Chapter 17 seventeen

The revolving lantern of life keeps spinning at the same speed. Nansen still remembers the Shangyuan Festival when he was a child. He and his playmates looked up at the revolving lantern hanging high in front of the window. There are also tassels hanging down.At first glance at the reincarnation of the four seasons, I found it fresh and interesting, but after a while, I gradually became bored.Isn't the life in front of me like this?During the winter vacation, he went to the lamp shop on Zhonghua Road, bought an electric revolving lantern, and observed it quietly all night, trying to understand his own experience in recent years from the goldfish and algae that often chased them in waves with the same posture. Life.

Like many young people growing up in Taiping, he is just a fish on a revolving lantern, and his swimming is just a kind of cycle, at least in real life, although it looks changeable and colorful.Some people are tired of this endless repetition, interpreting themselves with some philosophies that have been picked up and repeated, condoning their decadent, limp, or unconventional, or dissolute lives, and the final conclusion, for: The anguish of the whole age! He doubted this argument very much, always feeling that it was just an unrealistic evasion.What is an era?Every specific period of time and space in history, the whole of living human beings, spiritual or substantive creation, generally tends to affect people in spirit, environment or things. He explained it to himself behind closed doors.

Lao Gao criticized his interpretation: Brother Ha, you'd better not toss the oil barrels all the way to the end! For this reason, on the third floor of the Star Cafe, the two raised the bar again. I can't help but try to think about these, because I want to understand the value and meaning of my own life.He said: dancing soul dance, learning hippie, falling in love like a male dog, watching others go abroad, if you don’t wash foreign dishes yourself, it seems that you don’t have enough knowledge. How much does this have to do with our own era? related? You can't treat all young people as politicians and demand that they all have a vision.Lao Gao said: A piece of toilet paper and a bowl of Yangchun noodles will affect their psychology and emotions. Otherwise, how could there be a swarm of bees?They are inseparable from the influence of everything.

I admit that the era is inseparable from the living human beings as a whole.Nansen said: But I always feel that if people do not follow the trend, the times can affect people, but they are not enough to shake them. High-profile, Lao Gao said: You are influenced by it invisibly, maybe you don't even know it yourself! You are a typical empty philosopher, people are not machines, Nansen retorted: chemists can only analyze the chemical composition of the human body, and cannot analyze the human spirit. Forget it!Lao Gao softened: Cows eat grass and ducks eat grains. Everyone has different tastes. I think we should take a truce. Talking too much will damage your vitality. Why bother to spit?Everyone can live according to their own wishes!

There was no result in raising arguments, and life was very boring. Nansen spent this year's winter vacation in depression.When school started, it was early spring on Dadu Mountain. The mountains were green and clean as if they had been bathed. He wondered how young people’s emotions could be so changeable and easily influenced by the outside world.The ups and downs of the mood curve are elusive even for myself. As soon as I breathe the air of Mount Dadu in early spring, I seem to be more lively and energetic again. People always have to go through a period of self-discipline before they can become open-minded. Of course, there are exceptions. However, Lao Su's naturally cheerful personality is a minority after all; repeated setbacks make Nansen even more determined to put these emotional difficulties to the next level. Think of it as a course to hone yourself.

After taking a Sunday, he took a box full of Meizhen's letters to the bottom of the Valley of Dreams, sat alone on a rock, read each of Meizhen's letters in turn, and then piled them up on the rocky depressions, wiping them. Pick up a match and throw it on the letterhead.It is not easy to see the flame under the sunlight, only a black spot, gradually expanding on the paper, and a small spiral of small green smoke, he squatted aside reading, whistling melancholy as if paying tribute to something, he finally I spit out the melancholy that has accumulated in my heart for a long time. In fact, he was somewhat contradictory. This kind of burning love felt very happy, but it was also a pity. It seemed that five or six years of friendship had been burned up.Now, there are only a few memorable cards and some small gifts left in the box, and he has finally left some traces of the past.

