了眨眼睛，只見到佈道台後幾個白底紅色的大字，耶穌說：我是道路、真理、生命。
回家換了睡衣上床，才想到今天是這個秋天裡我第一次到體育場去，也沒覺著什麼。奇怪起過了秋風的呀！可是我竟沒像年年秋天一樣，迫切的要去體育場，去看秋天，去找找我的根，或許這一季秋天裡還有一點什麼罷，一點其他不一樣的東西。
我慢慢的闔上眼睛，笑了。夢裡，天父白衣飄飄的帶我凌空一飛，飛到那高高闊闊的寶藍星空裡去了。
媽媽說，一整個下午有人在後山崗上唱歌，大大的雨也不管。唱什麼歌？燕子。噢我知道一定是宜陽，但是我不願意去想。再一次告訴自己，我是個男孩兒，一直就是，將來也還會是。
星期六是個陽光的日子，可是最後一堂數學先生考排列組合考得我難過死了，一下對自己又好沒信心了。
小鬼昨天沒來上課，今天也沒來。放了學死黨趕忙打電話去她家，是她祖父接的，原來小鬼昨天上午急性盲腸炎，下午送到醫院，晚上就動好手術了，現在人還在中興醫院。小鬼沒有事了，平靜的生活中這也算是個小刺激，大夥兒不禁興匆匆的殺到永和去看小鬼。
小鬼一看到我們時還有些怯生生的，我沒見過她穿睡衣躺在床上的模樣，也算是、算是個素面相見罷。不過才沒過一會兒，她就不老實了，翻下床來搬這弄那的，還在床下的字紙桶裡半天摸弄出一團紗布，猜是什麼？打開來，黑糊糊的，我的盲腸。眾人掩面，只剩下小鬼一人笑吟吟的。我記得小鬼一向是看到隻小蟲寶寶也會麻住的。
小鬼央著護士小姐送我們到三樓電梯門口，陽光艷艷的透過窗玻璃照在我們身上，小鬼的睡衣短短的，很夏天，露出一段長長勻勻的腿，我想到她躺在床上啃蘋果的模樣，她真是在度假啊，邁阿密的棕櫚泉海灘。電梯裡，死黨們不禁都開始在對自己的盲腸動腦筋了。
走出醫院就順便去了小靜家玩。其實小靜的家在苗栗，這裡是她和幾個一起從苗栗來的同學合租的，空空亂亂的，我是頭一次來，不曉得嬌嬌貴貴的小靜是怎麼度過這兩年的。我翻了翻小靜的書桌，到處都是英文字典，人的小的，尤其是袖珍字典更是多，原來小靜每一發誓用功就買字典。跟小靜同房間的是芳吟，平班的，是小靜在苗栗建台中學時的好朋友，我一直也很喜歡她，白白的臉，很甜的笑，像個柔柔靜靜的日本女孩，她此刻正在書桌上忙，我知道她是個很用功的女孩，就叫小靜小聲些說話，可是一會兒芳吟也跟我們搭話，還拿剛才正在忙著的東西給我看，是好多個娃娃像呢，我吃了一驚，原一直以為她在默書，或者畫螺線。她說，那是她妹妹寫信來要她畫的新娘子。芳吟又甜甜的笑著，像個小小的女孩兒，她是個有妹妹的人哪！
傍晚去東南亞看鳳凰谷，其實看了卡斯脫後就實在不看也罷，又是脫埃唐納荷的，國語片裡的鄧光榮罷。可是我和小靜還是一心一意的去看，還買站票，兩人再一塊兒坐在樓上的階梯上看，吃著花生糖。
電影果然跟預料的一樣糟，我和小靜怏怏的走出東南亞，外頭已是天黑了。兩人也不知道該去哪兒，就走罷，向前走。我又想到那個和卡洛看完畸戀的夏日雷雨午後，想到要摒開一切去生活，過那種吃飯、睡覺、愛情、陽光的生活，過她們十七歲女孩該過的生活，不過我更想到有漢唐秋香的華岡山上，爺爺啜口茶對我說：李世民十八歲就打了天下。
焦急啊，我愛李世民，我愛那杖策謁天子的魏徵，我要做李世民，我要做魏徵。中國啊！中國！你可叫我把你怎麼好？
