Chapter 10 ten

Nansen's feat that night really made him famous!From the point of view of the students, this incident is between swordsman Tang Juan and Tang.Between Quixote, the clown's bravery is mixed with a hero's romance.Of course, some very avant-garde guys feel that they are still not enjoyable enough, and some bookworms who are born for going abroad are completely indifferent. What about the old-fashioned girls?I always feel that no matter what the reason is, even if there is a fire in the girls' dormitory, he should not rush in rashly, and set a precedent for entering the forbidden area!

Although there were divergent discussions and mixed reactions, the song of brother Ha jumping the wall to catch thieves had already been composed by Lao Su, who claimed to be the future great musician of the nation, and it became popular in the school. On the contrary, Nansen, the protagonist of this incident, muffled his voice and did not respond.He once went to the hospital to see the mental patient who was mistaken for a thief, and bought a basket of fruit and two cans of milk powder for him. I don't know if the formation of a person's mental illness is purely a physical problem?Personal environmental issues?Or did the whole society in which he lived gave him some stimulation and influence?

Once, he talked about this matter with Lao Gao in a very serious manner. He described his deep impression of the mental hospital, the condition of that person, etc., and decided that it was a problem worthy of in-depth study. Lao Gao didn't answer him directly, but asked: Are you personally interested in this matter?Or write a dissertation? how?Can't the graduation thesis be written with this matter?Don't forget that the smaller the angle you choose, the deeper the wedge. I have to remind you first that when you write papers in the future, besides Confucius, Mencius, Xunzi, Zhuzi, and Chengzi, you should use Zhuangzi and Laozi less, and especially listen to Gaozi, and use a few sentences of Gaozi to say, Lao Gaoruo He said meaningfully: Otherwise, it will be very difficult for you to pass the test with this kind of subject matter.

What tall and dwarf?Among the various schools of thought, I haven't heard what kind of character Gao Zi is!You are afraid that it is a volunteerism, and you have exalted the surname Gao too much!Nansen said. Lao Gao shrugged disapprovingly: Different schools of thought are different from public sales of tobacco and alcohol. You must first clarify your concepts. Academics cannot use the public sales system.After the philosophers, can there be no new philosophers?The Gao Zi I am talking about is a contemporary of Zhang Zi. Those who study Zhang Zi can get a master's degree, and those who study Gao Zi can get a doctorate. What's more, what you want to write is just a bachelor's thesis!

The more you talk about it, the more confused I become. I can't figure out Gao Zi, who is that Zhang Zi? good.Lao Gao said: Listen to what I told you as a joke: Once, we, a research institute produced a master, and Zhang Ziyue appeared several times in the graduation thesis of this master brother. The review committee members read this Zhang Ziyue, but they couldn't figure out who Zhang Zi was. Even though they searched books and rare books everywhere, they couldn't find any evidence to prove that Zhang Zi belonged to any dynasty or generation. this is very simple!Nansen said bluntly: If I were the review committee member, wouldn't it be enough to ask that classmate to ask?

Is it really that simple?Lao Gao said with a smile: Those senior professors and gentlemen are used to swollen faces to pretend to be fat. Who would like to carry the word ignorant?Since I don't understand it, of course Zhang Zi is considered a son by default!The first student who read the paper passed, and the second one was of course not to be outdone. After that, everything went smoothly, and that classmate's master's hat was officially put on. You've been talking for a long time, but you still haven't revealed who Zhang Zi is! No one knew at the time.Lao Gao said: Two years later, a professor who read the papers for the last time met a classmate of this master's degree by chance, and asked by the way: "Someone's paper seems to have been mentioned several times in it. Zhang Zi said how so, who is Zhang Zi?Until now, I have always had doubts in my heart, and I am very puzzled!The other party joked: Then teacher, how did you pass him?The professor said: I see that the previous Chinese scholars have all passed the exam. Of course they have their reasons. I am afraid that I am not very knowledgeable, so I dare not raise objections. The other party said: Let me tell you, the so-called Zhang Zi is our school Outside the back door, Lao Zhang who sells noodles!We often go to the noodle stall to eat noodles, and listen to his comments, everyone gave him a nickname, called Zhang Zi, what Zhang Zi said, of course, is Zhang Ziyue!When the professor heard this, he fainted leisurely.After waking up, he sighed and said: If academics go to the streets, my job will be ruined!Lao Zhang's argument about selling noodles actually appeared in his master's thesis, and he was listed alongside the sages and sages. Where did this come from?In fact, there is no need to make a fuss, the one said: I didn't say it, didn't you pass it naturally!It can be seen that the words of an illiterate noodle seller still have some academic weight!