He can use this method of burning love to not startle Meizhen any more, but he is powerless to refuse Meiqian who studied with him on Dadu Mountain.He knew that his infatuation with Meiqian had gradually faded, and when he saw her, he still felt a little palpitated, even though it hadn't reached the level where he could avoid it. At the beginning of this semester, he chose to listen to Professor Xiao's class, and Meiqian also chose to listen to Professor Xiao's class. The two sat in a row and listened with gusto.Meiqian said that she feels that the realm of Song Ci is like a petite classical beauty, with such delicate and delicate emotions, such delicate tones and crystal clear grievances.

For some reason, I am so fascinated by words?She said: Some words are like a moving, hazy colored painting, and some are like a warm and cool rain, which fills people's hearts. Especially when people are growing up, Nansen smiles a bit bitterly: or when they are lonely and frustrated. You don't come to this class because you're frustrated, right? Just guessing, I'm a careless person. He originally wanted to tell her about Meizhen's marriage from the beginning, but he held back at the last moment; Meizhen got married, and he vomited his inner troubles to Meiqian. Who should he vomit his inner distress to?I really grew up, and my feelings became more complicated.In the past, he was indeed a careless person, and it was difficult for him to understand the subtle world of words: the scattered reds, the setting sun hanging on the old trees, the moss between the cold stones, the cold night on the residual lotus The sound of rain, the sorrow and indignation of talented people with lofty ideals, and the desolation of unrecognized talents all turn into historical dreams in each chapter.It is precisely because his heart is now shrouded in loneliness that he can absorb it to his heart's content, which makes his emotions rich and sharp.He compares his own experience of failure in love to a state, which is not only cherished by him alone, but also by many poor poets in history, who have felt it more deeply.

What are you thinking about?Nansen. Seeing that he just kept his head down and didn't speak, Meiqian spoke up. I'm thinking of Zhou Bangyan.Nansen said inadvertently: I think about his living conditions and the feelings in his words. He invited her to Fu Shun Shun Club for dinner.Meiqian is very clever, since Nansen is interested in Ci, she talks to him about Zhou Bangyan in the evening.At the beginning, Nansen was still depressed. Gradually, Meiqian's words poured into his heart like a warm current, melting the ice in his heart. , let him feel it? The two were talking with forgetfulness, and they were still strolling around the campus after dark.Street lights radiate from the square stone seats on both sides of Xiyang Avenue. There are hollow relief patterns around the stone seats. The light bulb is installed in the middle, and the light shines through the patterns, leaving groups of fantasy flower shadows on the ground. Some fell in the shade of the trees, and some among the grass, like so many flickering fireflies.

Beautiful stone lanterns landed behind them, and the stone road slowly led upwards. This is the end of Sunset Avenue, surrounded by dense forests, and the sound of insects can be heard right next to them. . so tired.Meiqian said: We have gone far. Come to the place where the lamp was smashed.Nansen said. Lao Su told him that the end of Sunset Avenue is the place where lovers in the East China Sea meet. They think the street lights are too bright, so they often remove the top cover of the stone seat and unscrew the light bulbs so that the street lights will not light up and add a Mysterious mood.When he thought of those things, he said them unconsciously.

