Chapter 35 thirty four

After a painful struggle, I decided to find an opportunity to have an in-depth talk with Yanan.I know that every night, after the meeting, she would sit quietly by the lotus pond on campus for a while before going back to the dormitory. This is a hot summer, the noisy cicadas and the sparse frogs in the grass make people feel irritable and out of breath.Without wind, the hazy moonlight shrouded the gloomy treetops like mist, making it even more monotonous and desolate. The lotus pond is about to be converted into a swimming pool. The original lotus has been picked up by the students long ago. There are only a few duckweeds floating on the calm water. On the bank of the lotus pond, there is also a small and exquisite yacht.

Walking around the corner of the lotus pond, I saw the flickering lights of the student union. Through the window, I saw Yanan and several elderly professors having a heated debate. No matter how bad the current situation is, the school must never give up its position of educating young people. Of course, it is imperative to move the school when necessary. A professor of history said deeply: During the long-term war of resistance, we It is necessary to preserve a little more vitality for the country, that is, to reserve a little more fresh troops for the war. I have no objection!Yanan stood up passionately: However, I will never give up my personal opinion.There is not much difference between front-line gunners and farmers farming in the rear in terms of war contribution.But we cannot distinguish a bag of earth from a bag of lime so clearly in plugging the breach of a torrent.

But!In terms of market prices, an economics professor smiled slightly: Lime is more valuable than soil! Yes, let's not forget, it's also much more effective in waterproofing!Yanan shook his head and said stubbornly: In the meeting just now, some representatives of the students who advocated working behind the enemy lines had already talked a lot.When it comes to the duty of defending the motherland, every young person should have the freedom to choose where to contribute his or her life. Yes!A law professor stood up and shook hands with Yanan: Student Su!Hope you think again, this is your last semester of university.

If the diploma can meet the enemy's muzzle, I am willing to take dozens of credits! Lovely heroic girl!The professor of history shouted in English: I don't like it, and I don't want the blood of wild beasts to flow on our clean land.However, I hope that this voice will reach the ears of the Japanese warlords from the window, and China will not perish! China will not perish!The three professors and Yanan shouted together. When I saw Yanan shaking hands with them and saying goodbye, tears were in his eyes, and he was too excited to speak. The professor muttered and left the student union first, while Yanan was still packing books and manuals with his head down.I quickly flashed into the hall, walked gently behind her, and coughed softly in her ear.

ah!It's you!She looked at me in surprise, and forced a smile: Why haven't you slept yet?It's getting late! Sleepy pigs, never hear the nightingale! You should say the rooster's crowing in the morning!Yanan shook his head and laughed heartily: he often acts, and even the conversation has the taste of lines! We are not as realistic as you!I also laughed and said: The scene just now was really wonderful, it moved the half-dead old guys to tears! Did you see it all?From the beginning of the review work! Just the last few minutes!I said: I am ashamed, no matter what drama I watch, I am a habitual late audience.

Don't say that, you are not late!Yanan immediately understood the meaning of my being late: the environment and mood often affect a person, and your efforts to save the nation this year and last year are completely different! This should be your feeling. I suddenly remembered that no one mentioned her nickname for a long time: Miss Sun!In your light even a blade of grass will grow strong. Yeah?Yanan looked at me and said happily: This is the first time I have seen the excitement on your face in more than a year. Winter is over, spring will come! The changes in the past two years are really great. I remember that when we were in the literature and art symposium, you were still a little nerd, but now you have learned to be humorous!Yanan packed up his books and blinked triumphantly: Let's go!Come with me for a walk on campus!

We walked out of the student union, at first we walked in tandem.Gradually, she leaned close to me, looked around, boldly took my arm, and softly hummed the March of the National Salvation Army. Times are tense!I broke the atmosphere of silence: I see that your discussion is very intense! They are all plans for the future. We should plan our actions in advance to welcome the coming of the great era! The human heart is like a migratory bird!I said: Some students from the south are going to go home! And you?Yanan pulled me against the stone fence of the lotus pond: You didn't think about future plans!

I have no home!There is no me at home!I shook my head, pointed to the duckweed on the water and said: Like these things, with the waves of the sea of ​​people, it will go wherever it goes! You haven't left the melancholy temperament you once had!Yanan pointed to the yacht and said: We should be like a boat, rushing where we like! Then you are the helmsman of the voyage! try it!Yanan took me to the small dock of the yacht.Untying the cable and asking me to sit in the middle, she pulled the oars, crossed the stone bridge, and rowed to the depths of the reeds. We rarely have such leisure.She stopped at the center of the water, put the books she brought on the deck as a pillow, lay down comfortably, rubbed her eyes, and said to me with a smile: After all, I am a woman. A mess of chores!

A woman's heart is full of secrets, and I remembered a professor's aphorism when we chatted with me: She thought others didn't know, but in fact they knew better than she did! This is where men don't understand women!Yanan chuckled, grabbed my arm, and asked me to lie down with her too.So she whispered: Are the students also paying attention to our actions? They thought we were a pair of sisters and brothers of the opposite sex, or relatives, but they didn't realize that we were just friends in general! how do you tell them I want them to guess at will, as long as it doesn't affect your reputation or hinder your emotions, I smiled and said: Of course, there are some people who are suspicious and talk nonsense for a while, but it doesn't have the slightest influence on me!