跟小靜坐零南，小靜才剛在公館下車，就有個男孩逕朝這兒走來，直直站在我跟前，我沒戴眼鏡，想，這人真是放肆！好半天，噢是宜陽，拿了樂譜和詩。宜陽一直把我送到家門口才走。看了他的詩，也在想最近想的一些問題，好像我又要有那種逃開的傾向了，實在怕人家走近一點。
家裡沒人在，進了黑黑的客廳，半天也摸不著電燈開關，黑漆漆的好可怕。我想到這個十七歲生日時橘兒寫給我的信，好快啊！我們一個接一個，都邁上了十七大關，天心也十七歲了。想想真擔心，日子過得那麼快，我們也老得很快啊！其實老了也沒關係，我們再一起去養老院聊天，談橄欖、牛角、楓葉、士林的吃，說不定我們那時都很有錢可去吃個痛快。領了稿費別忘了龍泉街的牛肉麵。永遠都別忘了我們相處的這一串日子裡的點點滴滴哦P．S另外要找個好男孩，好好的用情。把橘兒這片楓葉送給他。橘兒信裡附寄了一片暗紫的楓葉，約莫是去年冬天我們在陽明山上拾的，用個洛韶山莊的信封裝著，信封背後是洛韶山莊之歌：
look!那邊綠樹青山風景宛如畫。
溪水洛洛，韶光年華，白璧無瑕。
朋友們，齊歡樂，這是青年之家。
我在想橘兒的話，要找個好男孩，好好的用情，把橘兒這片楓葉送給他。拍達一聲按到開關了，室內豁然大亮，家裡只有我一個人在，只有我一個，一個男兒在。拿起報紙，我要把橘兒的話給忘掉，雖然她是真愛我。
連下了幾天的雨終於停了，三民主義先生停了手裡搧個不停的報紙，穿了一身黑色西裝，裡頭是大翻領的花襯衫，還沒進教室，同學就開始起鬨了，還夾些口哨聲。三民主義先生只鎮定的在講台上笑著，好半天，顧左右而言他的道：各位同學，天涼了。三民主義先生姓江，名字的音同曹操的字一樣，他雖長得並不好看，卻也有三國人物的風流，和羽扇綸巾。我和卡洛總愛討論他的眼睛，他的眼睛很，很，很colorful，不過高級很多。
至善樓左邊窗口的樓下是學校校工們的宿舍，小小的庭院卻什麼植物都有。在剛搬到至善樓時，我和卡洛就已注意到院子裡才採過的葡萄架上有一串苟延殘喘暗熟的綠葡萄，綠沉沉的都才只綠豆一般大。這兩天天一涼，葡萄們都顆顆渾圓晶瑩起來了，十一月了呢。今天計畫好了，放完學，我和卡洛、橘兒留在學校，等同學差不多走盡了，我們就要展開行動。
我們爬過窗子到外頭的小陽台上，先隨便找了根亂七八糟的竹子，撈啊撈的，連葡萄都碰不到。後來只好驚動隔壁樂班的同學，同她們借了一根擦天窗的長雞毛撣子，橘兒和卡洛抱著我，我探身去用它撈，這會兒碰到了，不過雞毛撣的桿子太細太軟，怎麼都使不上力。最後卡洛把班旗的旗桿拿來，撈了半天，又太重了，拿不住，三人忙得七手八腳，正停下來喘口氣休息，才發現對面整棟氣象局的所有職員都正在探頭睜眼的看著這裡，也不知看了多久，真羞煞人也！
我們正不知道該趕快爬進教室還是再接再厲時，底下被我們驚動了的校工已經一伸手摘下那串葡萄了。我氣急得喊不出話。卡洛早爬進教室，跑下樓幫我追去了。一會兒，卡洛捧著好大一串葡萄進來，校工送的，還洗過了，真是開心極了！好久沒有這麼高興過了。卡洛、橘兒怕酸，吃幾顆就算了，就剩我一人連皮和籽子也不吐的吞著，不知自己發了什麼饞癆瘋。
寒假我帶棗子給你們吃好不好？我家果園的。在前頭讀書的雪雲，被我們吵得無可奈何的放下課本轉過頭來笑，不知道該說什麼好，葡萄汁流了我一手，雪雲一向跟我們不熟，圓圓臉蛋，乖乖甜甜，很可愛的一個女孩子。但是這會兒我知道她懂，我也懂，因為我們都不說話，笑了。