Meiqian happened to be sitting on a smashed lamp holder, and said curiously: smash the lamp?Why is it such a spoiled scenery? It's so wonderful, there are lights to spoil the scenery! Meiqian narrowed her eyes and shook her head: How can such a beautiful lamp spoil the scenery? Another light came from a distance, reflecting Meiqian's smiling face. Nansen looked at the black dimples on her cheeks, and suddenly felt an uncontrollable strong desire to hug Meiqian and kiss her. I really want to kiss her swirling dimples of black wine, and let go of the pain of the past few years; he doesn't know when this desire floated into his mind, and he didn't even have time to guard against it. This longing to take control.He was trembling a little, but Meiqian didn't feel it at all in the dark, he really wanted to kiss her dimple, and whispered to her: Lights smashed for this, lights out, lovers He thought that many people knew about smashing the lamp, but Meiqian didn't know, she was really a simple girl.Sometimes, a girl is too simple, and indeed troublesome enough, and this is the case now.The two were face to face, how should he explain the smashing of the lamp? Smashing the lamp, you really don’t know?He finally said in pain: Hey, how do you say it? If it's not convenient for you to speak, forget it, Meiqian smiled and said: Look at your stuttering appearance.Let's go back. Meiqian stood up and straightened her skirt. She walked to the concrete pavement of Sunset Avenue, and Nansen followed her, keeping him at a distance enough to calm him down. The strange thing is how could such a strong desire suddenly arise just now?If Meiqian didn't leave that secluded place in time, he couldn't guarantee what would happen?For a moment he hoped for something to happen, but when nothing happened, he sighed forgetfully and said: I don't even have the courage to smash a lamp now, so I'm really a real brother Ha! Meiqian stopped suddenly, and looked back at him stupidly: Brother Ha, you really confuse me!There must be some allusion to smashing the lamp, why did you hesitate to tell me? Of course, a hard allusion to tell lol. Meiqian wanted to hear this allusion, so she took out a handkerchief, put it on the stone steps in front of the Faculty of Arts, sat down, and Nansen paced in front of her. At night, the area around the Faculty of Letters is very quiet, and the ears are filled with the sound of insects.she says. This is the world of lovers, didn't you notice?Nansen said: Although the light is beautiful, it is too bright after all, so Meiqian lowered her head, pinched the corner of her skirt and said: Well, then let's go back to the boulevard and leave others alone.She spoke very naturally, apparently not prying through the momentary secret he harbored in his heart just now. Nansen had no choice but to follow her, and couldn't help but tell Meiqian everything about Meizhen. Why didn't you tell me earlier?She said: No wonder these days, you are always out of your mind and seem very depressed. Saying it early is the same as saying it late.He said: What's the difference? It's always good to have multiple friends who get to know you.She said seriously: Don't be too uncomfortable, Nansen. It's nothing, I'm just too surprised!He said: A good friend of five or six years, she didn't even tell me when she got married, and she couldn't even send a gift. strangeness!She said: Are you and Meizhen really just good friends?like us? Her question aroused Nansen's complaints, and he vented: As a person, I can only be friends with anyone, maybe my popularity is too good!Ha ha. You laughed so hard, Meiqian said: Is it because Meizhen doesn't understand you?Just let it go. Nobody knows me, not even the girls I like.He said, "It's useless to talk about it. Anyway, I'm not blessed." Are you really doomed?Meiqian glanced at him: Why do you think so, you still want to find a girlfriend?There are many girls in the dormitory, and they all say that Brother Ha is very attractive. No.He said: I'm not tall enough, and I don't have the courage. Besides, the person I like already belongs to someone else, and I still have an inch of love and an inch of gray, guarding my loneliness. For a moment, Meiqian didn't realize that Nansen was referring to her. Nansen himself didn't know why he had the courage to say that?After the two bid farewell at the fork in the road, Nansen seemed to be an inflamed sore, the pus was squeezed out, and there was a sense of emptiness and lightness.Meiqian did not calm down, and felt melancholy that the care she had paid was useless. After the midterm exam, Nansen received a letter from Professor Hender. He mentioned the names of many students in the work camp and greeted them one by one. At the same time, he attached some service materials of work camps in other countries for reference.He was thinking about the villages on the top of Dadu Mountain, and said that he hoped to build a permanent concrete drainage ditch for them, so that the sewage could flow smoothly, and the gnats could not reproduce parasitically. Still caring about these little things, he put on reading glasses, and with his trembling hands, wrote three or four