Rumors and speculation can sometimes shorten the distance between the two parties in the relationship between men and women, but sometimes they can also cause great misunderstandings!Yanan seemed very serious and said: Tell me, what are they making up? I pondered for a while, and thought that I would take this opportunity to test her, so I pretended to hide it and said: Leave him alone, when I know the heat of the sun, I will not take doubts as one thing! What exactly is the statement?Yanan seemed a little anxious: You should understand me, I am not such a narrow-minded woman! Someone said, you fell in love with that young professor wearing glasses?

Interesting!Yanan spat out with a smile: It's a pity that he can't see others clearly through a layer of glass, and he can't see himself clearly either. He lives in a dream in a daze. It was also said that you fell in love with the chairman of the student union, the guy who can speak! A microphone, a tape recorder, or a gramophone are just tools for people to use. Have you ever seen a woman fall in love with a talking parrot? So!That handsome and well-heeled fellow of yours is courting you with all his might! Ha ha!Yanan couldn't help laughing: Am I so vulgar? Of course, with your conditions, no one in our school would dare to pursue you! Do you think I'm just a selection of goods for others?Yanan said with a sneer: What a joke!I want to take the initiative to choose a man! Use your beauty and talent!Teach your chosen man to kneel at his feet? I'll give him a penny, like sending a beggar, to beg another employer! Then use your character and pride to conquer a stubborn heart! No!Use a sincere heart to warm a wounded heart. Do you regard love as a career to work hard? Yes!Life is created by God, but love is created by oneself. Of course I know!You are a very creative person, I thought about it and said: You have already had many glorious achievements; environment, studies, and your future career.But you are different and greater than other women.Ordinary women regard love as their whole life.And you, you just enrich your career with love! Yes, I regard career as important as love. However, for the sake of career, people cannot work like machines.Anam!When I see your exhausted description, I don't know how to comfort you! Although I sometimes forget myself, Yanan looked at me sensitively and said slowly: I have not forgotten you for a moment!Maybe I snubbed you!you are like this No!Anam!I shook my head hurriedly and said: I didn't mean that You mean that Yanan sat up in surprise, looked at me in a daze, sighed, stared and said: Jianbai!Don't you understand me even today! of course i understand you But you don't know my heart, the heart of a woman with a touch of a man. but What is there to doubt?She stopped me: Do you want me to show you naked?What am I afraid of?yes i love you!I love you with my whole life.When I first met you, I wanted to capture your emotions!It was as if I was being ordered to do this, to be brave, to be calm, to do it against all odds. But I really want to tell her the depression in my heart, but looking at her bright eyes, it seems that there is something blocked in my throat, and I can't say anything; holding her hand, I feel trembling all over stand up. Needless to say, I also understand your difficulties!I know you have a cousin who loves you too, Mr. Gu has already told me!Yanan said excitedly: But I know better that she can only give you distress but not love.During that period of time, I spent a lot of effort to observe you, you were escaping, escaping from pain Anam! .I fell helplessly on her arm. I can swear to God, I don't want to use any means to win you, and I don't want to make other girls hate me; although my feelings are what I need and expect.Yanan murmured: Yes, I understood when I saw your panic-stricken escape. what do you understand Um!She flashed enthusiastic eyes, imitating the movements of the believers, and made a sign of the cross on her chest: God gave me many bad fates, after all, he also gave me the greatest happiness. But, I still tell you, I can't be selfish, I can't force anyone.If my imagination and judgment are wrong!Yanan suddenly turned around and stroked my chest: You can go back to her, I am not jealous at all; I will still love you like this.In pain, I will feel extremely great and proud! Yanan, you don't understand me yet Believe me!Beloved, trust my character, trust my pure motives for you.In the past year, no one has touched my haggard heart! She took my hand and placed it on her chest.Suddenly, a hot current passed through my palm, and I saw her panting, with a blush on her face.Suddenly, she hugged me like crazy, and put her whole body on my chest; tremblingly said: Honey!Say, say!love me!love me! I closed my eyes, only felt that the whole world was spinning, I seemed to be immersed in a blurred dream, really!In my dreams, I often hugged Alan and Qiumen like this. Could it be that I was dreaming again?Could it be that the twists and turns of the past few years were all in a dream?So, where exactly do I myself exist?When I felt a kind of confusion again, a hurried voice rang in my ears again. explain!explain!love me!love me!Honey! The voice was like Alan, but also like Qiuming.In confusion, I nodded involuntarily. Honey!There was another burst of tight hugs, and in an instant, I felt my heart beating violently, a kind of youthful flame burning in my chest.However, when I also stretched out my arms, trying to grab a body made of three shadows; suddenly, a more violent force stopped me, Yanan turned over, pushed my hands away and sat up. You are not allowed to move!She suddenly said to me sternly: Jianbai!Love is not a worldly, sensual pleasure, but a union of spirit and soul.I hope that the person I love can cheer up in the nourishment of love.Now!Let's go back quickly! Let's go back!I rubbed my eyes, picked up the paddle, and saw the reflection of the stars and the moon on the water.