Chapter 19 eighteen

As soon as July enters, people in Munich start to shout about the heat.The open-air baths and the banks of the Isar River are full of half-stripped people.Men and women, all red in the sun, like shrimp just fished out of hot water. On the grass in the backyard of the Zhiyun Dormitory, there were also a few naked people in bikinis and oiled bodies.Zhiyun looked out of the window while packing the box, saw those people who were sunbathing in the sun with their eyes closed, and could not help but smile and said to Jinghui: Here, the sun seems to be some rare treasure.Speaking of heat, it was only twenty-seven or eight degrees Celsius, so they were all too busy to sunbathe.If the summer in Taiwan is changed to thirty-four or five degrees Celsius, I don't know what they should do?

Rare things are more expensive.There is always sunshine in Taiwan, so sunshine has become something that is not unusual, and sometimes it is annoying!Women always wear umbrellas on sunny days, because they are afraid of getting sunburned.here?It is always gloomy, so the sun has become a treasure, as soon as it comes out, we scramble to bask in it.It’s not enough to just hang out here. If someone is rich, they even take a plane to Spain, Italy, or Greece to hang out!There are also those who go to Africa.Jinghui said a long story, and then she laughed. The life of foreigners is really different from ours, a completely different mood.Zhiyun was packing two sweaters in a box, and then asked, Jinghui: Do I really need to bring this thick sweater?

It must be useful, don't forget we're working in a freezer.As Jinghui said, she came over and threw a scarf on the bed into the box.You have to bring it too, sometimes the cold air pours into your neck, you have to wrap it around it.Don't forget the wool socks, your feet will be cold if you don't wear them. God!People spend summer, but we seem to go to the North Pole to explore!Zhiyun also threw in two pairs of wool socks. It was supposed to be an adventure!I just hope you can bear it and don't get sick. Don't worry, if you can take it, I can take it too.Zhiyun said unconvinced.

I hope so, so that after three months, you can earn more than 5,000 marks, which is a lot! How do you calculate?Zhiyun couldn't hide her excitement and asked, she couldn't believe that she could make so much money in one summer vacation. You count!Eight marks an hour, eight hours a day, that's sixty-four marks, except for Sunday Jinghui counted with her fingers, and after a long time of calculation, she said: "The best deal is that you don't need money for food and lodging, and you can get all the wages you earn." save.Yang Wenyan and I have just traveled to Sweden a few times, and we have already saved 30,000 marks

Already deposited 30,000 marks?Zhiyun straightened his waist and stopped packing the boxes. Um.Jinghui nodded proudly.This little money is really not easy to come by, it can be regarded as hard-earned money.As she spoke, she suddenly became serious again: Hey!Yu Zhiyun, you really can't tell others about this way!In Munich, only Yang Wenyan has this connection.The Swedish side refused to accept even you, so I quarreled with Yang Wenyan, saying: You have to find a way for Yu Zhiyun, she doesn't have a scholarship, and she can't work if she doesn't work during summer vacation.He just went to grind with that Swedish priest again, and he just found it for you.If you leaked the news and others came to him, there was nothing he could do.

I know, who do I talk to?You have told me three times.Zhiyun was a little displeased. Jinghui ignored Zhiyun's words and began to calculate her and Yang Wenyan's salaries. If we work overtime, after a summer vacation, the two of us can earn tens of thousands of marks.If I go again next year, I can make up 60,000 marks, and the restaurant can be opened. It costs 60,000 marks to open such a small restaurant?Zhiyun couldn't seem to believe it.She had also been to the Wusong Hotel where Yang Wenyan worked, and felt that it had no scale and was too small compared to the average restaurants in Taipei.

