Chapter 15 fifteen

These days, our pleasures are endless and so are our fantasies.Surrounded by the lovely sunshine and doves of southern Italy, we forgot the harsh winters of northern Europe and the heavy snow. One night, I was talking about eight o'clock at Aurelia's house, and I was about to go back, when there was a knock on the door. Who will come on such a night?I was surprised. Aurelia went to open the door. A young woman entered the living room with her. The girl greeted the old woman.She looked at me, and although she didn't recognize me, she nodded slightly.I returned the gift to her.

This is Miss Yelinna, a colleague in the school and a good friend of mine. Aurelia introduced us. I've heard Aurelia mention Mr. Lin a long time ago. I feel very honored to meet you today. Yelinna said with a coquettish smile. I looked at this strange woman carefully for a while.This is a typical Russian girl, with a strong body and a tall figure.From a certain point of view, she is much more beautiful than Aurelia.Her deep eyes were piercing, her large lips were redder than poppies, and her plump face was richly painted with make-up.Her only shortcoming; that is, her only advantage, is too coquettish and vulgar.Compared with Aurelia, she lacks aura and elegance; it is like two paintings, one is full of magnificent colors and lines, but the meaning is too shallow and empty.Although the other color line is not as gorgeous as the former one, it is full of lively life and detached charm.

From the conversation, I can see that the friendship between these two girls is very deep and deep.I love Aurelia so much, whatever she thinks is beautiful and amiable, I naturally feel beautiful and amiable too.Therefore, since Ye Linna is her good friend, of course I have to show respect and courtesy to her. Yelinna obviously knew a lot about fashion.She remembered most of the operas, movies and plays staged in Tomsk by heart, and she kept talking to us endlessly.In some respects, she still retains the habits of the old Russian nobles, and she does not have a thorough understanding of the current era and environment.

Talking about some movie stars in Hollywood, Ye Linna said that she especially admires Remenovaro and Clarabo.The former is a famous niche, while the latter is known as a hot girl. Ah, Remenovaro's play; it's really well done, it's great!So touching! What is a good way?I asked half jokingly. Ah, great!This kind of goodness is indescribable!You can only feel this kind of goodness after watching his films! I smiled and asked: It's so good, too good to say? Well, that's true!You probably haven't seen his films, have you? I said: Not only have I not seen Raymond Novaro's films, but I have also seen very few other American films.In my life, I have watched no more than five or six American films.

I didn't tell her: In my old life, there was no time for movies. She stared at me with wide eyes, as if she had heard shocking news about roosters laying eggs and cattle climbing trees. Ah, what a pity.Hollywood movies are so good, why do you see so few of them? I smiled and said: Watching Hollywood movies gives me more pleasure than seeing wild dogs snatching bones on the street!First, it is too much trouble to watch a movie once, and my past life will not allow me to do so.As for watching dogs grab bones, that's much simpler.Second, I think some scenes in the movie are far less vivid than a dog grabbing a bone.Didn't I tell you just now that I have only seen five or six American movies in my life?But the effect of spending two hours sitting in the cinema a few times is far less interesting than spending five minutes watching dogs fight on the street!

What's the fun in watching dogs fight?Elena asked curiously. Ah, great!Very good! What is a good way? I pretended to be mysterious and said: Ah, that's great, this kind of goodness is indescribable, just like when you watch the film of the romantic boy Remenovaro, you will only understand it if you go to the street and watch it yourself. Speaking of which, I'm still keeping the Bascadian ice, and Aurelia can't help laughing on the sidelines. Ye Linna still didn't seem to understand the meaning of my words, and she kept showing a distressed look that she couldn't figure out the riddle, and kept murmuring:

What good is it to watch a dog snatch a bone?Well, what's so good? When the old woman saw her daughter laughing, she laughed too. In fact, like Ye Linna, she didn't really understand what I meant. This day's conversation ended on the two topics of Hollywood movies and dogs grabbing bones. Ye Linna not only worships Hollywood movies, but also Hollywood life.In fact, she doesn't have many opportunities to watch this kind of movie, and her knowledge of the truth about life in the United States is also limited.Despite this, although she lives in a small town on the branch of the Trans-Siberian Railway, her heart has been hovering in Paris and New York.She gathered some fashionable wisdom from some newspapers and magazines sent from abroad, as well as from the glass windows of the local department stores, and she reproduced them in front of us.All day long, she is always jumping up and down happily, like a fire in the fireplace, emitting a lively smell of flames all over her body.All these, in the subsequent contact, I can see it all.

