Chapter 11 eleven

The work camp car set off. There are more than 30 people in the car, and there are 21 girls. Every girl knows Nansen who jumped over the white wall, Romeo!Romeo!called him.Nansen squeezed into the corner at the end of the car, and they looked back at him from time to time.Xiaocui was not able to participate, but Lao Gao, who got the information wrong, fell headlong into it, and no longer had the opportunity to sleep in the air conditioner. Meiqian and Dawawa sat in the front row, and when they looked up, they could see their backs with fluttering hair.However, in this environment, Nansen felt that the world was far away, and he was afraid that the eyes of those girls and the possible discussions behind Meiqian would destroy Meiqian's peaceful life.

Fortunately, Lao Gao was by his side, so he could talk and pass the loneliness of the journey.So, he talked to Lao Gao about this job, and Lao Gao said: I think the church is sometimes very patient. They are very willing to discuss the issue of God with many young non-Christians. This is a kind of progress. From the perspective of church history, God was not allowed to be discussed or doubted in the early years. Last year we were in the North, and we went to a church-sponsored summer camp, and thinking about it, that's funny!Sitting next to Lao Gao, a classmate surnamed Lei from the third grade of the Sociology Department said: The pastor took us to hold an open-air symposium on the seashore, and the topic of discussion was whether there is a God or not?After some debate, the conclusion is that there is no such thing at all!The pastor was very angry, stood up and said: How can it be said that there is no God?Where did you get everything you ate, drank, lived in, and used in the summer camp?A classmate whispered on the side: That is not the church cheating in the name of God!If there is no God, it would be strange if your job is not smashed!

Then your brother should not participate in the work camp this time. Nansen said: Since you believe that there is no God, why come here to cheat food and drink? No, you are mistaken!I am in favor of the existence of God, but we have not become good soldiers of Christ. Our minority votes were rejected. According to the way of meeting, the minority always obeys the majority. That being the case, you have no reason to be funny.Nansen said: You are now a defeated soldier of Christ. But I was blessed at camp, Ray said: I ate well, slept well, and learned a lot of country dancing. It can be seen how magnanimous and merciful your God is, Lao Gao said: It can be seen how worthy of your belief in Him!You must understand that those who are rejected are a minority, and those who are saved are also a minority!

The car was driving fast, and the wind was like a broom, sweeping away all their words.The girls couldn't keep a little bit of happiness in their hearts, so they shook them out happily.As soon as the car passed Dongshi, they sang crazily. After singing one song, they changed to another one, and even sang all the cradle songs their mother sang. Unfortunately, they are not good babies, and the more they shake, the more energetic they become. If they kept on singing, how many hours would they have to sing?Nansen asked. There are still seven hours to sing! This can be called a long-distance singing across the road, which is no less than a marathon long-distance running. Nansen said: We are in a music car!

Let's play poker, Lei suggested: The east side of the crossing road has the most beautiful scenery, and the west side has nothing special. I think it's better to look at the mountains and rocks.Nansen said. As soon as the car entered the embrace of the mountain, a kind of cold and icy fresh air seeped into the car window, which made people very energetic.Those wonderful mountain rocks, dyed with light yellow and brown moss, rotate outside the car, and the ferns show a kind of transparent and bright green, swaying in the wind, like thousands of waving arms, welcoming those who come into the mountain young traveler.

On the mountain road between the two peaks, the car turns around, one mountain pass after another, there is always a sense of freshness. The sun happened to pass through the cloud barrier and shine on the green treetops all over the mountain, emitting a round of light that is rarely seen on flat ground. It only took a moment for the fog to lock the entire peak again. The singing voices of the girls echoed in the valley, and the wonderful scene of nature made their singing voices extraordinarily vivid. The car stopped in Lishan for half an hour, where there was a flat plain, a bus station, an unfinished guest house and a few buildings.Professor Hend asked everyone to get out of the car for activities, eat the lunch boxes they carried before leaving.The girls rushed out of the car first, as happy as a flock of chirping sparrows.

We simply watched the sky from the bottom of a well. In Dadu Mountain, we thought there was only one dream valley in the world. Who knew there were 110,000 dream valleys here! To be honest, Dream Valley is not beautiful. Compared with the scenery here, it looks like a small nose and small eyes. Because of us, Dream Valley is beautiful. It is precisely because of this great crossing road that the scenery here is beautiful. Otherwise, it can only be seen by monkeys, and no one appreciates it. Beauty loses its meaning, doesn’t it? Speaking of which, we should also thank those retired officers and soldiers. Without them sweating and pioneering, where would this road be?

Nansen finally jumped out of the car, and a group of girls were already bouncing and running to see the cliff.The big baby sat on a chair at the station with a tired expression on his face, while Meiqian stood on the other side, looking up at the flowing clouds in the mountains in the distance.Nansen walked over, and Meiqian greeted him silently with kind eyes. Both of them seemed to want to say something, but they didn't say anything. I didn't expect you to come.finally she said. But here I am!He said: I like mountains, and I prefer to find a fresh life. Have you ever written to Meizhen?she asked.

Nansen didn't answer her, but asked instead: Have you written to your Chen?Are you going to Hualien? him?He is already waiting for me in Hualien!Meiqian said with a gentle smile. Nansen was taken aback for a moment, and he immediately remembered that Meiqian had told him once that her fiancé had always treated her as a queen, so he really wanted to see what kind of person Chen was?Between himself and Meiqian, is he qualified enough to build an insurmountable barrier? Meiqian, how long will it take us to get to Hualien?The big baby yelled over there: The car bumped and made my bones ache.

That's bad, there's still half the way!Meiqian said. And when you get there, there might be a country dance party for you to attend.Nansen then said: This is the best chance to lose weight more effective than taking medicine. It's over!The big baby shouted: "Halfway to go, my bones will be knocked apart!"I really envy Professor Hender. He is in his seventies and has more stamina than us on long-distance travel. But after eating the lunch box, the big baby regained her spirits and asked her classmate with a camera to take a few more photos for her, so that she could send a picture of her father who is far away overseas.