Sixty thousand?If 60,000 can be topped out, we are really going to die of joy.It costs 120,000!Still acquaintances are considered cheap.We have already made an agreement with the master, half of him, half of us, joint stock.When it comes to opening a restaurant, Jing Hui appears to be very knowledgeable, and her interest seems to surpass that of playing the piano. Sixty thousand marks for a cook? Master Liang has been a cook in Germany for six or seven years. How could there be no 60,000 marks? In this way, only our students are the poorest.Zhiyun laughed at himself. Let's see what to say!For example, if you study science and engineering, you will have to work hard while studying, and you will always find a job with a good income after you finish your studies. Once you work, you will not be poor!For those of you who study grammar, unless you have the opportunity to teach Chinese, it will be difficult to find a job.Not only are you poor when you are a student, but you are also poor when you are a student.So those who study grammar are in a hurry after finishing reading, and go back home quickly, and don't use their brains to open restaurants like Yang Wenyan.Like us music learners, Jinghui pointed to the tip of her nose.It is a dead end, of course!Like your fiancé is another matter, they have a lot of geniuses

What is Ling fiance, how ugly!Zhiyun frowned slightly in reproach. Look, the rings are all put on, what is it but a fiancé?Jinghui pointed to the ring on Zhiyun's hand.Yu Zhiyun, I really don't understand what's going on with you?They are so nice, why did you go to work in Sweden without letting him know?As a straightforward person, I often can't hold back my words. I almost spoke out when I met him a few times. Did you tell him?Zhiyun was holding a bunch of things that were about to be put into boxes, and stared at Jinghui steadfastly. No no.Miss, take it easy.But what medicine is sold in your gourd?Tell him to find no one at that time, and blame us?

Don't be afraid, you and Yang Wenyan will never be implicated, I will tell him later. Leave tomorrow morning and tell him tonight?Jinghui shook her head puzzled. Zhiyun didn't answer, just stuffed his head into the box, and after packing it for a while, he stood up straight, looked at Jinghui and said leisurely: Jinghui, I really envy you and Yang Wenyan. Envy us?Jinghui smiled mischievously.We have neither wealth nor talent, which one is worthy of your envy? You are single minded.Zhiyun said seriously.Don't you and Jiang Xiaofeng have one heart and one mind?Jinghui looked at her in astonishment.

Zhiyun fell silent again.She had packed the box and locked it.Start packing a carry-on travel bag. I can't tell, Jinghui, I'm very troubled.You know, our engagement was kept a secret from the family.Zhiyun lowered his eyelids heavily. Why hide it from the family?Jinghui was even more surprised. You also met my parents.Especially my mother, do you think she will accept Jiang Xiaofeng?Zhiyun opened his eyes wide, staring at Jinghui. Jinghui thought for a while, let out a long breath, and said: I think your mother will be disappointed.But in the future, when Dajiang has a Ph.D. degree and has a regular job abroad, they may agree.

The problem between us is not only my parents, but also others, which are more difficult and can't be solved.Zhiyun sighed dejectedly. So what's the problem?Jinghui immediately asked with concern. Forget it, stop talking, it’s unclear.When Zhiyun turned his head, his long hair floated up like a dark cloud. You went to work in Sweden to hide it from him. Is it also related to this problem?Jinghui is still not relaxing, her concern has turned into anxiety. There is a little relationship.Zhiyun pondered and said: Dajiang worked too hard, do you know why he went to the airport to do hard work? Of course it is to make money!Jinghui responded crisply. He has a scholarship, so it doesn't need to be so hard, he makes money for me.My life and tuition fees are covered by his work now.Zhiyun frowned slightly as he was used to, and pursed his beautifully contoured lips tightly, with a very self-blame tone. Is that so?Didn't your family send money? Zhiyun shook his head and said: It's not that the family doesn't send it, it's that I don't want it anymore.My mother always said that all the money in the family was spent on me alone, and always reminded me to get all my younger siblings to go abroad.Think about it, will Dajiang and I have that power?So I want to find a job by myself, don't need the family money, and save the money for my younger siblings to use when they go abroad in the future.As a result, he couldn't find a job that could be done, so Dajiang said he would do it.With his money, I feel really uncomfortable.As she spoke, her