Okay, okay, if you say it again, even I will faint from laughter!Nansen laughed and said: Irony, this is simply a great irony, are you telling the truth? Whether it is fact or not is not important to us. I regard it as a warning symbol, which is worth pondering. Lao Gao said: Lao Zhang who sells noodles is Zhang Zi, and so on. Of course, I am Gao Zi. , of course you are Li Zi.What I mean is: for anyone living in the world, the survival experience they provide is closely related to the overall survival situation of society.Although the density is different and the depth is different, they are all new nutrients formed by academics, especially sociology.Lao Gao was there again eloquently launching his strange theories.

In the wide and tree-filled Donghai campus, there are more than 900 male and female students, all like a group of youthful trees, each with their own understanding and expressing their different opinions, even if those views and opinions are biased or immature, And that is the necessary ladder to unleash creativity.Their different understandings of various things have gradually penetrated into their own minds, just like a disheveled sapling, with thousands of horizontal branches at the beginning. Guided by Lao Gao's strange theories, Nansen thought about more and more problems alone.Sometimes he tries to clarify certain sociological theories in contemporary people's life thoughts, consciousness and behaviors; The joy of contemplative swimming.

This was something he had never experienced when he first entered the East China Sea. He is approaching adulthood.Although he has a childish light-hearted side, he also has a serious thought that can be called serious at the same time. After the wall jumping incident, he tried to avoid going to the girls' dormitory to find Meiqian.Old Su was right. People are afraid of being famous and pigs are afraid of being fat. Nansen has already deeply realized that when those curious girls see him, they will point and make comments, which makes him feel very cramped.On the contrary, Meiqian, Dawa, Xiaocui and other people who are familiar with him have never laughed at him. After a long time, Nansen also feels that it doesn't matter.Fortunately, before the end of the semester, everyone has no time to talk about it. A series of test waves, hotter than the heat wave, almost imprisoned people's hearts and eyes in the books.

My English is selected in group A, which is too rich to bear. It seems that I need to get glasses!He told Lao Su. Nothing to complain about, bro!Lao Su said: This is the focus of life, such as a locomotive climbing a hill, it’s no use just screaming, you have to keep adding water and coal! Where can I find so much water and coal? Let me tell you, you might as well add a little old Soviet-style optimism and tortoise-style love in the most tense moments.On Dadu Mountain, the freshness of our life has passed, and the days seem to have grown wings, and they fly so fast!What exams, K books, staying up late, all passed in the blink of an eye, why don't you feel nostalgic in advance?Memories are always good!

Yes, your words are worth a cigarette.Lao Gao said on the side: It is so enjoyable. You should tell those who are about to graduate!Lao He said: They don't have many steamed buns to eat!With the flowing water of the Yangtze River to the east, Li Ge will kick them down the mountain and squeeze them into the rolling world of mortals, which is really scary to think about.Our first year was ruined in a blink of an eye! In fact, everyone felt that the focus of the first semester of freshman year was the festive atmosphere of Christmas, while the focus of the next semester was seeing off graduates and passing exams.Although there are still three full years before graduation, at least it will constitute a kind of warning that the rolling time will also push them away. You all don’t need to be nervous, Lao Su said: Let some music lubricate your cells!Brother Ha's record player needs to be used to its fullest potential, otherwise, I'll have to yell at your nerves! The second and fourth rooms are still brisk under the invasion of Kaolang; every morning, Lao Gao first turns on the record player and uses music to lubricate the cells.There are not many days until the summer vacation. There is an English recitation competition in the school, using a unique stage performance.Nansen, Xiaocui, and Meiqian are in the same group, reciting the very childish song "The Dinner Party of the Mice", chanting words all day long, the black mouse, the white mouse, the fat mouse, and the thin mouse Lao Su is the tenor of the holy orchestra. In order to send off the graduating classmates, he is preparing for a large-scale concert. He practiced his voice in the back of the dormitory all day long. His