pieces of letter paper densely, conveying his emotions and thoughts to the young people in Dadu Mountain. Nansen was so moved speechless. Lao Su proposed to post the letter on the bulletin board, calling on the students to expand the service, and at the same time sign the school to support 70 bags of cement. We finished the gutter, took color pictures and sent them to Professor Hender to see.Lao Su said: Let foreign countries understand that the young people in the Free China Institute are not just useless scholars, but we are helpful and influential to the society. Seventy bags of cement is too much. He said: I don't know if the school will support it in full? Then you look down on the East China Sea!Old Su said: "Show the letter to the principal for signature. Don't say seventy bags of cement, seven hundred bags, the school is willing to pay."The problem is that we can't do a big project with 700 bags of cement. Even if the drainage ditch is 70 bags of cement, we have to use three or four Sundays to build it in batches. I'm going to call K. P, Nansen said: Doing work can also prepare for camp training, and you have to go to Chenggong Ridge during the summer vacation, so as not to be exposed to the sun at that time. Lao He and I went to see the terrain and make a plan, and Lao Su said: Get two old guys from the architecture department to draw out the sketches, and guarantee that the work efficiency will be higher than that of the yamen. Nansen ran to find Meiqian and Dawa, and told them about it. The girls were willing to give their full support, and not only selected a few groups of people to take care of K. P, and also participated in practical work; the school immediately approved the support of seventy bags of cement, and the principal also told him that if it was not enough, it could be replenished. The plan was drawn up by the Department of Architecture, and Lao Su described it as being too big to make people's legs weak. According to that plan, they would build two large ditches as trunk lines to connect the small drainage ditches in the village with the main road, and transport the sewage through the back of the mountain. to the sea; the ditches, two yards wide and a yard and a half deep, were paved with concrete at the bottom, and the walls were cemented with large pebbles, each of which was seventy-five yards in length, and stretched to As far as the ditch on the back of the mountain. If we had a hundred people working, Lao Su said: just to transport stones, each person would have to move one ton. Fortunately, there are bullock carts in the village to support them, otherwise, it would take half a month to move. Never mind!Nansen said: If you want to do it, just do it hard and vigorously. Once you work, all your troubles will flow away with sweat. He thought about it seriously, all his troubles are idle, the more he idles, the more he fantasizes, and the emotional trapping makes him weak and powerless.At this time next year, he will end his college life and leave Donghai. He leads the project of the work camp not at all for the sake of making a name for others, but for peace of mind. On the first Sunday of the project, more than 100 male and female students participated enthusiastically, and two trucks marched.They sang songs all the way up the mountain, digging ditches, transporting stones, mixing cement, K. Group P borrowed villagers' pots and stoves for cooking, filling the deserted mountain village with singing and labor atmosphere. There was a cloudless blue sky above the head, and the sun shone proudly. Old Su first performed three tuos. With his black upper body, bare feet and only a pair of shorts, he grabbed a shovel and jumped into the mud to dig soil. Like the madness of the strange dance in Dream Valley last time, while digging the soil, singing loudly: It's dark and it's raining country folk songs. Meiqian asked the younger sister to cook, and the younger sister said: No, I cook three layers of rice: top raw, bottom burnt, and middle rotten. After eating that kind of rice, they will grimace and grumble their teeth. I will follow the bullock cart to transport stones. After the little girl left, Meiqian looked at her back and said to Nansen: A girl like Xiaomei is innocent and energetic, so it's quite appropriate to be with you.She is very impressed with you, I know that very well. Nansen was busy when he was stopped by Meiqian. He didn't expect Meiqian to say this to him, so he laughed and said: Why do you always remember what happened that night?Meiqian, I was in a mood that day, just joking, I don't want to trouble you to introduce a girlfriend to me. Alright, Meiqian waved her hand and said, "Go and do your work first, and I'll talk to you later when I have time." Nansen was taken aback, but Meiqian walked away first and went to the well to discuss other matters. While he was working, he thought about Meiqian's words. She obviously misjudged her feelings and tried to make herself associate with the younger sister; it is true that the younger sister is a good girl, but he didn't even have the slightest interest and courage. nothing.He needs a deep, thorough, and gentle girl, but