Chapter 53 person who forgets

RJ suddenly forgot all about her past, but when she regained her memory, she also recovered her grief. The psychologist Kim Bardot has a cousin, let's call her Mrs. RJ.One day, RJ suddenly lost his memory. Kim Bardot wanted to help her find her lost memory, but found it was a very unpleasant experience, because RJ didn't know Kimbardo at all, she even forgot her own name, and didn't know where she lived , What occupation is she engaged in (she was a university professor).She doesn't know anyone but her son and has almost no memory of her past. But the strange thing is that she still remembers the English literature she taught before, so she can continue to teach even though she lost her memory, but she can't remember the names, strengths, backgrounds, etc. of the students; although In this way, she still retains emotional memories of her students and others, such as saying to former friends: Sorry, I don't know who you are, but for some reason I think I like you very much.Instead, encounter former enemies.Feelings of guilt or fear can arise inexplicably.

RJ wants to restore her previous memories, and everyone is eager to help her.Under the patient reminder of her friends, she gradually recovered her old memories bit by bit.For example, a friend reminded her that she started to go on a diet when she was young, instead of gorging herself like this now; she didn’t have to wash the dishes by hand because she already had a dishwasher, and she immediately knew how to use the dishwasher after being reminded by her friend . But the more RJ's memories come back, the more unhappy she becomes.Finally, she finally recalled the successive blows she had suffered in the past year, the most fatal blow being the breakdown of her marriage and the sudden death of her mother before her eyes.

RJ, who fell into the abyss of pain, used forgetting to protect himself.But when RJ restores her memory, so does her grief. Sad memories are painful, but avoiding them also makes us fools.