heart was full of thoughts, and she didn't even bother to tidy up her things, so she just sat on the chair. You are both engaged. If you are going to get married anyway in the future, why should you share with each other? What does it matter if you use a little money from him?Yang Wenyan and I used the same passbook at all. You and Yang Wenyan want to open a restaurant wholeheartedly, we Zhiyun originally wanted to say: We don’t know what will happen in the future.As soon as the words were about to come out, he stopped them vigilantly and said: "Although it doesn't matter, but he can't stand it!"You think, he works six hours a day, writes papers, composes music, and attends classes, so where is the rest time?And if this drags on, when will he be able to get that doctorate?Worry was clearly on Zhiyun's face. yes!So you should go to Sweden to work!Why hide it from him?Jinghui tilted her head, propped her cheek with one hand, and acted incomprehensibly. Dajiang always said that I was not strong enough to do construction work, and he would oppose my going to Sweden.Zhiyun said with a little embarrassment. Ouch!So cute?Don't make any mistakes, otherwise it wouldn't be our bad luck.Jing Hui accidentally glanced at her watch, and immediately jumped up with a hush.Oops, Yang Wenyan told me to meet at Marin Square at 4:30!Why did I just say that I forgot! Haven't you always been upside down?Zhiyun said. I'm too lazy to argue with you, I'm leaving.Jinghui said to go, but her feet didn't move, she was still dawdling there.Do you want to go together?Isn't Dajiang waiting for you there? Unlike you, we always go to Marlene's Square all the time. Of course!What does Malin square field mean?What a mood in English parks!Jinghui walked to the door, then turned her head and said solemnly: See you at the station early tomorrow morning.Don't forget!The train at six fifty-six. After Jinghui left, Zhiyun quickly packed up his things, washed his face and changed his clothes, and went to meet Jiang Xiaofeng at the appointed time. Jiang Xiaofeng was supposed to go to work, but Zhiyun insisted that he not go today, and asked him to wait for her at the gate of the British Park, saying that they would have dinner together in the open-air restaurant under the Chinese Tower, and then walk in the garden together.He still can't figure out what day it is?Then I suddenly remembered that it was this day last year when they really got better. On that wet and rainy day, in the open field at the end of the trail, he kissed her for the first time. Thinking of these, Jiang Xiaofeng's heart was filled with warmth and fear. In the vast crowd, having a confidant like Zhiyun to share her ideals made him feel warm.And he blamed himself for neglecting what this day meant to them.Sometimes he would blame himself for not being gentle and considerate enough, and would argue with Zhiyun every now and then.His conscience told him many times that a frank and pure girl like Zhiyun is hard to come by, except for her, who would go back with him to create our song!Based on this alone, he should be extra gentle and tolerant towards her.Although she is a little bit temperamental and willful, he shouldn't be serious. In the wings of love, what can't be tolerated?He decided that no matter what Zhiyun said today, he would not argue or argue with her, especially on such a significant day. He put his hands in the pockets of his trousers, looked around, and waited for Zhiyun to arrive. After Zhiyun left the tunnel station, he hurried to the British Park.From a distance, she saw Jiang Xiaofeng's slender figure.He was wearing a sky-blue shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbows, and beige suit pants on his long legs. His back was straight, and his standing posture was as firm as a mountain that would never move.She always felt that Jiang Xiaofeng's temperament was different from anyone else's, as if there was some special factor in him that others would not have.In short, she couldn't tell, but she often saw him from a distance, and would be inexplicably fascinated and moved, although they often debated and had different opinions.Maybe this is called love!Maybe love is so unreasonable!She sometimes thinks so. Zhiyun.Jiang Xiaofeng had already come forward, smiling so hard that his two canine teeth were partly visible. Oe.Zhiyun called out affectionately, and gave him a hand, and the two of them led the way to the park. In the summer evening, the park is full of people, and they go directly to the snack bar under the Chinese Tower.There were a hundred or so tables, all of which were full, and they looked for a long time before they found an empty one. This open-air restaurant is self-service, and every time Jiang Xiaofeng serves the food, Zhiyun