The car took them away again.Turning left and turning right around the mountain, once Tianxiang passes by, those rocks look even more beautiful and soft. Some strange rocks hang upside down from mid-air, forming some deep tunnels. The stream under the mountain stream is blue and blue. People are thirsty, and there are peaks standing on the cliffs across the stream, straight into the clouds on the zenith, far and near, there are countless, feather-like forest tops, but the car is driving too fast In the blink of an eye, many beautiful scenery have become some reliefs in the impression. I didn't expect that Hengguan Road is so beautiful.Lao Gao said. We'd better do it again next year.Nansen suggested: It is best to go hiking. Strangely, when we arrived at the place with the most beautiful scenery, the girls had no voice at all!Lei said: These movable vases are too brittle! Who said that?Lao Gao said: Some of them are members of the Yushan Mountain Climbing Team, and this is where you can see with your eyes. Some students in front were talking about the great project of this peak road. Nansen closed his eyes and listened attentively.He couldn't imagine the long days of nearly five years, the hardships of those engaged in road construction projects, how many tons of hard and tenacious rocks need to be built for every minute of driving, every bridge and tunnel?How much blood and sweat did you spend?This is not just knowledge and experience, but years of work.The footsteps of the pioneers, in the practice of hard work, through the years and years of wind and rain, snow and frost, wrote this road from the high clouds, like a vigorous and majestic ancient seal, and like a flying cursive script, It makes people remember, and makes people feel a sense of desolation that is both magnificent and beautiful. After passing Taroko, you can see the maroon soil at the foot of the mountain, and a gust of wind with a strong local flavor swells everyone's lungs.Some students pointed to the sea in the distance, the blue piece was in line with the sky, and they couldn't tell where the sea was?Where is the sky?Hualien Port lies on the arms of the Pacific Ocean, surrounded by large rice fields and sugarcane plantations, and looks extraordinarily gentle in the light of the approaching dusk. How do you feel, bro? It's like I drank moistening lung soup, this air.Nansen said: In Taipei, you can't buy a bite for a million dollars!Compared to here, the air in Taipei is like muddy water in the gutter. Well, we're all millionaires! The car stopped in Hualien, and the city was already full of lights.Professor Hender took them to find a restaurant for dinner, and told them that they still had to take a car to the countryside, and the downtown area was about an hour's drive away from the seminary.When they heard that there was still a ride, the girls were too tired to make a sound, and there was no reason to make a sound.The big baby frowned, pitifully just beating his back. Meiqian was sitting by the window, she seemed to be in good spirits.In a crowded place, compared with many girls, she shows her unique peaceful personality. She always listens to other people's conversations with great interest, and rarely expresses her own opinions. On her pretty face, With a constant smile, Nansen remembered that she said that Chen was waiting for her in Hualien. Now that it was dark, Chen didn't go to the station or come here. Maybe she was really in a hurry?In any case, from her smiling face, there was no trace of anxiety and waiting.She is the girl who can swallow and digest loneliness best. Is this closely related to her religious heart?If it was replaced by a girl who loves to make things small, it would be no wonder if she was so angry! After dinner, I got on the bus again. The road was dusty and sandy. Lao Gao was chanting scriptures and said that he was going further and further into the countryside. Some students played poker to refresh themselves.The sky is dark, and I have never felt such a dark feeling when I took a night train in the west. The headlights of the bus swept across the rocky dirt road, strange and mysterious, and the night spread quietly, covered by the roar of the bus. After everything, from time to time, the branches of a row of trees brushed against the car window, making people wake up in the dim light, and wash their face with the dark night. I arrived at the seminary just after nine o'clock. It was located on a hillside, and it was so dark that I couldn't see anything.The host came to meet them and assigned dormitories.After a long day on the road, the girls were busy going to bed.Lao Gao, Nansen and a classmate from Hualien set up a dragon gate array under the corridor lamp.The cool night wind splashed people like a basin of cold water, and the more they chatted, the more energetic they became. This kind of casual chat is a spiritual sacrifice.Nansen said. It should be said to be a supper for the soul.Lao Gao said, I don't understand why the young people from the mountains have such a strong sense of religion?Nansen picked up the topic they had just discussed and said: It is said that most of the students enrolled here are from the mountains. how?Do you doubt their ability to preach? I am not a deacon in the church, so what reason do I have to ask about these things?I was thinking, how can they jump out of