My only secret to deal with this kind of fashion-loving woman is to respect ghosts and gods and stay away.If you can't go far, just tell a joke: like a dog snatching a bone. I am sympathetic to Aurelia's friendship with this fashionable lady.At her age, because of colleagues, emotion should prevail over reason. People who love flowers naturally also love leaves. The main reason is that leaves are often in contact with flowers. When the wind blows, leaves and flowers will embrace each other; on the leaves, there are also shadows of flowers. Sometimes, I am also willing to get close to Ye Linna, just because of this flowery philosophy.From my point of view, the relationship between her and Aurelia is a bit like the relationship between leaves and flowers.

At this time, I went to see Aurelia almost every day.Watching her has almost become my daily homework.I usually see her before six o'clock in the afternoon, when she comes home from school and has had dinner. They were probably having their after-dinner coffee when I went.That way, I can join without feeling constrained. One day, at the usual time, I went to see Aurelia as usual. she is not here. Her mother was upstairs looking for something. Ye Linna was the only one sitting alone in the living room, warming herself by the fire and reading a movie magazine. She told me: a relative came from the country, and Aurelia accompanied her to the banya (bathroom) and would be back in a while.

When I heard that O was away, I immediately took my hat from the table. Hmph, you can't sit still for a second without Aurelia!Ye Linna said sarcastically. I blushed slightly, and explained to her: there is another place, and there is an appointment waiting for me. Humph, there's another appointment!Then why are you here?she said coldly. I had no choice but to put down my hat and parry with a smile: Ah, what a mouth you have!If I don't leave, will it work? She pouted contemptuously, shrugged, and said coldly: Hey, you are so strange!Whether you go or not is your freedom, what has it to do with me?She turned her face away angrily, looked at the portrait of Xian Keweizhi on the wall, and deliberately ignored me.