sits to occupy a seat. What do you want to eat?Jiang Xiaofeng asked. This roasted pork leg is delicious, let me have one!In addition, order lettuce and fried potato sticks.Zhiyun said with interest. What to drink?It must be apple water again! Instead of apple water today, have a glass of beer. Stop drinking alcohol!Jiang Xiaofeng smiled teasingly.The joy in my heart came out of my words and smiles.It's time for a drink today.He said and went to get the food.Seeing Jiang Xiaofeng's expression, Zhiyun felt a little puzzled. Did Jinghui and Yang Wenyan tell Jiang Xiaofeng that she was going to Sweden with such quick mouths? Did he already know that she was leaving early tomorrow morning? After a while, Jiang Xiaofeng brought two large plates of hot dishes on a tray. I'll get another beer.He put the tray on the table and went away. After Jiang Chofeng sat down, he picked up his beer glass and said: Come, let's clink glasses! Zhiyun picked up the cup and touched him lightly, and took a sip with a frown. What is the reason for clinking glasses? You know it yourself.Jiang Xiaofeng cast a deep gaze. oh!Dajiang Zhiyun was exposed like a lying child, with an embarrassing expression on his face, he secretly decided to scold Jinghui on the train tomorrow. Zhiyun, do you remember?How much did it rain last year?It's been so sunny this year.Hope our future will be better and better like this weather.Jiang Xiao said in a mannerful manner.Only then Zhiyun remembered that the confession of their love was on this day last year, and she also understood why Jiang Xiaofeng wanted to clink glasses with her. She looked at Jiang Xiaofeng with a smile for a while, and said deeply: Dajiang, our future must be very good, as long as we move in that direction. Of course, Zhiyun.Jiang Xiaofeng put down his fork and shook Zhiyun's hand. eat it!It's not good when it's cold.Zhiyun said. The two slowly cut the meat on the plate and did not speak for a long time. Are you ok?Jiang Xiaofeng's words stunned Zhiyun, who was deep in thought. What's okay?She looked at him puzzled. Pork leg!Does the pork leg taste okay? not bad!Quite brittle, can you serve it badly?Zhiyun smiled with his eyes bent. Jiang Xiaofeng's eyes fixed on Zhiyun's face for a while.road: Zhiyun, you look very wrong today, you seem to have something on your mind? Yeah?Zhiyun put the potato sticks that were about to be eaten back on the plate.How did you see it? from your look.Jiang Xiaofeng was in a particularly good mood, and smiled as he spoke.do not you know?I can read pictures. Tsk!Nonsense again.Zhiyun rolled his eyes at him coquettishly, lowered his head and ate a piece of meat, chewed it for a while, and then quietly said: Dajiang, I'm leaving tomorrow. What?Are you leaving tomorrow?where to?Jiang Xiaofeng was so startled for a long time before he could say a word. I, Zhiyun, suddenly had the inspiration to play a prank.Naturally, go to the United States, the United States is a paradise for Chinese students studying abroad!There are many ways out, especially when a girl like me who came out to do a dowry of knowledge raised her head, she stopped talking when she saw Jiang Xiaofeng's face changed drastically. Are you serious or kidding?Jiang Xiaofeng looked at her suspiciously. How can such a thing be joked about?Zhiyun wanted to give him a good treatment. Well, go ahead, I won't accompany you.Jiang Xiaofeng put down his knife and fork and wanted to stand up. Zhiyun didn't expect Jiang Xiaofeng to make such a move, so he quickly grabbed him and said with a smile: Don't be so humorless!I don't go to America, I just go to Sweden to work.Leave early tomorrow morning, the train at 6:56. you?Want to work in Sweden?leave early tomorrow morning?Jiang Xiaofeng bit his lip and asked word by word. Yes, I’m going to work in Sweden. I’m going to work as a packing girl in a freezing factory for eight marks an hour, and I can earn sixty-four marks for eight hours a day. After three months What?Are you going for three months?Jiang Xiaofeng felt more and more that she was teasing him.You are not allowed to talk nonsense.Is it true or not? Naturally it is true.I went with Yang Wenyan and Liao Jinghui. oh?Jiang Xiaofeng thought for a while in confusion.Why didn't you tell me until now?Even Yang Wenyan and Liao Jinghui kept it from me. Because Zhiyun wanted to say that it was because you would object, but when he saw Jiang Xiaofeng's serious look, he raised his eyebrows and said: Don't you like the days when the plague is like swallowing lukewarm water?Wouldn't it be nice to give you some stimulation? what happened to you todayI think you are kidding me. Absolutely true.Seeing that he really didn't believe it, Zhiyun stopped joking. Really, why are you only letting me know