the primitive, polytheistic, and even face tattooed mountain cultural customs, and accept a completely different teaching of Christ?Religious education is also a kind of education in essence. From this aspect alone, it is powerful and successful, and can be used as an important reference for social education and school education. Obedient, it's exactly the tone of the representative of the education inspection team! You got it wrong, old Gao.Our so-and-so study group never considered such questions, they just took the opportunity to take a public-funded sightseeing trip. That may be because the church is more patient, and education requires patience.Of course, it is also true that Christianity itself has a certain degree of influence.Ray said. The angle you are looking at is too narrow.Lao Gao said: Anyone can see that the Christian church is going from bad to worse in the city, and its influence is getting weaker and weaker.Every church either raises a new batch of superstitions, or raises a batch of sweet-mouthed and black-hearted Pharisees!It has to develop towards the lower culture in the countryside, use the old methods, and make some achievements to cover up the incompetence and laziness of the missionaries. But they are finally doing it patiently, aren't they?Ray said. Sometimes, people also develop patience in order to keep their jobs.Lao Gao said humorously: It seems that patience is not a rare thing.If there is an opportunity to discuss religious issues after tomorrow, I will express my inner feelings, put aside prejudices, and I will say: Christianity has declined in the hands of a group of defeated Christians in the contemporary era!I do not mean its teachings, but the incompetence of the church, so incompetent as to create superstitions, and simply lacking in the ability to explain its teachings in depth. Does the church exist to persuade an old man?Nansen said: preaching should also be popularized, right? The bad thing lies in this popularization.Lao Gao said: The popularization of preaching, the popularization of literature, and the popularization of art!What kind of big?illiteracy?Headhunters?Cannibal African natives?There must be a certain degree, right?As a result of the popularization of religion, it has simply become a part of the Ministry of Social Education. I admit that it does have some functions, reducing crime and suicide in this society.Because in this regard, believers are indeed a little more self-restraint than non-believers, and many missionaries often boast of it! It was another question that could not be concluded, and Nansen yawned. In the past year in Donghai, he felt that he often raised a small question from his life experience as a discussion material among classmates.Each time, the conversation turned into an argument, debate, bickering, or strife.This is a part of life education. From society to culture, from the beginning of life to the question of death, the scope of discussion is vast, far beyond the limit of mutual knowledge, of which only one point is considered to be the same as each other. That is they both love to survive. Education for life?It should be counted; talk like this time, if you don't come to the work camp, you won't trigger this kind of thinking.Survival, in a trance, is like a nucleus rolling on the snow field, rolling and sticking.The growth of life is like a snowball, getting bigger and bigger.In this non-stop scrolling, there are only two exceptions, one is Lao Su, he always has an optimistic attitude, responds to all changes with the same, everything is hahaha.The other is Meiqian, who always maintains her own Qingming world and the world of love. And he himself is large and heterogeneous. When he fell asleep, he was still thinking about this question. At the meeting on the first morning, Professor Hend explained the work plan of this work camp in detail.In his usual gentle tone, the professor explained that the purpose of this event is to allow students to visit various constructions in Hualien and some schools in the mountains in a relaxed and happy gathering, and help the residents in the mountains to improve their living environment and make them more free. The spiritual exploration of these is exactly what Nansen needs. The environment of the seminary is quiet and beautiful; on the hillside, you can overlook Liyu Lake, a famous scenic spot in Hualien. Walking down the hillside covered with green grass, you can row boats on the deep and secluded lake.The pool is much wider than Bitan, and it is more elegant and beautiful due to the background of the wilderness; on the opposite side are overlapping mountains and rolling green trees, which want to stretch their heads to the center of the pool to drink water. .Whenever there is free time in the afternoon, most of the students go boating in the center of the pool to get close to the wild scenery. Nansen fell in love with this deep pool within a day or two. When he came back from visiting the schools and villages in the mountains that day, he originally wanted to invite Professor Hend to go boating, but it happened that he had something to do down the mountain, so he thought of looking for Meiqian, who knew that Meiqian had also gone down the mountain, and in the end, he finally held up the professor. baby. Where did Meiqian go?When he asked, the big baby blinked her eyes with