his love for Meiqian and Meizhen has traumatized him. Now that he is about to graduate, he doesn't have the energy to talk about these things anymore, and he is going to find trouble for himself. The lunch that day was very rich. Although the taste was a bit strange, everyone ate very happily.While eating, Lao Su kept praising their dishes for being so good, saying that every girl is qualified to be a bride. Three days into the kitchen, washing hands to make soup.He shook his head and said: I don't know if it's okay?Let Lao Su taste it first! Not to mention tall hats are flying all over the sky.Xiaocui said, "I don't want my nose to die." It doesn't matter if you don't have a nose, as long as you have a tongue, Lao Su stuck out his tongue and said: "It doesn't mean it smells good, but it's really good if it tastes good!"I'm not putting on a high hat for you, I'm asking all of you K. P is flying! During the rest after dinner, Nansen didn't strike up a conversation with the girl, but deliberately avoided Meiqian. Old Su lay under the shade of a tree, smoking a cigarette silently. What, you smoke too?Nansen asked strangely. It's annoying to be boring! You are an optimist, how can you not be happy anymore? I can't be indifferent to girls for the rest of my life, Lao Su blew smoke rings: The big baby will go abroad after graduation, and I blew bubbles again.Really, once a person becomes infatuated, there will be troubles. Do you want me to be a lobbyist? Forget it, the two of us, neither of us should demolish the other!Old Su said: I am frustrated in this respect, not as serious as you.Although I have a small setback, I am still determined to be happy to the end and not change my original intention. The sun sifted down through the gaps in the trees, and the broken golden balls rolled on Old Su's face, with an indifferent expression on his face. I can't, Nansen said frankly: In the past year, I have been emotionally messed up, and I can't even maintain the superficial happiness. So you come in as a foreman and overhaul the gutters.Old Su patted Nansen's shoulder affectionately, then hummed a popular song in a crooked voice: Your love is like a balloon, like a balloon haha, he was covered in mud and sweat, and his face was dark, and he laughed At that time, it was very similar to the trademark of black toothpaste. Nansen closed his eyes, leaned his head on the tree trunk, his thoughts were wandering; in any case, the relationship between himself and Meiqian should end as soon as possible, the friendship between the two is not pure friendship, but full of love, The root of love is so deep that it cannot be pulled out by the power of reason alone.Today Meiqian is going to introduce her younger sister to herself. She must have struggled emotionally beforehand, so why bother?Just follow Lao Su's example and take things lightly. Ok we are now at work!he yelled. During the period of building the drainage ditch, he never dated Meiqian alone, and he didn't even talk much when meeting his younger sister.The little girl who was kept in the dark always raised her lips when talking about his face and said: Brother Ha, why have you been ignoring people lately? I am sick.He said with a sour face. What disease? Go away, I have the flu.He said: It is contagious. If you get sick, it will definitely affect the final exam. Girls like Xiaomei are easy to be deceived. As long as Nansen sneezes twice, he will coax her away.For a long time, he even interrupted his Friday date with Meiqian. Sometimes Meiqian came to see him, and he had already gone down the mountain with an excuse. When I do nothing, I spend the whole evening on the street. When the acacia trees bloom with bright yellow flowers in rows, it is time for summer seniors to graduate and leave school.In the woods, there are yellow flowers that are afraid of leaving school everywhere. Some people call it the flower of parting.Some girls who are very emotional, who have lived in the arms of Dadu Mountain for four years, walk on the road after class, each of them often holds a bunch of flower branches in their hands, and looks at it little by little, showing infinite love. The mood of cherishing; some people's black eyes are always shining with a very wet light, which makes the campus filled with a strong parting atmosphere. Nansen went to the post office to get the letter, and when he met the big baby, he was reluctant to part with him, playing with a branch full of yellow flowers, which made him suddenly realize that the fat and sweet girl, the big baby, was about to leave school. Long time no see you, big baby.he said hello. Hey, let's sit in the library, K book K is so annoying!I'm about to graduate, I'm catching up with my thesis now, tell me if you're busy or not! No wonder it is so white, it turned out to be dull white. You are getting better at talking.The big baby said happily. Looking at the letter in the big baby's hand, Nansen suddenly remembered that in the first grade, when he was in the rain, he saw someone waiting for the letter with a flower umbrella, and happened to meet the big baby. Time really flies, and it has been three years in a blink of an eye.Today's