It was by accident that the situation was so stiff.I had no choice but to give in to her, deliberately jokingly said: Oh, oh, Yelena is angry.Yelinna was angry.There will be headlines in the social column of the Tomsk Daily tomorrow.The news will definitely read like this: At 6:23:05 last night, Ms. Ye Linna, a gifted teacher at T Middle School, suddenly became angry for five minutes for some reason. When the news spread, the whole city panicked.Every time Ms. Gai gets angry, she predicts that there will be strange disasters.After Ms. You Yi got angry, a plague broke out in W Village, and hundreds of cows died.After getting angry again, Huliela raided the city. Enough, enough, stop talking nonsense. She laughed and gave me a hard wink. I also laughed: There is a folk story in China that said that when a person got angry, the sky immediately fell down.It's a good thing you were feigning anger just now, otherwise Tomsk would have had an earthquake, or at least cholera. Nonsense!Nonsense!There is also cholera in winter?She mocks me. Of course there is cholera in winter: it's called Elena's cholera!I smiled and said: This kind of cholera will not kill people, it will only make people trouble their brains! What nonsense you are!nonsense! She laughed and scolded me. I saw that she had calmed down, so I chatted with her.We went from Broadway in New York to the Alpins on the moon.From the lace on her dress to the London fog, from Naumah Sheila's hair to Hitler's moustache. Her conversation is like young men and women taking a car ride, doing whatever they want, aimlessly, and never braking unless they are exhausted. I walked around with her, naturally a dumb person eating yellow lotus, I can't tell the pain.However, in order to see Ao, I had no choice but to swallow Huanglian as sugar. This kind of ride, I just wanted to perfunctory her, and then left; later, somehow, inadvertently, I went for a long time with her.The reason for this, first, is because Aurelia's mother came downstairs, and I had to chat with her; I got disgusted and gossiped about me in front of Aurelia; thirdly, (this is actually the most important reason), because I was eager to see Ao once.The reason why I chatted with Yelinna was to wait for Ao. The longer I chatted, the greater the sacrifice I had to suffer. If I couldn’t see Ao, I felt that it was too uneconomical, as if doing business was a waste of money.In this way, the more I talked about waiting for Ao, the less Ao would come, and the more I waited, it took a long time. After talking a lot, the old woman was really tired, so she went to bed first.She wants us to keep talking, and she'll be right back after saying Oh. After she went upstairs, I looked at my watch and was surprised: it was already ten twenty-five. I decided to leave immediately. Just as she was about to stand up, the door opened, and a person walked into the guest room: it was Aurelia. Ah, you are all here! She was a little panicked, and immediately covered it up with a faint smile: What are you talking about, so happy! I struck up a conversation and said: That's all nonsense. Immediately I stood up and took my hat. Are you planning to go back?O asked. I nodded and said that it was late and they should be rested. Aurelia smiled and said: You were talking so happily just now, but when you saw me coming, you were about to leave. Am I in the way? I didn't speak, and looked at her reproachfully with my eyes: it seemed to blame her for making such a joke. She pretended not to see me and sat down. I had to put down my hat again, and sat with them for half an hour. In the past half an hour, Yelinna seemed to be deliberately embarrassing me. When talking, she showed me too much intimacy and concern, and even called me you instead of you, which made me feel at a loss.Aurelia spoke little, looking out the window at night from time to time. Soon, I stood up and said goodbye. Ye Linna also stood up and said she was going with me.It was late at night, and she wanted me to give her a break. I said yes to her. Aurelia didn't say anything, just laughed. The above situation is naturally a misunderstanding. Such accidental misunderstandings have occurred several times in the future. Ye Linna was obviously joking with me a little intentionally, with a childish temper.As for me, I didn't take this little misunderstanding to heart, let alone explain it. Originally, it's nothing if I don't explain this kind of thing, but if I explain it, it will be troublesome. A week later, I asked Aurelia to come to see me at four o'clock on a Saturday afternoon, and I wanted to talk to her about these ridiculous misunderstandings. When the time came, I went downstairs, intending to wait for Aurelia at the door.When I stepped out of the gate, I was slightly taken aback.I saw Yelinna waiting for me outside the door.I was a little puzzled: I didn't ask Yelinna!Why did she come? Just wondering, at a glance, in the distance, a young woman is hurriedly running to the distance, it seems that she is angry with someone. I was taken aback. Isn't that Aurelia?Why did she run away? I can't stand it any longer.I immediately questioned Ye Linna: Did you come with Aurelia? She shook her head: I'm here first, I'm going to invite you to the opera.Soon after I arrived, she came.God knows what happened, as soon as she saw me, she ran away!ghost! I suddenly realized, and immediately said coldly: Sorry, I can't accompany you to the opera, I have another appointment. After finishing speaking, regardless of the pleading look on Yelinna's face, she immediately ran out to chase Aurelia. In the distance, Aurelia seemed to be aware of my chasing shadow and walked faster.So I quickened my pace, almost running, causing all the passers-by to cast curious glances at me. I chased after street after street until I caught up with him at the gate of the city park. I hold her tightly by the arm: Oh, what are you doing? Oh, why did you run away? Oh, why don't you talk? She never spoke. We finally sat on the same bench. There is snow everywhere in the park, and pedestrians are