voice is so loud that it can be heard for miles. Obediently, I can't bear it!Lao Gao laughed at Lao Su and said: If we call the little fairy the Oriole of the East China Sea, do you know what nickname you should get? It must be the Carrousel of the East.Old Su said. No, that would be too much of a grievance to your brother, Lao Gao said: You roar so loudly, you look like a donkey on the Dadu Mountain!People say: an ox does not know its strength, and a donkey does not know its face.If you had self-knowledge, you wouldn't compare yourself to Caruso. Wonderful!Old Su said: On that day, I will come to it and the sound of a donkey will linger in the beam, and it will not stop for six days.how?Brother Ha, the dinner party for your mice is about to begin! We still have to participate in the lottery. Nansen said: We will perform whatever programs we draw temporarily. Maybe we will not use the ones we have prepared in advance, but we stick our beards and recite a passage of Shakespeare. Alright, when the time comes, you will recite as the main chant, and I will hum in my nose, so it can be regarded as accompanying recitation. Old Su said: "Cover me well, guy!" The English recitation contest was held in Mingxian Hall as scheduled.Nervous, busy and excited first-year students crowded into a room, and on the small stage, a black velvet curtain hung with gold letters on it.Lao Su hugged Buddha's feet impromptu, and asked Lao Gao who was not participating in the recitation to make up for three minutes. When sending Nansen to participate in the lottery, he said: Sky Lingling, Earth Lingling, please don't get my old Su on stage to sing a monologue, that's not Shakespeare, that's a fool baring his teeth! Fortunately, what Nansen drew was the mouse dinner that they had prepared for a long time, and arranged for Old Su to be a black mouse. After applauding, Old Su grinned and said: This is a play in the gutter (homonymous with English), the mouse-playing treasure, I just need to move my lips, Brother Ha, you will help out in the back, just act as a double reed, and you'll be fine!I couldn't even recite a sentence, so I had to get an expression award. Just put on a disguise, black mouse, Nansen dragged him and said: Don't express your feelings wrongly, then I can't cover it up! In any case, everyone is very interested in this test method that combines learning and entertainment, and each group also has a wonderful performance. All the rats appeared on the stage bouncing around. These black, white, fat and thin rats all have their own merits. Only Lao Su is a silly rat who looks at the movements and expressions on the left and right. He made a lot of jokes, and in the end, he just got old-fashioned and tap danced on the stage, making everyone laugh.When Lao Su bowed and stepped down from the stage, some people applauded him for another one. How about it?Lao Su went backstage and said in English: We eat fat meat and bones in the gutter, and our disguised mice are all caught. No matter how many fools he makes, Lao Su always makes jokes.Xiao Cui said: Did you learn seriousness that day? second grade.Old Su said: In the third grade, apart from being serious, you have to think deeply and frown all day long.When I was in the fourth grade, I had to cry. One step away from this, where is Dadu Mountain?You girls are full of emotions, just wait and see the brothers and sisters who graduated and cry. The graduation ceremony of this year was held in the gymnasium. Guests, parents and relatives who gathered from all over the place made the quiet campus warm and noisy.That morning, the girls all went to practice chorus. Nansen and Lao Gao were fine, sitting on the lawn under the sun and watching from a distance.They saw those fourth-year students in black academic uniforms, accompanied by their family members and friends, walking around the campus, and there was a light of emotion in the eyes of both of them.Those classmates, who have already taken the last step of university, have become some vanishing and moving landscapes, and after three years, those people will all become themselves.They didn't say anything to each other. Lao Gao stroked the tender grass leaves under the sun with his hands, and Nansen looked at the clouds floating in the sky. The sound of the big organ, slowly flowing out from there, that heavy, thick, far-reaching and sonorous pipe sound, seems to describe the days when the seniors in the fourth grade were studying, expressing all their joy and sorrow in life , and their nostalgia for their alma mater and their own future expectations are always so vague, or are they too young? I really envy Lao Su's character.Lao Gao suddenly said: In this respect, he is much more free and easy than any of us You mean, we overthink it? It's a pity that so little