long eyelashes. She walked with Professor Hender, she said: I heard that she was going to pick up a friend of hers. She didn't say who her friend was, but Nansen sensitively guessed that it might be Chen.For some reason, he suddenly had a desire to see the boy, so he had to wait until Meiqian brought him. On holidays, there are very few tourists from other places to swim in the pool, which makes the whole carp-shaped pool look extraordinarily quiet. The setting sun is about to sink, and the wind blows the scales in the pool, shining a rose-colored evening brilliance. Many female students did not dare to try rowing. They sat on the stone chairs by the pool for tourists to rest. Several male students were rowing clumsily. The splashed water fell on their heads, and their boats collided with each other from time to time. , causing screams and laughter. how?You don't want to go boating in the pool?Nansen said to the girls: The mountains over there are more beautiful, you should go and see them. We dare not.said a girl. Sitting on a boat, why not dare? They said the pool was too deep, and after the sun went down, there were water ghosts.The girl said: If you don’t believe me, you can ask the charterers. They don’t rent boats after nine o’clock, and some even burn incense and say goodbye. Water ghosts have such long teeth?Gnaw through the bottom of the boat and drag you away?Nansen turned to the big baby and said: I'm going to rent a boat, let's row it, do you dare? That depends on how you plan? Nansen pointed to the male students on the water by the pool and said: at least they won't be as clumsy as they are. The boats in Liyutan were flat-bottomed, which was different from the boats in Bitan. Nansen got used to it after paddling for a while.The sun sank behind the mountains, and the whole pool became quieter and softer.Nansen's boat steering skills are excellent. Slowly and slowly paddling, the boat glides steadily along the slope. There is no splash of water at the paddle position, only some spiral water ripples. You paddled really well.The big baby said: The girls on the shore are cheering for you. It's not just them cheering, you see, even the stone statues are flirting with me! The boat has already passed through the group of boats that can only paddle and circle, and has rowed away from the near shore. There are some stone statues standing on the slope bank. From a distance, they are just white and convex shadows. It's nice here.The big baby sighed in admiration. I like the beauty of primitive desolation, Nansen said: Think about what this pool looked like a few years ago?Miscellaneous trees are overgrown, and water birds inhabit here. The mountain tribes row not this kind of flat-bottomed boat, but the kind of two-sided canoe, which is very interesting.People like scenery, but people themselves will find out such scenery. Once a place becomes a sightseeing area, a scenic area or a recreational area, that place will be finished! Your appreciation style is too high. Why? . The big baby stretched out his hand to the side of the boat, gently scooped up the water and said: In my opinion, living in the open air, as long as there is a little rustic flavor, is better than the flashy and luxurious city life.The mountains are green, the water is blue, and there is no smell of cinders in the air, which is good enough.As for the scenery of deep mountains and great swamps, it is difficult to find here. Only when the mainland is recovered one day can we truly appreciate that kind of scenery, otherwise, there will be a lot of words everywhere. A wry smile appeared on Nansen's face, thinking deeply. squeeze?He seemed to be asking questions. Why not squeeze?Needless to say, in the city, there are long queues for buses, theaters, job seekers, etc. Everyone wants to squeeze someone out and let him be at the front; even the cemeteries in the countryside are crowded with graves. At some point, I am afraid that, like an underground shopping mall, an underground cemetery will be built. As Nansen listened, he suddenly stopped his oars and burst out laughing. What's so funny?The big baby said in surprise. I am reminded of a story told by Lao Gao. Is it a joke? Hope it's just a joke!He said that once a division chief died of illness in a unit. Four colleagues in that unit were the most enthusiastic and burned papers for two or three years in a row. The chief, section staff and clerk, once the chief died, all four were promoted to a higher level!This story shows how people are crowded, one by one, so crowded that no one can move! When the big baby heard this, she laughed so hard that she couldn't breathe. The boat floated horizontally on the wide water surface in the center of the pool. After a while, she took a breath and said pantingly: Regardless of whether what Lao Gao said is true or not, it reflects some facts. In a few years, you boys will put your diplomas on your heads, squeeze in the most crowded places, and talk about primitive and desolate scenery! When will we say anything? We haven't reached that time yet!If you can swim in the pool, just swim in the pool. People don't grow up in a day.I was thinking that no matter what kind of environment a person is in, as long as he can maintain a heart close to nature, he will not be easily crushed and squeezed into a medicine jar. I hope you can really be so