明天是十一月十二日，放假，今晚就輕鬆的躺在床上隨手抓本書看，看的是三面夏娃，這部書拍成的電影我很早以前就看過，是珍妮華德演的，印象極深，這會兒看著看著，不禁悚然想到自己，我是否也是三面夏娃？在父母面前一個面貌，在橘兒死黨面前一個面貌，在男孩面前又一個面貌，卻是一點都不勉強的，就是那樣活得很分開，又怡然，好不可怕。這會兒在看書的又不知道是哪個我了，拿筆的呢？快快停住，你！
小瀚說，秋天了，上山去吧，我們就上山。是個有著好奢侈的藍的艷陽天，我們坐在陽明山的後山公園的老樹蔭下，看晴天飄雨，聽隆隆水聲，小瀚和宜陽正在辯人的真假。慢慢的，眼皮好重好重，四周有濛濛涼涼的霧氣，這裡是神仙洞府，飄飄忽忽間，我看到有三個少年圍坐在一塊巨石旁，兩個男孩是在濠水邊的莊周、惠施，女孩呢，或許是蝴蝶罷。
莊生曉夢迷蝴蝶，望帝春心託杜鵑。
我喜歡陽光中看到他們，小瀚和宜陽，那是年輕，是真正的羽扇綸巾談笑間，強虜灰飛煙滅，故國神遊。不過這會兒我是不說多情應笑我，早生華髮，人生如夢，或許年老時，我會真找個男孩一起坐在爐火邊，因為我常常想起宜陽的話，沒有了愛，可如何過冬？不過那是年老時候的事，年老時候的事。
傍晚，我們走長長的中山北路回家，路上我仍然不多話，只看小瀚說：他媽的這是一條走國際路線的路！我亦不難過，也不想解釋，走過上島，我知道那七棵迎風招搖的椰子樹裡有我和橘兒、小靜，君知否南國的遙遠的夢，走在長長沒盡頭的紅磚路上，我知道每一塊紅色的方磚裡有我們如何如何的誓言。
小瀚、宜陽陪我等47，三人累慘慘的倚在牆上。車來了，小瀚拍拍我的肩，我懂得那意思的，因為他們說過，男孩子給男孩子打氣時就是這般不說話的單拍拍肩膀。我上車了，車上燈光混混黃黃的，面前還有好長一段日子等著過哪，然而我亦不驚心，只搶了個司機旁邊的包廂坐，坐定了下來，車引擎吭啊啊的響著，又要上路了。
今天發了好些科這次月考的考卷，好難過，都比預料的少了好多，尤其數學差卡洛一差就是三十來分，突然又喪氣得很。或許上回月考拿了個全藍的成績單回家，自己又覺得比高一高二時用功得多了，就鬆懈掉了。還有那破數學，真不知要如何收拾這爛攤子，奇怪現在的數學先生和補習的蔣老師教得這麼好，我卻是愈發的不去讀，人任性了，以後還是該留在學校讀的，免得一回家就被家的溫情給纏死了。
最後一堂課老師開會，我就和小靜去盪。先到金陵一口氣吃了四個熱起司，剛剛出爐的。然後再逛城中市場。我最喜歡到市場了，從小就喜歡，看菜攤上種種刺激犯沖的色彩，翠綠的白菜叫紫油油的茄子配著，正綠的空心菜旁是一堆紅艷艷的辣椒，不過到底是大自然的色，看著也不會要人想去當色盲。我也最喜歡站在小吃攤旁看店主人忙得熱鬧，每到市場裡，才會真覺著什麼是和樂昇平。走過新東陽，兩人又站在門口聞了好一會兒炒肉鬆，今天還是那個愛穿短裙的小姐鎮守在櫃台上，所以小靜也不能重施故技：小姐這肉鬆是鹹的還是甜的？然後抓一小撮嘗嘗。
死黨中，我最喜歡和小靜一起盪，因為不管我怎麼提議，小靜總說隨便，然後什麼都由著我。有時才進了補習教室，瞧瞧外頭的天色太好，就又背起書包吭登吭登的走下四層樓，小靜也不多問，兩人一起到植物園看荷花，靜靜的看一下午，也許打瞌睡