has been done. The same cannot be said.Nansen said: Aren't we rolling all the time?What else can we do?Regarding society, we simply lack a deep and broad understanding; when we engage in creation, we lack the support of life, and it is a bunch of emotional sleepwalking; when we talk about academics, our hearts are even more conflicted.How important is this kind of academics that is locked behind the school gate? Except for the swarming science, Lao Gao smiled wryly and said: We don't study that kind of science.I think that not only us young people, but also more people who study history, study sociology, and engage in literary and artistic creation in today's society, if they are serious and responsible, they will all feel this way. What have they done? Nansen changed his posture and looked at the sky quietly. He remembered that Meizhen had said the same thing in the early years.What have we done for our own nation?They are all high-level intellectuals.In this congested society, there are countless knots to be solved, and new knowledge and young wisdom are needed to untie them.Every year, every year, from every campus, the solemn procession flocks to the society, and is swallowed up in a blink of an eye, as if the little knowledge acquired in the school and the ambitions established are only used to In exchange for a paper diploma as the basis for one's own job.Many rapidly aging hearts are like a group of fish trapped in a shallow pond. Seeing the scorching sun dry up the water they use to live, they can only sigh helplessly. These heroes who set off to society in the sound of the organ. Are you going to the concert tomorrow night? They sing hymns? I heard that most of them sing art songs. Well, said Nansen: We can't help but applaud our fellow Carrousel. In fact, our sacred orchestra has always been famous.Lao Gao said: After they were established, they once sang around the island, saying that they were well received by all parties.It's just that it won't have much impact on the audience who are used to the decadent music for a while, so we should cheer them up. In fact, Nansen has already decided to listen to the concert, not for Lao Su, but for Meiqian.She is really an excellent singer, not only the sound quality and timbre are beautiful, but every song she sings can deeply express her inner rich feelings, all of which belong to the deep and broad love of her life.He longed for that realm. Lao Gao saw what he was thinking and said: How are you and the little fairy? What's the matter?Nansen said. Since you are already hot at both ends, just be more popular and let it heat up.Human feelings cannot be forced, if they don’t come, it is painful to pursue them, but once they come, is it not painful to refuse them reluctantly? You know that the other party is finalized, why do you say this again?That's not the theory you've always insisted on, is it? It doesn't matter if it's finalized, it's whether you have the determination to pull her up again.Lao Gao smoked a cigarette, crossed his knees and said, "I'm not the only one who thinks this way. Professor Chen also said that you and her are a perfect match. She hopes to marry you one day." That's all she has to do is hope.How are you and Xiaocui? How many times did you quarrel?you mean. several times?Noisy is also one of the ways of love. Too bad it's only the last time.Lao Gao narrowed his eyes (eyes + wife), and there was a warm and moist light in his eyes, and he laughed a little crazy: We sat on the cold stone steps in front of the concert hall, the sun shone on her, I looked at her, and realized that I really in love with her So you get up like a white rabbit, don't you?Nansen said. More than a white rabbit?I almost got up, grabbed her hand and said: Xiaocui, I really want to marry you, if I have a way to keep you from starving in the future!Her eyes were wide open, as if suddenly startled, she said: "It's not too late when you have something to say, why bother talking nonsense."I said: No nonsense, I will be a playwright in the future, a playwright like Shakespeare and Ibsen.Forget it, old Gao.She said: Do you think that the kind of movie scripts you can’t shoot, TV scripts that can’t be produced, drama scripts that can’t be staged, and radio scripts that are difficult to air can support people?According to the constitution, I also have freedom from hunger!She cried and ran away while talking like this! The all-out battle of love and life!Nansen said: What happened next?I mean did she say anything afterwards? Where is the later?Lao Gao said: Let's stand still and keep a distance forever. I can't even be a tortoise!Brother Ha, you must know that what I said was completely impulsive, revealing my inner state at that moment, and I didn't seriously propose to her, forcing her to