now?There was displeasure in Jiang Xiaofeng's voice. Naturally because I need money Am I not earning enough?Jiang Xiaofeng interrupted Zhiyun. Well, Dajiang and the others had already finished eating, Zhiyun wiped his mouth and said, "Let's go inside and talk while we walk." The faint twilight was rising, and the lights in the bushes were all on, illuminating the ground with shadows, bright and dark, and a big fireball-like moon was hanging on the opposite hillside. Jiang Xiaofeng took Zhiyun by the hand, and walked slowly on the light and shadow on the ground. Da Jiang, I don't want you to go to work anymore, it's too hard. Isn't it hard for you to do it?I am at least stronger and more powerful than you.Zhiyun, to be honest, I don't agree with you at all to go to Sweden to work, it's very hard, and you must not be able to bear it.Jiang Xiaofeng was very disapproving. I knew you would think so, so I didn't tell you beforehand. Now that you tell me, do you think I'll be okay? Why is it hard?Don't you dislike flowers in the greenhouse?I want you to see, I am not.Zhiyun smiled playfully. I already knew you weren't. Dajiang, to be honest, I don't think you should go to work, it will take too long for your degree.You should put all your energy and time on your doctoral thesis now, and read the book quickly.Zhiyun changed into a very solemn tone. Are you in such a hurry to go back?Jiang Xiaofeng was quite surprised by Zhiyun's words. Dajiang Zhiyun stopped.Da Jiang, I have another idea. what idea?Jiang Xiaofeng stood opposite Zhiyun, staring at her heavy face in the shadow of the moonlight. Oe, I don't think so What do you think?Jiang Xiaofeng asked in confusion, he couldn't figure out what happened to Zhiyun today? I thought Zhiyun tossed his long hair, and finally said it happily.I don't think we should go back.You should hurry up to study for a degree, so that you can find an opportunity to settle down earlier. Didn’t Professor Haier say that there will be an opportunity for you? Zhiyun, is this your word?You changed your mind?Jiang Xiaofeng stopped Zhiyun coldly before she could finish speaking.He looked at Zhiyun distrustfully, as if she had suddenly become a stranger. Zhiyun raised his face bravely to meet Jiang Xiaofeng's gaze. good.Da Jiang, I've changed my mind.I think we have to face reality.She bites every word clearly. What kind of reality are we facing?Jiang Xiaofeng said it through his teeth, his face was so serious that it seemed to be covered with frost. Dajiang, the reality is: it is impossible for me to go back, not now, nor in the future.Zhiyun spoke quickly, his voice gradually changed from a forced calm to excited.Dajiang, frankly speaking, ever since I promised you to go back together, my heart has never been at peace.These days, the more I think about it, the more disturbed I become. This problem always bothers me. Sometimes I am so troubled that I cannot sleep, and sometimes I am in such a bad mood that I can’t read a book.I thought and thought, and felt that it was not an option to procrastinate and hide it. I should tell you my thoughts and plans frankly.She spit out all the words that had been buried in her heart for a long time in one breath. You have now told me frankly.Your hope is that I stay?Jiang Xiaofeng sneered mockingly from the corner of his mouth. Da Jiang, you don't have to be so cruel.I hope so, you can naturally not agree, I did not force you.But I have to make it very clear that I absolutely cannot go back.Zhiyun was very angry at Jiang Xiaofeng's attitude, so he spoke very resolutely. Jiang Xiaofeng stared at her for a while, then asked: May I know what made you change your mind?Zhiyun, don't be angry if I tell you something.Like you, a person who grew up in China and engages in Chinese literature has complete language training and foundation, and is no worse than those foreigners who have studied Chinese for ten or eight years. It is really not worthwhile to come out to learn Sinology with them .You go back to China to enter the Institute of Chinese Studies, how many times better than here?What does staying here mean to us?The Chinese department here is for Westerners, not for Chinese. Zhiyun's silence made Jiang Xiaofeng realize that the words were too heavy, so he stopped talking.He expected that Zhiyun would get angry and argue, but after waiting for a long time, Zhiyun still didn't speak.She just stood motionless, and in the dim light, he noticed that her chiseled face was expressionless.At this moment, she looked like a lifeless stone statue. Zhiyun, are you sad?He regretted hurting her self-esteem like this.I am sorry Oe, don't be sorry.Zhiyun sighed dejectedly, and turned his downcast eyes to the dark and gloomy grove to the side.Dajiang, your words are