energetic, just keep it to the end! Just wait and see.He picked up the oar again, and rowed vigorously, quite proudly. The boat was already approaching the mountains on the other side, and the smoky twilight rose from the forest, erratically covering the foot of the mountain, looking back at the slope over there, it was a vast expanse, and some students went back one after another.There is a bit of wind on the surface of the pool, and it is a bit cool. Boating at dusk is fun, isn't it?Nansen said: It's a pity that there is only one carp pond.But in such a remote place. It is interesting because of its remoteness.If in the west, people crowded people and boats crowded boats, wouldn't that just muddy the scenery as you said?said the big baby. So it is rare to find an interesting place, before it is vulgarized by common people, linger as much as you want.It would be even better if it catches up with the moonlit night. What's so good about being spooky?Don't forget, the boat is rented until nine o'clock, and we have to go back to dinner.The big baby smiled happily again. Dawawa is really a kind and lonely girl. One year of pride and two years of pride passed in a blink of an eye. She didn't seem to have favored any male classmates, and love never came to take care of her.But she still treats people with a foolish enthusiasm and handles things with a frank attitude, and never locks her brows.However, Nansen knew that deep in her heart, there was a kind of loneliness that she didn't want to be known, and she always used her hearty laughter to dilute it. Why isn't Meiqian like this? what's on your mind?Brother Ha. I didn't think about anything. Don't lie to me, the big baby said: I shouldn't be the one sitting on the bow today, but it's a pity that Meiqian went down the mountain. Do you think that when people reach our age, they should fall in love?Is there no exception? why not?Why do you have to restrain yourself?This is a very normal thing.To be honest, I don't agree with the idea of ​​your dog-headed military adviser Lao Gao, who advocates that you all hold some tortoise doctrine and dare not talk about ordinary love. It's based on economic issues, ideal realization issues, career foundation issues, and many, many issues. However, the issue of love, marriage, and the issue of the next generation are equally basic and important, aren't they?Want to love someone, already love someone, but dare not express, this is not philosophy, this is escape!The big baby said impassionedly: Brother Ha, watching you do things and learn, you are quite rough, but to Meiqian, you are too bad. I deny it. Deny what?Deny you love her? You know she's engaged.morally Forget it, what kind of reasoning is this?Do you know how Meiqian got engaged to that boy?She is the daughter of a poor family, and she is a neighbor on the same street as Dr. Fu. Her father is sick, and the doctor treats her father for free.The boy was younger than her, and now he was a junior college student, thin and pale, and he was a nod in front of Meiqian, what to say, what to do, Meiqian only regarded him as a younger brother, and had no love at all. I find it hard to believe that although she believes in religion, she would never use her marriage as charity. Even Jesus would not say such a thing? Why do you need to believe the facts?The big baby spit out the words that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time: she didn't give alms, her parents promised Meiqian to the Chen family in order to repay the doctor and at the same time have the idea of ​​climbing the rich family!The engagement certificate of the two was completed at Meiqian's father's bedside before his death. Poor her father always thought that Meiqian would be happy if she didn't worry about eating and drinking all her life! She didn't tell me any of this.Nansen said with some frustration: I always thought she was very peaceful and happy.She just needs friends. Why don't you say she needs love? Do you think I will make Meiqian happier? That is up to you! Nansen fell silent, struggling to paddle. It was gradually getting dark. Can I really make Meiqian happier?No one can answer this question for him, and Nansen's answer is no, no!Although such an answer makes my heart ache.Although the young people of this generation were born in peace and grew up in peace and happiness, few of them have really experienced the hardships of homelessness, but the vitality of life is the same as that of young people in any era, and their hearts are always awake, entering the history of ancient China, chasing The situation of the survival of the nation; the beacon fire that has lasted for many years, the many mournful cries recorded in the history pages, the cry for freedom, the cry of anti-violence, the humble suffering people who were almost smashed by a hammer and burned red The wish, although not in front of the eyes, still exists and continues to exist.Only when the mind is awake and dreams back in the middle of the night, it is often touched and touched. Those surging and vague feelings often burn people's hearts, making people lifted up and connected with the painful era in peace, so , life will have a heavy pressure, which can be said to be endowed by the sense of the times, and no one can get rid of that feeling, unless he has no conscience at all. And there are young people who escape this