weather is cloudy and rainless, without the circulation of umbrellas, in the feeling, it is not as colorful as it used to be.The sky is a whole sheet of lead covering the gray and green hillsides.When Nansen mentioned that to Dawa, Dawa was stunned for a while before remembering, and the two laughed so hard that they shed tears. Are you waiting for a love letter or a money letter this time?He said. The big baby smiled and shook his head, and handed the letter to Nansen. This is some information about going abroad, I will be graduating next week!Her voice was hoarse. He glanced at the yellow flower she was pinching in her hand, feeling quite touched in his heart. Time flies so fast.He said, but this common language cannot express his mood at this moment at all. The big baby lowered her head, and moved the flower branches with her fingers, her eyes became moist with blinking.Nansen took the letter, and accompanied the baby to the welfare agency, and the two chose the old table by the window three years ago.The big baby sat down and said to Nansen: Brother Ha, parting should be worrying enough, right?I listen to you, use worry to lose weight, what is the effect? Nansen had already estimated that the big baby was at least eight pounds heavier. He didn't dare to say that she was getting fatter, and he didn't dare to lie too much that she was thinner, so he could only say vaguely: It's hard to say. From my point of view, you are a little thinner than when you were the fattest, and you seem to be a little fatter than when you were the thinnest.Two glasses of grape water, grapes will not gain weight, don't worry. No no no.The big baby said: "Grapes have too much sugar, it's better to replace it with lemon juice."I have always wanted to lose weight, and I have been working hard on K books, but my weight is still increasing. What do you think can be done? You are tall, and you don't look fat at all. What's more, when you are abroad, your body shape is still the slimmest. Brother Ha, you really know how to joke, the big baby said happily: Write to me in the future, don’t forget that this makes me happy! I may be a buffoon who can only make others happy, Nansen smiled, with a bitter aftertaste floating on the corners of his lips: Seeing you graduate, thinking of my future, I tremble all over. Sooner or later, I have to walk out of the school gate to run amok. I have never worried about this matter. What I worry about is that I can't bear to leave Donghai. Your goal is set, so why worry about it?Girls are more simple, if you can break through, you can break through for a while, if you can't break through, you can find a meal ticket, and you can feel at ease if you file yourself.We are family affairs, state affairs, world affairs, and a thousand threads are knotted together, making us feel uncomfortable in our hearts. simple?The big baby opened his eyes wide and shouted: Forget it, Brother Ha.Like me, losing weight is troublesome enough. My dad sent many nutrition pills from the United States, telling me not to eat, just take two pills a meal, saying that I will lose a pound a week, but I don’t have that kind of resistance diet My willpower, my stomach growled when I didn't eat, so I had to fill it with a little cake. After a week, instead of losing weight, I gained two pounds. Can't you use your brain and worry hard? How to worry about using the brain, you can teach me, how should I think? You can imagine that you are about to leave the country, school, and many good friends, and go to a strange country that is very prosperous but does not belong to us. Think about how lonely you will be when you go to a place with few local accents?How lonely?Will it be squashed by that civilization?Anyway, you? He was about to go on, but seeing the big baby with red eyes, looking like he was about to cry, he was so frightened that he stopped and didn't dare to go on.The big baby was very excited, with tears in her eyes, but she forced a smile and didn't really cry. She tapped the corners of her eyes with a small handkerchief and said: Really, Brother Ha, I didn’t expect to go abroad. My father lived on a boat for many years. He should know the pain of leaving his own country, but the general concept. Not to mention, Nansen didn't want to see this fat doll-like girl worrying about this matter again, so he interrupted and said: Our friends at school are planning a small farewell party for you, and we will chat happily.You are really fat and look good, don't torture yourself with worry anymore. The farewell party was held on the eve of the ceremony, Meiqian, Xiaocui, Xiaomei, Lao Gao, Nansen, He attended, and even Lao Su also participated.Nansen gave Dawa a photo album of mainland scenery and a set of postcards of Taiwan scenery, but Lao Su insisted on giving Dawa a new type of sticker album, but Dawa took a long time to accept.They joined forces to invite the big baby to dinner at the welfare agency. Lao Su performed very well, without showing any weak and sad emotions, but talked and laughed happily, and even sang a farewell song for the big baby, which moved the big baby very much. After the meal, she invited everyone to go