not bad at all.However, I am just such an ordinary young man, what strength do I have to resist the trend?Now everyone is scrambling to go abroad, no matter what to study, not going abroad seems to mean that one is incompetent, not modern enough, and not first-class.My parents have prepared for me to go abroad for many years. They will be disappointed if I don't come out, not to mention going abroad is also my own dream.Dajiang, you have always liked my honesty, and now I will say something very honest: I did not have any great purpose when I went abroad, it can be said that there is no purpose at all Zhiyun's self-pitying tone made Jiang Xiaofeng unbearable.He supported her shoulder with one hand, held her hand with the other, and said comfortingly: Whether there is a purpose for coming out, we don't think about it.But we have a very good purpose in going back, why do you refuse to go back?Even you yourself know that staying here is meaningless, but you still want to stay, isn't it a contradiction? Da Jiang, do you really not understand?Then I will tell you clearly!For me to go abroad, our family has saved money for ten years. My parents’ hopes are all on me. They are waiting, waiting for me to establish a foothold abroad, live a good life, and then help all my younger brothers and sisters to come out Studying, taking parents out to travel and visit relatives.If I just go back like this, they will be too disappointed, feel ashamed, and be overwhelmed. In a word, I am not the delicate lady you imagined.Whether you say I am vain, or that I came out with a carpenter's box to make a dowry of knowledge, I really can't go back.Zhiyun's words were like flowing water, and he couldn't hold back his words. Jiang Xiaofeng was stunned when he heard that, he didn't expect that the missions and responsibilities of an international student going abroad are so many, so heavy, and so complicated.It seems that she was not only rushed out by the trend, but also oppressed by people's vanity and material desire. Your parents should not place so many responsibilities on you. If you go back and they feel disappointed or ashamed, it is their wrong concept. We cannot give up our ideals and goals just to make up for the wrong concept.His words were hardened again with anger. Dajiang, why can everyone stay abroad, but we can't?Zhiyun broke free from Jiang Xiaofeng's embrace, angrily. If I don't go back, no one will blame me, but I will feel uneasy and blame myself.Jiang Xiaofeng said with a sullen face. Why don't others feel uneasy when they stay abroad?Only you get upset?Da Jiang, many of your ideas are too divorced from reality. My thoughts are not divorced from reality at all, and I know my position.Others may have their own reasons for staying abroad, for example, staying abroad to win glory for the country, or to enrich themselves, and if the country needs it, they will go back immediately.But I do know that if I stay abroad, it must not be for these great purposes.If I stay, it's only for my own benefit, because I want to be with the one I love, and for a stable life.Jiang Xiaofeng said as if mocking himself. Why can everyone plan for their own interests!Only we can't?Zhiyun's voice was full of grief and indignation. I don't care about others, I just know I can't do that.As I said, doing that would make me feel like I'm evading, and I don't have a sense of responsibility.Zhiyun, please understand me, I can't be alone like He Shaoxiang, nor can I take opening a restaurant as my biggest goal like Yang Wenyan.Zhiyun, why did you change your mind?Didn't we agree to go back on the mountain?Didn't you tell me to get a Ph. D. so you could give an account to your parents?The lyrics you wrote are so passionate and caring about your country, why do you refuse when it comes to going back?Zhiyun, how contradictory are you!Jiang Xiaofeng's deep voice shook the silent wilderness. Dajiang, whatever you say, I can't go back.Zhiyun is firm. But I have to go back, I can't give up creating our own music.Jiang Xiaofeng was also determined. All right!Let's go our separate ways!The other two are good, both are single-minded, and both plan for the future life, only we can't, our future is a castle in the air.Dajiang, there is never room for my opinion in your plan, you don't care about my feelings, my difficulties, my pain or happiness.You just want to go back and make our songs and nothing else, right?Oe.Zhiyun said uncontrollably, first it was grief and anger, then it was grievance, and finally it turned into sobbing.She covered her face with her hands, shrugged her shoulders slightly, and wept silently. Weaving clouds weaving clouds.If my plans hadn't allowed for your opinion, I'd have left long ago.Zhiyun, I stayed until today, to study