kind of pressure and pretend to forget it. Anyway, it is far, far away, outside the current real life. Therefore, dances can be danced, cigarettes can be smoked, girls can have love, You might as well get married, you might as well read books, you might as well keep foreign books, and you might as well stick to it before talking about everything! The core of the problem arises here. Young people are impatient to wait to pick up a pair of concepts and assign them to the burden, and regard the soft life as a temporary, expedient and reasonable life expression during the waiting period.Originally, I intended to imitate Xizhi's brushwork, so I used it as a big grass, but because of my lack of skill, I distorted the shape of life, not only superficial and unreal, but also difficult to distinguish! Has anyone pursued it? Some of the older generation can only shake their heads and sigh, complaining that one generation is not as good as the previous generation; the old-fashioned gentlemen insist on changing the cursive script to the traditional style, always scratching their heads and making self-righteous clamor.The old habits of young people who sketch themselves are hard to change, and they still go their own way and don’t take it seriously to the end. Whoever wants to take it seriously will immediately fall on the head with mocking words: Dude, why are you stiff shoulders, no one wants you to be a martyr! The opportunity to shed blood has not yet come!You are not born, what can you do?Let it go. This is a very solid knot. Temporary, expedient, and reasonable expressions of life will always be the kind of indistinguishable imitation grass; The glorious youth has long passed, and the ambitions of the year have long been lost and put aside for the time being. Will he just go with the flow and make do with it?Love and marriage are of course the basic problems of life, but they are only part of the basic problems.Thinking or seeking to untie the knot, in this age, isn't it a more important issue?I don't have much time to spend in soft love, sweet and worry-free. Nansen was pacing and pacing under the lighted corridor, he was waiting for Meiqian to come back, and at the same time he was also thinking deeply, this kind of thought was something he had never come into contact with, he had a newfound joy and a touch of Frightened. At ten o'clock, he heard footsteps coming from a distance in the darkness, like the black shadow of a very fat man, but he couldn't see it clearly. When the figure approached the light, he realized that it was Meiqian. She was holding a lot of things in her hands, and she looked like a fat person from a distance. He went forward without thinking. Hi, are you back so late?Let me get you something. Meiqian smiled at him and gave him some things. Thanks.She said kindly: "Haven't slept yet?" still early.I wanted to ask you to go rowing. I'm so sorry, I went down the mountain early. As a result, I pulled the big doll and rowed for more than an hour.Nansen said: Where have you been?Holding these things, is it for the work camp? Meiqian shook her head: Chen is here, he bought me a gift, all kinds of local products in Hualien, he is a very willful person. As she spoke, she walked towards the dormitory. Nansen followed her silently and walked her to the door of the dormitory.A group of girls ran out to help pick up those things. Nansen chatted and laughed with her, saying that the Eastern Local Products Exhibition was going to be held, but Meiqian looked a little dazed, as if she was planning something. Pieces of window light fell on the concrete squares. There are intermittent insect sounds around. Do you want a group visit tomorrow? No, Nansen said: no event tomorrow.the day after tomorrow After four o'clock in the afternoon the day after tomorrow, you can move freely.said a girl. After everyone nodded and confirmed, Meiqian tidied up her things with confidence, took out a large box of yokan and handed it to Nansen, saying: Before visiting the exhibition, you can eat it first, and share it with the male students, let Hualien nourish you, and Chen bought it. It can only be said to make up for the physical exertion of rowing. It's a pity I'm not here.Meiqian said: When I was in Kaohsiung, I also often rented boats on the banks of the Love River. It was not quiet there, people came and went, and it was not as good as Liyu Pond. Yes, it looks like you won't be here tomorrow afternoon? Now, Meiqian said apologetically: Chen Laoyuan came to visit me, so I had to play with him. When the time comes, don't forget to introduce me!Nansen said in a brisk tone: After eating other people's yokan, you have to say a few sweet words when you meet, can't you? The next morning, Chen didn't come. Meiqian said that he always liked to sleep late, and if he didn't go to Chenggongling, I'm afraid no one could change his lazy temper. Professor Hender held a symposium and decided to build a concrete basketball court with some of the students who stayed in the seminary. I have observed that Professor Hender said: There are many young people in modern times. The general problem is that they think too much and do too little.Waiting to do big things, disdain to do small things, always thinking about the future, not paying attention to the present.Maybe a lifetime is spent waiting, but nothing is achieved.You here have