starve!She doesn't seem to understand the love on the belt! Alas, old Gao, you have lost even the love on your belt now! I'm looking for something to fill.Lao Gao said: I plan to set up a society. This society is called the Yuanren Society. It will strip our hearts naked. If it is approved to be established, will you join? I'm ready to be a consultant.Nansen said: If you don't care, I won't ask, so I can just sit on the sidelines and save some emotion. Why do you have to stand on the sidelines?Just sit back and watch the fire from the other side.Lao Gao said: Wait until one day, when you are empty enough to discuss something, we will still welcome you. Nansen patted Lao Gao on the shoulder. He really liked this friend who was obsessed with metaphysics. He respected him, and there was always some pity secretly mixed into his respect.Lao Gao likes pure and white things, butterflies and flowers, clouds and moons, and girls embracing youth; sometimes, he is very sober and calm, and sometimes he appears very weird, full of surreal thoughts. Their casual conversations always end up like this. After separating from Lao Gao, the graduation ceremony over there was over. Nansen met Professor Chen on the road, and she asked him to have lunch.At the dinner table, she talked with him a lot about schoolwork, and finally she asked him: Nansen, do you have any plans for summer vacation? Maybe just go home and sleep. Young and big children, no matter how they talk, they just sleep! The summer heat is just right for sleep, and I'm that kind of student.Nansen said this on purpose, making Professor Chen laugh. Sitting in the quiet and cool living room after dinner, Nansen and Professor Chen talked about Lao Gao; he knew that Professor Chen valued Lao Gao, a talented student, and he had praised him in front of many classmates, saying that he only had to work hard In the future, there will be special achievements in philosophy and literature, but in fact, Lao Gao is always abnormal and deflated.At least he felt that he and Xiaocui shouldn't have blown it up so quickly, and his script shouldn't have been slammed, which had a great impact on his emotions. I don't understand why, the professor said, "Lao Gao is one of the representative figures for us to enter society in the future. He always loses battles, which affects our morale." Is it really that serious?The professor said: You first eat half a papaya calmly. All in all serious.You haven't seen him in such a distraught state yet, it was okay at first, but when it comes to the part between him and Xiaocui, I think he is a bit pitiful, he is obviously in love, he can't handle it, and he insists What more than a belt! Gao Yuan really has the character of a writer, but it's a pity that he is too stubborn.The professor said: True literature should go beyond social perception.However, in terms of his creative attitude, Gao Yuan lacks real concern for the social group. A writer is a carer for the group, not just a guide. What's the solution when love collapses like this?professor. He and Xiao Cui are not suitable.The professor said calmly: This kind of thing is rare.The girl who is really suitable for the plateau may not be here. She should have experienced pain and knows how to cherish genius. Nansen nodded silently, feeling that Mr. Chen's views were both sharp and accurate, and he explained the problem thoroughly in a few words. Why isn't Meiqian with you?The professor asked him: You two are quite suitable. Nansen blushed immediately. We only worked together when we edited the magazine, and you know, she was already engaged. That didn't matter, being engaged was not the same as being married. We're just friends who, uh, know each other a little better, and we can't talk about anything at all right now. Having said that, knowing that the words on her lips are somewhat against her will, why isn't Meiqian like this?When the two are together, the air immediately becomes warm and sweet, and the words are also sweet. Maybe the two have a bond of mutual restraint in their hearts, and there is always a slight distance in the intimacy. This is a secret that can't be revealed to anyone, fearing that the professor's concerned questioning will break it, Nansen had no choice but to say that something happened, left hastily, and slipped back to the dormitory.Very early the next day, he sat in Mingxian Hall with Lao Gao and He and waited.The posters had been posted everywhere, and there were still two hours before the concert, and there were only three of them in Mingxian Hall.The purple-red velvet curtain hangs quietly in front of them, and a piece of sunlight crawls on the velvet curtain like a slow-climbing golden-shell snail. Now there are only four of us sitting here, I said Lao Gao, Nansen said: I want to ask you