this degree that I don't want to miss, and to change my established plan, just because of you.understand?Just because of you.Jiang Xiaofeng said sadly and flusteredly.Zhiyun's tears made him unbearable, but he couldn't change his plan and stay. He fell into extreme loss and pain. Zhiyun just lowered his head and wept without saying a word.Jiang Xiaofeng hesitated for a moment at a loss, stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, gently stroked her long hair, and called: Zhiyun, Zhiyun Zhiyun fell on Jiang Xiaofeng's chest, and cried for a while, finally vomited out some of the depression he had experienced all these times.She stopped crying and looked up at Jiang Xiaofeng. Dajiang, do you love me? Zhiyun, are you asking me that?Can't you feel it?Jiang Xiaofeng's voice was full of bitterness. Well, I feel it, of course I feel it.Then, Da Jiang, change your plan for me, stay!I really can't go back with you. Zhiyun, this is too difficult, don't ask me so, let's go back together!Isn't it natural to go back to your own country?Intellectuals like us should not be influenced by trends and fashions, let alone succumb to wrong ideas. We want to lead the fashion and correct the ideas of ordinary people.Jiang Xiaofeng's tone seemed to be praying.He frowned in distress, and the lock of hair on his forehead drooped again, looking a little depressed, and the usual free and easy heart was nowhere to be seen at all. Da Jiang, are you really unwilling to sacrifice at all?Unwilling to change your mind at all?If we settle abroad, can't we often go back to China?You see, don't many musicians take advantage of the holidays to return to China to give concerts?We can do that too.Our stay abroad does not affect your ideals.You think about it, don't you?Zhiyun's tone was so gentle that anyone would feel soft-hearted after listening to it. No, that's different, Zhiyun, you know it!I'm not going back to give concerts, that's not my purpose.My purpose is to use music to arouse the self-confidence of the nation.I'm going to create our song.Jiang Xiaofeng had a bitter face. Dajiang, what should we do then?We went on two roads.Zhiyun was sad. Zhiyun, don't be so persistent. You don't have to be so persistent.I really can't go back, that's what I planned before going abroad. Jiang Xiaofeng lost his mind, put his hands in his trouser pockets, stared blankly at the rising moon.The lyrics of Zhiyun's song "The Same Moon" suddenly came to his mind.He remembered the phrase: Motherland!A place I miss day and night.Let me return to your arms, motherland, my mother Zhiyun, you understand what you say better than anyone else, but what you do is another matter.He couldn't help but blurt out. You're saying I don't do what I say, right?But I think you are too imaginative.Even if you go back to China to create our songs, there is no guarantee that you will gain something.Zhiyun retorted without showing weakness. My mother said a word.She said: Those who sow may not necessarily see the flowering and fruiting, but if no one sows, there will never be a day of flowering and fruiting.No matter how much I harvest, whether I can see the flowers and fruits, I am willing to be the person who planted the seeds.Jiang Xiaofeng said stubbornly.The back is straight, the heels are standing firmly, and it is that stable like a mountain that will never move. Zhiyun sized him up for a while, seeing that he had no intention of changing his plan, he said sadly: Then you should be the one who planted the seed!I know you won't think about me, and you won't sacrifice anything for me.That's fine, let's do it!I'm leaving, I have to catch the train tomorrow morning!As she spoke, she walked back on the road back, her high-heeled shoes stepping on the gravel, making a rushing sound. Zhiyun, Zhiyun Jiang Xiaofeng caught up and grabbed her. let me go!Zhiyun broke free like a rabbit, and continued to move forward quickly. I will take you back.Jiang Xiaofeng said with a sigh. I don't want you to send it, I will go back by myself.Zhiyun raised his face proudly and said. Both of them were angry and stopped talking, and when they left the gate of the park, a taxi happened to be coming towards them.When the passenger got off, Zhiyun quickly got in, and with a single order, the driver immediately drove away with a bang. Zhiyun turned his head to look, and saw Jiang Xiaofeng's slender figure standing there firmly. The car went far away, and his shadow was blurred.He refused to change his mind for her, and she couldn't go back with him. She thought that the relationship between them had hit the rocks, and maybe it should be considered a break.This made her heart feel like being stabbed by a knife, bleeding with pain.In the car, she couldn't stop the endless tears.