people who study architecture and civil engineering, try to build a cement court by yourself, isn't it difficult?Although it is a small thing, its significance is great. This is very easy. The students from the Department of Architecture said: We will start after the visit tomorrow. Even the students from the seminary, there are 30 to 40 people in total, and the project will be completed in two weeks! When everyone heard that there was something to do, they were all excited; you were in charge of purchasing cement, stones and supplies, and I was in charge of mixing the concrete. We selected strong and strong ones to carry the sand. Girls formed a service team, and some served tea. Some do small jobs, and they are immediately assigned. At noon, Meiqian brought Chen over to introduce Nansen.He was a small and thin young man with a sickly white complexion, as if he had been fed medicine since he was a child. His two thin and transparent protruding ears did not have a trace of blood, which matched his thin lips with slightly bared teeth. I am Li Nansen. Chen Limin.He smiled a little shyly, showing a tender look, reluctantly held Nansen's hand of friendship, and said in a low voice: Meiqian often talks about you in her letters. I also often hear Meiqian talk about you.You have to spend a few more days in Hualien, you haven't seen each other for a long time. The other party's face turned red suddenly, and she glanced at Meiqian, as if asking for help, Meiqian said: There is nothing to do in the summer vacation, he said that he will play for a few more days.As Meiqian said, she took Chen Limin away. After dinner, they came to Yonansen again to sit by the carp pool. At noon, the carp pool was lying in the sun, making its scales warm. They found a pergola that sold cold drinks and enjoyed the ice in Tan Liyu. After a cool breeze. This time, Chen seemed more lively, and told Nansen a lot of things that he thought were interesting. While talking, he secretly looked at Meiqian, and as long as he saw that she didn't feel disgusted, he would continue talking to his heart's content.Nansen felt that he was a careless boy with superficial knowledge, impulsive enthusiasm and poor life. Although he had a good heart, he was not likable. It was time to go boating, Chen finished his topic and said to Nansen. Nansen stretched his waist, yawned and said: Go ahead and paddle, I want to lie here to recuperate, and to build a basketball court tomorrow, I have to recharge my energy and store up. Chen didn't insist on an invitation, so he led Meiqian to row the boat.Nansen was still sitting in the pergola, blown by the icy cold wind, drinking soda.In any case, the taste was a bit sour, but he didn't want others to see it, and he didn't even want to be felt by himself.This is very difficult, the more he forced himself, the more sore and bitter he felt in his heart.Chen and Meiqian's boat, shaking its golden scales, gradually drifted away, and their shadows could still be seen from the rim of the bubbling glass; Wearing her wide-brimmed straw hat blown by the wind, of course Chen bought it for her.He was really doubting, what kind of shining happiness could such a frail young boy who was raised on medicines buy her with the money of his ancestors?He didn't even understand why Meiqian was willing to sacrifice her life like a sacrifice?Between her and him, no drop of love can be squeezed out with a juicer. Brother Ha, why don't you go down to the pool and go boating?There was a smile behind him. 南森回頭一看，原來是常跟大娃娃在一起走的兩個女孩子，高的一個姓章，有一付跳芭蕾的身材，矮一些的那個叫柳林月，樣子很像胖嘟嘟的洋娃娃，卻有著一個很詩意的名字，當初大娃娃介紹她們時，她就解嘲似的說過：我這個月，是滿月，不是眉月。 我怕曬太陽。他半開玩笑的說：曬黑了，就會在女孩子眼裏大跌價了！ Really?柳林月朝遠處望著說：小仙女名花有主，你成了犧牲品啦，再跌價也跌不到哪兒去，用不著擔心。 教我們划船好不好？章說：你坐在這兒守著空汽水瓶子，別人還當你在釀醋呢。 用得著嗎？廉價品遇上收購的，一把抓了就走。南森說：妳們先去租船，我當教練。 他帶著章和柳林月去划船，教她們怎樣用槳，才能保持平底小船進行時的方向，怎樣打槳，才能使船身輕快的滑動，才不會飛濺出使人衣裳盡溼的水花。 陳和美倩的船，在遠遠的幽僻的潭面上浮著。 南森含著微笑，裝出很不介意的樣子吹著口哨，兩個女孩子一個坐船頭一個坐船尾，先是嘻嘻哈哈的談笑，後來便和著他的口哨，輕輕哼起歌來。愈是這樣，他愈覺得煩躁，把口哨停下來，專心的、猛力的划船，那速度使兩個女孩子吃驚的呵咦起來。 你慢點兒，哈老哥，不用欺侮我們不會水的。 不要慌，我要妳們練練膽量。南森說：划這種小船，最要緊的是沉著。 天知道誰最不夠沉著？章說：你只是略為受一點兒挫折，就變得這樣憤憤然，真要是失戀了，怕不把小船給啃掉？ 你為什麼不學一學老高？柳林月說：小翠躲著他沒有來，他只是抱著書窮啃；失戀會使他變成哲學家，會使你變成什麼？ 鯉魚潭上的船伕。南森幽默的說：侍候妳們兩位小姐說風涼話。 他把船順著這邊坡岸划，來回划了一個小時，儘管有些筋疲力竭的感覺，心裏仍舊不開朗，沉沉的鬱著什麼。陳留在這兒度過黃昏，吃完晚飯，直到九點鐘，美倩才送他到車站回旅社去。 最使南森不安的是那男孩子彷彿刻意要交結自己，坦然的說長論短，而且說：凡是美倩欣賞的人，都會和他投緣。但他怎樣都愉快不起來，熱烈不起來，他不能再自欺了，他和美倩之間，不是純粹的交誼，另外還有一點兒什麼，就是那一點，使他煩躁，使他對陳保持著距離。 陳如果不來，他還不會認真思考著這些的。 哈老哥，這一回是短兵相接，打巷戰了！老高說：早點兒替你的靈魂上刺刀罷。 用得著嗎？南森說：我已經全面退卻了。 What words?我在替你吹衝鋒號呢！老高又說：平時可以烏龜，臨陣不可撤退，那個白臉小後生，無論如何不是美倩理想的對象，你要當仁不讓才好。 南森苦笑笑，擁被入睡了，對於愛情，老高一向是個空頭理論家，而他那一套玄怪的理論總是於事無補的，心裏煩惱起來，聽也不願多聽了！揭開久經自己隱藏的事實，他是愛著美倩的，並非憐憫，並非同情，那是純粹的愛情，像一朵溫柔的火燄，燃在他的心裏，那火燄的光亮，照透了他整個的青春。 早在幾年之前，他讀過一些通俗的坊本，有些是小說，有些是唱本和戲曲，這部份書籍，還是眉珍介紹給他讀的，當時他還跟眉珍起過爭論，認為它們沒有什麼文學價值，而眉珍堅信那裏面確有值得挖掘的東西。他帶著勉強的心情閱讀它們，竟然有了可驚的發現，覺得那些一向被忽視的書本裏，或多或少的重現了歷史的情境，也許祇是些卑微的鄉野上的人們生存的面貌。那些古老的，像鎖鍊般堅固的婚俗，貞節牌坊，守望門寡的怨婦，使他觸及了人性被禁鎖被斲傷的悲劇，即使時空相隔久遠，他仍有一份驚悸和痛傷。 遠遠的年代裏，由於交通不便，風氣不開，李家莊的姑娘在落地時就已注定要嫁給張家莊，幾乎沒有再多的選擇，世代婚嫁，差不多都在同一個地區你來我往的進行著；而在有真正充分選擇的今天，以美倩這樣聰慧飽學的準學士，似乎沒有任何理由，接受她父親的遺命而拋棄了她原應自由享有的愛情。 如果陳是個風度翩翩深具學養的人，倒也使人心服，然而他不是，他資體孱弱，知識膚淺，根本無法和美倩並論，美倩有什麼理由要忍受這樣的犧牲？ 群蛙在窗外鼓噪著，南森在床上翻側，思緒是一把把亂亂的蛛絲，隨著黑夜流出來，把人給牽著，盪著，一會兒覺得很頹喪，一會兒又覺得情感洶湧，騰起痛苦的大浪，有一個聲音在他耳邊喊著： 你遲了！你遲了！ 真是遲了嗎？他是愛著美倩的，他不能容忍這份情感在沒有開放前就輕易的萎謝。在他廿年的生命裏，一切的理想、抱負、事業和前途，都只有一份朦朧的概念性的憧憬，只有這份愛情是實在的，偏偏又遇上了阻障。 不知怎樣睡著了的，他夢見美倩在他前面走，彷彿凌空的樣子，風吹拂著她白羽般的紗衫。俄爾她在黯色的背景中隱沒了，出現在眼前的，是橫眉怒目的陳，他恍惚的夢見他和陳決鬥，他雖孔武有力，但卻無法把陳的影子擊碎，它化成一片白濛濛的霧障，把美倩吞沒了。