almost equal to zero.Everything was so spacious and so peaceful.We seem to be not in the city, but in the mountains, on a deserted island. I held her hand tightly, and called her name a hundred times with the gentlest voice. I almost begged her: Dear Aurelia, tell me: what is going on in your heart? Ah, dearest O, can I do you any wrong?Tell me: I am willing to accept all your punishments! Oh, O, have mercy on me, and stop being so silent!Do you have the heart to be so cruel to the person you love the most?How have I treated you in the past?How did you treat me in the past?Life is short, how can we spend it on such unnecessary misunderstandings? She didn't speak, and suddenly fell into my arms and cried. While weeping, she intermittently said Ye Linna's name. The tear-piercing voice was like a golden key, which finally opened the door of the Sphinx's mystery.I patted her on the shoulder lightly, and explained this ridiculous misunderstanding to her with the most pious attitude and all the reasons I could find.Explaining, explaining, my tears finally flowed out involuntarily, and I told her tearfully: I really can't bear the pain caused by her misunderstanding, if she doesn't understand me, what's the meaning of life to me?If she misunderstands me, my life is just a superfluous existence, and the world is just a kind of emptiness to me, a kind of blank paper state, a kind of cold and dead solid! In this world of ice and snow, my only friend is you!You are the only fire in my life!You keep me warm!You make my eyes shine!Without this fire, I would be forever tormented by darkness and cold that would tear my soul to pieces.Every night, all my dreams are filled with you, your laughter, your tears, your voice.Every day, all my time is used to remember you and miss you.I recall every word of yours.I miss your every move.Not only do I follow the details of your life, I also follow your thoughts.Every shadow, every ups and downs, every fold of your thoughts, I track and chew.In this life, I have only met one great heart, and this is your heart!I'm going to chew it over and over again, like chewing fruit.I want to hide it secretly and deeply in my own heart.Do you know: Every day, before I saw you, how anxious and painful I was?I walked back and forth in the room, pacing again and again, as if I was walking in a tomb; my life seemed to be filled with darkness, the end of the world seemed to have come, and I was a lonely soul to be judged!It was not until I met you and was with you that I deeply tasted the true life, the living life!Ah, being with you, whether it is chatting, walking, or being silent, is beautiful and good.With you, everything is possible.You are like a god, arranging for me a feast of heaven, the taste of heaven.You are not here, everything has changed like magic, it has become so gloomy, so terrible, I can only let the tears flow down my heart, and endure it sadly.Do you know why I cherish life so much now?It's because of you!For life is your smile, your glance, your wave!With you, even the air-conditioning in the ice and snow seems so warm and so fragrant!A new garden-like beautiful world presented itself in front of me.Ah, I have become a parasite on your tree of love, how poorly I cling to you.You are gone, all warmth, life, light, all gone, all gone.Oh, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, Aurelia, Aurelia!If you don't forgive me, I will call you a thousand times, ten thousand times!Ah, Aurelia!Aurelia!Aurelia! She blocked my next words with her cheek. After a long time, she fell in my arms and said with tears: I know very well that suspicion and jealousy can make a person narrow-minded and petty.I warned myself several times: don't make this terrible mistake.But I finally made it because I, I, I, I She couldn't go on, and burst into tears again. As she left the park, she made a naive request to me: Ye Linna came to see you without your appointment, and made things difficult for me on purpose, which is contrary to the behavior of an upright person.If you really didn't ask her out, you're really nice to me, you have to write a letter to accuse her.When the letter is finished, give it to me, and I will send it out.Can you agree to this request? I told her: I can agree to such a request, let alone one, even a thousand.If she still misunderstands me, as long as she wants, I can immediately dissect my bright red heart with a sword and show her. After hearing what I said, she hugged me crazily and tightly, unable to say a word.I felt like I was being melted by a passion for molten iron. The next day, I sent someone to deliver a letter to her, which contained a letter accusing Ye Linna.The general idea is: I didn't ask her out. She deliberately made things difficult for me and came to see me, hindering my relationship with Aurelia. This is not the behavior of an upright person. The next afternoon, I went to see O.When I went upstairs, she put a letter in my pocket.I took it out and saw that it was the letter to Yelinna. Ah, this letter; you haven't sent it yet?I am surprised. She smiled and said charmingly: Do you really think I'm so stingy that I don't even allow a woman to visit you?I was just trying to test you on purpose!Ah, favorite!I really don't know how to thank you!You are so kind to me!Please forgive my momentary jealousy!At that time, I was completely dizzy, as if the sky had fallen, and I really didn't know what to do.Intellectually, I know it's a bit too much, but emotionally, I can't control it.It was horrible.Now, I have seen through your sincerity! She looked at me with grateful eyes. After this, we will not mention this matter again. After Ye Linna knew all this, she was a little sorry for her exaggerated jokes. Afterwards, for a period of time, she seemed embarrassed to get close to us again, and gradually distanced herself from us. This is exactly what we wished for.However, after a long time, Ao took the initiative to resume friendship with her, but Ye did not dare to be as presumptuous as before in front of me. A misunderstanding passed in this way.