formally, do you care about others? How can there be four people?He said: There are only three of us. Don't shout, Nansen put his gloves on He's ear, and said softly: On the chair next to you, sits an old man with a white beard, he is Jesus of Nazareth. Lao He suddenly realized with a smile and said: What did Jesus come for?Is he interested in listening to your argument? No, Nansen said: He's fine tonight, and he's here to listen to the orchestra's concert, so let's talk in a low voice, so as not to make him frown.He turned to Lao Gao and said: Now, you answer my question. I can't hide my heart, Lao Gao said: I am not the savior Jesus.Caring for people may be an inexhaustible obligation for me, but it is not a basic responsibility, because I never ask anyone to care for me. So what are your responsibilities? breathe.The old man shrugged his shoulders and said: In other words, it is survival.This is not the way of the West, I have my own logic. Talk about your logic, keep it simple. It is not clear, Lao Gao said: This is not a question of few words.You can read my paper in the future, when it is not rejected, you will naturally read it. Okay, I still want to ask you, do you want to marry a wife in the future? Marry of course, Lao Gao said: This is a matter of survival, even if it is helpless. Then do you care about your wife?Nansen said: At that time, a dozen children were born, are you still talking about more than the belt?I don't want to argue with you anymore, old Gao.I advise you to use a little remaining energy to touch God's puffy beard, get a little religious, and reconcile with Xiaocui!In this world, there can be no transcendent philosophy, but there must be no humanity. Hey, Brother Ha, where did you learn this trick?Lao Gao said: Why didn't you perform on the spot yesterday? You know I didn't sleep well last night?Old Gao.Nansen said: Fortunately, the summer vacation is coming, I don't want you to answer me now, just take advantage of the vacation and think about it carefully. Seeing the rare sincere expression on Nansen's face, Lao Gao swallowed back what he wanted to say, and said after a while: Maybe I really have some flaws, personality flaws, you have found out, if possible, I will re-cultivate for another five hundred years. A piece of afterglow from the sun climbed to the top of the curtain, gradually faded, and disappeared from between the beams.The students who participated in the concert had already arrived, so Nansen didn't say anything to Lao Gao. More students poured in, filling up the front row seats.The yellow glow of the chandelier splashed down from the top of the people's heads, and the stage quietly waited for the curtain to open.Lao Gao and Nansen put together the topics they had just argued about, and talked about the concert naturally. It's not ideal to use Mingxian Hall as the venue for the concert!Nansen said with some emotion: the capacity is small, the sound is not concentrated, the width and depth are not enough, and the stage is not qualified at all The ideal place is in Vienna, man.Lao Gao said: This is not a concert hall, but a small chapel dedicated to the East China Sea. It is always enough to say that it has the conditions of a small chapel. So, what about our national concert halls, the concert halls of universities? Under study plan construction.Lao Gao paused for a moment and said: According to official reports, it was included in the plan ten years ago, but it was temporarily shelved due to lack of funds. However, sooner or later, the plan will be re-researched. If I were a first-rate musician, I would definitely refuse to play or sing in such a place.Nansen said. That's okay, Lao Gao answered immediately: Then you go to the side to cool off.What our society loves are pop songs and Huangmei tunes, which are supplied in a steady stream. Without good music, they can still live well. It's hard for me to agree with your self-defeating attitude, Mr. Gao.Nansen couldn't hold back, and said with anger: Is there no ideal music venue, and the music of our nation is allowed to shrink like this? Can you calm down a little, Brother Ha.Don't forget that this is a church, you can pray.Lao Gao said: Back in Taipei during the winter vacation, I ran into a man with disheveled hair in front of a hotel in downtown Ximen.Do you know who he is?Lao Gao, my friend told me.Like an escaped prisoner, I said.Seeing him walk into the hotel!A famous contemporary composer, my friend said: He lived in Europe for many years, and he wanted to go back to China to develop our national music, but he spent all day drinking in hotels to cure his worries. His concentration is not enough.Nansen said. Don't draw conclusions too early, okay?Lao Gao said: You must have heard his early works Nostalgia, right?More of his scores are