俄爾他又恍惚聽見婚樂聲起自上雲，陳和美倩微笑著，踏著雲冉冉升起，他只能站立在一邊苦笑。 天沒亮他就起床，為了擺脫那種使他煩惱的夢境。 他一個人跑上坡，跑到潭邊，坐在冷瑩瑩的石椅上沉思，這是他生命裏一件頂重要的事情，愛情祇是開端，他不能不認真的、冷靜的想一想。 在水泥籃球場開始修建之前，工作營到秀林鄉去參觀一座小學，並且幫助他們消滅黑蚊，整理環境。在車上，他跟美倩正好坐在一排椅子上。 You didn't sleep well last night? 當美倩這樣問他的時候，他極力的控住自己，不使自己顯露出異樣的神色，反而笑說： 倒不是晚上睡不好，是早上起得太早，沒到五點，我就起床散步了。 哈老哥，你大約想去做賊，大娃娃說：沒到五點起來幹嘛？看日出也用不著這樣早呀。 做賊又沒偷著，所以才沒精打采。柳林月說：從上車起，他已經打過七次呵欠了 就因為柳這麼一說，大家都看著他，南森硬是把第八個呵欠給忍住了。在車上，美倩跟平常一樣的跟他談著說著，南森不得不打起精神和應著她，他再怎樣振作，也掩不住眼裏那種憂鬱，說話時，也沒有天真野性的力量了。 工作營在山區工作一天，晚上，山地村的人招待他們觀賞山地的歌舞。在山風和黑夜中，山地的姑娘們穿得花紅柳綠，戴著大串的珠鍊和貝殼，搖搖擺擺，嗯嗯嗬嗬的舞著，唱著，別有一種野獷的節奏。 美倩和他站在一起看，他一直沒跟她說什麼話，他為她著想，不忍去驚觸她。也許她的宗教信仰使她願意保持眼前這樣的生活，保持著些淡淡的寂寞和哀感，正因他愛她，願意尊重她。可是，他祇能夠控制住言語，卻控制不了陣陣的心酸，一看見她的臉，一聽見她的聲音，心就潮溼起來，酸楚起來。 即使這樣，他也不願明顯的迴避美倩，美倩跟他談話，他仍得裝著若無其事，美倩不提陳，他也不提。 熬過頭幾天，朝後就會好了！他跟他自己說。 水泥籃球場開工了，南森幹得比誰都起勁。 他把那些從城市裏來的同學叫做理論家，他們挑不動半擔沙，挑不起兩塊大的卵石。雷剛剛工作了半天，就被石塊壓壞了腳趾，變成獨腳蹦跳的傷兵，老高挑石頭挑出新的哲學來，他說： 想當年我參加惡補的時候，我媽沒給我吃足夠的雞蛋，所以今天挑不動石蛋。 南森是擔擔挑足了的，他不願意放棄這打熬筋骨的機會，同時，劇烈的體力勞動也化除他內心的抑鬱，使他重新活潑明快起來。他在太陽底下做工，一面唱起他自編的歌來，大夥兒都說他是最熱心的一位。 事實上，這有些像苦行僧的做法，他要藉著這種磨折，控制住奔騰的情感，努力和美倩保持著一份純粹的友誼，而忘掉他剛剛發現的：他對她的愛情。 在這段工作的日子，美倩總留在球場邊，為他們送添茶水，對於南森，仍保持著一貫關心的態度，朝他溫和的笑著。在南森的感覺中，這笑臉變得陌生了，也變得遙遠了，好像夜來仰看秋月，白白亮亮的，卻有著一些的寒冷。 來花蓮轉眼兩個多禮拜了，工作之餘，他們曾作過幾次遠足。每次遠足時，陳都來工作營，和美倩在一起。南森雖然心裏不是味道，但總把那份情緒遮掩得很好，同學們不會覺察，連細心的美倩也看不出他有什麼不妥來。團體遊戲他領著頭玩，烤地瓜時他搶著分食，他拿手的口哨並沒有喑啞；但他自己知道，這都不再是一種快樂了，他盼望時間快些流走，好讓他回到台北去。 當黃昏他在鯉魚潭散步時，他忽然覺得孤獨是好的了。 這一回是美倩主動約他的；她和陳一起找到了南森，她笑對他說： 上回你約我划船，我不在，這回我約你罷。你看，潭上的夕陽光，多好！ 還是讓陳陪妳罷，他大老遠來的。 別這樣說，是不是？陳。 陳當然趕快點頭，她是他崇拜的神。 好罷，南森說：我原不願打擾你們的。 可是，我們也不願讓好朋友被冷落呀！ 那天的夕陽實在美，滿天都是錦緞似的霞雲。南森和美倩下了船，他慢慢的揮動雙槳，使平底小船在潭面上無聲的滑行著。周圍的黃昏是織錦的帶子，在船舷外圍繞著，雙槳撈不盡粼波，好像在童話中的金潭裏撈金一樣。美倩面對著他，默默的坐著，顯露出她不變的甯和的微笑，有一種悠閒和寬慰的神情。 南森划著船，他沒有去注意黃昏的景色，一直凝視著美倩的臉。他的心情，在久久的凝視中逐漸的平靜下來。她彷彿是一道光，升起在黃昏的柔和的黯色裏，有一種奇異的使人鎮定的力量。 這個暑假過得很快樂罷？He said. 並不特別。 why?妳跟陳很少在一起的。 有一段時間，我們整天在一起那是我們玩積木、玩七巧板的時候。她說著，輕輕的笑出聲來，有一絲嘲弄什麼似的哀感，但立即就收斂了。 她彷彿不願意再談她本身的事，岔開話頭，談起她對花蓮的印象來，接著又談起文學、社會、文教方面的問題。他望著遠山，默默的聽著，他乾得欲裂的心，汲取著的祇是她甜甜淡淡的語音。 總有一把無形的鎖掛在那兒，把他的真情感鎖住。他屢次想委婉的吐露一點兒什麼，出口時總是不著邊際的，被一層極淡的冷漠滌盪盡了。這股冷漠不是來自對方，卻是來自他自己的內心。 當美倩不說話時，他便低低的吹起口哨來。 另外有一條船急速的划過來，那是陳，他大約划得太快了，蒼白的臉上泛著潮紅，而且有些喘息，美倩笑著埋怨他說： 不是要你在岸上等我們的嗎？怎麼又划來了呢？ 我跟著你們划好不好？他說：一個人坐在岸邊石椅上，怪無聊的。 他小心翼翼的說著，一面還悄悄的望著美倩的臉，怕惹惱了她。那神態，完全像沒成年的孩子，而美倩卻像是穩健成熟的大姐姐。 南森是我很要好的朋友。她用溫和的語調對陳說：你不會介意罷？ 陳很快的點頭說： 當然不，當然不介意。 他說話時，朝南森投過眼神來，怯怯的，卻滿含著一種敬慕和信任的善心。南森看著他，不禁憐惜起來。陳是個沒經歷練的富家子，一盆溫室裏生長的盆栽，但他是溫順，熱切而善良的，他好像比自己更愛著美倩，也許在他的童年，他就捏塑起他心目裏的美麗公主的神像了！這念頭昇起之後，他頓然省悟到自己所處的地位，決定在情感上退讓了。 他特別把船划得很慢，讓陳追上來，兩隻船並排的划著，追趕西天將沉的落日。 潭上靜寂，只有一片伊伊呀呀的槳聲。沒有什麼事發生過，一首含蓄的詩，在他心裏緩緩的形成。他回味著這生命的詩，很美很美，也很淒清。他的心，是黃昏時無風的潭面，不見波浪，祇有粼粼漾動的細小的水紋，他坦然了。 水泥籃球場完了工，南森又恢復了已往的活力了。在這短短的幾天日子裏，他不但完成了一項工程，也完成了內心情感的淨化工作，使那股抑鬱消失無蹤。 最後一個星期，亨德教授帶他們去海濱，參觀花蓮中學和花蓮女中，遊覽港區，最後到海岸邊去玩了整整一個下午。 風很大，他們面對著的世界最大的海洋太平洋，正展露出壯麗多變的情態，發出它雄偉的嘯聲。南森多次去過北部的海濱，像淡水、白沙灣、福隆、八里等地方，而在他的感覺裏，北部海岸的景色，遠不及東部海岸，這裏更荒涼，更野獷，更有著一種原始的男性的剛陽氣味。太平洋的氣魄，和海峽不同，在感覺上不同，這是無以言宣的。 在這裏，看不到淺平廣闊的沙灘，西海岸習見的防風林和貝殼牆垛；有些陡峭的崖岸，直插在海心，一般的海岸，都有著較陡的傾斜度，岸上是大堆大堆的亂石，廣大洶湧的海濤，從極遠處湧升而起，挾著震耳的呼嘯，越過矗立在淺水的巨石，奔撲過來，吐出雪白雪白的浪花，那濤聲，比貝多芬的命運交響曲還要懾人。這真是大自然的奇妙的音樂。 我的話不假罷，住在花蓮的那位同學說：這才算是真正的大海！我永不會忘記這兒，這荒涼的老家鄉，它真的太美太美了！ 野獷裏也會長出溫柔來。老高說：葉珊就是一個例子，沒人能說他不是花蓮的山水孕育出來的他的那些作品。 他們在指手劃腳的談論著；有些女同學忙著去揀拾貝殼，捕捉海星和寄生蟹，也有些嘻嘻哈哈的玩起滑石子的遊戲來，她們排坐在石堆上，喊出一二，滑的口令，就順著斜坡，急速的，像溜滑梯似的滑下來，一直滑到水邊，把衣裙都濺溼了。 南森和亨德教授站在高處，眺望著那一片無邊無際，鑲著白浪的藍，南森自覺心裏有一種說不出的情緒，也像海樣的，在騰湧，在盤旋。 陳和美倩自自然然的牽著手，在一彎很狹很長的沙灘上散步，她聽著他說話，只是微笑著點頭，有一圈甜甜的蜜意圍繞他們。南森彷彿覺出，美倩正用她的微笑和耐心，像在沙漠裏種植花卉似的，培養著她和陳之間的愛情，她真的太傻。 很快的，他拋開這些老是纏繞著他的思緒，和亨德教授談起天來，他問及教授回國的日程，教授說： 快了，秋天就得回去了。 不打算在這兒長住嗎？他依戀的說：在這兒的陽光是最好的，人情味也濃。 亨德教授搖搖頭，仍掛著溫藹的笑容： 葉落歸根的思想，是我在中國學來的，我覺得我應該回到家鄉去，靜靜的回憶在中國生活過的幾十年的日子，我會常常想起你們的。 可惜我們這一代有許多年輕人，他們自稱為沒有根的一代，壓根兒把葉落歸根四個字扔掉了。南森說：有許多去了國外，都樂不思蜀了。 我想，你們不會這樣的。 我根本不想出國。南森說：我要到社會上去撞，撞出些經驗來好做事情。無論如何，這社會總有許多事等著我們去做的，即使那是小事，是別人不屑去做的，或是根本沒考慮要做的。 我同意你。教授點頭說：培養正確的人生觀最要緊，有了正確的觀念，做事才有原則，才有方向，才可以善用你的知識，發揮你的能力，服務社會。一個人，光有了工具知識，是不夠的。 教授，你覺得我們當前的大學教育有什麼樣的毛病，才會產生那種病態的呢？ 你們應該比我更清楚。教授平靜的望著海，一波一波白浪的影子，出現在他眼鏡的鏡片上：很多年輕的知識份子，迷失了自己，一味的販賣西洋，這種現象是要省察的。中國的文化，極需要新觀念投入，但絕不是崇洋白浪的影子在他眼鏡的鏡片上推著湧著，他兩鬢稀疏的白髮在風裏飛舞，他的聲音，有一種使人淨化，使人超升的力量。 不要陷在個人的感情的坑窪裏罷。真的，使人能夠幸福，應該放在本身對幸福追求之前。這樣一轉念，南森就覺釋然了。他挺一挺胸，暢飲著撲面而來的和風。如果拋開和美倩間的情感來看，在花蓮的四週生活，究竟是美好的；認真的工作過，自由的探討過，郊遊、露營、划船，更使生活多彩多姿，比較留在大台北的煙塵裏好得太多。 哈老哥，你後天去不去天祥？大娃娃在下面叫說：再有三天，大家就散了，他們都說要去玩玩呢。 瞧妳高興的樣子，不再怕坐車了嗎？南森說：我還記得妳來的時候，一路搥腰呢。 我練出來了！大娃娃說：這一段時光真好。 嗨，老高朝海裏扔著石子，嘆說：夕陽無限好，只是近黃昏。 你有什麼好嘆的？南森說：伊人不在，你應該歸心似箭才對。 那成嗎？那未免太不烏龜了！老高說著，突然大笑起來。 你究竟去不去？Brother Ha. 去那兒啊？ 氣死人，剛剛我不是說過去天祥嗎？ 那兒不是我們來時經過的地方嗎？南森聳聳肩膀：回頭路，不走也罷，我有些意興闌珊了。how?妳說你們幾個要打橫貫公路回去？那好，那我權算去長亭送別就是了！ 離開解散雖還有三天，大家都在為短暫的暑假的分別難過起來。尤其是工作營裏幾個熱情的大女孩子，單看她們紅濕的眼和臉上的神情，就使人心裏泛潮，硬勾出一股子離情別緒來了。 從海濱回去的晚上，南森約大娃娃他們到鯉魚潭邊去看月亮、聊天，代替了惜別晚會。老高、雷、陳、美倩，也都參加了。 平靜的潭面是一面鏡子，把星和月摘落，成一塊倒掛著的天空。大家圍坐在露天的石椅上，續談著一些無邊的瑣碎。南森說： 我們能不能打破當前年輕人分別的慣例，來一次嘻嘻哈哈的離別？其實，開風氣之先，也算得上是一種創造，誰有意見沒有？ 我首先反對！said the big baby. 拿反對的理由來罷，我接受妳的挑戰。 誰和你挑戰來？我只是說說道理。大娃娃說：人，本來就是有情感的動物，年輕人情感更豐富，但凡喜、怒、哀、樂，都是順著當時的情感自然發展的，該笑的時候笑，該哭的時候哭，那有人存心反著來的？ 妳們女孩子，不是感情豐富，依我看，祇是情感脆弱，碰一碰就喊爹叫媽亂撒嬌，妳們的眼淚比冰水還便宜，只合五毛錢一杯。雷說：男兒有淚不輕彈，英雄本色。 什麼英雄本色？那是感情麻木，電源沒接通。 男兒有淚不輕彈，說得好聽！一句說穿，那是皆因未到傷心處罷了！大娃娃說：如今好哭的男孩子多得很，一場大專聯考沒考中，哭得像喝辣湯似的，不為國家，不為民族，卻為爭不著文憑，得不到飯碗嚎啕，說來就是你們的書生本色了！依我看，賈寶玉要比你們高明得多，至少他不像現代這些男孩子那麼俗。 哈老哥，你要主持正義，雷求救說：她們開始圍攻我了！ 我的原意不是這樣，南森說：我覺得，我們如今這一代的男孩也好，女孩也好，都夠脆弱的，我們要多加磨鍊，使它堅強起來，關於這一點，希望我們的哲學家老高先發表點意見。 造成這種現象，軟綿綿的社會多少要負責，老高慢吞吞的說：環境太安逸了，拿什麼去磨鍊年輕人？有人告訴我，說他參加過某一暑期營隊，惜別晚會剛開始，大家有說有笑的，鬧成一片，他耽心惜別的氣氛不夠，一個有經驗的職員說：別耽心，這些孩子的哭和笑，我們能夠控制， snort!人又不是機器，怎麼控制？柳林月說。 正好，妳這話，就是我那位朋友所問的。老高說：那個有經驗的職員對他說：簡單得很，只要熄了燈，點起蠟燭來，三個圈子一繞，兩次驪歌一唱，絞動他們心裏的閘門，他們的眼淚立刻就黃河黃長江長了！ 這是事實，陳說：我也常被那種人造的氣氛弄哭過，卻不知道為什麼。 水太多了！誰插嘴說。Everyone laughed.<