down the mountain to watch a movie, because it was a comedy, which finally made people temporarily forget the sadness of parting. Back in the dormitory at night, Nansen said to Old Su: Socrates, are you willing to behave so generously today? Of course I am willing.Old Su said: I don't want to be too cruel to a girl, so let's get together and hang out.After he finished speaking, he crossed his hands behind his head and lay on the bed in a daze. Don't be discouraged, Lao Su, once the big baby goes abroad, you will feel calm after thinking about it.Although your locomotive is full of drive, you are not a famous son-in-law who is popular nowadays. I am the material of the standard Li officer.Old Su said: I am very calm now, and I plan to go home and marry a fat little tailor, and live a Chinese-style little sun and moon.People have to be self-aware, with a monthly salary of one thousand yuan, they can only be vegetarians, so why would they want to marry a female student studying abroad and eat that kind of foreign meat? After turning off the lights, Nansen still couldn't sleep; the yellow flowers of the acacia tree appeared in his hallucinations, they were so bright and startlingly bright, he will be a senior in the next semester, and the one holding the parting flower branch in his hand is not just a big baby?One or two years earlier, I occasionally thought about the future. I always felt that the future is still long and far away. Now that the day of leaving school is approaching, I am afraid to even think about it. He was also thinking about something on the opposite side, turning over and over again. what's on your mind?Lao He.Nansen said. Thinking wildly, He said: It suddenly occurred to you that your birthday is going to be celebrated again. Do you still remember that time when you celebrated your birthday on the top of the water tower? I dare to feel that there is not enough excitement, so I have some birthday parties to make do with it!Nansen said: Eat, play, dream, dream!I have no appetite for those things these days, not even my birthday. Nansen really didn't plan to celebrate his birthday anymore, but some old roommates still invited him to dinner.Meiqian was not there that day, so she asked for leave to visit Chen, but she specially sent him a small gadget that can be played in his trouser pocket, and a long letter was attached, talking about life and emotions with him; Jane also sent a birthday card.This made Nansen quite emotional, Meizhen had already found her home, and Meiqian accepted her future with peace of mind, only herself, still like a leaf, fluttering in the wind. The eye-catching yellow flowers of the acacia tree bloomed all over the campus, and also all over the nearby hills. Time urged people, and they never stayed for a moment.When the big boy left school, his eyes were red and swollen, as if in ancient times, the girl was about to marry far away, and Ye Lai had secretly cried. Some things are almost helpless; life never cares about people's shouts or sighs, what is going to go will always go, and what is going to come will always come. When I graduate, I will naturally be as peaceful as I left Meizhen Qian separated! He read Meiqian's long letter by himself several times, and was suddenly moved and inspired by Tao Qian's poem she recorded, and finally realized something. He silently recited the sentence: In the midst of the waves, neither joy nor fear, as much as possible, No need to worry about being alone! It seemed that there was a feeling of detachment, which made him really detached from sorrow. Perhaps Meiqian had already seen his melancholy?She also recorded to him the inscription she often ponders, asking him to look up to the universe and be a truly happy person.Nansen knew that although she tried her best to encourage herself to be happy, she was not really happy. She was just resigned to her fate, squatting quietly in the environment God created for her. Even so, he couldn't say anything, it was the path Meiqian chose, and life would always go through all kinds of hardships, why couldn't she choose?The Summer Day at the Beginning of Dadu Mountain is a song full of color and youthful emotion, sung softly and softly on a sunny day.He wandered alone in the campus, sending away the setting sun and welcoming the dawn, thousands of birds were singing in the forest, the yellow flowers of the acacia tree bloomed and fell, and kissed every parting footprint goodbye. The purple neem flowers, the red mud and green grass on the path, and the rolling stones in the brown and yellow Qianxi River, how many memories are printed on it?This natural singing sound is like a dream and a poem. Brother Ha, clean up your emotions!One day he met Lao Su with his scalp shaved clean, and said to him with a smile: Pack your luggage and get ready to go to Chenggong Ridge. Look, do I look like a standard soldier? As he spoke, he stood at attention. It's as stupid as a donkey, and there will be a special fuck in the future!Nansen said: How do you look like a soldier?Rather like a monk. Shave away three thousand worries, and eat steamed buns with soy milk!Old Su said: Let’s see you in Chenggongling!