given away for free, and he can't find a band to play. In this case, what else can he do besides drinking?I admit that our music needs to be revitalized, but it is still very early!What happens today is that society wants our musicians to drink, but not for free. The concert started, and the two stopped talking. The purple-red curtain slowly swung to both sides, and all the members of the sacred orchestra lined up on the stage, singing the hymn Hallelujah with the accompaniment of the piano.The sharp soprano and Shen Hong's bass were mixed, and the sound wave shook the audience, with an unusually pleasant solemnity.This song can be regarded as the prelude before the start of the concert. Then, Meiqian stepped out from the row in the front row, representing the sacred orchestra, and explained the purpose and significance of the concert. Brothers and sisters who are about to graduate and leave school!She said in a slow and deep voice full of emotion: We have been together for a year in a hurry, and today we are facing parting. Our classmates at school will never forget the days when we lived and studied together in the arms of Mount Dadu.The stars are scattered in the sky at night, we are scattered in all directions like stars, but we are not alone, we will shine on each other, warm each other, and pass the news between us like the wind carries the spring news Enthusiastic applause broke out, interrupting her words, with a pure smile on her face, standing in the rain of applause, waiting.Nansen closed his eyes and listened to her bead-like rolling voice. It was not just words, but a soft poem with the rhythm of music. After the prolonged applause stopped, Meiqian went on to say: Our fellowship held this concert as a farewell. We dedicated part of the sacred music to the Creator we believe in, and another part of art songs to the era we belong to.May our brothers and sisters who are about to leave school enter the era with the great love of the Creator, care for the people, and achieve themselves. The first part of the program begins, and Pastor Ball is invited to be the conductor. The official concert of the Sacred Orchestra was a success. Even Lao Gao, who has always been out of breath, had to admit this fact. That is to say, although our music environment is not ideal, there are more young people who have a special interest in music and art. People are able to overcome all the difficulties in conditions, and their hard work shows their achievements.Sacred music songs flowed and rippling like that, making the whole night enshrouded in a peaceful and soft atmosphere.The emotion of the singing, the slow melody, the up and down rhythm, and the rich changes in the song, all have the magic power to hold your breath! After each song was sung, when the piano accompaniment stopped, the applause surged like sea waves, and the waves rolled across the stage. I dare not say that I have faith in Christianity, Lao Gao said: But I cannot but be moved by such religious music.It sings their beliefs, magic, love, and hope, making people imagine that the world is still beautiful and respectable. This time, I completely agree.Nansen said. Old Su showed Harry showing his teeth there!He pointed to the back row of the sacred orchestra and said: He really has religious beliefs because of the chick? No.Lao Gao said: He was just curious and went to stroke the beard of Jesus Christ.He heard too much treble, I will go to the ear hospital. Surprisingly, Lao Su performed very well tonight, without the usual greasy smell at all.It’s just that the optimism is a little bit too much, showing the style of a big singer who is used to exaggeration. His shoulders are straight and flat, which complements his specially processed hair, a bit like winning a battle. rooster. Now, it's our future great singer Su's turn, nicknamed the Donkey of Dadu Mountain, to sing for us a few masculine, majestic songs belonging to the Anti-Japanese War era, awakening and motivating us, and making our own era In our own creation and struggle, enrich ourselves, and let the light of this era shine on history.The classmate who reported the program, such a loud introduction, made Lao Su so excited that he raised his voice by half a scale when he started. The flag was fluttering and the singing was over, which was met with applause. Then, pinching his throat, he sang another song, which he sang brilliantly.Lao Gao boasted that his throat is highly elastic, and he can sing without being dumb or tearing.He came to listen to the singing with an attitude of admiration, saying that after listening to the songs sung by Lao Su, he felt a little nostalgic for that era. Nansen felt the same way as He did, although their young generation only had a rough idea of ​​that era from books and rumors.Suffering demonstrates the nation's indomitable character, and the raging heat has given too much training and encouragement to the young people; the magnificent, bright, and mural-like colors will reflect the ordinary youth of this era. Even when they are awake, they wake up in powerless pallor, unable to pull out their habit of indulging in pleasure.In such a concert, Lao Su specially chose and sang these songs, which should have its special meaning. I hope there will be more contemplation amidst the warm applause. Nansen didn't know what other people thought, he was really thinking about it himself, and he didn't wake up from his contemplation until Meiqian appeared on the stage as a solo show. Meiqian wore a light blue dress top and a white round skirt, and was held up on the stage by a bunch of round lights. The first song she sang was a Tianlun song that her classmates were very familiar with. She said that this song was dedicated to orphans. A song that everyone can sing, sung by Meiqian, everything will be different!She sang the Tianlun song, completely expressing the orphan's sad and unspeakable emotions in a gentle and sad tone without being excited, forming a kind of narration.Her expression was gentle, a little sad and sad, and there was a thin layer of wet light in her bright eyes. Even though she sang a little passionately at the high point, she immediately turned round, which made Nansen feel that at this point, she Much like John.Baez style, reserve and restraint.The more this is the case, the stronger the impact of the singing is, and the restrained pain makes people feel so heavy that they can't breathe. After she sang this song, some female students in the front row were wiping their tears with handkerchiefs, and many students praised her for singing so well. Do you know why the little fairy likes to sing this song?One girl said to another: She has no father. Yeah?But she never mentioned why she sang so bitterly, she has that sincere emotion. Nansen suddenly felt an icy cold tide rolling over violently and quickly, submerging his whole body and soul!他和美倩相處了這麼久，過從得這樣密切，卻錯估了她，總以為她生長在幸福的家庭裏，才會養成這樣好的性格，怎會猜想到她是失父的孤雛？有一種說不出的感情，在心裏咬嚙著，一時連自己也分不清是同情？是關切？還是其它什麼？像美倩這樣的女孩子，是不會接受世俗的同情的，她的宗教信仰使她站立著，發出忘我的，關愛人群的光環來。她跟眉珍情形一樣，都是失去了父親，由這些時日的相處，可以想像得出，她比眉珍更為堅強。 台上的節目更換著，南森沒有心情去欣賞了。 我用得著跟美倩提起這件事？好好的安慰她，還是把它放在心裏，暗暗的照顧她，使她更快樂？但這些都彷彿是多餘的，美倩從來不曾需要誰去安慰她，照顧她。她生命的道路，寬闊，平坦又非常的明亮，環境並沒能影響她，或是挫折她什麼。 噯，哈老哥，散會了！你打算替耶穌看門？ 老高這樣一吆喝，南森才抬起頭來，他發現銘賢堂的人都走空了，只落下他們三個，老賀不習慣晚睡，沒精打彩的打著呵欠。 聖樂團的人呢？ 他們去福利社吃冷飲。老賀說：要找他們聊天，你們兩個請便，我要回寢室睡覺去了。 要睡覺你先請便，老高說：我們要平靜平靜細胞裏的音樂感，不然會鬧失眠。 老賀走後，兩人踱到福利社，那兒鬧鬨鬨的全是人，把桌面擠得滿滿的。南森原想見見美倩，美倩卻不在那兒。大娃娃、老蘇和小翠坐在一起，把他們招呼過去。小翠跟老高，前幾天鬧過彆扭，因此小翠見了他，還有些餘忿沒消，拿眼瞪著他，老高有些不安，低下頭，玩弄著汽水瓶子。 哈老哥，小仙女的歌聲如何？Old Su said. 實在不錯，南森說：除了你之外，沒人能跟她相比。 那當然，那當然。老蘇笑說：連大娃娃都誇說我是歌唱天才！她說我那幾支歌，把黃自作曲時的精神全都抖出來了。妳說是不是，大娃娃？ 就是嘛，我一點兒也沒保留。大娃娃神祕的說：你歌唱得很成功，應該請他們的客。按照剛才的老例子，每人一瓶天然果汁。 果汁叫上來，老蘇雖然破鈔，卻樂陶陶的。談起他怎樣在演唱會前苦練的事來，他認為演唱幾支雄壯昂揚的歌，是替音樂雪恥，洗一洗多年來它被萎靡的流行歌蹂躪的羞辱。 我看出我歌唱的效果，他說：台底下，好多漂亮女孩都在向我老蘇行注目禮，當我一想到我的歌聲會使她們從林黛玉變成花木蘭，簡直過癮極了！ 我們吃你的果汁更過癮。大娃娃說：為了敲你請客，我至少說了一打好聽的話，不過，既然吃了你的果汁，又不好不說幾句真的，你別在那兒老王賣瓜了，還是收斂一點罷。 好哇，原來妳是故意捧我，老蘇把大娃娃瞧了一瞧說：就憑這一點，我該再請妳吃幾塊蛋糕，要妳添上十斤膘。 別挖苦人好不好？Wicked! 妳要敲我請客，自己害自己嘛！ 大娃娃氣得嘟囔的說： 要你管，你這標準的小器鬼。她這樣說著說著的，又嘆嗤笑出來了。 像這樣的磨牙鬥嘴不知是哪個興出來的，在年輕的群體裏面，的確調劑了平常呆板的生活，使他們迸出快樂的笑聲來。他們把單純的快樂叫做很東海的，而大娃娃和老蘇都是屬於同一個模式很東海的模式。她常年難得生一次氣，她覺得鑽牛角尖去思考這樣思考那樣，帶著焦急和憂慮的神情討論未來都不正常。她主張要平平實實的學習，自自然然去生活，這跟南森的觀點是完全相反的。不過他跟她從沒爭辯過，因為她從不跟任何人爭辯，她只是單純的保持著她自己。 南森因為心情沉重，儘管內心羨慕著大娃娃那樣容易獲得單純的快樂，他自己卻無法快樂起來。美倩那種略帶傷感和憂愁的歌聲，一直在他耳邊迴響著，他原以為會在這兒找到她，跟她說些什麼的，誰知她早已單獨的回寢室去了。他坐在一邊聽他們談笑，心卻不在這裏。 南森，你想睡覺了不是？said the big baby. 哦，沒有，我我只是在想些事情。 快別想那些鬼事情，三個月後，我敢保險你會長得胖胖的，像個大經理。 I gotta go.Nansen said. 小仙女不在，你就坐不住，老蘇說：你走，我們也走。 幾個人走出福利社，天上密佈著繁星，校園裏樹彤叢叢，墨潑在路上，幾隻螢火蟲拖著綠色的光尾，在黑裏穿飛著。他們一路上又談起許多事情，最後談到暑假，暑假轉眼就到，他們也要告別大度山，彼此暫時分別一個時候了。南森除了覺得時光匆促外，多少有些離情別緒，真的，一學年來許多生活裏的瑣事，就要因暑假的來臨，暫時給結起來，放在一邊了。但人的手指不能按住太陽的臉，總要跟飛逝的日子賽馬，想在一明一暗之間，抓住一些最美的，最後卻仍從指縫間漏掉！ 這樣漫長的暑假，應該做些什麼呢？ 別的人也許都想著這事，空氣便沉靜下來。 暑假在我是不成問題的，老蘇說：我家的老頭會讓我下田去捉泥鰍，讓太陽把我曬得像非洲來的，他說那樣子才算健康。 誰要找我也容易，老高說台北電影街的首輪戲院樓上後排，我有在冷氣裏睡覺的習慣。 既然以睡覺為目的，何必要去演西片的地方？國片的戲院票價便宜，同樣享受冷氣。 即使做夢，我也怕夢見那種肉麻兮兮的健康寫實，老高說：我是大腦觀眾，他們卻是小腦作業。 你作何打算，哈老哥？ have no idea.Nansen said. 南森，你不知道？路旁有個聲音說：剛剛亨德教授到宿舍去找你，他問你暑假要不要去花蓮？ 南森一聽，原來是先回寢室的老賀，就說： 去花蓮幹什麼？釣魚嗎？ 也許是罷，老賀說：釣魚的機會是有的，林美倩已經報了名。暑假期間，工作營要到花蓮神學院去，計劃實地做些事，並且討論教會和青年問題，亨德教授說的。 乖乖，老賀也學會開玩笑了！老蘇說：讓哈老哥跟小仙女這麼一放單，回來的時候，就該八九不離十啦。這才是真正的健康寫實呢。 誰像你小子那樣邪！南森說：講實在的，就憑亨德教授這種精神，就使我感動。他是個真正的教育工作者，臨退休了，還這樣的熱心帶領我們。 , 如果還有空名額，我也願意報名。大娃娃說：小翠怎麼樣？ I?我得先徵求家裏同意才能做決定，當然我心裏願意去。小翠說：橫貫公路對我，仍祇是一個地理名詞，我們住台中，應該先走一趟。 花蓮是個使人嚮往的地方，座落在鯉魚潭畔的神學院，更是個風光明麗的所在，橫貫公路通車前，很少有人提到那個地方；大家一談起花蓮來，興致可大了。南森還記得，中學時代聽人談過花蓮，在他原始的朦朧印象裏，那兒除掉有一座海港之外，該算是群山環抱的窮鄉僻壤，高山、大海、山地人，荒涼的鯉魚潭，常常鬧地震，鬧颱風，而且還傳說若干年後，整個市區都會陷落到海底去，聽來特別恐怖。不過，後來他接觸過由花蓮來的朋友，改變了他最初的臆想，他們說起美崙山的風光，花蓮港的美麗，說即使花蓮市沉入海底，他們也不願離開那裏。新的說法撼動過他，使他久久的夢想著，有一天，他要到東部去，在那兒住上一段日子。 這正是一個難得的好機會！he thinks. 當晚他就發了一封信回家，決定隨著工作營去花蓮了。